Reasonable Doubt: Volume 3

“Never. I’m not coming.”



“Save me your tantrums, Aubrey. There’s a lot of money riding on this first dinner. Would you like me and your father to pick you up?”



“I said I’m not coming. Did you not hear me?”



“Aubrey…” She lowered her voice. “I’ve been trying to hold back for the past few weeks, but you know what? I am sick and tired of you being so damn thoughtless and selfish about your father’s aspirations. Neither of us personally give a damn about your thoughts on the election, but since you’re a member of this family, I demand that you—”



“Go to hell.” I hung up and continued packing, even faster now.



Subject: Cab.



Miss Aubrey Everhart,



Your cab has arrived at the address you specified. It will wait for exactly five minutes.



—Durham Cab Co.



I rushed into the bathroom and filled a plastic bag with toiletries, and then I placed them into my suitcase and headed outside.



“Bus station, right?” The cab driver, a woman, smiled as I approached.



“Yes, please.”



She took my bags and placed them into the trunk as I slid into the backseat. I felt my heart hurting with every second that passed, and as much as I tried to block out the thoughts about Andrew, images of his face infiltrated my brain anyway.



I was picturing the last full night we spent together, the night before he kicked me out of his condo, and no matter how hard I tried to make sense of what happened the very next night, I couldn’t. All I could do was cry.



My phone vibrated against my knee and I flipped it over, hoping to see Mr. Petrova’s name, but it was Andrew.



“Hello?” I answered.



“What are you doing?”



“I have ballet practice on Wednesdays…Shouldn’t you know that by now?”



“If you were actually in ballet practice you wouldn’t be picking up your phone.”



Silence.



“Aubrey?” He sounded concerned. “Are you crying?”



“No.” I lied, turning up the volume on my car radio.



“What’s wrong?”



“Nothing. I just said—”



“Stop f**king lying to me, Aubrey,” he said. “What’s wrong with you?”



“I got sent home from practice today.”



“Okay. And?”



“There is no ‘And’ about this…” Tears welled in my eyes. “I’ve never been sent home before. He made me feel like shit today. He even told the understudy to be prepared to take my place right in front of me, and then he told me not to come back until next week…”



“I’ve told you the reason why he does that. Why don’t you believe me?”



“Because I really was bad today,” I admitted. “My feet are swollen and I didn’t bandage them properly, so I was off by an eighth of a count for most of the day…”



He sighed. “I’m sure you were still ten times better than everyone else. Don’t you think?”



“No…”



“Trust me. I’m pretty sure he’s just—”



“Can I come over tonight?” I cut him off, hoping for a yes, but all I heard was silence. I knew I’d pushed my luck the first couple nights we spent together, but I didn’t want it to be a rare thing. I wanted more.



“Are you going to give me an answer, Andrew?”



“Yes,” he said. “You can come over. Where are you?”



“Outside your door.”



He opened it seconds later and looked me up and down, raising his eyebrow. “I would’ve picked you up.”



“I almost asked you to…”



He grabbed my hand and pulled me inside, keeping his eyes locked on mine. As the door shut, he pulled me into his arms and shook his head at me.



“What are you doing, Aubrey?”



“What do you mean?”



“Why do you keep insisting on breaking every rule I have?”



“Why do you keep letting me?”



Without saying another word, his lips were on mine and his hands were sliding around my waist—deftly unbuttoning my skirt, quickly pushing it down to the floor.



His hands grazed my backside, searching for my panties, but there were none.



“Remind me to return your collection.” He laughed softly and led me over to the couch.



He dropped my hand and then he sat on the floor, looking up at me. Unzipping his pants, he pulled out a condom and slowly rolled it over his cock.



I started to bend low so I could sit next to him, but he grabbed my thighs.



“Stop,” he said. “I don’t want you to sit on the floor.”



“Okay.” I looked over my shoulder. “Do you want me to sit on the coffee table?”



“No…” He trailed his fingers up my legs. “On my face.”



“What?”



“Sit your pu**y on my face.”



I stood still, speechless—unable to process what he’d just asked me to do.



Smirking, he pulled me close and tapped my left leg. “Lift that onto the pillow behind me.” He commanded me with his eyes and I slowly lifted my foot and pressed it into the cushion.



“Good girl.” He rubbed his hands along the inside of my thighs, blowing kisses against my skin. “Grab onto my hair...”



My hands found their way onto his head as he slipped two fingers inside of me, as he slowly moved them in and out.



He darted his tongue against my clit and groaned. “Are you actually going to follow my directions today?”



“Yes…”



“I need you to be as still as possible.” One of his hands cupped my ass, palming it as he continued to stretch my pu**y with his fingers. “Can you do that?”



I nodded, letting a low moan escape my mouth.



“Is that a yes?” He didn’t give me chance to answer. He drew my swollen clit into his mouth, instantly making my knees buckle beneath me.



Shutting my eyes, I screamed as he gripped my hips and slightly rocked me against his mouth—licking every part of me with his tongue, lapping up every drop.



“Andrew…” I could barely hear my own voice. “Andrew…”



My right leg lost its hold on the floor and I nearly fell forward, but he grabbed me and held me still—not moving his mouth away.



I pulled his hair hard, begging him to slow down, to let me attempt to control the pace, but it was no use.



He continued to f**k me with his mouth, ignoring my every scream.



As my hips jerked and quivers began to race through my body, he wrapped his arms around my legs and slowly pulled me down, lowering me onto his cock.



“Ahhhh….” I breathed as he buried himself inch by inch. “I…I…”



“You, what?” He kissed my forehead once he was entirely inside of me. “Do you not want to ride me this way? Would you prefer if I bent you over?”



I shook my head, and he covered one of my ni**les with his mouth, swirling his tongue around it until it hardened.



Without him telling me to, I wrapped my arms around his neck and moved myself up and down his cock.



“Harder…” He bit my neck. “I want you to f**k me as hard as I f**k you…”



I grinded my hips into him again and again, as forceful as I could, but he grabbed me and began thrusting his own hips up from the floor.



“Andrew, I’m going to cum…” I cried out as he completely took over. “I’m going to—”



He slapped my ass as my body finally gave in, as his gave in, too.



Breathless, I leaned against his chest, but he didn’t let me rest long. He eased me out of his lap and stood up—walking off to toss away the condom.



Heading back over to me, he scooped me into his arms and carried me into his bedroom, gently lowering me onto his sheets.



I rolled over to the side of the bed I preferred—the side by the window, and waited for him to lay next to me, but he didn’t. He took a seat near the edge of the bed and lifted my feet into his lap.



I was too tired to ask him what he was doing, and the next thing I felt was a warm, soothing liquid dripping onto my skin. Then I felt his hands slowly spreading it around the places where the swelling hurt the most.



I moaned as his fingers massaged my soles, said his name as his fingers caressed every tender spot.



“Shhh,” he whispered, rendering me speechless as he continued to soothe me.



Every few minutes, he looked back at me and asked, “Would you like me to stop?”



I shook my head and kept my eyes shut, relishing every moment of this.



After what felt like hours of bliss, after he’d given me the best foot massage I’d ever had, he climbed in bed next to me and pulled me against his chest.



“Goodnight, Aubrey,” he whispered. “I hope you feel better.”



Elated, I threaded my fingers through his hair. “You’re not going to insist on taking me home tonight?”



“Not unless you keep talking.” He growled. “Go to sleep...”



“Thank you for the foot massage…That was really—”



“Stop talking, Aubrey.” He rolled me on top of him. “Go to sleep.”



“I was just saying thank you. I can’t say thank you?”



“No.” He pressed his lips against mine and kissed me until I couldn’t breathe, saying, “Don’t make me f**k you to sleep,” in between breaths.



I attempted to roll over, but his grip was too strong.



Smiling, I positioned my head against his heartbeat and whispered, “Can you hear me? Are you sleeping?”



No answer. Just deep, sleeping breaths.



I hesitated a few seconds. “I love you…”



Foreseeable Risk (n.):



A danger which a reasonable person should anticipate as the result from his/her actions.



Andrew



“Jessica!” I glanced at the slightly normal looking cup of coffee on my desk.



“Yes, Mr. Hamilton?”



“Could you ask Miss Everhart to come in here, please?” I needed to see her face.



She’d been avoiding me all week, and if all I had to say was “sorry”—whether I actually meant it or not, it was worth it. I missed seeing her seductive mouth in the mornings, remembering how it felt when she pressed it against mine.



“I would do that,” Jessica said, “but seeing as though she put in her resignation letter last week, I’m pretty sure that’s impossible.”



“She quit?”



Without telling me?



Jessica raised her eyebrow. “She did. I gave you the letter she left, too. It was quite interesting.”



“I never got a letter.”



She walked over to my desk and sifted through the clutter.



“Here it is,” she said. “She left you two letters…Anything else?”



“No…”



She tilted her head to the side and tapped her lip, looking as if she wanted to say something, but she smiled and left the room.



Locking the door, I tore the first letter open and read it.



Dear GBH,



Thank you very much for hiring me as your undergraduate intern. I’ve had quite the experience working for you and am honored by all I’ve learned. However, due to personal reasons, I am resigning as of today.



I apologize for such short notice, and I wish your firm continued success in your future endeavors.



—Aubrey Everhart.



I sighed and opened the other letter that was addressed directly to me.



Dear Mr. Hamilton,



FUCK. YOU.



—Aubrey



Overrule (v.):



To reject an attorney’s objection to a question of a witness of admission of evidence.



Aubrey



New York City was an entirely different universe. It was nothing like I expected, yet everything I wanted all at once.