Without You

My libido came to full attention as I lay down on the blanket. My insides were clenching with anticipation as I watched Will move over my body. He gently began kissing my neck, and then he moved his lips up to mine. The way he kissed me so tenderly caused me to let out a small moan, and I pushed my fingers through his hair.



“Oh, Lex, I love you so much,” he whispered against my lips.



I was so overcome with emotion that I wanted to cry out.



“I love you, Will. I love you so much.”



He began moving his lips down my neck. “I can’t wait to make you my wife someday.”



I let out a moan as I felt the wetness between my legs. I needed him to touch me.



“I want to make love to you every morning and every night.”



“Will, please touch me.” The need in my voice surprised me.



The way he could make my body come to attention with just his words was unreal to me. He placed his hand on my thigh, and I gasped.



“Yes. Please…” I said.



He moved his fingertips gently across my leg, and then he finally brushed his fingers across my lips. He slipped his fingers inside me and let out a long, deep moan. “Lex, you’re so damn wet. Baby, do you want me?”



I nodded my head frantically. I wanted to go slow, to enjoy him inside me. “I always want you, Will. Always.”



He began kissing my nipple as he slowly worked his fingers in and out of me. He was building me up, and I loved every second of it.



“Feels…so…good. Will, I’m so close,” I whispered as I tugged gently on his hair.



The next thing I knew, Will’s lips were taking me to heaven and back, and I softly called out his name. He moved his lips up my body and to my neck.



“Lex…” Will quickly pulled back and looked at me. “Oh God. Lex, baby, I don’t have a condom. They are in my other bag in the tent. We can’t do this.”



I placed my hand on the side of his face. “Will, I’m on birth control. Please, please make love to me. I want to feel you inside me. I want it to just be you and me.”



He closed his eyes and then opened them. “I never want—”



“Will, it’s okay.”



He leaned down and gently kissed me. He moved over me and slowly began to push himself inside me. We continued to kiss, and after he pushed all the way in, he pulled back and moaned.



“You feel amazing, Lex. You mean so much to me, and I’ll always love you.”



Feeling how our bodies were one caused tears to build in my eyes.



“Will…” My voice cracked.



He stopped moving.



I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him closer to me. “I love you so much. I need you.”



I had never felt so wanted in my entire life. The way he was making love to me was beyond anything I could ever describe. It was more than magical. The love between us felt as if it had grown even more. Will made love to me slowly, lovingly, and passionately. It was one of the most amazing moments of my life.



Will whispered in my ear, “Lex, I never want tonight to end.”



I ran my fingertips up and down his back. “Neither do I.”



I began to feel the familiar buildup my body craved so much. “Will, oh God…I’m going to come.” I looked into his eyes.



“Lex…” He pushed in deeper.



I let my release go as I grabbed his arms and quietly called out his name. Our eyes never faltered as he continued to work my orgasm.



He briefly closed his eyes and then opened them. “Baby, I’m going to come. Lex…my God…”



I moaned when I felt his warm liquid spilling into my body. I knew that I would never be able to breathe without Will in my life.



He slowed down and hovered over my body. The moment was so intense for both of us that I thought we just needed to…be…just for a few seconds.



Will slowly pulled out of me as he looked into my eyes. “Alexandra Eryn, my life would be nothing without you. You are my entire world, the reason I breathe.”



A small sob escaped my mouth as we wrapped our bodies together. We held each other for a while as we whispered back and forth how much we loved each other. I didn’t want to break our connection.



“Lex, we should get back. It’s getting late.”



I pulled back to look into his eyes. “Thank you. That was another amazing moment in my life.”



He smiled, and my heart melted all over again.



Will he always have such an effect on me?



“It was for me, too, Lex. I can’t even put it into words right now. Being able to give myself into you like that…it was beyond words.”