Love Me
And it’s such a letdown.
I spy Maggie already sitting at a table with Ace, Annie, Katie, Riley, Ariela, Dallas, and Logan. I decide that’s where I’m heading when familiar arms wrap around my waist.
“Sit with me,” Dawson says.
I look at him. So gorgeous and sweet. “Sure,” I say, knowing that he’s trying.
When we sit down, Jake and Bryce are talking about going to the JV game tonight.
“You should come with us,” Jake says to me.
“Yeah,” Bryce says. “It’s supposed to rain, so it should be a muddy game. Those are so fun to watch.”
“Sitting in the rain doesn’t really sound fun,” I say. “But I don’t have rehearsal tonight, so why not.”
Dawson rests his hand on my leg and turns toward me. “Why don’t we meet the guys there? We can stop and get dinner and then go sit in the rain and be miserable together?”
“Wow, when you put it that way, how can I refuse?”
“I love you, Keatie.”
And I know I should feel all warm and fuzzy when he says that but, right now, it just sort of feels inappropriate.
And the way Peyton and Whitney both shake their heads and roll their eyes at him, I know I’m not alone in my thinking.
Peyton quickly changes the subject though. She turns to Whitney and the sole minion and says, “Health has become my new favorite class.”
“Mine too,” Whitney says. “Isn’t Mr. Steele totally hot?”
“He’s not even that big,” Bryce replies, flexing his muscles at her. “Can’t compare to this.”
She laughs at him. “In your dreams, Bryce. I heard he was an MMA fighter. And those tattoos. Why can’t all the teachers look like him? I’d never skip a class. In fact, I have an appointment with him this afternoon. Can’t wait for a little one-on-one time with him.”
Jake smashes his jaw together tightly. I can tell that he’s pissed. Just the other day, Whitney told him she made a mistake and wanted to get back together with him.
“I thought you wanted to get back together with Jake?” I blurt out.
She shrugs her shoulders, like Jake was no big deal. “Not anymore. I’m aiming a little higher this time.”
Jake stands up, grabs his tray, and walks away.
Peyton looks at Whitney and smiles. And the way she smiles makes me a little uncomfortable. I’m pretty sure she’s trying to plan Whitney’s demise. I look at the lunch table, knowing Jake will probably not be back.
And realize that’s exactly what Peyton wants.
That’s why she’s been standing up for Whitney with the minions. She wants them gone.
She wants for Whitney what I wanted for Vanessa.
For her to end up sitting on her throne.
All alone.
Nothing good.
French
Aiden drops his backpack down on my desk. I see that my feather earring is attached to its zipper.
I touch it. “I take it I’m not getting this back?”
“I might want to use it again.”
“You’ve been MIA all day. What have you been up to?”
“Just doing some Social Committee stuff with Brad. Tying up loose ends stuff. Since they sent out the video, they’ve doubled the number of prospective students. We’re trying to adjust our plans accordingly.”
“Do you need help?”
“No, we got it all done. The welcome packets are ready. The rooms are assigned. All that stuff. Speaking of the video. Have you thought about getting an agent? Maybe doing commercials or something? I think you could sell about anything to anyone.”
“Probably not until I get done with school,” I lie. I wish I could tell him what Vincent is doing. How there’s no freaking way I could be on TV. I decide to change the subject. “Riley told me earlier today that Coach is making you kick for both the JV and Varsity games this week. Even though it’s supposed to rain, I’m coming to the game.”
“Don’t you have rehearsal?”
“I get to skip again. They’re still working through their lines.”
“Really? That’s cool . . .” Then he stops. “Are you going with Dawson?”
“Well, yeah, there’s a bunch of us going.”
“I heard you were at the Cave last night.”
“How did you hear that?”
“Dallas said something to Riley about it earlier. Sorry, I’m not stalking you or anything.”
I think about Dawson. How cute he is when he stalks me. Meeting me after classes. How it makes me feel when I walk out of my dorm and see him sitting on the brick wall. Maybe he just has a different way of wooing.
“Okay,” I say, not sure where this is going.
“Did you kiss him?”
“Who?”
“Dallas. Did you get high and kiss?”
“Um, we got high . . .”
He locks his teeth together and looks mad.
Annie comes rushing in, sliding quickly into her desk. “Oh, I thought I was going to be late. What’d I miss?”
From behind me Aiden says, “Nothing good.”
Shit. He is mad at me.
Again.
And he didn’t let me finish my freaking sentence.
Again.
I turn around. I don’t care that Miss Praline has started talking.
I madly cross my arms in front of my chest and say, “I thought you were going to start letting me finish my sentences before you jump to conclusions?”
“And I thought . . .” He stops. “Never mind.”
My voice gets louder. “No. There’s not going to be a never mind. I’m sick of it.”
Miss Praline says, “Keatyn? Aiden? Is there a problem?”
“Yes, actually there is,” I say. “I’m feeling sick. May I go to the nurse’s office?”
She narrows her eyes at me as I put on my sick face. Slack face, sad eyes, slightly lowered head.
“Of course, Keatyn,” she says.
I throw my books in my bag and walk out the door.
I don’t go to the nurse’s office. I toss my pass into the trash and race to the field house.
I change into my workout clothes and then go to town on the punching bag. I never promised not to pretend punch his head. Besides, probably better to pretend punch it than punch it for real.
I’m kicking the shit out of the bag when Cooper Steele saunters in. “You’re doing that wrong.”
“What do you mean, I’m doing it wrong?”
He walks behind me, reaches over my shoulders, grabs my hands, and pulls them back in toward my waist. When he does this, I’m thrust back against his rock solid body.
He turns my hands over so that my palms are facing upward. Then he pushes them forward and flips them as they reach the bag.
“That’s how to throw a proper punch. Shouldn’t you be in class?”
“I was feeling sick?”
“Looks to me like you’re feeling pissed.”
I sigh. “That too.”
He knits his brows together, thinking. “Come into my office. We need to get to know each other better.”
“That’s pretty forward of you, Mr. Steele,” I say with a smirk.
He gives me a coach’s smack on the butt. “Get going.”
Is it bad that I totally just pictured Cooper Steele tying me to a bed and spanking me?
Okay, Keatyn. That’s it. No more reading naughty romances on your phone during school.
He grabs me by the arm and drags me toward his office.
And I can’t help it.
I like it.
I have a stupid grin on my face when Whitney comes around the corner. “Uh, Mr. Steele, I was just coming to see you. We have a meeting to discuss the competitions for this weekend’s Greek events.”
“It’ll have to wait. What was your name again?”
Whitney looks startled. Shocked, really. Isn’t every male on the planet supposed to know her name?
“Um, it’s Whitney. Whitney Clarke. I’m on the Social Committee. We have an appointment.”
Cooper flashes a smirk at her and looks down at his hand, which is still firmly wrapped around my arm. “As you can see, Miss Clarke, I’ve got my hands full.”
He drags me into his office, shuts the door on Whitney’s face, and then turns the blinds on the door’s windows.
I try not to giggle.
“Sit up here on the desk,” he tells me loudly. When I don’t move, he picks me up and sets me on the desk.
I am almost positive that Whitney is still outside his door. I can only imagine what she’s thinking.
Of course, I’m totally thinking the same thing.
I so should have asked for a hot bodyguard sooner.
He paces and speaks. “Did Garrett teach you self defense?”
“Um, not really.”
“Why not?”
“Didn’t he brief you on the situation?”
Cooper takes a step back, like I just offended him. “Of course, I’ve been fully briefed on the situation.”
“But you don’t understand how fast it all happened, maybe?”
“Tell me,” he says as he takes a seat.
I tell him the story. The whole drawn-out story. He just keeps nodding.
“Basically, we talked about safety and fear. He gave me some pepper spray, which I try to keep in my purse. I wear my locket most of the time. And I’ve gotten away from Vincent three times now. So, you know, I must be doing something right.”
“Stand up,” he commands.
What is it with him and the two-word sentences? I stay sitting on the desk. I’ll show him. “Make me.”
Cooper strikes faster than a cobra. He grabs me, twists my arms behind my back, and pushes my face down into the desk. I’m horrified by how quickly I was overcome.
“Is this what you want? Is this the position you want to be in?”
There’s a knock on his door. “Mr. Steele,” Whitney says. “I really need to confer with you.”
“Just a moment,” he says, still holding me down on the desk. “Is this the position you want to be in?” he asks again.
“No,” I whimper.
“Then you need to do what I say.”
“Yes,” I say as he pushes harder.
“Get to class. I’ll go through the school’s security and figure out a plan for you.”
“Um, okay.”
I walk out of his office door, suddenly feeling like I can’t breathe.
I run outside and down to the track, where I sprint until I can’t sprint anymore.
Then I sit down on the ground and cry.
Because I just realized that next time I probably won’t get away.
Are you effing kidding me?
6:10pm
“So, we’re alone. Out on the highway. Anything come to mind?”
I’m in the car with Dawson. He’s got the radio turned up and his hand on my knee.
I think for a second. And, well, no. Nothing comes to mind. “Uh?”
“I’m driving. You maybe wanna do something a little naughty?”
Then I get it.
He wants road head. Are you effing kidding me?
“That sounds very romantic.”
But I don’t do anything to him. Instead, I look out the passenger-side window and fight back tears.
I don’t win the fight.
I turn to face him. “Hey, I’m not feeling well. Will you take me back to school, please?”
He sees my tears. “What’s wrong? Why are you crying? Oh, wait. Did you think I was serious? I was just joking.”
“No, you weren’t. You didn’t open the car door for me. You didn’t make any plans for tonight. And your idea of romance is asking me to blow you while you drive. This isn’t gonna work.”
He lets out a big sigh, pulls off the side of the road, and turns to me. “Keatie, I was just joking. Can we not joke and have fun anymore? We had sex the other night. It was amazing, like always.”
“I’m sorry. But I shouldn’t have. It’s not fair to you.”
“How is it not fair to me?”
“Because it’s giving you the wrong impression. It makes you think things are okay with our relationship when they’re not.”
“I’ve done stuff for you. Homecoming. The key necklace.”
“I know you have. We just never dated. And that’s not your fault. I never gave you the chance to woo me. We slept together fast. Then thought we were in love. Then . . . Well, then it was over. I know we complicated things by sleeping together the other night. I just wanted to feel close to you again. But I also want to feel close to you in ways other than sex. Maybe we shouldn’t sleep together until we figure this out.”
“You’re right. We probably shouldn’t. Keatie, I never wanted to hurt you.”
“I don’t want to hurt you either.”
He pulls me into his arms and kisses me. They are sweet I’m sorry kisses.
Kisses that get all mixed up with my tears.
As usual with our kisses, they quickly turn from sweet to full of desire.
He pushes his seat back and pulls me over, so I’m on his lap, straddling him.
Pretty soon we’re doing exactly what we just decided we shouldn’t do.
And it feels amazing.
“Just so you know, I’m taking you to a cool little place for dinner tonight. I am planning to woo you, and not just with sex.”
“Really?” I say and start crying again.
“Why does that make you cry?”
I sniffle, crying through the words. “Because it means I don’t have to feel bad about what we just did.”
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