He didn’t seem to share any of her concerns about Jolene’s reaction to their news. Rachel wondered how her husband could be this oblivious. After helping Jolene with her algebra, she thought her relationship with the girl had improved. That peace, however, was short-lived. Within a matter of days, everything returned to the way it was from the moment Rachel had married Jolene’s father.
Instead of the family friend Rachel had been, starting when Jolene was in first grade, she became an interloper, the woman who’d trespassed on the girl’s territory. It’d been just Jolene and her father for so long that no one, no matter how close, would fit into the family picture.
When the waitress came for their dinner order, Rachel was finally able to announce her choice. She asked for crab cakes with rice pilaf and a green salad. Both Bruce and Jolene chose the full steak dinner, complete with baked potato, soup and salad.
Bruce, at least, was in high spirits. Rachel tried to catch his mood; she ignored every slight Jolene threw at her, smiled sweetly and pretended it didn’t hurt that her own husband hadn’t noticed the way his daughter treated her.
To be fair, Rachel didn’t know if she was being over-sensitive, since the pregnancy had played havoc with her emotions. The best she could do was disregard the verbal jabs and refrain from countering even the nastiest ones.
Father and daughter spoke animatedly through dinner. Rachel swallowed a few bites and then asked for a take-out container. By contrast Bruce and Jolene both ate their entire meals.
“How about dessert?” Bruce said when the last of their dishes had been removed from the table.
Rachel placed her hand on her stomach. “I’m full. I couldn’t eat a single bite,” she protested.
“I could,” Jolene said eagerly. “What would you like, Dad?”
Bruce read over the dessert menu and then looked at his daughter. “I suppose you want the ice cream sundae with chocolate sauce.”
“Dad,” she moaned playfully. “That’s for kids.”
“You’re still a kid,” Bruce said.
“No, I’m not.” Jolene giggled.
The girl was happier than she’d been in all the months since Rachel had married Bruce. It was easy to see why. Jolene was in her element. She had her father’s full attention and she’d managed to shut Rachel out.
What Jolene didn’t know was that her father was about to deliver a devastating blow that would disrupt her entire world.
They each ordered a different dessert. Bruce got the apple tart warmed and with vanilla ice cream and Jolene chose a slice of chocolate cake.
Bruce waited until their dessert was served, then stretched his hand across the table to reach for Rachel’s. His fingers curled around hers.
Jolene stared at Rachel and narrowed her eyes menacingly.
“I mentioned that tonight’s a celebration,” Bruce began, turning to his daughter.
Jolene slowly nodded.
“Do you know what we’re celebrating?” he asked.
For a moment, Jolene looked confused. “I passed my algebra test and advanced to intermediate in swimming, remember?”
“I do,” Bruce commented.
Jolene had been forced to take the swimming test three times before advancing. In addition, she’d gotten a B-on her algebra final. Both tests had been hard for her. Rachel was proud of Jolene, although the girl had scorned her praise.
“This isn’t about making it into the intermediate swimming class or doing well on your algebra final,” Rachel told her.
Jolene looked blankly at her father. “Then what are we celebrating?”
Bruce glanced at Rachel and offered her a soft, reassuring smile. “Rachel told me some exciting news recently.”
“Rachel did?” This was asked as if she had difficulty believing Rachel was capable of saying anything of interest.
“Jolene, tonight we’re celebrating the fact that you’re going to become a big sister.”
The girl looked from her father to Rachel, and then back at Bruce before the light dawned. She turned to face Rachel. “You’re having a baby?” The question was an accusation more than an inquiry.
Gazing down at the table, Rachel nodded and then, reminding herself that she had nothing to be ashamed of, boldly met Jolene’s eyes.
“Daddy?” The girl turned to her father. Her face crumpled as if she was begging him to tell her it wasn’t true.
“Didn’t you hear me?” Bruce asked in the same animated way he’d announced her pregnancy. “We’re having a baby.”
“I heard,” Jolene muttered.
“Aren’t you happy?”
Reluctantly she nodded.
“You can name the baby if you want,” Bruce said next.
He hadn’t discussed this with Rachel. However, if it helped Jolene adjust, she was more than willing to let the girl make suggestions.
“Is it a boy or a girl?” she asked sullenly.
“It’s too early to tell,” Rachel said. “I won’t have an ultrasound for several weeks.” Personally, she’d rather not know the sex of their baby. However, it seemed important to Jolene. Rachel took longer than she should have to realize why. Jolene was afraid a baby girl would be competition for her father’s affection.
“I thought you’d show more enthusiasm than this,” Bruce complained.
“Give her time,” Rachel said, hoping a gentle approach would soothe Jolene’s feelings. She directed her subsequent remark to Jolene. “I understand this is a shock and I apologize if it upsets you.”