Rock Bottom

I picked her up, cradling her to me. “There’s not an ounce of dirt on you, sweetheart. You have the purest heart I’ve ever known.”



That seemed to appease her, and she calmed and quieted for a long time before she spoke again. “We’ve made a spectacle of ourselves on the front lawn.”



“Ask me if I give a damn.”



I was gifted with a tiny smile and flashing silver eyes.



God, she was beautiful. Perfect.



“Promise me you won’t ever do that again. It scares me when you get like that. You can’t kill a man because I have a few bruises, Tristan.”



I kissed her, a blatant distraction from her train of thought. There was no way I could make that promise when her bruises hadn’t even faded.



“You should never be scared of me, Danika.”



We laid on the grass, side by side, hands clasped, in Bev’s front yard as I told her haltingly about the boy I’d been, always too big, too strong for my own good.



Too good at fighting, too ready to fight, with too much to fight for, albeit futilely, with a mother I could never protect, because she didn’t want protecting from the men that hurt her.



I shared that piece of myself, the huge piece that needed, above all things, to protect, because I hadn’t been there protect her when she’d needed me the most, though of course I hadn’t known her then. It wasn’t logical. It was a feeling, an undeniable sense of failure, because I’d always failed the biggest tests when it came to sheltering the ones I loved.



There were things I needed to explain to her, about the girl she’d been, the girl who’d needed a protector, and hadn’t had one, and how she’d never be that girl again, because she had me, and I took my duty seriously.



It was why I went crazy when any man so much as looked at her shifty, I explained carefully. I couldn’t regulate that part of myself. No anger management class in the world could convince me that there was a way I could keep her too safe.



That seemed to bring her peace, and her eyes closed, the gentlest smile transforming her lovely face, her hand laying quiet on my racing heart.



And that brought me peace, because she was my perfect girl, and as much as I needed to safeguard her, she needed what I had to give her just as desperately.



We lay on the front yard like silly teenagers, for minutes, for hours.



It was one of those slowed moments in time, where things became clear, and parts of the past were brought to rest. I’d learned long ago that moments like these were few and far between, and I tried to remember everything. The rustling leaves in the tree overhead, the nearly cloudless sky, the mild autumn weather.



The perfect, intensely trusting tranquility written on her face as she lay with her head on my shoulder.



And later, when we finally rose from the grass, I remembered the slip of paper in my back pocket.



I handed it to her gingerly. It contained no words, just a phone number.



Her brow furrowed in question, her teeth catching her lip.



“Dahlia’s phone number. Your mother gave it to me.”



She hugged me so hard that I could feel it down to my soul.



CHAPTER EIGHT



TRISTAN



I was shrugging into a dark blue T-shirt when I froze mid-motion, not quite believing my eyes.



“There is no fucking way you are wearing that,” I told her, sitting down on the edge of my bed to watch her, equal parts pissed off and turned on at the sight of her.



She was wearing tiny black cheer shorts that didn’t belong outside of a bedroom, and a black half-shirt that read ‘Fuck No.’ It left all of the skin bare from two inches below her naval to the top of her ribs, just covering her breasts. She wasn’t even wearing a bra.



My jaw went slack, my eyes glued to the sight.



She didn’t have huge breasts, but they were a handful, and they were fucking perfect, soft and pliant in my hands, and when real tits went braless, there was no mistaking it.



“Fucking no way in hell.”



“I can’t wear a bra after the tattoo, and the half-shirt makes it so I won’t have to take off my top for the cameras. Frankie told me exactly what to wear, and I’m wearing it, so wipe that Neanderthal look off your face.” As she spoke, she twisted her hair into a bun on top of her head, the shirt riding up, bearing the undersides of her breasts.



“Are you fucking serious?”



She rolled her eyes, completely blowing me off as she slipped into flip-flops.



“It’s important for me to be comfortable and properly prepared, Frankie says. If you can’t behave yourself, you are staying home.”



“Are you fucking serious?” I repeated. “I took a week off just for this, and you’ve had to postpone it for weeks, just so I could go with you.”



“So behave yourself if you actually want to come.”



I clenched my jaw to keep from arguing, counting to ten, my eyes glued to the front of her shirt.



“Fuck No?” I asked her.



“Frankie says it’s a great way to let the censors keep you modest. If my nipples are hard, they won’t pick it up, because they’ll already be blurring the word fuck. She loaned me the shirt.”



No shit, I thought. It was clearly a Frankie creation.



She moved to stand in front of me, hands on her sexy little hips. I reached up, palming her breasts with both hands. I closed my eyes, not quite managing to stifle a groan.



“We’re already late, Tristan, and the camera crew is on a tight schedule.”



My eyes snapped open to glare at her. I lifted her shirt that minuscule degree it took to bare her tits, cursing loudly and fluently as I leaned forward, framing her breasts in my hands and sucking one hard nipple into my mouth.



“I’m going to pin you to that table when she’s done with you and fuck your brains out.”



She gasped, and one of my hands snaked down, sliding into the waistband of her shorts to finger her. I yanked it out with a curse, using the leg of her shorts instead to ram my finger into her hard.



“If I can get at your pussy this easy, that’s a good sign that your shorts are too tiny.”



Her hips twitched, moving on my finger, and I went back to sucking on her nipple and working her on my finger.



I waited until she was close and pulled away, extricating my finger slowly, teasingly. “We’re late, boo. Remember? Tight schedule.”



She glared at me, backing away.



I grinned at her and winked.



I could barely keep my eyes on the road as we drove to Frankie’s tattoo parlor, glancing over at her every time she shifted on her seat.



She was jittery with excitement, and every movement, every twitch of her body was distracting in that barely there excuse of an outfit.



I fondled her with one hand until she moaned, trying to push my hand away.



“Quit teasing me,” she complained. “I don’t want to be turned on right now. It’s going to be hours before we can do anything about it.”



“Well, tough shit,” I told her, sending her a sidelong smile. “You know what that outfit is? It’s a tease. You’re only getting what you’re dishing out right now.”



She lifted her shirt, and my hand was suddenly kneading at her bare skin.



Fuck.



I glanced over.



She was folding the band of her shorts down, making them even tinier, and pulling the waistband open wide. She grabbed my hand and slid it down her body, cupping my hand over her sex, shifting until she could force one of my big fingers inside of her.



I yanked my hand away, and refused to look at her for the rest of the drive. As always, she’d won the teasing contest. She was the uncontested champ.



I should have known better than to go there.



I put my arm around her like the overprotective boyfriend I was as we walked through the casino, glaring at every asshole that stopped to stare at her.



“Fucking pinning you to that table as soon as she’s done. Going to fuck until we’re both fucking raw,” I muttered under my breath, making her giggle. I wasn’t even close to joking.



She tried to hug Frankie when we got to the shop, but I got in between them, giving Frankie a pointed look. “You talked her into wearing this, but you sure as hell aren’t feeling her up while she does it.”



Frankie just laughed.



Danika punched me in the shoulder.



I stood back, arms folded across my chest as the TV producer did a brief interview for the show about her tattoo. She blushed and giggled and told a little story about how she’d always loved cherry blossoms.



She was adorable, and I was counting the seconds until I could fuck her brains out again.



They did a lot of close-ups of the spot on her back where the ink was going. Frankie held up a square of paper that was about three by five inches, illustrating exactly where and how she planned to place her precise sketch of a cherry blossom branch, left of her spine, the top ending right where her shoulder blade started. It was beautiful, as I’d known it would be. Frankie’s work was always excellent.



I stood at Danika’s head, holding both of her hands for hours while Frankie worked, wanting to punch each member of the camera crew nearly every second of those hours.



The process was slow and fascinating. Watching Frankie work was always a treat, but watching Danika’s lovely back becoming even more exquisite with an intricate piece of art was an experience.



And of course, it turned me on.



Danika took the pain well. I’d crouch down to check her expression, and only occasionally were her eyes squeezed tight with pain. Mostly, they were clear and excited about seeing the results.



I took down her hair, stroked it, and even bent down to kiss her face when Frankie took the needle off for brief breaks while she switched ink, or wiped the area.



The final result was well worth the wait and the pain. Dark branches were painstakingly detailed and ended in pretty blossoms that went from myriad shades of pale pink, to magenta, to a bright red.



It was a feminine tattoo, perfect in every detail, just like its owner. She squealed in delight when she finally got a good look at it.



“Give her some privacy while she gets dressed,” I snapped at the crew when Frankie was finally done.



Frankie shooed them out, following behind. She gave me a rueful smile before she shut the door behind her. “I’ll blast some rock so you can have some privacy. I’d recommend you lock up after me.”



I locked the door, moving back to the table. Danika was already on her stomach, lying down, so all I had to do was twist her until she was sideways, her hips at the edge of the table, her feet not quite touching the ground.



“Get up on your elbows,” I told her, tugging off her shorts.



“I can’t believe you’re doing this,” she said breathlessly, rising up just enough to give me access to her chest.



“No one can say I didn’t give you fair warning.”



“Frankie knows exactly what we’re doing in here.”



No shit, I thought. “Nah,” I said. “You just needed a minute to straighten your clothes.”



“I don’t have that many clothes.”



“That’s the problem, now, isn’t it?” I slid my hands up her ribs, palming her bare breasts under that joke of a shirt.



I rammed into her, not stopping until my hips slammed hard against her.