Until There Was You

And now he had his own place, and work was going great. He was even hiring a kid from the vocational school. The bakery women had ordered a matching pair of custom bikes (who knew there was so much money in pastries?). They loved the design he’d made for them; he was just waiting for their down payment to get started. Right here in front of him was Jimmy Spencer’s Harley, which had a burned-out clutch. Liam could fix that in his sleep. Wires, connections, components, all fixable. After that, he had three custom gas tanks to make. He picked up a wrench and got to work on Jimmy’s bike, took off the housing and started disassembling the clutch plates.

Everything was so logical here. If you put something together the right way, it worked. The spark plugs didn’t just decide that the rules of mechanics didn’t apply to them. They didn’t just say, You know what? We’re not firing up today. No, there’s no reason. We just don’t feel like we should have to. Screw the distributor and its stupid wires. We don’t care. Maybe we’ll care tomorrow. Maybe not. We’ll let you know. Or we won’t. We might hate you tomorrow. Count on it, in fact. No, if the spark plugs didn’t work, there was a good reason for that. Not like fatherhood.

And not like marriage.

That was another thing. His wife had left him a long time ago. Long before she got sick. She might’ve lived in the same house and slept in the same bed, but she hadn’t really been there, not when it was just the two of them. He could tell in the way she listened to him, her mind elsewhere even if she made the right response, in the way she distanced herself from him just a little when they were out in public. He could tell in bed. What had once been that kind of soul-to-soul connection dwindled into a pleasant physical exchange, until all Liam had was the mother of his child and the woman who slept on the other side of the bed.

And then she’d died and taken even that and left him with a daughter. A daughter who seemed determined to ruin her life the same way her mother had.

“Damn it!” Liam yelled, throwing a wrench across the garage, where it clattered against the wall.

“Dude, chill,” came a voice.

He straightened up, then closed his eyes. Red-faced Rick Balin. Again. The blowhard came in three times a week at least and thought nothing of wasting Liam’s time.

“What can I do for you, Rick?” he asked. “I’m pretty busy.”

“Dude, I’m ready to make a commitment, right? And nothing but the best, okay? I can afford it.”

“Sure,” Liam said tightly. “Come on into my office.”

Rick wanted the best, all right. He looked through some of Liam’s basic designs, adding features like a kid in a candy store. An S&S motor, Italian leather seat, custom-cut aluminum alloy wheels. Shortened handlebars, which Liam would send out to be chromed, to accommodate Rick’s rather stubby arms. A turn here, a swoop there, more chrome here. He wanted the whole thing to be powder-coated a bright orange.

The price tag would be just over sixty grand.

“Not a problem,” Rick said. He suppressed a burp, then leaned back and gave Liam a self-satisfied grin. “A man’s gotta treat himself right, know what I’m saying, dude? And hey, I work hard. I deserve it.”

Liam looked away, his eyes settling on the Gypsy Tour medallion. There was no doubt about it. He hated Rick Balin. It was more than the fact that the guy was an obnoxious, lazy, entitled pain in the ass…there was something else. Something visceral.

“Get out,” he said.

Rick blinked. “What’s that?”

“Get out, Rick. I’m not selling you anything. There are enough idiots on motorcycles in the world. I’m not gonna add one more to the roster. Buy your midlife crisis somewhere else and get out of my garage.”

“Dude—”

“Now.” He stood up, and Rick shrank back in his seat—well, shrank back as much as a three-hundred-pound man could.

“You’re making a mistake,” Rick said as Liam grabbed his beefy arm and towed him toward the exit.

“Doesn’t feel that way,” Liam said.

“You can’t do this to me! I’m the president of the Downtown Merchants Coun—”

Liam closed the door in his face.

It should’ve felt good. It did feel good, even if he’d just flushed a year’s worth of tuition payments down the toilet. But Rick…he was like that kid who’d called Liam no one from nowhere. Someone who felt entitled to everything.

Something flashed in Liam’s memory…something from high school, something to do with Rick…but then it was gone.

He had the sudden urge to see Cordelia, and without further thought, he flipped the Open sign to Closed.

VERY, VERY CAREFULLY, Posey set the porch railing in place on the model house she was building, then held it as the wood glue set. Of all the models she’d built, The Meadows was most involved—try making stained-glass windows that were half an inch high. But she loved it; it was such a contrast to salvage, where everything was taken apart. Now she was building something. From the tiny slate shingles on the roof to the turned balusters of the porch, the model would be an almost exact replica. Vivian would love it.

She glanced over at Shilo, who happened to be sleeping on a black-and-white cow-skin-covered couch, meaning he was almost invisible. He was snoring, having exhausted himself by hiding from Al the UPS man earlier that morning.

She was pretty tired, too. Thoughts of the letter had been keeping her up at night. What had her birth mother wanted? Was she heartbroken because Posey never answered? Did Posey have biological siblings out there somewhere? And why would her parents keep that from her? How would they react when she brought this up, because really, how the heck could she not bring this up?

“Hey.”

At the sound of Liam’s voice, Posey jumped, knocking the railing askew. “Dang it. Hi, Liam,” she said, feeling her face warm. She straightened the railing and looked up at him. There was Elise, standing behind Liam and grinning hugely, mouthing the words Oh, my God! as her hands fluttered in excitement. “How are you?”

So hot! Elise mouthed.

“Great.”

He didn’t look great…well, he always looked pretty great, actually. At the moment, though, he looked clenched, his mouth grim, jaw tight, hands stuffed in the pockets of his jeans. “Want to grab lunch?” he asked.

This was a first. Well, this was two firsts, in fact. Liam had never come to Irreplaceable, and he’d never asked her out on an impromptu date.

Unfortunately, his timing sucked. “I can’t. I’d love to, but it’s… Um, I have plans.”

At her words, Elise began humming “Happy Birthday.”

“Elise,” Posey said tightly, “could you…check the register or something?”

“Totally,” Elise said, pointing at Liam’s ass with another Oh, my God! She obeyed, however, practically skipping to the front of the store.

“So…yeah. I have a lunch thing. Sorry,” Posey said.

“Should’ve called, I guess.” He paused. “Everything good with you? Family-wise?”

“Oh, sure.” She gave a little shrug.

Liam glanced around the barn. “This is quite the place.”

“Thanks,” she said, feeling the familiar sense of pride as she followed his gaze. His expression was somber. “Everything okay with you, Liam?”

“Sure. Just…do you remember—”

At that moment, the door opened. “Come on, birthday girl!” boomed Kate. “I took an entire day off for this. I tried to get James to come, because they have stuff for guys there, too, back waxing, manly manis…they actually do a scrotal wax, can you believe that? Not that I want that for my son, but come on! Wouldn’t that be a son of a bitch?”

Ah, her delicate friend. Kate finally seemed to notice Liam. “Oh, hi, biker boy. How’s it hanging?”

“Kate,” Liam said, grinning. “How’s it hanging with you?”

Kate gave him an unabashed once-over. “I’m taking the birthday girl here to a spa. Nose to toes. Buffed, polished, oiled…whatever the hell else they do there. I tend to fall asleep, personally. But I can guarantee she’ll smell like something other than polyurethane. Thank me later. Come on, Posey, our appointment is in twenty minutes.”

“Happy birthday.” Liam looked down at her, a faint smile in his eyes. “Oh…thanks.”

“What did you get her, Liam?” Elise asked. “I’ll totally keep it a secret. Is it, like, jewelry?”

“Okay, okay, that’s enough,” Posey said, mortified. “He didn’t know it was my birthday, and he’s not getting me anything.” Because one doesn’t announce to Hottie McSin that it’s one’s birthday, because one may be trying very hard to pretend that this relationship is casual, and birthdays shouldn’t be brought up, since that could be construed as begging for a gift and/or acknowledgment of a special event in one’s life.

“Have fun,” Liam said in a low voice. “Can’t wait to smell you later.”

Oh, Elvis. Posey’s knees gave a significant wobble.

“Princess! Come on! You know I hate to be late! Those waxings take a while on me,” Kate barked. “Oh, and Liam, I’m so glad you and Posey are getting it on. I think that’s very cool.”

Posey’s face actually hurt from blushing. “Okay. Sorry about lunch,” she managed.

“Not a problem.”

The memory of his smile made her feel wriggly for quite some time.

CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR

LIAM THREW HIS TOOL BAG in the trunk of the car. Half a day’s work, gone but for a good cause. He could make the work up. Maybe (though not probably)…maybe Nicole would want to come down to the garage and do her homework while he worked. They could order pizza. She used to love being near him when he was working; she’d never be one of those women who couldn’t fix her own car, that was for sure. But she hadn’t been down in a while.

Liam pulled into Granite State Custom Motorcycles and muttered a curse. A shiny black Mercedes was parked right in front of the door, the Tates sitting in the front seat, their expressions as cheerful as cadavers.

“Come on in,” he said, holding the door for them.

“No need, Liam,” George said, getting out of the car. Louise did as well, joining her husband at his side. “We’ll make this brief.”

Liam looked at Louise, whose lips were pressed together. “What is it?”

George cleared his throat. “We’re filing for custody of our granddaughter.”

Liam’s mouth dropped open. “Are you crazy?”

“She needs a stable home after all she’s been through,” Louise said, her face tight with hatred. “She has a stable home!”

“Without a parade of women traipsing in and out of her life,” she added viciously.

“Okay, hold on.” Liam held up his hands. “I— Nicole doesn’t—” Sweat broke out on his back, sticking his shirt to his skin. “You can’t just take her away from me. She’s my child.”

“Look, son,” George said, “we’re not trying to take her away.”

“You’re filing for custody, but you’re not trying to take her away? Bullshit, George.”

“You can still visit whenever you want.”

“First of all, are you insane? Absolutely not! And secondly, she wouldn’t—” She wouldn’t want to leave me, he was about to say.

Except maybe she did.

“You were out gallivanting around the countryside on a motorcycle with some woman,” Louise hissed, her voice like a razor, “and that child was alone! No wonder she called her boyfriend! No wonder she was afraid! And she told us about how you grounded her, which is utterly and completely hypocritical, given that you’d just rolled out of that tramp’s bed—”

“Stop it! Stop!” Liam barked. “First of all, I was gone for maybe four hours, and Nicole is almost sixteen. Mrs. Antonelli was right next door, and Nicole knew that. Secondly, Cordelia is an old friend. And yes, we’ve been seeing each other a little bit here and there. But that doesn’t make me an unfit parent—”

Louise snorted. “Your track record speaks for itself,” she said, folding her bony arms across her chest.

“My track record? Would that be raising your grandchild and taking care of your daughter for the last year of her life? That track record, Louise?”

“How many women have you slept with, Liam? Do you honestly think that we believe you were faithful to our daughter? How many of your old conquests have you seen since you’ve been back, hmm? I bet quite a few of them would love to come to court and talk about your habits.”

“I never cheated on Emma,” he said hotly. He turned to his father-in-law. “George, this is crazy. You can’t take my daughter away from me.” His voice cracked.

“We have concerns about your stability,” his father-in-law said. “And I’m not just talking about women. Our lawyer has taken a statement from a social worker at the hospital regarding your…problems.”

“What are you talking about?”

“Mental health professionals can testify in cases regarding the stability of a parent,” Louise said. “Did you think we wouldn’t find out about your panic attacks? I am on the board of that hospital. What else are you hiding? Are you a drug addict, like your mother?”

“My God,” Liam breathed.

“Look,” George said. “We’re not taking her away. We’re just providing her with the things you can’t. Stability, a woman’s influence, a good…ah, moral code.”