She flops down on my bed and dramatically drapes her arm over her head. “Oh, Em, you are so naïve sometimes.” She peeks out from underneath her arm. “Did you ever read that romance book I gave you? It has a lot of good tips about what goes where.” She laughs.
“I know where everything goes.” I feel like shit, but try to play it off, convincing myself that what happened with Farrah was just my death omen evolving. “But I still don’t know if I should go…”
“Are you having second thoughts because of Asher?” She frowns. “Because I don’t think you should date him.”
I check my messages and then toss the phone on the dresser. “At the library, you said the opposite.”
“No, I said you should call him and find out if he likes you. And obviously he doesn’t, since he hasn’t called back.” Her lips twist to a smile as she peeks out from under her arm. “And now you have tall, blonde, and sexy wanting you.”
“It’s just a date.” I write the word solitude on my wall and then below it: Do you know me at all? Are my words just air? Is my heart easy to spare? “I don’t have him.”
She slants up on her elbows and scowls at my words. “Why did you just write that?”
I shrug and circle the words: you, are, my, and heart. “Why do I write anything?”
She leaps off the bed, steals the marker from my hands, and traces over the letters until the words transform into a small sketch of an intricate Angel. Then she clicks the cap on and hands the marker to me. “There. That’s much better.”
We grow silent and she gathers her purse from the bed. “I’m going to take off. Call me tomorrow before you go on your big date and if he’s as good in bed as he looks… And wear something sexy that shows off your curves.” She eyes my clothes and slips out into the hallway.
I drop down on the bed and pick up the romance novel from my nightstand. Each and every page has me pulling faces, not at what they’re doing, but at the cheesiness. It’s a relief when my phone rings. I chuck the book aside and grab my phone off the dresser.
I yawn and stretch out my arms. “Hello.”
“Hey, it’s me,” Asher says.
I pause. “Hey.”
He hesitates. “Look, Ember, can we talk about something in person? There’s something really important that I need to tell you.”
“Umm… is this about the message Raven left you because that was all her.”
“Kind of.” His tone is cautious. “But there’s also something I want to show you.”
“Okay… What time are you going to be here?”
His somber tone doesn’t alleviate the tension. “Can I pick you up in like fifteen minutes?”
I tell him yes and we say goodbye. I pull my black button up vest over my red and black top, and then slip on a pair of holey jeans, and boots. I wait for Asher on the living room couch, trying not to get too pumped up about seeing him. Ian’s not at home and I haven’t seen my mom since she told me I’d turn into a killer like my dad. But that happens when she drinks a lot. My dad wasn’t a killer. He liked his bar fights, and did some questionable things, but he never sent anyone to their grave.
I turn on the TV, but the satellite’s been disconnected. “Did she forget to pay the bill again?” I dial my mom’s cell, but it sends me straight to voicemail. I hang up and search the cabinet drawers for the bill. There are stacks and stacks of papers, batteries, tacks, pens, but no bills.
Suddenly the lights flip off and the house suffocates in darkness, except for the faint cast of the outside light filtering through the curtains.
“Okay… did she forget to pay the power bill too?” I fumble through the drawer and pull out a flashlight. I shine the light around the room as I walk toward the front door. The floorboards creak under my feet and I can hear heavy breathing.
I’m not alone.
My boot catches on something solid, I fall flat on my face, and the flashlight flies out of my hand and rolls across the floor. My legs tangle with something and the silence of their body is more frightening than if I felt their death.
“Asher?” I squint through the dark down at my legs.
A dark figure slowly rises from the floor. The head is enormous, its arms long, and its body stretches to the ceiling. A cape flows to the ground and armors its face. Nope, not Asher.
“Ember,” it breathes, reaching for me. “Don’t be afraid. You know I’d never hurt you.”
“You stay the hell away from me.” I flip over onto my stomach, taking out the table as I scramble to my feet and sprint across the room for the flashlight. I scoop it up and spin around, sweeping the light across the room.
But he’s gone.
I back for the door, sliding my phone out of my pocket. I dial Ian’s number. “Come on, come on, come—”
The doorbell rings. Startled, I drop my phone on the floor and the back pops off. Cursing, I snatch up the pieces and quickly throw open the door.
Asher looks sexy as hell, and my legs nearly give out at the sight of him. His inky black hair hangs in his gorgeous slate eyes and the sleeves of his black shirt are pushed up, showing off his lean arms. My eyes stray down lower, to where his jeans ride low on his hips, and I picture myself trailing kisses down his abs and feel him through his jeans like he did with me in the art room.
Damn Raven and her dirty books. They’re messing with my head.