Wedding Night

“Bill!” Ben chuckles and high-fives me. “Of course. Big Bill.”

I can’t believe I haven’t given Big Bill a thought, all these years. He was like a bear. He used to sit in the corner of the terrace, drinking beers and sunning himself. He had more piercings than I’d ever seen in my life. Apparently he’d done them all himself, with a needle. He had a really cool girlfriend called Pinky, and we all watched and cheered while he pierced her navel.

“The calamari.” I close my eyes briefly. “I’ve never had calamari like that in my life.”

“And the sunsets,” chimes in Ben. “Remember the sunsets?”

“I’ll never forget.”

“And Arthur.” He grins reminiscently. “What a character.”

Arthur was the guest house owner. We all worshipped him and hung on his every word. He was the most mellow guy I’ve ever met, fiftyish or maybe older, who’d done everything from attending Harvard to founding his own company and going bust to sailing round the world and ending up on Ikonos, where he married a local girl. He would sit every night in the olive grove, getting gently stoned and telling people about the time he had lunch with Bill Clinton and turned down his job offer. He’d had so many adventures. He was so wise. I can remember getting drunk one night and weeping on his shoulder and him stroking me and saying some really amazing stuff. (I can’t remember exactly what now—but it was amazing.)

“Remember the steps?”

“The steps!” I groan. “How did we do it?”

The guest house was set on top of a cliff. To get down to or up from the beach, it was 113 steps, set into the cliff. We used to spring up and down them several times a day. No wonder I was so thin.

“Remember Sarah? Whatever happened to her?”

“Sarah? What did she look like?”

“Stunning. Amazing body. Silky skin.” He seems to inhale the memory. “She was Arthur’s daughter. You must remember her.”

“Oh right.” I’m not wild about hearing descriptions of other girls’ silky skin. “Not sure.”

“Maybe she went off traveling before you came.” He shrugs, moving on. “D’you remember those old videos of Dirk and Sally? How many times did we watch those?”

“Dirk and Sally!” I exclaim. “Oh my God!”

“Partners at the altar, partners on the block,” begins Ben, in that corny voice-over voice.

“Partners to the death!” I join in, doing the Dirk and Sally arm salute.

Ben and I watched every single Dirk and Sally episode about five thousand times, mostly because it was the only box set of videos at the guest house, and you had to have something on apart from Greek news while you were eating your breakfast in the mornings. It’s a 1970s detective show about a couple who meet while they’re at police school and decide to keep their marriage secret while fighting crime as partners. Nobody knows except one serial killer, who keeps threatening to expose them. It’s genius.

I have a sudden memory of sitting with Ben on that ancient sofa in the dining room, our tanned legs tangled up, both wearing espadrilles, eating toast, and watching Dirk and Sally while everyone else was out on the terrace.

“The episode where Sally is kidnapped by the neighbor,” I say. “That was the best.”

“No, when Dirk’s brother comes to live with them, and he’s become a chef for the Mafia, and Dirk keeps asking him where he learned to cook, and then the drugs are in the peach cobbler—”

“Oh my God, yes!”

We both pause a moment, lost in memories.

“No one I’ve ever met has seen Dirk and Sally,” says Ben. “Or even heard of it.”

“Me neither,” I agree, though the truth is, I’d pretty much forgotten about Dirk and Sally till he mentioned it just now.

“The cove.” His thoughts have moved restlessly on again.

“The cove. Oh my God.” I meet his eyes and it all comes flooding back. I’m almost transfixed again with hot, teenage-level desire. The secret cove was where we first got it together. And then again. Every day. It was a little tiny sheltered stretch of sand round the bay. You had to get there by boat, and no one else could be bothered. Ben would sail us there, saying nothing but occasionally flicking me a meaningful look. And I would sit there, my feet up on the side of the boat, almost panting with anticipation.

I look at him now, across the table. Ben’s thinking exactly the same as me, I can tell. He’s back there. He looks as intoxicated as I feel.

“The way you nursed me through the flu,” he says slowly. “I’ve never forgotten that.”