She placed her hands over his. “I’m so grateful you did. You can’t leave me. I won’t let you.” She got to her feet. “If you go, then I’m going with you.” There was no alternative, she decided, no other choice. “Wherever you go, that’s where I want to be.”
“No.” The word was chilling in its intensity.
“Anson, you’ve got to listen to me. This is all because of what happened at The Lighthouse, isn’t it?”
He refused to answer, refused to look at her.
“My dad believes you. I believe you. Doesn’t that mean anything?”
He seemed to think about it, then shook his head. “Don’t you see? This is how it is—everything I touch turns to dust. I thought it’d be different with you, but it’s not. I’m getting out of here before I screw up your life, too.” He scrambled to his feet and started for the window.
“But you don’t know where you’re going,” she said in a hoarse whisper. Then she remembered something else. “You can’t leave,” she told him. “You’ll be breaking the terms of your plea bargain. You have to stay in school, remember?”
“I was supposed to have a job, too.”
“Yes, but—”
Anson shook his head again. “It’s too late to worry about that. If they find me now, I’ll probably get jail time. I’m out of here.”
A dozen questions rose at his response. She didn’t ask a single one because she was afraid of the answers. “What will you do for money?”
He turned back and gave a harsh laugh.
“Anson?” She’d never heard him sound like that before, and it frightened her. Her stomach knotted as she realized there was a reason Anson had chosen to leave Cedar Cove tonight. “What have you done?” she whispered.
“It’s better if you don’t know.” His eyes softened as he looked at her one last time. “Goodbye,” he whispered, stretching out his hand to touch her face.
“No!” She hurried to the window, but he was too fast. He moved with an agility that belied his size. “How will I know where to reach you?” she called out as he walked across the grass.
Anson didn’t answer. His hands were buried deep inside his pockets, his shoulders bent. She stayed where she was until she lost sight of him, and in her heart she knew she’d never see him again. Eventually the tears came, flooding her eyes and rolling down her cheeks. She closed the window and crawled back into bed.
Allison didn’t fall asleep for hours. Her pillow was damp with tears when she woke Saturday morning, again to the sound of knocking—but this time it was someone pounding at her bedroom door.
“Allison,” her mother said, opening the door. “It’s after ten.”
She sat up in bed and rubbed her eyes. She often slept in on the weekends.
“There’s someone here who wants to talk to you.”
Her first thought was that it might be Anson, but she realized that it wouldn’t be.
“Who?”
“It’s Sheriff Davis.” Her mother’s expression was serious, and Allison’s stomach immediately tensed.
“Why does he want to see me?” Even though she asked, she knew the answer. This had to do with Anson.
“Your father’s talking to the sheriff now. I suggest you get dressed right away and join us.”
Allison nodded and although she appeared outwardly calm, her heart clamored hard. This was what she’d feared most—that Anson would get into trouble again.
By the time she’d put on jeans and a sweatshirt and brushed her hair, Allison was shaking. Whatever Anson had done, if he was caught, it would mean the fire in the park would now be part of his permanent record. It also meant her father would never allow her to see him again.
The sheriff set down his coffee mug when Allison entered the kitchen. He sat at the table with both her parents.
“This is our daughter, Allison,” her father said, motioning that she should sit down. “Allison,” he said, looking straight at her. “Sheriff Davis has some questions for you. It’s important that you answer him honestly and directly. Do you understand?”
She lowered her head and whispered, “I will.”
“Hello, Allison,” Sheriff Davis said pleasantly. “I hear you’re friends with Anson Butler.”
She nodded.
“I’m wondering when you last saw him,” the sheriff said next.
The minute Anson left, she knew he’d done something he shouldn’t have. He’d as much as said so. His chilling laugh echoed in her mind.
Her father leaned toward her. “Please tell Sheriff Davis the truth.”
“Last night,” she whispered, knowing her parents would be outraged that she’d let him into her bedroom in the middle of the night.
“When?”
“About two this morning.”
“You snuck out of the house?” This outburst was from her mother, who was clearly upset.
Allison shook her head. “No. Anson came to me.”
“At the house?” her father clarified without apparent censure. But his eyes let her know he wasn’t pleased, although he kept his voice even.
Allison sighed. “He tapped on my window and woke me up. He—he came to say goodbye.”
“Did he say where he was going?”
“No. He said he didn’t know.”
“Do you have any idea where he is now?”