He wouldn’t look up, so I had to try to figure out how he was feeling by looking at his hands. They were both palm down, pressed flat to the tabletop, the left one relaxed, the right one tense enough that his knuckles were white, and the scar on his thumb stood out purple. I didn’t know what that meant.

“Hey,” I said.

He shifted in his seat, raised his left hand to tug at the collar of his T-shirt, and then started scratching the back of his neck. The guy in the sport coat stood next to our table, but I ignored him until he said, “Gentry, can you put your hand down and introduce me to your visitor?”

I tried to give him a look that said, Can we get some privacy?

“Gentry? Who’s your friend?” he said.

Gentry dropped his chin closer to his chest. He put his left hand back on the table, but his right hand tightened into a fist around his invisible sword.

“Gentry.” The guy snapped his fingers, which made Gentry flatten his sword hand back out on the table.

“Hello,” Gentry said in a voice I didn’t recognize. “This is Lady Zhorzha Trego. This is my psychologist, Dr. Kimber.”

“I’m so pleased to have this opportunity to meet you, Zhorzha. And not a little surprised.” The doctor gave me a cheesy smile and made me shake his hand.

“Oh, you thought I was a voice like Gawen,” I said, and got my hand back from him.

“I admit, I did not expect Lady Zhorzha to turn out to be—”

“Lady Zhorzha is a waitress. She lives in Wichita. We met at physical therapy,” Gentry said.

His voice gave me the nervous giggles. Like a cross between my cousin Dirk and Keanu Reeves—half redneck, half surfer dude. Was he messing with the doctor or with me?

“Very good,” Dr. Kimber said and then, like Gentry wasn’t even there: “But we are trying to encourage Gentry not to use unnecessary titles.”

“I don’t see how my title is unnecessary, since I prefer to be called Lady Zhorzha,” I said. It was a lie—I’d always felt weird that Gentry called me that—but it was a true lie. Gentry was allowed to call me whatever he wanted.

Dr. Kimber frowned. Maybe he thought I was a dominatrix.

“Part of what we’re trying to do during Gentry’s time with us is to encourage him to speak more normally, so he can better adapt to his surroundings.”

“Okay.” I didn’t want to make trouble for Gentry, so I kept what I really thought to myself.

“Well, it’s nice that you’ve come to visit, Zhorzha. I’m sure Gentry appreciates it,” the doctor said, and made me shake his hand again. Then he left us alone.

“I’m sorry.” It was the only thing I could think of to say, and then we were quiet for a few minutes. “That’s all I really wanted to tell you, that I’m sorry, because this is all my fault. Especially what happened to Sir Edrard. I’m so sorry about that. I know he was like your brother.”

Gentry looked over his shoulder to where Dr. Kimber was standing across the room, talking to one of the corrections officers.

“I’m gonna go. I shouldn’t have come,” I said.

When Gentry turned back to me, he brought his chin up from his chest. His right hand slowly squeezed his sword, and the world tilted back into balance.

“Nay,” he said. “Thou art welcome, my lady. My heart is gladful to see thee, tho I know not how to answer thine entreaties for forgiveness, for most urgently I would ask thy forgiveness.”

“Oh, crap, Gentry. You freaked me out with that surfer redneck voice. Why would you even ask for—what is there for me to forgive?”

“I neglected my oath to thee. I was thy champion, and I abandoned thee.”

“No. You didn’t. You were so brave. And you did what you had to do,” I said, but he shook his head. “How are you? Are you okay here?”

“I am well. This place be full of knaves and godless motherfuckers, but I fear them not. And the time is short enough. Mayhap only two years more.”

“Why are they trying to make you talk funny?” That was how it felt, and not because he said motherfucker.

“Dr. Kimber desireth that I speak as he speaketh. He biddeth me also take physic to silence my voices, but no physic has yet been made as will quiet Gawen.”

I knew he was making a joke, but I couldn’t laugh about it.

“And how farest thee, my lady?”

“I put money in your commissary account, because that’s what the women in my family are good at. I don’t mean—I’m not saying you’re like my father. Anyway. I brought you a couple things. Marcus drew this for you.”

I took out the envelope the guards had let me bring in and unfolded the drawing for Gentry to look at.

“He still talks about you showing him how to sword fight. For his birthday, I got him one of those Playmobil sets with the k-nights.” I said it with the k. “He wanted to draw this for you, since he can’t come see you.”

Gentry leaned forward to look at the picture, and I think he smiled.

“How is thy nephew?”

“It’s pretty confusing for him. The court gives me visitation two weekends out of the month, and maybe I’m going to get him for the whole month of July this summer, because his grandparents are going to France. Sometimes we go see his mother, but he doesn’t like it, which I get. I was that way about going to see my dad. And Mom, she can’t go see LaReigne. Or she won’t go, I guess. She won’t leave the house, which is a wreck. Every time I try to do something about it, she gets mad at me.”

“Thou mayest not command a dragon do thy bidding. She hath her own ways in her own time,” he said.

It made me laugh, when I usually wanted to cry thinking about Mom. There was something about her as a dragon that made it easier to let it go. How could I make a dragon do anything?

“What be this?” Gentry put his finger down on the corner of the picture, where Marcus had drawn Leon. It looked more like a ghost couch than it did a dog.

“That’s your dog,” I said.

“I have no dog.”

“You do if you want him. Do you remember the dog you made friends with at my uncle’s house?”

“I remember it well.”

“After I went back to my uncle’s house, I took the dog. He’s living with me.”

“Methinks ’tis thy dog,” Gentry said, and he was definitely smiling. I didn’t know what Leon thought, whether he was my dog. Maybe I only wanted him to be Gentry’s dog, so I would have something of Gentry’s.