Gardens of the Moon
His voice died as he surveyed the array of grimy faces turned to him.
“Methinks the business is poor,” he mumbled. The place was indeed an inn-or it had been, perhaps a century past. “'Tis rain in the night air,” he said, to the half-dozen beggars crouched around a thick tallow candle set on the earthen floor.
One of the fellows nodded. “We will grant you audience, hapless one.”
He waved at a straw mat. “Be seated and entertain our presence.”
Kruppe raised an eyebrow. “Kruppe is graced by your invitation, sire.”
He dipped his head, then strode forward. “But, please, do not think he is bereft of contributions to this honoured gathering.” He sat down crosslegged, grunting with the effort, and faced the one who had spoken. “He would break bread with you all.” From a sleeve he withdrew a small rye loaf A bread knife appeared in his other hand. “Known to friends an strangers alike is Kruppe, the man now seated before you. Inhabitant of yon glittering Darujhistan, the mystic jewel of Genabackis, the juicy grape ripe for picking.” He produced a chunk of goat cheese and smiled broadly at the faces before him. “And this is his dream.”
“So it is,” the beggars” spokesman said, his lined face crinkling with amusement. “It ever pleases us when we taste your particular flavour, Kruppe of Darujhistan. And always are we pleased at your travelling appetites.”
Kruppe laid down the rye loaf and cut slices. “Kruppe has always considered you mere aspects of himself, a half-dozen Hungers among many, as it were. Yet, for all your needs, you would urge what of your master? That he turn back from his flight, of course. That one's own skull is too worthy a chamber for deception to reign-and yet Kruppe assures you from long experience that all deceit is born in the mind and there it is nurtured while virtues starve.”
The spokesman accepted a slice of bread and smiled. “Perhaps we are your virtues, then.”
Kruppe paused to study the cheese in his hand. “A thought Kruppe has not considered before now, mingling with the silent observation of mould on this cheese. But alas, the subject is in danger of being lost within the maze of such semantics. Nor can beggars be choosers when it comes to cheese. You have returned once again, and Kruppe knows why, as he has already explained with admirable equanimity.”
“The Coin spins, Kruppe, still spins.” The spokesman's face lost its humour.
Kruppe sighed. He handed the chunk of goat cheese to the man seated on his right. “Kruppe hears it,” he conceded wearily. “He cannot help but hear it. An endless ringing that sings in the head. And for all that Kruppe has seen, for all that he suspects to be, he is just Kruppe, a man who would challenge the gods in their own game.”
“Perhaps we are your Doubts,” the spokesman said, “which you have never been afraid to face before, as you do now. Yet even we seek to turn you back, even we demand that you strive for the life of Darujhistan, for the life of your many friends, and for the life of the youth at whos feet the Coin shall fall.”
“It falls this very night,” Kruppe said. The six beggars nodded at this though mostly they remained intent on the bread and cheese. “Shall Kruppe accept this challenge, then? What are gods, after all, if not the perfect victims?” He smiled, raising his hands and fluttering his fingers “For Kruppe, whose sleight of hand is matched only by his sleight of mind? Perfect victims of confidence, claims Kruppe, ever blinded by arrogance, ever convinced of infallibility. Is it not a wonder that they have survived this long?”
The spokesman nodded and said, around a mouthful of cheese, “Perhaps we are your Gifts, then. Wasting away, as it were.”
“Possibly,” Kruppe said, his eyes narrowing. “Yet only one of you speaks.”
The beggar paused to swallow, then he laughed, his eyes dancing in the candlelight. “Perhaps the others have yet to find their voice, Kruppe.
They await only their master's command.”
“My,” Kruppe sighed, as he prepared to stand, “but Kruppe is full of surprises.”
The spokesman looked up. “You return to Darujhistan?”
“Of course,” Kruppe replied, gaining his feet with a heartfelt groan. “He merely stepped out for a breath of night air, so much cleaner beyond the city's crumbling walls, don't you agree? Kruppe must needs exercise to hone his already prodigious skills. A walk in his sleep. This night,” he said, hitching his thumbs in his belt, “the Coin falls. Kruppe must take his place in the centre of things. He returns to his bed, the night still young.”