“Turn around,” he said quietly.
Something about his voice . . . the way he looked at me . . .
I looked over my shoulder.
And saw the swing.
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IT wasn’t what I expected.
I’d looked up sex swings on the Internet when Gideon had first mentioned one. What I’d found were rickety things you hung from door frames, not-so-rickety things that hung from four-legged frames, and ones that hung from an eyebolt in the ceiling. All of them consisted of some combination of chains and/or straps that acted as slings for various body parts. Pictures of women actually harnessed in the damn things looked uncomfortable.
Honestly, I couldn’t see how anyone could get past the awkwardness and fear of collapse, let alone manage an orgasm.
I should’ve known Gideon would have something else in mind.
Turning, I faced the swing head-on. Gideon had cleared out the bedroom at some point. The bed and furnishings were gone. The only object in the room was the swing itself, suspended from a sturdy cagelike structure. A wide, solid metal platform anchored steel sides and roof, which supported the weight of a padded metal chair and chains. Red leather cuffs for wrists and ankles hung in the appropriate places.
His arms wrapped around me from behind, one hand sliding up beneath my shirt to cup my breast, while the other slid between my legs to push two fingers inside me.
Nuzzling my hair out of the way, he kissed my throat. “How do you feel, looking at that?”
I thought about it. “Intrigued. A little apprehensive.”
His lips curved against my skin. “Let’s see how you feel once you’re in it.”
A shiver of expectation and apprehension moved through me. I could see from the position of the cuffs that I would be helpless, unable to move or pull away. Unable to exert any control whatsoever over what might happen to me.
“I want to do this right, Eva. Not like that night in the elevator. I want you to feel it when I’m in control and we’re in it together.”
My head fell back against him. Somehow, it was harder giving the consent he wanted. There was less . . . responsibility when he just took charge.
But that was a cop-out.
“What’s your safe word, angel?” he murmured, his teeth scoring gently across my throat. His hands were magic, his fingers gliding shallowly inside me.
“Crossfire.”
“You say the word and everything stops. Say it again.”
“Crossfire.”
His dexterous fingers tugged at my nipple, milking it expertly. “There’s nothing to be afraid of. You just have to sit back and take my cock. I’m going to make you come without you having to do a thing.”
I took a deep breath. “I feel like that’s always how it is between us.”
“Try it this way,” he coaxed, his hands moving to pull my shirt off. “If you don’t like it, we’ll hit the bed instead.”
For a moment, I wanted to delay, take more time to let it all settle in. I’d promised the swing, but he wasn’t holding that over me . . .
“Crossfire,” he breathed, hugging me from behind.
I didn’t know if he was reminding me of my safe word or telling me he loved me so much there were no words for how he felt. Either way, the effect on me was the same. I felt safe.
I also felt his excitement. His breathing had quickened the moment I’d spotted the swing. His erection was like steel against my bu**ocks and his skin was hot against mine. His desire spurred my own, made me want to do whatever it took to give him as much pleasure as he could stand.
If he needed something, I wanted to be the woman who gave it to him. He gave so much to me. Everything.
“Okay,” I said softly. “Okay.”
He kissed my shoulder, then stepped beside me, taking my hand in his.
I followed him to the swing, studying it intently. The narrow seat hung at waist level for Gideon, which meant he had to turn me to face him, then lift me up into the chair. His mouth touched mine as my bare ass touched the cool leather, his tongue teasing the seam of my lips. I shivered. Whether that was from the chill, his kiss, or anxiety, I didn’t know.
Gideon pulled away, his gaze heavy-lidded and hot. He eased me into position, holding the chains steady as I leaned into the seat back, which was angled away from him, making me want to stretch my legs out for balance.
“You settled?” he asked, watching me intently.
I knew the question was about more than my physical comfort. I nodded.
He stepped back, his gaze never leaving my face. “I’m going to secure your ankles. You tell me if anything doesn’t feel right.”
“All right.” My voice was breathy, my pulse racing.
His hand slid down my leg, the stroke warm and provocative. I couldn’t look away as he wrapped the crimson leather around my ankle and cinched the metal buckle. The cuff was fit securely but not too tightly.
Gideon moved quickly and confidently. A moment later, my other leg was suspended as well.
He looked at me. “Okay so far?”
“You’ve done this before.” I pouted. His actions seemed too practiced to be those of a beginner.
He didn’t answer. Instead he began to strip as slowly and methodically as he’d restrained me.
Mesmerized, I greedily drank in every inch of skin he revealed. My husband had such an amazing body. He was so hard and tight, so virile. It was impossible not to become aroused seeing him naked.
His tongue slid along the bottom curve of his mouth in a leisurely, erotic caress. “Still good, angel?”