A transport flier blipped from the side of the Council ship and covered the distance to our sky dock in a few minutes.
My father and I parted without further words. I looked back only once, to see my mother and sister on one parapet, wearing ceremonial gowns that hovered about their armor, blue and silver with streaks of vibrant crimson. And on another parapet, I saw Father, tal and steady against the red and violet sky.
My eagerness to rejoin the Didact and perhaps meet the Librarian felt perverse, even cruel. I look back now, and wish my memory of those last days on my family’s planet would leave me forever, for they bring only an extraordinary pain. I never saw my family again—alive and free.
THIRTY-TWO
NO ONE COULD ever cal a Council ship luxurious or frivolous. Members of the Council served for a thousand years, and during that time took vows of personal abstinence and austerity. But at no point did power elude them, and that was the prime character of a Council ship: silken, immediate, unconstrained power.
I learned upon arrival that this ship was named Seedling Star. Diminutives aside, it was the most extraordinary expression of Forerunner science I had ever had an opportunity to examine up close. The Didact’s memory quietly confirmed that in al but weapons, it eclipsed any of the ships ever al ocated to Warrior-Servants.
I was escorted along lifts and enclosed tracks by two guards of the Council’s own select security, designated by sleek black and red armor. Through translucent wal s, I saw unfamiliar automatons speeding along their own tracks and tubeways; some were decorated in the most alarming insectoid carapaces.
But more surprising stil were the numerous embodied and heavily armored ancil as. I had heard of Warrior-Servants utilizing such during battle and for other special tasks, but we encountered hundreds spaced throughout the ship, floating in serene quiescence, in apparent low-power mode, their blue, red, or green sensors dimly aglow.
They will come alive in an emergency. They can replace human commanders, if necessary. They are a vital portion of the Council metarchy—the overall network of ancillas that support the Council.
But compared to a metarch-level ancilla, these are mere toys.
I could not explain my reaction: they somehow repel ed me.
With polite firmness, the guards led me to elegantly simple quarters deep inside the ship. They then instructed the quarters to extrude a new set of armor, black with green highlights—the colors of a special advisor to the Council. My father had once been one, thousands of years before my birth. And now … it was my turn, unless these were mere spares being recycled for a peculiar guest.
Not likely.
“Acquaint yourself with your feeds and knowledge bases,” the senior guard instructed, pointing to me, then to the armor. “They are extensive.”
“Wil I access al Council resources?”
“I have no such answers,” the guard said with a glance aside at his fel ow. “Old ways change rapidly now.”
They departed, and I waited for a moment before al owing the armor to surround me. I was almost afraid to view the ancil a—afraid of finding more blocks and restrictions, more obstacles to prolong my agony of half-knowledge. But when she appeared in the back of my thoughts, I recognized her instantly.
This was the Librarian’s ancil a, the one who had lured me, tempted me.… The one who had been loaned by the Librarian to my swap-family.… The one who had led me to Erde-Tyrene.
My first reaction was anger. “You started al this!” I cried aloud, though that was hardly necessary.
“Here, I am truly your servant. I am liberated from the metarchies of both the Council and the Librarian.”
“And the Didact?”
The ancil a flashed her confusion. This was somehow a difficult question to answer. “We are in dangerous circumstances,” she said, “but improving. I wil assist you without prior instructions and answer any questions you may have.”
“And who ordered you to do that?”
“The Librarian,” the ancil a said. “But she is no longer my owner.”
“We’l see about that. Wil you open the Domain to me, completely?”
At this she flickered again with ancil ary emotion. It seemed at first she was embarrassed, perhaps distressed … and then I read her display as expressing true frustration, something rarely witnessed in ancil as.
“Is that a ‘no’?” I persisted.
“The Domain is in flux,” she said. “No reliable connections are being made for any Forerunner, no matter their rate or form.”
“Is somebody going to blame me for that?”
“It seems to be symptomatic of a disturbance in our immediate past, or immediate future.…”
She froze. Frustrated, I stood within the black and green armor for a moment, then flexed it, feeling its smoothness and strength, but wondering if in fact it was malfunctioning.
Slowly the ancil a returned, steady again, calm and composed, and said, “No answers available for prior question. Apologies for my delay. There is a meeting scheduled in one hour. I have been told you need to prepare by being brought up to speed on current Council personalities and politics. You have already met the Master Builder, and witnessed a first-form Council member speaking with your father, have you not?”
“You know I have,” I said. “You know al I know.”
“Some parts of your memory that may be used in testimony before the Council are closed to me. And of course I have no access to that part of you which once belonged to the Didact. I hope it does not impede my usefulness.”
“You won’t spy on me?”
“No.”
“Or ‘guide’ me according to the Librarian’s wishes?”
“No.”
“But you’re here to instruct me in Forerunner politics,” I concluded, feeling slightly queasy. I had never shown any aptitude or liking for such studies. In politics there might have been treasure for others, but never for me.
“Yes, with apologies,” she said. “Now, let us begin.…”
THIRTY-THREE
THE FIRST-FORM COUNCILOR sent to escort me—the same one who had spoken with my father under the cupola—was only a little older than me, twenty domestic years at most. He strode onto the platform overlooking a direct-view panorama of my family’s world, addressed himself first to three members of the security team, then turned to me—and smiled.
This unseemly rictus shocked me. The humans might have been capable of such, but a first-form Forerunner, and a councilor at that … I met his slight bow and chest-touch salute with one of my own, executing it, I must say, with practiced grace.
“You are quite a sight, Bornstel ar Makes Eternal,” the councilor said, regarding my (I thought) distorted form with actual admiration. “My name is Splendid Dust of Ancient Suns. My col eagues cal me Dust. Is your mutation acceptable?”
“It is what it is,” I said, a puerile maxim.
Again the rictus. I did not like it.
“I have expert ancil as who can render you minimal adjustments … cosmetic, mostly. But I must say, this combination of traits has a distinct attraction.”
“Combination?” I said.