“I want to wake up with you every morning, always,” he agreed as the sleigh pulled up to their hotel with a jolt. They were staying at the famous Snow Palace, where everything was made of nonmelting ice, even the fireplaces. Around them, other couples were rising sleepily from their blankets, starting toward the massive double doors carved like icicles. Avery bounded lightly from the sleigh as Atlas stepped out the other side.

“Avery?” Boots crunched on the snow behind her.

Avery tensed at the sound of her name. She didn’t dare glance over at Atlas; but in her peripheral vision she saw him crouch, pulling his hat lower over his brow and pushing quickly through the hotel’s doors. A strange pang clutched her chest as she watched him walk away from her without a backward glance. It felt like a terrible portent of things to come.

She turned around slowly, calling up a fair approximation of a smile. “Miles. What a surprise,” she exclaimed, and gave the newcomer a hug. Miles Dillion had been in Atlas’s high school class. She wondered in a wild panic if he’d seen him.

“I know!” Miles laughed, and his companion stepped forward, a tall young man with smooth, handsome features. “This is my boyfriend, Clemmon. Are you here alone?”

“Unfortunately, yes.” Avery didn’t dare step forward in case her knees gave out. She pulled her coat tighter around her, trying to pin her mind down to some kind of focus. “My dad might acquire this hotel, and he wanted me to come check it out for him. So far, I like it. What do you think?” It was a good enough lie, given the short notice.

“We love it,” Clemmon exclaimed. “So romantic. It really is too bad you’re here alone,” he added, in the same puzzled tone that people always adopted when Avery told them she was single.

“Do you want to come get breakfast with us?” Miles offered, but Avery shook her head, that smile still pasted on her face.

“I think I’m going to take a nap. Thanks, though.”

She waited until the two boys had walked hand in hand toward the dining room, with its soaring ice ceiling and stalagmites dotting the floor, before hurrying down the hallway toward her room.

When she stepped inside, Atlas was already there, gazing into the fire from one of the slouching armchairs. On a side table gleamed a silver tray laden with Avery’s favorite things: croissants and fresh berries and a carafe of hot coffee. She smiled, touched as always by Atlas’s thoughtfulness.

“I’m so sorry about that,” she said slowly. “What an awful coincidence. I mean, what are the chances?”

“Evidently not as low as we thought.” Atlas’s jaw was strong and hard in the flickering light of the fire. He looked up at her. “This isn’t a coincidence, Aves, this is our reality. We can’t be together in New York, but look what happens when we try to leave.”

Avery walked slowly around to sit in the other chair, kicking her legs close to the fire. “I don’t …”

Atlas leaned forward, his hands on his knees, a frightening new urgency in his tone. “We have to run away, like we always planned, before it’s too late.”

For a moment Avery let herself sink blissfully into the fantasy: walking with Atlas along a sun-drenched beach, shopping in a colorful fish market, holding him in a hammock under the stars. Actually getting to be together, without fear of being caught. It was a beautiful dream.

And an impossible dream, at least right now. Her stomach dropped at the thought of Leda: who knew the truth about them, and wouldn’t hesitate to blast it out if they ran away together. Avery couldn’t imagine putting her parents through all that. What would happen to them, if news of Avery and Atlas’s relationship became public?

Although by now her father might already suspect the truth.

“There’s nothing I want more than to run away with you,” Avery said, and she meant it, with every fiber of her being. “But I can’t, not yet.” If only she had a better explanation.

“Why not?”

“It’s complicated.”

“Whatever it is, Avery, you can—”

“I just can’t, okay?”

Atlas looked down, his features wounded and closed off.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to snap. I’m just on edge,” she said quickly, and reached across the space between them for his hand.

Atlas gave her hand a little tug, prompting Avery to cross to his chair and sit in his lap. She circled her arms around his neck and leaned her face into his chest, closing her eyes. The steady beat of his heart reassured her, made her breath come a little easier.

“It’s okay. Seeing Miles put me on edge too,” Atlas said, tracing a small circle on her back.

Avery nodded. She wanted so desperately to tell Atlas the truth—about that terrible night on the roof, what really happened to Eris, and the lie she’d told. The real reason that they couldn’t run away.

But Atlas would look at her differently once he knew what she’d done. Avery wasn’t sure she could bear that.

He sighed. “It’s Mom and Dad, isn’t it? They’ll be all right without us. Certainly better than if we stay and get found out.” His arms tightened a little around her. “Although … as much as I want to go now, maybe we shouldn’t leave right away. It might be better if I go work for Dad in Dubai for a year, and then we head out after you graduate. We wouldn’t even have to go at the same time. There would be fewer questions that way.” He smiled. “Plus, you deserve to finish high school with your friends.”

“Dubai is so far,” Avery said instinctively, hating the idea of their living separate lives, half a planet away from each other.

“I know, but, Aves, we can’t live like this either—both of us in New York, in constant terror of being caught.”

Avery didn’t have an answer. Dubai felt like a terrible option, but she knew Atlas was right; they couldn’t go on this way. “I’m sorry. I just need more time,” she whispered helplessly, because she had no idea what she was going to do.

“I get it. I’m being as patient as I can.” The trust in Atlas’s smile nearly broke her. “And of course you’re worth the wait. I would wait a lifetime for you.”

Avery couldn’t listen anymore, so she silenced his words with her lips.

Later, when Atlas had fallen asleep under the pile of bearskin blankets, Avery glanced around the beautiful ice bedroom, its walls smooth and unyielding. She kept thinking of Miles and Clemmon, of her parents, of Eris and Leda and everything else digging little tears into the fabric of her relationship with Atlas.

Even here, far outside New York, she and Atlas couldn’t escape the cold hard truth of who they were. There was nowhere for them to hide. Her heart constricted in panic. What if it was like this forever? The world was so small now—how could she and Atlas ever be free?

She tried to push that thought aside, but it felt like the ice-cold walls were slowly closing in on her, crushing the air from her lungs, and she couldn’t escape.

RYLIN

RYLIN LEANED FORWARD on the counter of the holography edit lab, so deeply absorbed by the work that she’d almost forgotten where she was.

She’d met up with Leda after school to edit their fencing footage, which Rylin had to admit had turned out pretty awesome. But Leda had left a while ago. On a whim, Rylin had loaded the rest of the footage from her vid-cam—and was now submerged in something else entirely.

She kept rewatching what she’d filmed at the pool party last weekend, scrolling back and forth through it, her eyes glittering with excitement. Because even as she sat in this room, on a black velvet chair, Rylin felt transported back in time.

The party ebbed and flowed around her, light dancing on the walls like candlelight flickering on a primordial cave. The blue-green pool seemed to ripple up to Rylin’s waist. Next to her, Lux surfaced from underwater and gave her head a shake—Rylin instinctively threw up an arm, recoiling from the droplets that flung from Lux’s close-cropped blond hair, before lowering it self-consciously, because of course Lux wasn’t there.

This was even more intense than halluci-lighters, she thought, searching eagerly for a clip to show her friends.