She'd sat with the board of directors for two weeks of meetings, running her father's company, waiting for a feeling of euphoria to hit, but it never had. Even as she negotiated new contracts and strategized on how to get the red bottom line to green, there was no pleasure in it for her.
I don’t really care about computers or software design. How did I not know this about myself?
Nicole looked at her father's office, at her father's company, with a fresh perspective. It was all her father's dream, not hers.
Until now, I was so busy trying to be the person I thought I should be that I never asked myself who I want to be.
In the beginning, learning about computers had been all about winning her father's love, and saving the company had been more out of the fear of losing the few people she was close to rather a desire to work in the corporate world.
She picked up the phone and called someone she knew she could trust. Someone who had always stood by her. "George, how do you feel about choosing a new CEO? No, I'm not taking a vacation, I'm switching careers." He wasn’t surprised and only had one question. “What am I going to do?” She thought about her abuse shelter auction and said, "I don't know, but it's going to be in the non-profit sector."
Dominic was not alone in his office. The ever-present Jake was leaning on a book case; close enough to hear the conversation, but far enough away to be an observer. Stephan walked in with the determination of a man who wasn’t leaving before he’d set things right.
Surprisingly, Dominic had included his fiancé in this meeting. She stood at his side, holding his hand, which was likely the only reason why it wasn’t already wrapped around Stephan’s throat.
"Stephan," Dominic said in a less than warm greeting. "I'd ask you to sit, but I really don't want this to take any longer than necessary. You said you had information for me. Something that couldn't be said over the phone."
Stephan braced himself mentally and said, "There is no way to make this sound good so I'm just going to say it. Your Chinese server has been hacked and I'm responsible. Don't put it online next month until you've completely debugged it and run extensive tests here."
Dominic's face went bright red, then cold white. He took a threatening step toward Stephan, who didn't back away. "I'm going to kill you."
Abby got between them, one hand up on either chest. "Dominic, hitting him is not going to solve anything"
"I'm not just going to hit him..."
Stephan said, "Let him go, I deserve it."
Dominic wholeheartedly agreed. “Yes, you do.”
Jake pushed away from the wall and joined the trio. "Why did you come here, Stephan? Why tell us?"
Dominic snarled, “Did you slip up? Someone found out and you think that things will go easier for you if you come clean first?"
Stephan stood perfectly still, hands casually buried in his pants pockets. "No, I did it perfectly. There's no way to trace it back to me, no one who would benefit from exposing my involvement."
Jake pressed for more. "Then why confess? Is this blackmail? You've got the code to fix it?”
"No, I wish I did. In fact, I'm not even sure it can be fixed."
"You just wanted to die young?" Dominic ground the words out.
Abby lowered her hands and said, "Is this about Nicole?"
Dominic said, "If it is, you're a fool. You’re going to spend so much time in prison she'll be in a nursing home by the time you get out."
Stephan's shoulders slumped somewhat. It was no more than he deserved. "I completely understand if you call the police, Dominic. I would have done it if our situations were reversed."
Abby asked urgently, "Stephan, where is she?"
All or nothing. "I haven't seen her since yesterday. She said she loved me and she asked me if I had an ulterior motive for helping her. I wanted to say no, but I had used the fake engagement with Nicole to distract Dominic so he wouldn't push for more software testing until it was too late. And it worked. I just didn't know..."
Abby finished the sentence for him. "That you would fall in love with her."
Stephan said, "Exactly. Listen, I know she never wants to see me again..."
Dominic growled, "Good. Because you've got about as much chance of seeing her as you do of staying solvent once this news gets out."
Jake interceded again, a voice of reason amid the threats. "Dom, hang on. Think this through. We probably don't want anyone to know about the virus. Not unless you want China to get nervous and pull out of the deal. If we keep this quiet, we can fix it in-house."
Dominic took another threatening step toward Stephan. “Does anyone else know?”
Stephan didn’t back down. He didn’t hate Dominic anymore, but he wasn’t going to cower before him either. “No.”
Dominic’s fists clenched. “Don't think this lets you off the hook. You're going down for this...if not through the legal system then...”
Abby got between the two of them again and threw up her hands in exasperation. “Enough! Enough already. What is with you two? You're like two little kids fighting over a toy in the sandbox. Now that we know about the virus, we'll fix it, but the bigger question is where is Nicole? Yesterday she found out that her dead mother is alive, and that the man she loves was using her. That's not good. We've got to find her.”
Stephan leaned in, unconsciously threatening Dominic. “Her mother is alive? And you knew?”
Dominic faltered before recovering and glared back at him. “She's my mother, too. I've only known for a few weeks. We were trying to find a good way to tell Nicole about her.”