"Surely computers are- "
"Please let me finish. Trend number two is the autonomy of the computer. In the old days, computers weren't autonomous. They were like adding machines; you had to be there all the time, punching buttons, to make them work. Like cars: cars won't drive without drivers. But now things are different.
Computers are becoming autonomous. You can build in all sorts of instructions about what to do next - and you can walk away and let the computer handle things."
"Harry, I- "
"Please don't interrupt me. This is very serious. Trend number three is miniaturization. You know all about that. A computer that took up a whole room in 1950 is now about the size of a carton of cigarettes. Pretty soon it'll be smaller than that."
There was a pause on the tape.
"Trend number four- " Benson began, and she clicked the tape off. She looked at Ellis and Morris. "This isn't getting us anywhere," she said.
They didn't reply, just stared with a kind of blank fatigue. She looked at her list of information.
Benson home at 12:30. Picked up? blueprints,? gun, and tool kit.
Benson not seen in Jackrabbit Club recently.
Benson upset by UH computer, installed 7/69.
"Suggest anything to you?" Ellis asked.
"No," Ross said. "But I think one of us should talk to McPherson." She looked at Ellis, who nodded without energy. Morris shrugged slightly. "All right," she said. "I'll do it."
It was 4:30 a.m.
"The fact is," Ross said, "we've exhausted all our options. Time is running out."
McPherson stared at her across his desk. His eyes were dark and tired. "What do you expect me to do?" he said.
"Notify the police."
"The police are already notified. They've been notified from the beginning by one of their own people. I understand the seventh floor is swarming with cops now."
"The police don't know about the operation."
"For Christ's sake, the police brought him here for the operation. Of course they know about it."
"But they don't really know what it involves."
"They haven't asked."
"And they don't know about the computer projection for 6 a.m."
"What about it?" he said.
She was becoming angry with him. He was so damned stubborn. He knew perfectly well what she was saying.
"I think their attitude might be different if they knew that Benson was going to have a seizure at six a.m."
"I think you're right," McPherson said. He shifted his weight heavily in his chair. "I think they might stop thinking about him as an escaped man wanted on a charge of assault. And they would begin thinking of him as a crazy murderer with wires in his brain." He sighed. "Right now, their objective is to apprehend him. If we tell them more, they'll try to kill him."
"But innocent lives may be involved. If the projection- "
"The projection," McPherson said, "is just that. A computer projection. It is only as good as its input and that input consists of three timed stimulations. You can draw a lot of curves through three graph points. You can extrapolate it a lot of ways. We have no positive reason to believe he'll tip over at six a.m. In actual fact, he may not tip over at all."
She glanced around the room, at the charts on his walls. McPherson plotted the future of the NPS in this room, and he kept a record of it on his walls, in the form of elaborate, multicolored charts. She knew what those charts meant to him; she knew what the NPS meant to him; she knew what Benson meant to him. But even so, his position was unreasonable and irresponsible.
Now how was she going to say that?
"Look, Jan," McPherson said, "you began by saying that we've exhausted all our options. I disagree. I think we have the option of waiting. I think there is a possibility he will return to the hospital, return to our care. And as long as that is possible, I prefer to wait."
"You're not going to tell the police?"
"No."
"If he doesn't come back," she said, "and if he attacks someone during a seizure, do you really want that on your head?"
"It's already on my head," McPherson said, and smiled sadly.
It was 5 a.m.
6
They were all tired, but none of them could sleep. They stayed in Telecomp, watching the computer projections as they inched up the plotted line toward a seizure state. The time was 5:30, and then 5:45.
Ellis smoked an entire pack of cigarettes, and then left to get another. Morris stared at a journal in his lap but never turned the page; from time to time, he glanced up at the wall clock.
Ross paced, and looked at the sunrise, the sky turning pink over the thin brown haze of smog to the east.
Ellis came back with more cigarettes.
Gerhard stopped working with the computers to make fresh coffee. Morris got up and stood watching Gerhard make it; not speaking, not helping, just watching.
Chapter 12
Ross became aware of the ticking of the wall clock. It was strange that she had never noticed it before, because in fact it ticked quite loudly. And once a minute there was a mechanical click as the minute hand moved another notch. The sound disturbed her. She began to fix on it, waiting for that single click on top of the quieter ticking. Mildly obsessive, she thought. And then she thought of all the other psychological derangements she had experienced in the past. Deja vu, the feeling that she had been somewhere before; depersonalization, the feeling that she was watching herself from across the room at some social gathering; clang associations, delusions, phobias. There was no sharp line between health and disease, sanity and insanity. It was a spectrum, and everybody fitted somewhere on the spectrum. Wherever you were on that spectrum, other people looked strange to you. Benson was strange to them; without question, they were strange to Benson.
At 6 a.m., they all stood and stretched, glancing up at the clock. Nothing happened.
"Maybe it's six-four exactly," Gerhard said.
They waited.
The clock showed 6:04. Still nothing happened. No telephones rang, no messengers arrived. Nothing.
Ellis slipped the cellophane wrapper off his cigarettes and crumpled it. The sound made Ross want to scream. He began to play with the cellophane, crumpling it, smoothing it out, crumpling it again. She gritted her teeth.
The clock showed 6:10, then 6:15. McPherson came into the room. "So far, so good," he said, smiled bleakly, and left. The others stared at each other.
Five more minutes passed.
"I don't know," Gerhard said, staring at the computer console. "Maybe the projection was wrong after all. We only had three plotting points. Maybe we should run another curve through."
He sat down at the console and punched buttons. The screen glowed with alternative curves, streaking white across the green background. Finally, he stopped. "No," he said. "The computer sticks with the original curve. That should be the one."
"Well, obviously the computer is wrong," Morris said.