“It’s fine,” he said, turning down a hallway with a lush blue carpet runner down the center. “Melissa and I are in the east wing. Master suite. Here you go. All yours.”

He unlatched the door with the heavy, old-fashioned key that had been left in the lock and pushed the door open, stepping aside so I got the full effect as I strode in.

It was a beautiful, simple room. There was a sink with a mirror in an alcove and a great rustic bed heaped with a cloudlike white duvet, a single wardrobe, and a bedside cabinet of polished close-grained wood, warm to the touch. Otherwise, it was just white plaster walls save for the one opposite the door, which was the raw amber stone I had seen outside, and a great arched window that dominated the chamber and white linen drapes. It looked out over the grounds, over treetops, and down the coast to the bright sea and the open sky.

“Wow,” I said.

I really had to stop saying that. It made me sound like a teenager.

“Right?” said Simon. “Thought you’d like it. Bathroom’s down the hall. That door there. You need to rest or something, or can we expect you downstairs for fog cutters?”

He gave me an imploring smile and looked, for a moment, so genuinely happy to see me that I forgot all my previous anxiety.

“Give me ten minutes to change,” I said.

Actually it was going to be more like fifteen. I checked my phone, even though Simon had said I wouldn’t get a signal, and saw he was right. But I had told Chad that I would text him when we arrived, so I sat on the end of the bed and tapped my way through the phone’s settings menu and hunted for a Wi-Fi signal, but there was nothing.

Will have to wait till you’re back in civilization, I told myself. No biggie.

As much as I loved the simplicity of the room, built as it was around its ancient view, I found myself a little disappointed that I was sharing a bathroom, something I had been hoping to get a break from. I barely saw Becky, my roommate in Charlotte, because we kept such different hours, but it was a mark of my relative poverty that I had to deal with someone else’s smear of toothpaste on the sink and her pubes on the toilet seat, like I was trapped in an endless adolescence that I couldn’t afford to escape. A trip overseas, I had thought, meant a hotel room to myself. Total privacy. And a bathroom I could call my own.

Some people like to imagine the other guests who have been in the hotel room they are staying in before—their histories, the things that brought them there, and what they were up to before checking out. Not me. I liked to pretend a hotel room has just been built, that I was the first person ever to sleep in its crisp linens and shower in its spotless bathroom. I don’t like sharing my space, even with people I know. Especially, in fact. So when I checked on the bathroom and found it clean and dry, as if it hadn’t been used for weeks, I took the opportunity to grab a much-needed shower and was able to sustain the illusion that no one else had used it yet.

It had to be quick, and not just because I had drinks waiting. The water, which began so piping hot that I was instantly pink across my breasts and shoulders, cooled fast. I got out before it was stone cold, but I couldn’t help wondering how we were going to manage with seven of us using the same supply.

Maybe there are separate cisterns, I hoped, or some sort of heater that hasn’t been switched on yet.

I remembered Simon’s throwaway remark about the lack of cell phone service and wondered what other comforts I might have to do without.

But if I was honest, the shower had been a stalling tactic. Marcus was downstairs. So was “Gretchen,” probably slopping fog cutters from a fistful of beer steins while singing selections from Cabaret. I needed a moment to prepare myself.

Marcus and I dated for a little over three years and had known each other for eight. We’d both been at college in Chapel Hill, where I was edging cautiously through a biology premed with a side order of English while he was doing history and secondary education. We’d met at a party, introduced by a theater major who knew us both a little and could have been sexually interested in either one of us. I think it was the weirdness of that encounter that drove us together. Marcus had been wearing a bizarre orange sweater and a pair of heavy-rimmed glasses, both of which I had teased him for, and he had responded by mocking my taste in music (I was going through a hair-metal phase, which I don’t talk about anymore). Marcus said he had an off-campus girlfriend at the time, and I was semi-interested in a guitarist who played in a jazz band, so we weren’t looking for anything other than someone to share the pretty miserable experience of a house party where the only people we knew either hadn’t showed up or were more interested in their other friends.

I should say that I’d also never been involved with a black guy before, and while I wasn’t against the idea, I’m sure it made me cautious. Him too, probably. Race used to make me wary, careful about the signals I sent out and the ones I thought I was getting, terrified of making assumptions or saying the wrong thing based on . . . God, I don’t know: Movies? Social media? Dumb stuff. Anyway, we spent half the night talking and both had way too many tequila shots, so much so, in fact, that if there had been a moment we might have gone home together, we had drunk right past it and wound up staggering off separately. In hindsight this had seemed like a godsend. We saw each other from time to time, but nothing happened between us till half a decade later, when we were, we decided, older, wiser, and free. If we’d gotten together that first night, we said sagely, things would have gotten messed up, and we would never have had a real relationship.

But then we’d messed that up too. It had just taken longer.

The breakup had come six months after our trip to Crete when we had fallen in with Melissa and Simon, Kristen and Brad. I sometimes wondered if the cracks had already been there then but we had chosen to ignore them. How else do you explain a young couple on a romantic vacation on a Greek island spending all their time with complete strangers? The trip was certainly a factor, even if I couldn’t put my finger on how.

And now they were all downstairs, fog cutters at the ready, waiting for me, along with a mysterious spare called Gretchen. For a second I looked at myself in the steamed-up bathroom window and wondered again why I had come.

But I had, and now that I was here, I was not just going to endure it—I was going to enjoy myself. I turned from the bathroom mirror, put my glasses on, wrapped a towel around myself, and tripped barefoot back to my room, confident that the view through the great arched window would lift my spirits.

I didn’t get that far. I was unlocking my bedroom door when I heard footsteps on the stairs behind me and turned to find Marcus looking at me, frozen with indecision. He was wearing khakis and a white open-necked shirt, the sleeves rolled up, showing slim brown forearms. I’d always liked his arms. His hair was cut short, trimmed at the edges to a razor-sharp line. He had new slightly odd-looking glasses with ironically purple frames, and his feet were bare so that he looked quite unlike himself, or the version of him I had seen last. A bit hipper, maybe. The cool teacher. He had been waiting for me to go inside, hoping I wouldn’t see him. I felt it in his stillness, and the impression was confirmed as he tried to blunder his way out of it.

“Hey, stranger!” he said, a thoroughly un-Marcus thing to say. “I was just going to . . . is the bathroom free?”

“Hi, Marcus,” I said, clutching at my towel, terrified that it might shift. “Yes. It’s right there.”

“Right,” he said. “Cool. OK, then. What a great place, huh?”

“Yes,” I said, wishing I was somewhere—anywhere—else.

“Gonna be fun. Us all together again.”

“Yes.”

There was a fractional beat, just a breath longer than was comfortable.

“OK,” said Marcus. “Well, we’ll do the reunion thing when you’re dressed, yeah? Hugs and such.”

“Sure.”

“OK, then. I’ll see you in a few . . .”

I opened my door and slipped inside without looking back, closing it behind me and leaning against the wood, my heart racing.

The reunion thing.

Jesus. I didn’t know which of us had been more mortified. It was the suddenness of the thing. And the towel. Jesus, yes, the towel.

I mean, Marcus had seen me naked in the past, but . . .

And he might be remembering that now . . .

God. It was a mess. And what if he thought I had deliberately bumped into him like that, like it was supposed to be seductive?