Was Samuel going crazy?
Way he saw it, when somebody important died—didn't matter if you loved them or murdered them—you'd better take something from them. You'd better eat a little bit of their soul. Otherwise they were just gone—couldn't help you, couldn't change their mistakes—and thinking about that made Samuel uneasy. His mind started teetering on its high wire, the safety net down below unraveling in the darkness.
He looked up at John Zedman's door, felt his anger building again.
The week hadn't been easy. Between Zedman calling, trying to weasel out of the deal. Then Race betraying him, talking to that bitch Norma Reyes. Samuel didn't like people running from him, trying to slip out from under his control. If they did that too often, the way Talia had, they'd force him to pin them down for good.
He rang the doorbell, heard it fill the house with a long, tuning fork hum.
Down in the driveway was the blue sedan he'd rented—nondescript, nice big trunk, backed up as close to the house as Samuel could pull it. Cost him a shitload of money, renting it for two weeks, letting it sit in a parking garage near his condo, but Samuel hadn't known when he'd need it, and he knew he'd need it at a moment's notice. Tonight, the investment would pay off.
He heard somebody coming to the door, saw a shadow on the glass.
He slipped the DVD disc out of his left coat pocket—in case he got John. His other hand stayed in his right pocket, tightening around the grip of his pistol, in case he got Pérez.
John Zedman opened the door. His expectant, waiting-for-his-mistress kind of smile faded quickly.
“Hey,” Samuel said.
“What are you doing here?”
John had been drinking, that bad boy. His eyes were bloodshot, his nose webbed with capillaries. The way he stood blocking the doorway—nervous and pale, glancing down the street like he was looking for the cavalry—Samuel knew Pérez wasn't there. John had sent him away, maybe, so he could have time alone to think. Or better yet—maybe John was hoping Chadwick would come back.
“I'm with the prize patrol,” Samuel told him. “Invite me in.”
“Why the hell should I?”
He raised the movie disc. “It's about Chadwick.”
John's eyes latched on the DVD—not understanding, but hungry to, like an addict, like Katherine, the last night she'd visited.
He stepped back from his doorway.
There was a faint burning smell in the living room—the back windows were open to the sunset, the ocean turning the color of beer.
“Well?” Zedman demanded.
“Talk to me about the money.”
Zedman stole another glance at the DVD. He rubbed his fingers on the tail of his dress shirt. “You've got bad information. I don't know—”
“—what I'm talking about? Not what you said when you called Friday, John. Not what you said at all.”
Disbelief took over Zedman's face slowly, gripping it like a shot of novocaine. Samuel knew what he was thinking: This couldn't be who I've been afraid of.
Samuel had expected that. He was used to being underestimated.
“Chadwick sent you,” John said. “Is that it?”
“Sorry, John. Working this solo, and you don't even get why, do you?”
Zedman looked old and bent in that wrinkled tank top, those baggy pajama bottoms—like he should be using a walker.
“I'll see you buried,” he said. “I'll call the police—”
“And tell them what, John—how you stole twenty-seven million? How we know each other?”
Zedman's fists balled, his face turned the color of his dying begonias. “You couldn't do this alone. You wouldn't have the first clue.”
“You know, for a millionaire, you're a stupid fuck.”
Zedman charged him, but Samuel had been expecting that, too. His gun was already out of his pocket.
He pistol-whipped John across the left cheek, slammed him into the side of the fireplace.
John clawed his way up, but Samuel smashed the butt of the gun into his mouth, sent him back to the carpet.
Shit, he told himself. Slow down. Not here.
Zedman was kicking his legs feebly, trying to get up again. His upper lip had split open, blood making a stalactite down his chin, spattering the white bricks of the fireplace.
Samuel stared at the spots of blood, but he wasn't thinking of John Zedman. He was remembering Talia's house on a cold night with his little brothers yelling and stomping in the bedroom, Talia's music going in the kitchen while she argued with Ali. And Katherine coming in the door, crying, her lips cold when she kissed his cheek, saying: “This has to be the last time. Please. The last time, I promise. They found my stash.”
She told him why she was crying, why her father had gone to Texas, why she wanted to die—and Samuel tried to keep his anger from showing. Not just anger at Chadwick, but at Katherine, too. She was leaving him, after all that had happened. So he got her what she asked for, but something special, the uncut Colombian white, telling her, “This batch is a little weak.”
Standing on the porch, telling her goodbye, he had looked down at the little blue Toyota, dented up and smoking like a two-dollar pipe bomb, and saw the little girl's face in the window, just for an instant—the little girl who was Race's age. Samuel thinking, They get to leave. They drive across the bridge and leave us like a zoo exhibit.
Samuel and Race and the rest of his family alone—unprotected, with Ali treating their mother like a side of beef to be tenderized, and ripping down his real father's metalwork, then coming around at night to Samuel's little sister, same way Elbridge used to do, only this time, who would take the gun out of Johnny Jay's toolbox? Samuel had to. If he didn't, who would?
So he watched Katherine and the little girl drive away in the old blue Toyota, and he was thinking, No. You will not leave me behind. I will never let you go.