Bookish and the Beast
“Well, he’s pretty hot,” I comment, thinking about my run-in with Vance in the kitchen. For a moment when we first saw each other, he looked like he…was surprised by me. Caught off-guard in a way that caused a little crinkle between his eyebrows. A crinkle that, for an absolutely weird second, I wanted to smooth out.
“Not all that sparkles is gold,” Annie replies cryptically as she finishes dabbing the glitter glue onto the rainbow and holds it up for me to see. “What do you think? Glittery enough?”
“It’ll definitely catch people’s eye.”
“That’s what we’re hoping for.”
We inhale the rest of our breakfast, since we only have fifty minutes before our second-period class. Quinn checks their watch and slides out of the booth. “We’re gonna be late if we don’t run. You done?”
In reply, Annie shows them the poster in all of its incredible rainbow-glitter monstrosity. “Isn’t it glorious?”
“It’s a beast,” Quinn replies, and they fist-bump in affirmation.
I slide out of the booth, taking one last bacon slice as I go, and fish out ten dollars from my wallet. It’s my turn to tip, anyway. Annie and Quinn slide out after me, and we wave goodbye to Mrs. Potts at the cash register.
The older woman waves goodbye with a “Study hard!” as we leave the diner and hurry down the block to school.
* * *
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THE BELL RINGS AS WE ARRIVE AT SCHOOL. I’m a bit late to geometry, but Mr. Rantz isn’t in yet either, so it doesn’t matter. I hurry across the room to my desk beside the poster of a kitten reaching toward a moon with the inspiring saying, Reach for the stars! I sometimes toy with the idea of scratching out REACH FOR and replacing it with LOOK TO, because honestly it would make the poster one hundred percent better.
But there’s someone in my seat when I get there.
Garrett Taylor is leaned back and sprawled out on my chair, legs up on my desk. When he sees me, he quickly rights himself and smiles around a red lollipop in his mouth. “Rosie! Good to see you this morning,” he says, and points to the cup of Starbucks at the edge of the desk. “I brought you some coffee. Two sugars and a cream, right?”
“Um—I actually take it black.”
“Like your heart, that’s so poetic.” Then he leans forward, before I can even begin to dissect his negging, and says, “I was just thinking, you know, since Homecoming is coming up in a few weeks, we have to start figuring out what we’re going to wear.”
I hesitate. Where is the teacher? Usually Mr. Rantz isn’t this late to class. And everyone else is staring at me, because of course they haven’t forgotten Garrett’s proclamation over the morning announcements last week. “I, um, don’t think—”
“I was thinking that since you love Starfield so much, we could both go in blue. I know just the perfect shade.”
“I’d rather not—”
He interrupts me again, as if he didn’t even realize I was talking. “What kind of flowers you like? You seem like the sunflower type, or maybe a daisy? I mean, a rose would be too easy, right?”
“I actually like roses—”
“We’ll figure it out. We’ve got some time. I can’t wait. Even though you won’t be Homecoming Queen, you’ll be my queen.”
Laughter twitters throughout the classroom. A few classmates glance over to me, a mocking grin on their faces. Embarrassment begins to burn my cheeks.
Mr. Rantz comes blustering into the room, finally. Garrett returns to his seat on the other side of the classroom, fist-bumping one of his friends along the way. “Everyone, open your textbooks to chapter three,” the teacher says, and I’m only too happily oblige, propping my textbook up so I can hide my embarrassment.
One thing’s for sure—Quinn has to win Homecoming. I’ll do whatever I can in my power to make that happen.
I refuse to give Garrett the satisfaction.
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AT LEAST AFTER SCHOOL I CAN HIDE in a library and not talk to anyone.
As I’ve done every afternoon since I began working at the castle-house, my fingers skim along the bindings of the books until I find the first one—the one I ruined. It’s water-damaged beyond repair, every page warped, the binding falling apart. I really did a number on it. Only five hundred were published in 1987, three years before the first episode aired. I put it back, then turn to my task for the day—a set of books located perilously on the top bookshelf.
And there isn’t a ladder.
So I push one of the wingback chairs over to the bookshelf and climb onto it. I can almost reach them. My fingers brush against the bottom of their spines, where their imprint logo sits. Just a little farther.
Just a bit—
The door creaks open and for a moment there is Sond standing in the doorway, his platinum-blond hair pulled up into a bun. But then I blink and he’s Vance, looking about as happy to be here as I am to see him, because here I am stretched halfway up a bookshelf, standing precariously on a rather old and probably very expensive chair. I try to reel myself back, scramble down—
My foot slips and I go down—hard. I flip off the chair and land flat on my back.
I groan.
And suddenly Vance is at my side, crouching next to me. “Are you okay?”
I hiss in pain as he gently takes me under the arm and helps me sit up. “I…don’t think anything’s broken?” Though something definitely doesn’t feel right.
“Does anything hurt?” he goes on. “Did you hit your head? How many fingers am I—”
I realize exactly why things feel off, and I stare at him and the three fingers he’s holding up in front of my face. That’s what’s wrong. “You’re being nice to me.”
He quickly lets go of me. Reels himself back. And like shutters on a window, the worry on his face closes off into pinched annoyance. He clears his throat. “You—you simply aren’t that graceful. And if you got hurt, I would have to rearrange this boring library.”
“Ah, there it is.” I start to stand.
“Here,” he mumbles, and outstretches a hand. I hesitate, eyeing it. “I’m not going to bite.”
“Could’ve fooled me.”
“Ha.”
I reach up to take his hand anyway.
He pulls me to my feet, and I straighten out my jumper. Then I turn to the bookshelf I had been trying to reach, and put my hands on my hips, and sigh. Well, my first plan definitely didn’t work. Now how am I supposed to get it? I suppose I could climb on the shelves…
“You know,” he begins, drawing me out of my plotting. I glance back at him, only to find that he’s looking at me with this frustrated intensity, like I’m a stain that won’t come out of his perfect silk shirt. “I don’t understand you. Why are you sticking around?”
I turn to him, baffled. “Why? If it wasn’t obvious,” I say, motioning to the books around me, “I’m not the kind of person to go back on my word. But that does bring to mind a question I wanted to ask you,” I add, turning to face him fully, and even though he’s a good head taller than I am, I pull my shoulders back to puff myself up. “Why are you here?”
His lips thin. “None of your business.”
“Don’t you have some nightclub to haunt back home? Some private jet to fly off on? Some—some Instagram-worthy vacation to get to?”
“Hey, I live a little,” he taunts. “What do you do?”
My fists clench. “I haven’t ruined my life, unlike you.”
A muscle in his jaw twitches. “Yeah, well, at least I have one.”
“Had, past tense. You’re here same as me, Reigns.”
Something unsaid sparks in his eyes. “Not for long.”
“Yeah, sure.” Then I turn to the bookshelf again and point up to the shelf I can’t reach. “Now instead of just standing around gracing me with your tallness, could you please reach those books before you…”
But he’s already stalking his way out of the library again like an angry shadow.
I let out a growl toward the smooth, crown-molded ceiling. “Fine. I’ll do it myself. Like everything else!”
Even if it’s almost impossible. Even if, sometimes, I don’t like it. I never go back on my word. My mom taught me that. She said you’re only as good as your promises, and I intend to pay my debt. And I might never have gotten out of this sleepy little town, but that doesn’t mean I never will. Vance is stuck here, same as me, and if he wants to try to get rid of me that badly, I’d like to see him try.
He might be stubborn—but so am I.
SHE FINALLY LEAVES A FEW HOURS LATER, probably still without having reached those books on the top shelf. I really hope she didn’t use the antique table. I don’t want to imagine her footprints all over…whatever sort of old wood that is. I’m rich, not versed in old stuff. There’s a difference. I watch through my bedroom window as she walks down the driveway to the main road, where she always parks her car. She glances at me up in the window and waves goodbye with her middle finger again, then leaves before I can retaliate.