Race yelled, without alarm, “Nana? You okay?”
He pushed aside the sheet. He wore his camouflage jacket, bare-chested underneath. Black jeans. One black Nike on his foot, the other in his hand.
He stared at Jones and Chadwick. Then he dropped his shoe and bolted.
By the time Chadwick realized Race was going for a gun—a semiautomatic resting on the windowsill—it was too late to back off. Race grabbed the gun, but with a six-foot-eight wall of white man coming down on him, the boy abandoned all intention of fighting. He started out the window, hooking his leg on a rusty fire escape as Chadwick grabbed his arm, Race pulling away, putting his whole weight on the railing.
The metal groaned under Race's feet, the fire escape peeling away from the wall, taking the boy with it. Chadwick's grip slipped to the boy's wrist just as Race's legs lost contact with the rail and his chest slammed into the side of the building.
Race Montrose hung, five stories up, twisting in slam-dunk position, the gun still clenched in his free hand.
He looked down at the line of dumpsters in the alley below, about the size of pillows, then up at Chadwick. He made a wild and heroically stupid effort to aim the gun at Chadwick's head.
“I tend to drop people when they shoot me,” Chadwick told him. “Let it go. I'll pull you in.”
Race was sweating, making his wrist hard to hold.
“I don't know anything,” the boy said. “I swear to fucking God.”
Chadwick tightened his grip. Kindra was right behind him, her hands latched to the fabric of Chadwick's coat, as if that would be enough to keep him from falling. She was muttering words of comfort and support: “Shit, oh goddamn shit. Crazy mother-fucking idiot.”
“We just want to talk,” Chadwick told the boy. “Drop the gun.”
He could feel his own pulse against Race's wrist bones, the semiautomatic's line of fire wobbling back and forth across his forehead.
The gun clunked against the dumpster below like a timpani strike. Chadwick pulled him inside.
“Damn!” Jones exhaled. She kicked the boy's bare foot. “Damn, little man! The hell you thinking? You born stupid or you study on it, huh?”
Race huddled against the wall, pushing his back against the bricks. He was skinnier than Chadwick remembered. His breastbone was concave and hairless between the folds of the camouflage jacket, his eyes soft, on the verge of tears.
“I don't know nothing.” His voice trembled. “Didn't say nothing.”
“We're not going to hurt you,” Chadwick said.
“Yeah. You just come from Texas to help me, like you helped Mallory.”
Chadwick scanned the area where they'd ended up—a sunny corner of the loft that passed for Race's bedroom. A cheap cotton sleeping bag was spread out on the cement floor next to a scatter of CDs, clothes, loose ammunition. Three cellophane-covered library books were stacked neatly against the wall next to a better sleeping bag—a green down one, rolled up in a red bungee cord. Chadwick stared at the down bag, trying to figure out why Race wouldn't use that one instead of the cotton one, then wondering where he'd seen the bag before—the green fabric, the red cord around the middle.
Faded letters were marked next to the zipper, AZ. It was Ann's old sleeping bag, the one she'd brought to the faculty retreat at Stinson Beach, when they'd looked at the stars together.
“Was Mallory staying here?” he asked.
Race's eyes darted around, as if he'd missed something he should've seen. “I was just—keeping the bag for her. You know.”
Chadwick knelt down, picked up one of the library books. It had been checked out from Laurel Heights: a Thomas Jefferson exposé about the DNA tests on his black descendants. Chadwick had read it himself about a month ago. The book under that was by Howard Zinn, the bookplate inside inscribed, Donated by Ann Zedman. The third title was Black Athena. “You keeping these for Mallory, too?”
“Why you say that—you figure I can't read?”
“Mrs. Zedman told me you were gifted.”
“So gifted she kicked me out of school.”
“You blew that. You brought a gun on campus.”
“The hell I did.”
“It just appeared in your locker?”
Race rubbed his nose with the back of his wrist. “You ain't gonna believe me anyway. Listen, I got friends coming over, man—they going to drill a hole in you the minute they see you. You going to kill me, you better do it quick.” He cut his eyes toward Jones. “That what you brought her along for? She your nigger gun?”
“Watch your mouth, little man,” Jones said. “'Fore I put my boot in it.”
Race scowled, but he had to blink to keep from crying.
Chadwick picked up a bullet from the tangle of clothes, turned the brass in his fingers. “You prefer guns over knives, Race?”
The boy hugged himself tighter.
“Your mother was stabbed to death,” Chadwick continued. “Six- or seven-inch blade.”
By the front door, the radio kept playing—Marvin Gaye, ridiculously happy music in the big empty space of the building.
“You think it was me?” Race asked. “That what you think?”
“Police found two people's blood at the scene. Attacker and victim. DNA says they were related.”
Race put his forehead down, rubbed it against his knees. “No. No, no.”
“Mallory's dad says he's been getting blackmail letters from your brother Samuel. That true?”
The boy was shivering.