Chapter 8

Ryland lifted an eyebrow as he moved behind Griffith to help him out of his coat. What had happened at dinner? “I was reading it. It’s possible you saw me.”

Griffith spun around before Ryland could remove the jacket, his eyebrows lowered ominously. “What’s in your pocket?”

“Some personal notes.” Well, that was true after a fashion. “I have many suspects to keep track of.” Mentally he cringed. He hadn’t lied, not really, but he hated how easily he had deliberately misled his friend with his disconnected statements. Yet another sign that it was past time for him to get out of the information-gathering business.

“Miranda’s very protective of that blue paper.” Griffith began shrugging out of his jacket, whatever suspicion he’d had apparently appeased.

Ryland moved to assist him once more, glad it took him out of visual range for a few moments. “It was convenient.”

“Don’t let her see you using it. She guards that stuff like gold.”

Not surprising. Tinted paper was expensive but not worth as much as the words she wrote on it.

Ryland examined Griffith’s white shirt. Streaks of sauce marred the fabric. “Bit clumsy tonight?”

“Must be.”

“How convenient that it only spilled in places your coat could cover.”

Griffith began examining a small thread on the edge of his trousers. “I’ve always been rather lucky.”

Laughter threatened as Ryland envisioned the scene. Had the duke removed his coat? Shifted it to the side? Ryland flipped the coat inside out, looking for matching streaks. Had he simply shoved the food inside? “You did this on purpose.”

Griffith grinned, free of any trace of the earlier tension. “I would hate for you to get bored.”

Ryland shook his head and set about his work. His nightly duties didn’t take long. As he left the room, he looked at the dirty shirt with a grimace. A decent effort and a lot of time could probably get it clean. Instead of going down to the laundry to soak it, he retreated to his own room, one floor up from Griffith’s. He shoved the garment under the mattress. He’d buy Griffith a new one when this was all over.

Two hours later, Ryland was still awake, lying on his back, staring at the ceiling. While it was true that Griffith’s bed was considerably better than the one Ryland had been assigned, he had no cause for complaint. In the past decade he had come to appreciate the opportunity to sleep on anything other than the ground. Many a night had been spent tucked into a copse of trees or snuggled into a rocky crevice.

Truth be told, the personal connection was the biggest drawback to this assignment.

He closed his eyes and began mentally composing his response to Miranda’s letter.

Life was a very strange thing. As a servant he could knock on her door, be alone in a room, or even go with her on an outing, but he couldn’t talk to her as an equal. The unexpected boon of the letters gave him a way to do that.

It was probably mean of him to toy with her. It was definitely not the gentlemanly thing to do.

He grinned as sleep crowded the edges of his mind.

It may not be nice, but it was definitely fun.

Miranda flattened herself against the wall and slowly reached over to grasp the doorknob. She eased the door open and looked both ways down the corridor. Finding it empty, she left her room feeling utterly ridiculous. She couldn’t seem to help it. Ever since Marlow had arrived, the portal to her room had been a much more eventful place than she was accustomed to.

After he conked her on the nose a week before, she took extra precaution exiting her room. Sometimes, like today, she eased the door open. Other times she hauled it open and scurried out of the way in case something lay in wait on the other side. It was enough to make a young lady feel very foolish. Then again, so was getting hit in the nose by a servant waiting to knock on your door.

Thankful that no one had noticed her irregular exit, she walked down the corridor, ready to accomplish her tasks for the day. Cook wanted to go over menus this morning. She also needed to find the gardener and have a word with him. The grounds had been looking quite shoddy of late. At least one of the undergardeners was doing a halfhearted job. Her only hope was that he was lazy and not a drunkard. Lazy was much easier to fix.

“Good morning, my lady.”

Miranda shrieked as she heard Marlow’s voice behind her. She whirled around. “Marlow.” She took a deep breath. “Good morning.”

“I’m glad I found you, my lady.”

“Oh?”

He held out a small stack of letters. “The post was late this morning. I have pulled His Grace’s out.”

She stared at the stack of paper in his hand. It had been one week. Had the duke written back? What would he say? Her very future lay in the hands of a man she had never met, a man most of her acquaintances had never met.

“My lady?” Marlow pushed the letters toward her once more.

She should take the letters. They weren’t going to bite her. She snatched the folded parchments from his hand. “Thank you.”

One eyebrow rose in silent inquiry, but all the valet did was bow and continue down the corridor.

Miranda watched him go. She couldn’t remember having many encounters with Herbert, but Herbert had been a rather unassuming fellow. He did his job and kept quietly to himself.

Marlow was not at all like his predecessor. She couldn’t fault the execution of his job; at least she had heard no complaints from Griffith. The man seemed to be everywhere, though. Maybe she just noticed him more. She had to admit that her eyes were drawn to him whenever he was in the room. Something about him didn’t fit. Something seemed off.

With a shrug at her groundless notions, she flipped through the post. There it was. In the same bold black writing as before, with a plain seal on the back. Her hands shook as she made her way back to her room. She sank onto the chair of her writing desk with slow, precise motions. With great care, she set the remaining letters on the desk. Sally didn’t need another scattering of letters to wonder about.

Two deep breaths fortified her enough to break the seal and open the paper. Still unwilling to read it, she smoothed it on the desk surface, flattening out the creases and blocking the writing with her hands.

No sense putting it off. The words weren’t going to change.

Dear Lady Miranda,

I confess that I am flattered by your letter, if a bit confused. As you are aware, I have removed myself from society for the last several years. Normally I do not answer correspondence in a timely manner so as to augment my secrecy. I trust you to keep my whereabouts as our own little secret, given you have such a high regard for me. A trunk full of letters you say? I would be intrigued to read them.

I do apologize for the fact that our unorthodox introduction has flustered you so. I don’t believe you meant to send me that last letter, seeing as you ended it with the intention to write me another one. A real one.

You fascinate me, my lady. I find myself anxiously searching the post for a little blue piece of paper. I have not looked forward to something this much in a long time. Please do not let your embarrassment cause you to cease our correspondence. I cannot see you blush through the paper.

And while you can call me Marsh, I fear your brother is the only one who still does. How are you amusing yourself in the recent turn of weather? Rain rarely curtails my own activities, but the drenching we have endured lately has been inhibiting.

Regards,
Marsh

“No,” Miranda whispered. “No, no, no, no, no!” She could not have sent him another journal letter! Tightness gripped her chest and made it difficult to breathe. Her hands fluttered in front of her face, as if they could magically change the past or rewrite the words on the paper in front of her.

Calm down. I must calm down. As the man said, he couldn’t see her blush through paper, which meant that he couldn’t see her have conniptions either.

Deep breaths helped her pounding heart ease enough to allow her to think. She had written both letters here, in her room. Then there had been the horrific experience of having her nose busted by Marlow.

Marlow. Marlow had mailed the letter. He had mailed a blue letter. Hadn’t Sally told him never to mail the blue letters?

She ran for the door, but a loud crash brought her to a stop. The desk chair lay behind her on the floor. She should probably right it. With a wave of her hand, she ignored the overturned furniture and left the room. With a bit more speed than was prudent, she charged down the stairs.

Where were all the servants? Irrational desperation was beginning to well up in her stomach. Finding Marlow would not unsend the erroneous letter, but it would settle her nerves to figure out what had happened. A footman was entering the great hall as she finished descending. “Marlow!”

“Er, no, my lady. My name is Charles. May I assist—”

“No, no, have you seen Mr. Marlow?”

“Yes, my lady. He was going into His Grace’s study.”

“Thank you, Charles.” She forced herself to walk sedately around the footman. It wouldn’t do for the servants to start thinking she had lost her senses.

Again.

It might get back to her mother.

Griffith’s study sat next to the library, a short walk from the main hall. How should she start the conversation with Marlow? She turned the knob and pushed open the door without much thought.

Ryland jerked his head up to find Miranda standing at the door, her mouth pinched at the corners and a determined set to her chin. He was fortunate enough to be sitting to the side of the door, out of her immediate line of sight. Her attention was arrested by Griffith, standing by his desk, book in hand, mouth slightly agape in surprise that his sister would barge in without knocking.

Easing to a standing position so that he wouldn’t draw attention to himself, Ryland prayed that Griffith would be able to cover his being in the study. While it wasn’t the ensured privacy of the dressing room, they had thought the study safe enough to have a hushed conversation about what Ryland needed Griffith to do.

They hadn’t counted on Griffith’s sister barging in.

Griffith’s eyebrows lowered. “Is something wrong, Miranda? Is Georgina all right?”

She shook her head and placed her hand on her forehead. Her eyes closed on a sigh. “No, no, everything is fine. I am so sorry to have barged in like that, Griffith. I was, um, looking for someone.”

“I’m afraid it’s only myself and Marsh-low.”

Ryland hoped Miranda didn’t notice Griffith stumble over his assumed name.

“Actually, Marlow is the one I need to talk to.”

“You need to talk to my valet?” Griffith speared Ryland with a direct look. “Has he been causing problems?”

Ryland kept his face void of expression. Was she going to mention the letters?

“Oh no. He’s been ever so helpful with a special, er, project of mine. I just need to know how a certain phase went.”

Griffith’s eyes narrowed. Ryland tried to subtly shake his head, though what message he was trying to convey was unclear, even to him. He only knew he did not need Miranda getting suspicious about his relationship with his “employer.”

“May I borrow him for a moment?” Miranda continued.

“Of course. We’ve finished our business anyway.” Griffith turned back to his desk, appearing to dismiss the servant without a second thought.

Ryland strode out the door before Griffith could throw any more questionable glances in his direction. There was sure to be an inquisition in the dressing room later that evening.

“How may I be of service, my lady?”

Miranda looked up and down the corridor before grabbing his hand and pulling him into the nearby library. Her hand was small and delicate in his own, the skin cool and soft. Memories of their late-night chat niggled at the side of his attention. He tried not to remember that though it had clearly been awkward, she had tried to relate to him as a servant.

She would never know how much he had learned about her in the space of that shared cup of tea. He was just beginning to acknowledge to himself how much he liked what he was learning.

“You mailed my letter.”

He knew, of course, which letter she was referring to. It was probably best if she thought he didn’t. “My lady?”

“Last week. After you . . .” She trailed off and gestured toward her nose. “After the incident. You mailed a letter for me.”

“Yes, my lady.”

“It was blue.”

“Yes, my lady.”

“Why would you mail the blue one?”

“I assumed since the last one I sent for you was blue that it was the proper letter.”

She closed her eyes and sighed. “I thought Sally told you not to mail the blue ones?”

“I do apologize, my lady, but I didn’t see any other addressed to the Duke of Marshington.” Ryland paused for a moment and then decided to try to draw her out more. “Begging your pardon, but why are you writing letters you don’t want to send?”

A blush began creeping up the sides of her neck. His cheeks burned with the effort of holding back his grin. How would she handle the question? He doubted she would confess her journaling tendencies to him.

A shadow crossed the floor as someone passed in front of the glass doors leading from the library to the garden. Miranda’s gaze shot toward the door, relief pouring over her features.

“I have to go. That was the gardener.” She began moving toward the doors. “I have to speak to him. The west garden is in terrible shape. We may need to hire another undergardener. I think one must have taken leave.” She opened the door and paused. Her mouth opened, but she apparently decided against saying anything else, because she went racing after the gardener.

There was a missing undergardener? Did that mean anything? He could have quit. Maybe he did shoddy work. Of course, a gardener would have run of the grounds. Could retrieve and hide notes and packages. He’d been watching them as best he could, but with even more freedom than the grooms, they were hard to keep track of. And difficult to tell apart when viewed from the house.

Ryland resisted the urge to run his hand through his hair in frustration. More places to examine outside. It was going to be difficult.

He turned to find the butler standing inside the library door, one eyebrow raised in derision. How had he not noticed the man had entered the room? Berating himself for not listening for footsteps in the corridor, Ryland gave the man a slight bow. “Mr. Lambert.”

“Mr. Marlow, what are you doing in here?”

Good question. For that matter, what was the butler doing in the library? “I was discussing something with Lady Miranda.”

Lambert gave a pointed look around the now empty room.

“She left out the doors there in search of the gardener.”

“Ah, I see. Well, there’s much to be done belowstairs. We can’t be dallying in the library.” The man turned on his heel and led the way from the room.

What had the butler been doing in the library? If one was considering freedom of movement, the butler had the most when it came to the house itself. Someone was searching Griffith’s papers and correspondence for information, and it would have to be someone above being questioned by the other servants.

Ryland followed Lambert from the room. At last he had a suspect he could focus on.