“Yes, that’s right. I want everything handled in the agency’s name. Thank you, Mr. Bible. I knew I could count on you.” Faith’s smile was warm in her voice, something Mr. Bible must have heard, because his reply made her laugh aloud. “You’d better be careful,” she teased. “Remember, I know your wife.”
She hung up the phone and her assistant, Margot Stanley, gave her a rueful look. “Was that old goat flirting with you?” Margot asked.
“Of course,” Faith said good-naturedly. “He always does. It gives him a thrill if he thinks he’s being wicked, but he’s actually a sweet old guy.”
Margot snorted. “Sweet? Harley Bible’s as sweet as a rattlesnake. Let’s face it, you have a way with men.”
Faith restrained herself from an unladylike snort. If Margot had seen Gray run her out of town—again—she wouldn’t think Faith had such a “way” with men. “I’m just nice to him, is all. It’s nothing special. And he can’t be as bad as you say he is, or he wouldn’t still be in business.”
“He’s still in business because the old fart is a smart businessman,” Margot said. “He has an evil genius for sniffing out prime property right before it becomes prime, and buying it up for a song. Damn him, people only go to him because he has the land they want.”
Faith grinned. “Like you said, a smart businessman. He’s always been as nice as he can be to me.”
She might have restrained herself from snorting, but Margot had no such inhibition. “I’ve never seen a man who wasn’t nice to you. How many times have you been stopped for speeding?”
“All total?”
“Just this past year will do.”
“Ummm . . . four times, I think. But that’s unusual; it’s just that I’ve been traveling so much this past year.”
“Uh-huh. And how many times have you gotten a ticket?”
“None,” Faith admitted, rolling her eyes. “That’s just coincidence. Not once have I tried to talk my way out of it.”
“You don’t have to, and that’s my point. The cop walks up to your car, you hand him your license and say, ’I’m sorry, I know I was flying,’ and he ends up handing your license back and telling you to slow down, because he’d hate to see your pretty face all cut up in an accident.”
Faith burst out laughing, because Margot had been in the car with her when she had been stopped that time. The Texas state trooper in question had been a burly gentleman of the old school, with a thick gray mustache and a drawl as slow as molasses. “That’s the only time a cop has said anything about my ’pretty face,’ quote and unquote.”
“But they were all thinking it. Admit it. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?”
“Well, no.” She controlled her amusement. Margot had gotten two speeding tickets within the past six months, and now was having to stick strictly to the speed limit, to her great resentment, because a third ticket would result in the temporary loss of her driver’s license.
“You can bet neither one of the cops who stopped me said anything about slowing down before I got my pretty face all cut up,” Margot muttered. “No sirree, they were pure business. ’Let me see your license, ma’am. You were doing sixty-five in a fifty-five zone, ma’am. Your court date will be such and such, or you can mail in your fine by such and such date and waive your right to a court appearance.’ ” She sounded so disgusted that Faith had to turn away to keep from laughing in her face. Margot didn’t see anything funny about her two speeding tickets.
“I’d never had a ticket before in my life,” Margot continued, scowling. Faith had heard it many times before, so that she could almost say the words in unison with her friend. “I’ve been driving for half my life without so much as a parking ticket, and then all of a sudden the damn things seem to be coming out of the woodwork.”
“You make it sound as if you could paper your walls with them.”
“Don’t laugh. Two tickets are pretty damn serious, and a third one is a catastrophe. I’ll be poking along at fifty-five for two years. Do you know how much this throws off a schedule? I have to get up earlier and leave earlier, everywhere I go, because it takes me so long to get there!” She sounded so aggrieved that Faith gave up the struggle and began giggling helplessly.
Margot was a joy. She was thirty-six, divorced, and had absolutely no intention of staying that way. Faith didn’t know what she would have done without her. When she had finally scraped up enough money to buy the agency, she had known how to handle the customer part of the business, but despite her college degree in administration, there was a great deal of difference between textbooks and real life. Margot had been assistant to J. B. Holladay, the previous owner of Holladay Travel, and had been glad to handle the same duties for Faith. Her experience had been invaluable. She had kept Faith from making some serious mistakes in financial matters.
More than that, Margot had become a friend. She was a tall, lean woman with bleached blond hair and a dramatic flair for clothes. She made no bones about being in search of a new husband—“Men are a lot of trouble, honey, but they do have their good points, one big one in particular”—and was so good-natured about it that she had no trouble getting dates. Her social life would have exhausted the strongest debutante. For her to claim that Faith had a way with men, when Faith seldom went out with anyone and she herself was seldom at home, was pushing it a bit, in Faith’s opinion.
“Don’t laugh,” Margot warned. “You’re going to be stopped by a female cop one of these days, and that’s when your luck will run out.”
“That’s all it is, luck.”
“Sure it is.” Margot abandoned that subject and gave her a curious look. “Now, what’s this about a house in Godforsaken Louisiana?”
“Prescott,” Faith corrected, smiling. “It’s a little town north of Baton Rouge, almost at the Mississippi state line.”
Margot snorted again. “That’s what I said. Godforsaken.”
“It’s my hometown. I was born there.”
“You don’t say. And you actually admit that out loud?” Margot asked with all the incredulity of a true Dallas native.
“I’m going home,” Faith said softly. “I want to live there.” It wasn’t a step she took lightly; she was going back with the full knowledge that the Rouillards would do everything they could to cause trouble for her. She was deliberately placing herself once more in proximity with Gray, and the danger of it made her lie awake at nights. Besides trying to find out what had happened to his father, all those years ago, she had a lot of ghosts to face, and Gray was the biggest one. He had tormented her, in one way or another, for most of her life, and she was still caught in the helpless childhood whirl of emotions where he was concerned. In her mind he was omnipotent, bigger than life, with the power to either destroy her or exalt her, and her last meeting with him had done nothing to dilute that impression. She needed to see him as a normal man, meet him on equal footing as an adult, rather than a vulnerable, terrified young girl. She didn’t want him to have this power over her; she wanted to get over him, once and for all.
“It was that trip to Baton Rouge that did it, wasn’t it? You got that close and just couldn’t stand it.” Margot didn’t know about what had happened twelve years ago, didn’t know anything about Faith’s childhood other than she’d been in foster care and was very fond of her foster parents. Faith had never talked about her past or her family.
“I guess it’s true about roots.”
Margot leaned back in her chair. “Are you going to sell the agency, or what?”
Startled, Faith stared at her. “Of course not!”
There was a subtle relaxation of Margot’s expression, and abruptly Faith realized how alarming her decision could be for her employees. “Everything will go on just like before, with two minor exceptions,” she said.
“How minor?” Margot asked suspiciously.
“Well, for starters, I’m going to be living in Prescott. When Mr. Bible finds a house for me, I’m going to put in a fax machine, a computer, and a photocopier, so I’ll be as in touch, electronically speaking, as I am now.”
“Okay, that’s one. What’s the other?”
“You’re going to be in charge of all the offices. A district manager, you might say, except there’s only one district and you’re the only manager. You don’t mind traveling, do you?” Faith asked, suddenly anxious. She had forgotten to consider that when making her plans.
Margot’s eyebrows arched in disbelief. “Me, mind traveling? Honey, are you out of your ever-lovin’ mind? I love to travel. You might say it expands my hunting area, and God knows I’ve already given most of the prime bucks around here their chance for a life of excitement. It’s their hard luck if some lucky guy somewhere else takes me out of circulation. Besides, it’s never a hardship to go to New Orleans.”
“And Houston and Baton Rouge.”
“Cowboys in Houston, Cajuns in Baton Rouge. Yum, yum,” said Margot, licking her lips. “I’ll have to come back to Dallas to rest.”
* * *
Her plan fell smoothly into place, but then Faith went to a lot of trouble to make certain it did. She took a great deal of satisfaction in her efforts; she had been helpless at fourteen, but now she had resources of her own, and four years in the business community had given her a lot of contacts.
With Mr. Bible’s help, she quickly located and settled on a small house for sale. It wasn’t in Prescott, but was situated a couple of miles outside the town limits, on the edge of Rouillard land. Buying it put a sizable dent in her savings, but she paid for it in full, so Gray wouldn’t be able to pull any strings with a mortgage holder and cause her any trouble. She knew enough now to foresee what steps he might take to make things rough for her, and counteract them. It gave her great pleasure to know she was outflanking him, and he wouldn’t know anything about it until it was too late to stop her.
Very quietly, handling everything through the agency so her name didn’t appear anywhere that it might cause an alert, she got the utilities turned on, the house cleaned, and gleefully shipped her furniture to her new home. Only a month after Gray had run her out of town for the second time, Faith pulled her car into the driveway of her house and looked at it with extreme satisfaction.
She hadn’t bought a pig in a poke. Mr. Bible had arranged for her to look at photos of the house, both inside and out. The house was small, only five rooms, and had been built back in the fifties, but it had been remodeled and modernized with an eye toward selling it. The previous owner had done a good job; the new front porch went all the way across the front, and there was a porch swing at one end to lure the new inhabitants out to enjoy the good weather. Ceiling fans at each end of the porch guaranteed that the heat would seldom become too uncomfortable. Each room inside also had a ceiling fan.
Both bedrooms were the same size, so she had chosen the back one for herself and converted the front one into a home office. There was only one bath, but she was only one person, so she didn’t expect to have a problem with that. The living room and dining room were pleasant, but the best thing about the house was the kitchen. Evidently it had been remodeled several years before, because she couldn’t imagine anyone spending the money to customize a kitchen when a more standard approach would have made the house just as saleable and cost a lot less. Someone had loved to cook. There was a six-eye cooktop, and built-in microwave and conventional ovens. Floor-to-ceiling cupboards all along one wall provided enough storage space for a year’s worth of food, if she so chose. Instead of a work island, a six-foot butcher-block table occupied the middle of the room, providing plenty of work space for any culinary adventures. Faith wasn’t that enthralled with cooking herself, but she liked the room. She was, in fact, thrilled with the entire house. It was the first place she had ever lived that belonged to her, apartments didn’t count, because she had rented those. This house was hers. She had a real home.
She was fizzing with internal delight when she drove into Prescott to stock up on groceries, and take care of two necessary errands. Her first stop was the courthouse, where she bought a Louisiana tag for her car and applied for her Louisiana driver’s license. Next was the grocery store. It was a subtle pleasure to shop without thought of cost in the same store where the owner had once followed her around every time she came in, eyeing every move she made to make certain she didn’t slip something into her pocket and walk out without paying for it. Morgan had been his name, she remembered, Ed Morgan. His youngest son had been in Jodie’s class.
Leisurely she selected fruit and produce, putting each selection in a plastic bag and twisting a green tie around the bag to close it. A gray-haired man in a stained apron came out of the stockroom carrying a crate of bananas, which he began arranging on an almost empty display shelf. He glanced at her, then looked back, his eyes widening in disbelief.
Though his hair was a great deal thinner and what was left had changed color, Faith had no trouble recognizing the man about whom she had just been thinking. “Hello, Mr. Morgan,” she said pleasantly as she wheeled her buggy past him. “How are you?”
“R-Renee,” he sputtered, and something in the way he said her mother’s name made Faith freeze inside, and look at him with new eyes. God, not him, too! Well, why not? Guy Rouillard hadn’t always been available, and Renee wasn’t the type of woman to deny herself.
Her smile faded, and her voice cooled. “No, not Renee. I’m Faith, the youngest daughter.” She was incensed on behalf of her childhood self, constantly humiliated by being treated like a thief, when all the while the man who had made such a production of following her around in the store had been part of the pack of hounds baying after her mother.
She pushed the buggy on down the aisle. It wasn’t a large store, so she heard the flurry of voices as he hurried to tell his wife who she was. Not long afterward, she became aware that she had picked up a shadow. She didn’t recognize the teenage boy, also wearing a long, stained apron, who blushed uncomfortably when she glanced at him, but it was obvious he’d been told to make certain everything went into the buggy and not her purse.
Her temper flared, but she held it in tight control and didn’t allow herself to be hurried. When she had gotten everything on her list, she wheeled the buggy to the checkout counter and began unloading it.
Mrs. Morgan had been operating the cash register when Faith had entered the store, but Mr. Morgan had taken over the duty and his wife was watching intently from the small office cubicle. He eyed the groceries she was unloading. “You’d better have the money to pay for all this,” he said unpleasantly. “I’m real careful who I take a check from.”
“I always pay cash,” Faith retorted coolly. “I’m careful who I let see the number of my checking account.”
It was a moment before he realized he had been insulted in kind, and he flushed darkly. “Watch your mouth. I don’t have to take that kind of lip in my own store, especially from the likes of you.”
“Really.” She gave him a smile and kept her voice low. “You weren’t that particular when it came to my mother, were you?”
The flush faded as abruptly as it had come, leaving him pale and sweating, and he cast a swift glance toward his wife. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Fine. See that the subject never comes up again.” She pulled out her wallet and stood waiting. He began pulling the items down the counter, punching in prices as he went. Faith watched each price as he rang it up, and stopped him once. “Those apples are a dollar twenty-nine a pound, not a dollar sixty-nine.”
He flushed again, furious that she had caught him in an error. At least, she assumed it was an error, rather than deliberate cheating. She would make certain she checked every item on the sales receipt before leaving the store. Let him get a taste of what it was like to be automatically assumed dishonest. Once she would have backed down, humiliated to the core, but those days were long past.
When he rang up the total, she opened her wallet and pulled out six twenty-dollar bills. Normally her grocery bill was less than half that, but she had let herself run out of a lot of things rather than going to the trouble of moving them, so she had to restock. She saw him eyeing the cash left in her wallet, and knew the story would fly around town that Faith Devlin had come back, and was flashing a roll that would choke a horse. No one would think she had come by it honestly.
She couldn’t tell herself that she didn’t care what the townspeople thought; she always had. That was one of the reasons she’d come back, to prove to them, and herself, that not all Devlins were trash. She knew in her mind that she was respectable, but she didn’t know it in her heart yet, and wouldn’t until the folks in her hometown accepted her. She couldn’t divorce herself from Prescott; this town had helped shape who she was as a person, and her roots went deep. But wanting acceptance from the people here didn’t mean she would let anyone insult her and get away with it. As a child she had been quietly obstinate about going her own way, but in the twelve years since she had lived here, she had grown up and learned how to stand up for herself.
The same boy who had followed her in the store carried the bags out to her car. He was about sixteen, she guessed; his joints still had the looseness of childhood, and his feet and hands were too big for the rest of him. “Are you related to the Morgans?” she asked as they walked across the parking lot, with him pushing the buggy.
He blushed at being personally addressed. “Uh, yeah. They’re my grandparents.”
“What’s your name?”
“Jason.”
“I’m Faith Hardy. I used to live here, and I’ve just moved back.” She stopped at her car and unlocked the trunk. Like most teenage boys, he was interested in anything with four wheels on it, and gave it a good look. She had bought a solid, reliable sedan rather than a sports car; the sedan was better for business, and it took a certain type of attitude to drive around in a sports car anyway, an attitude Faith had never had. She had always been older than her years, and stability, dependability, were far more important to her than speed and flashy looks. But the car, a dark, sophisticated European green, was less than a year old and had a certain style to it, for all its reliability.
“Nice car,” Jason felt moved to comment as he transferred the groceries from the buggy to the trunk.
“Thanks.” She tipped him, and he looked at the dollar in surprise. By that, she could deduce that either tipping wasn’t the norm in Prescott, or people usually carried out their own groceries and he had been pressed into duty so he could see if she kept the inside of her car clean, or something like that. She suspected the latter, the nosiness of smalltown people knew no bounds.
A small, white Cadillac wheeled into the parking lot as Faith was unlocking her car door, and abruptly braked as it came even with her. She glanced up and saw a woman staring at her, dumbstruck. It took a moment before she recognized Monica Rouillard, or whatever her name was now. The two women faced each other, and Faith remembered how Monica had always gone out of her way to be nasty to the Devlins, unlike Gray, who had pretty much treated them normally until Guy had disappeared. Despite herself, Faith felt a flash of pity; if her suspicions were right, their father was dead, and they had gone all these years without knowing what had happened to him. The Devlins had suffered because of Guy’s actions, but the Rouillards had suffered, too.
Even in the shadows of the car, Faith could see how pale and strained Monica looked as she stared at her. This was one confrontation that would be best postponed; though she intended to stand her ground, there was no need to flaunt her presence in the Rouillards’ faces. Turning away, she got into her car and started the engine. Monica was blocking her so she couldn’t back out, but the space in front of her was empty, so there was no need. She simply drove out through the empty parking slot, leaving Monica still sitting there staring after her.
When she got home, she found several faxes waiting for her, all from Margot. She put up the groceries before settling down in the office to take care of whatever problems had cropped up. She enjoyed the travel industry; it wasn’t without its share of headaches and crises, but for the most part, by the very nature of the business, the customers were upbeat and excited. The agency’s job was to make sure their vacation tours were properly booked, with reliable accommodations. They gently steered vacationers away from inappropriate tour packages; for instance, a family with small children probably wouldn’t be all that pleased with a cruise on a party ship geared more toward adult pleasures. Her employees knew how to handle things like that; most of the problems that came Faith’s way were of a different nature. There was a payroll to meet, tax forms to complete, an unending parade of paper. Faith had decided that she would still handle the payroll, with the pertinent information faxed to her from the four office locations every Monday morning. She would do the paperwork, prepare the checks, and Express Mail them on Wednesday morning. It was a workable solution, and the convenience of working at home delighted her.
The biggest inconvenience was still doing her banking in Dallas, both business and personal, but she had decided against transferring her funds to Prescott or even Baton Rouge; the Rouillard influence had long arms. She hadn’t checked to see if the family owned the new bank in town, because it hadn’t really mattered; whether they owned it or not, Gray would have a lot of pull. There were rules and laws in banking, but in this part of the state the Rouillards were a law unto themselves. The balance in her accounts, even copies of her canceled checks, would be easy for Gray to get. She had no doubt that he could also cause trouble for her by delaying credit for checks deposited until the last possible minute, and bouncing her own checks if he could. No, it was best to keep her account in Dallas.
Gravel crunched in the driveway and she looked out the window to see a sleek, gunmetal gray Jaguar come to a stop. Resigned, she let the curtain fall back into place and pushed her chair away from the desk. She didn’t have to see who got out of the car to know who had come calling, just as she knew this wasn’t the Welcome Wagon.
Going into the living room, she opened the door as she heard footsteps on the porch. “Hello, Gray. Please come in. I see you’ve given up your ’Vettes.”
Surprise flickered in his eyes as he stepped over the threshold, immediately overwhelming her with his size. He hadn’t expected her to calmly invite him inside, the rabbit offering the hospitality of its burrow to the wolf. “I’m slower in a lot of things than I used to be,” he drawled.
It was on the tip of her tongue to say, “Better, too, I suppose,” but she bit the words back. She doubted that Gray Rouillard would be making suggestive remarks to her, of all people, and if she took it as such, he would think it was just what he might have expected from a Devlin. There was no room for normal flirtatious byplay between the two of them.
The weather was hot this late spring day, and Gray was dressed in a loose, white cotton shirt that was open at the throat, and khaki linen trousers. Curly black chest hair was visible in the open vee of the shirt, and Faith forced herself to look away, conscious of a sudden difficulty in breathing. He brought with him the fresh, earthy scent of clean sweat and the animal muskiness of man. She never had been able to decide what color his scent was, she thought dazedly, inhaling his rich, subtle odor. His physical impact made her senses reel, just as it always had. Nothing had changed. It hadn’t been the unexpectedness of seeing him the last time that had so shaken her; the old reactions were still there, still potent, undimmed by time and maturity. She looked at him with hidden, helpless rage. God, this man had all but ground her into the dirt, and wouldn’t hesitate to do it again; what was wrong with her that she couldn’t see him without feeling that hot, automatic tingle of excitement?
He stood too close to her, just inside the door, staring down at her with narrowed dark eyes. She moved away to give herself breathing space. He was physically too imposing, ten inches taller and with that lean, hard athlete’s body. She would have to go on tiptoe to kiss even the hollow of his tanned, muscular throat. The aberrant thought shocked her, shook her, and instinctively she guarded her expression. She could never let him know that she was even remotely attracted to him; it would give him a weapon of devastating power to use against her.
“This is a surprise,” she said lightly, though it wasn’t. “Have a seat. Would you like a cup of coffee, or maybe iced tea?”
“Skip the pleasantries,” he said, moving toward her, and she heard the cold anger in his smoky voice. “What are you doing here?”
“I live here,” she replied, arching her brows in mock surprise. She hadn’t expected the confrontation to come quite so soon; he was more efficient than she had expected. She moved away from him again, desperate to keep a safe distance between them. His gaze sharpened, then gleamed with satisfaction, and with a chill she knew he had realized that his closeness made her nervous. She halted, determined not to let him know that he could intimidate her that way, and turned to squarely face him. She lifted her chin, the expression in her green eyes cool and unruffled. It took a lot of effort, but she managed it.
“You won’t for long. You’ve wasted your time and effort in coming back.”
With gentle amusement she said, “Even you could have problems throwing me out of my own house.”
His gaze sharpened as he glanced around the neat, cozy living room. “I bought it,” she enlarged. “It isn’t financed, it’s mine free and clear.”
He gave a harsh crack of laughter, startling her. “You must have divorced Mr. Hardy and taken him to the cleaners. Did you get everything he had?”
Faith stiffened. “As a matter of fact, I did. But I didn’t divorce him.”
“What did you do, snare yourself an old geezer who kicked off after a year or two? Did he have heirs you gypped out of their inheritance?”
Color fled her cheeks, leaving her as pale as a statue. “No, I snared myself a healthy young man of twenty-three, who died in a car accident before we’d been married a year.”
His mouth tightened. “I’m sorry,” he said gruffly. “I shouldn’t have said that.”
“No, you shouldn’t have, but I’ve never noticed that concern for other’s feelings has ever worried a Rouillard.”
He gave a snort of derision. “A Devlin should be careful about throwing rocks in that particular glass house.”
“I’ve never harmed anyone,” she said with a bitter little smile. “I just got caught between the lines when the battle started.”
“All innocence, hmmm? You were pretty young when all that happened, but I have a real good memory, and you were sashaying around in front of me and all those deputies, wearing your little thin nightgown that we could see through. Like mother, like daughter, I’d say.”
Faith’s eyes widened, full of outrage and horrified embarrassment, and color flooded back into her face. She took two quick steps forward and jabbed him in the chest with her forefinger. “Don’t you dare throw that in my face!” she said, choking with rage. “I was dragged out of my bed in the middle of the night, and tossed into the yard like a piece of trash. Don’t say it,” she warned sharply, when he opened his mouth to retort that trash was exactly what she’d been, and jabbed him in the chest again. “Everything we owned was dumped out, my little brother was hysterical and wouldn’t turn loose of me. What was I supposed to do, take time out to find some of my own clothes and retire into the woods to change? Why didn’t you so-called decent men turn your backs, if you were seeing a little too much?”
He looked down into her furious face, his expression strangely arrested, then his eyes became more heavy-lidded and intent. He took hold of her hand, moving it away from his chest. He didn’t release her, but kept her fingers folded against his hard, calloused palm. “You’ve got a little redheaded temper there, haven’t you?” he asked with amusement.
His touch shocked her with a hot twinge of electricity. She tried to jerk her hand free, but he merely tightened his grip, effortlessly restraining her. “Now, don’t get all in a pucker,” he said lazily. “Maybe you thought I’d stand here and let you poke holes in me with your fingernail, but I have to be in a different mood to enjoy that.”
Faith glared up at him. She could humiliate herself by giving in to the useless urge to struggle, or she could wait until he decided to release her. Her instincts were to struggle away from the disturbing heat of his touch, the surprising roughness of his palm, but she forced herself to stand still, sensing that he would enjoy watching her try to free herself. Then the sensual undertone of his comment registered, and her eyes widened as shock rippled through her. There was no mistaking his meaning this time.
“Smart girl,” he said, his gaze sliding down to her breasts. He took his time, examining the shape of them beneath her silk, mint green shirt. She caught her breath, his gaze like an actual touch that made her breasts tingle. “You don’t want to start a tussle with me that you can’t win—or do you? Your mama probably taught you that a man gets hard real quick when a woman starts wiggling against him. Did you come back thinking you might step into your mother’s shoes? Do you want to be my whore, the way she was my dad’s?”
Swift fury glittered in her eyes, and she swung her free hand with all her strength. Quick as a rattlesnake his other hand lashed out, blocking the blow and capturing that hand, too. He gave a low whistle at the force she had put into the swing. “Temper, temper,” he chided, looking as if he were enjoying her anger. “Were you trying to knock my teeth out?”
“Yes!” she flared, gritting her teeth together and forgetting her determination to deny him the pleasure of a struggle. She jerked her hands, trying to twist free, and succeeded only in bruising her wrists. “Get out! Get out of my house.”
He laughed down at her, easily reducing her to a standstill as he brought her hard against him. “What are you going to do, throw me out?”
She froze, alarmed to find that his reaction to a struggle was exactly what he’d said it would be. There was no mistaking the ridge pressed against her belly. She struck out with the only weapon left to her, her tongue. “If you’ll let go of me, you Neanderthal, what I’ll do is put ice on my wrists to stop them from turning black and blue!” she hotly retorted.
He looked down at his long fingers encircling her slender wrists, loosening his grip and scowling at the dark red marks that quickly formed. “I didn’t mean to hurt you,” he said, surprising her. He immediately released her. “You have skin like a baby.”
She drew back, massaging her wrists and steadfastly refusing to look at the front of his trousers. That, too, could be ignored. “My guess is you didn’t care if you hurt me. Now, get out.”
“In a minute. I have a few things to say.”
She gave him a cold look. “Then for God’s sake, say them and leave.”
Danger glittered in those dark eyes, and before she knew it, he was right in front of her again, almost playfully pinching her chin. “You’re a ballsy little babe, aren’t you? Maybe too ballsy for your own good. Don’t take me on in a fight, sweet thing, because you’ll get hurt. The best thing you can do is pack up your stuff and get out of here, just as fast as you moved in; I’ll buy the house from you, for what you gave for it, so you won’t be out anything. You aren’t welcome here, and I don’t want my mother and sister hurt by seeing you parading around as if nothing ever happened, bringing up that old scandal again and getting everybody upset. If you stay, if you force my hand, I can make things rough for you here, and you’ll wind up getting hurt. You won’t be able to get a job, and you’ll find out damn fast that you don’t have any friends here.”
She jerked her chin away from him. “What will you do, burn me out?” she goaded. “I’m not a helpless fourteen-year-old anymore, and you’ll find that it isn’t as easy to bully me now. I’m here, and I’m staying.”
“We’ll see about that, won’t we?” His hooded gaze dropped to her breasts again, and suddenly he grinned. “You’re right about one thing: You’re not fourteen anymore.”
He walked out then, leaving Faith staring after him, her fists clenched with impotent anger, and panic clenching her stomach. She didn’t want him to notice her as a woman, didn’t want him to turn that hot, hooded gaze on her, because she wasn’t certain of her ability to resist him. She felt sick at the thought of being like her mother, of being what he had taunted her with being, a whore for a Rouillard.
* * *
“Was it Renee?” Monica asked quietly, though she was drawn so tight that the tension was almost visible. She had called Gray from Morgan’s grocery store, more upset than he had heard her in years, since the day he’d had to tell her that their father had left them for Renee Devlin, in fact. Monica had come a long way since then, but the haunted look in her eyes told Gray that the pain was still too close to the surface for her to be objective about it.
“No, but it was definitely a Devlin.” He poured himself a finger of Scotch and tossed it back, then poured another finger, feeling that he needed it after another encounter with Faith Devlin. Faith Devlin Hardy, that is. A widow. A young, lovely, red-haired widow with so much fire in her that he’d wanted to check his hands for singe marks after touching her. He had disconcerted her a couple of times, but for the most part she exhibited a maddeningly cool confidence. She hadn’t been the least bit worried by his threats, though she had to know he wasn’t bluffing.
They were in the study, enjoying a before-dinner drink, at least Gray was. Alex was coming to dinner, and Noelle would be down soon, so Gray and Monica had gone into the study to have a few minutes of privacy for their discussion.
Monica looked blank. “It wasn’t Renee? It looked just like her, as if she hadn’t aged at all. She even looked younger. Oh—I see.” Comprehension dawned. “It was one of the girls, wasn’t it?”
“The youngest one. Faith. She always looked more like Renee than any of the others.”
“What’s she doing here?”
“She says she’s come back to stay.”
Horror filled Monica’s dark eyes. “She can’t! Mother couldn’t bear it! Alex has gotten her to come out of her shell a little, but if she hears any of the Devlins are back in town, there’s no telling how far it will set her back. You’ll have to get rid of her again, Gray.”
Wryly he considered his Scotch, and finished it with one gulp. The whole town knew the story about him running the Devlin family out of the parish. It wasn’t something he was particularly proud of, but neither did he regret it, and the incident had become enshrined as a sort of local legend. Monica hadn’t been there, hadn’t seen the ugliness; she knew only the results, not the process. She didn’t have the memory seared into her brain. It was always with him: Faith’s terror, the little boy’s hysterical shrieks and pitiful attempts to cling to her, her desperate struggle to gather up their belongings . . . and the potent, uncomfortable lust with which the men had watched her, the night shadows concealing her youth and revealing only her resemblance to her mother.
With a sharp little pang he realized that that night was a link between them, him and Faith, a bond forged by a common memory that couldn’t be broken short of death. He had never really known her, and twelve years lay between then and now, and yet. . . he hadn’t thought of her or treated her as a stranger. It was as if they had resumed an acquaintance of long standing. They weren’t strangers; there was that night between them.
“Getting rid of her may be harder this time,” he said abruptly. “She’s bought the Cleburne place, and as she pointed out to me, I can’t kick her off her own property.”
“If she’s buying it, there has to be some way to interfere with the mortgage—”
“I didn’t say she’s buying it, I said she’s bought it. There’s a difference.”
Monica frowned. “Where would a Devlin get that kind of money?”
“Probably life insurance. She’s a widow. Her last name is Hardy now.”
“How convenient for her,” Monica said sarcastically.
“No, from what I gather, it wasn’t,” Gray said, seeing in his mind how pale Faith had gone when he had said much the same thing. He heard the doorbell ring, and Alex’s voice as Oriane opened the door to him. Discussion time was over. He patted Monica’s shoulder as they moved to the door. “I’ll do what I can to make her leave, but it isn’t a foregone conclusion. She isn’t a typical Devlin.”
No, not typical in any way. Even when she’d been a teenager, looking at her had been enough to get him hard. That hadn’t changed. But she was also a more capable opponent than any of the rest of her family ever could have been. She was poised and intelligent, and seemed to have pulled herself, by whatever means, out of the gutters where her family had always lived. He respected her for that, but it didn’t make any difference; she had to go. Monica was worried about what her presence would do to Noelle, but he was worried about what it would do to Monica as well.
They went out into the foyer as Noelle came gracefully down the stairs to greet Alex, offering her cheek for his kiss, allowing him to tuck her hand into the crook of his arm, small touches that she had seldom allowed her husband. Alex’s devotion had been good for Noelle, soothing a bit the pain of her shattered self-confidence, but Gray wasn’t so sure it had been good for Alex. His wife had died fifteen years before and he should have remarried; he’d been only forty-one at the time of her death. Perhaps he would have, in time, but then Guy had left, and Alex, good friend that he was, had devoted himself to helping the Rouillards through the crisis. Even after receiving the letter of proxy, it had taken Gray a good two years to consolidate his position, and Alex had been right there, sitting up through all-night strategy sessions, becoming a sort of surrogate father to Monica, gradually cajoling Noelle out of her total depression. He had fallen painfully in love with Noelle, a fact to which she seemed oblivious.
He should have seen it coming, Gray thought, watching his mother. She was still incredibly lovely, in a cool, classic way that would appeal to Alex’s romanticism. Her dark hair was only lightly grayed, and it was remarkably becoming. Her skin was still smooth and unwrinkled, though somehow there was no mistaking her age. There was no youth in her, no lightness of spirit, and sadness always lurked in the depths of her blue eyes. Looking at his mother, at Monica, at Alex, Gray savagely damned his father for what he had done.
As Alex seated Noelle, he said to Gray, “I heard a curious rumor today, about one of the Devlins.” Monica froze, her anxious gaze darting to Noelle, who had gone still and pale. Alex didn’t see Gray’s sharp, warning motion. “I ran into Ed Morgan, and it seems one of the girls has moved back to town.”
Alex straightened, his eyes levelly meeting Gray’s, and Gray realized that Alex had chosen not to see his warning. He had deliberately brought up the subject, forcing Noelle to confront it. He had done that a few times before, talking about Guy when Noelle recoiled from any mention of her husband. Perhaps it was the right thing to do; God knows, Alex had been able to get more response from Noelle than either Gray or Monica had ever managed.
Noelle’s hand fluttered toward her throat. “Moved . . . back?”
“It’s the youngest daughter, Faith,” Gray said, keeping his voice calm. “She’s bought the old Cleburne place and moved into it.”
“No.” Noelle turned her agonized gaze on her son. “I can’t—I can’t bear it.”
“Of course you can,” Alex said comfortably, taking his seat. “You don’t go out or talk to any of the townspeople, so you’ll never see her or know anything about her. There’s no reason for you to be upset.”
Gray leaned back in his chair, controlling a slight smile. He and Monica tended to handle Noelle with kid gloves; he couldn’t help it, even when she frustrated the hell out of him. Alex had no such compunction. He was relentless in his efforts to completely pry her out of her shell and back into society. Probably he was right to bring the subject into the open, and Gray’s and Monica’s inclinations were too protective.
Noelle shook her head, still looking at Gray. “I don’t want her here,” she said, openly pleading. “People will talk . . . it will all be rehashed again, and I can’t bear it.”
“You won’t know anything about it,” Alex said.
She shuddered. “I don’t have to hear it to know it’s going on.”
No, she probably didn’t. Anyone who had ever lived in a small town would know all too well how gossip was recycled, and nothing was ever forgotten.
“Please,” she said to Gray, blue eyes haunted. “Make her leave.”
Gray sipped his wine, carefully expressionless. He was getting damn tired of the way people thought he could wave a magic wand and make people disappear. Short of kidnapping or murder, all he could do was make things as uncomfortable for Faith as possible. He had no legal ground this time, no charge of trespass, no family of drunks and thieves the sheriff had been glad to escort out of his parish. What he had was one young woman, stubbornly determined to stand her ground.
“It won’t be easy,” he said.
“But you have so much influence . . . with the sheriff, the bank—”
“She hasn’t opened an account at the bank, and the sheriff can’t do anything unless she breaks a law. So far, she hasn’t.” She wouldn’t be opening an account at his bank, either, he realized. She was too smart. She had known exactly what she would be facing when she moved back to Prescott, otherwise she wouldn’t have bought the Cleburne place outright. She had taken steps to limit what moves he could make against her. He had to respect her as an opponent, for her foresight. She had definitely made things more difficult for him. He would check around, use his sources to try to verify that she had indeed paid for the house rather than financing it, but he suspected she had been telling the truth.
“There must be something,” Noelle said desperately.
Gray arched his brows. “I draw the line at murder,” he drawled.
“Gray!” Shocked, she stared at him. “I wasn’t suggesting anything of the sort!”
“Then we may have to get used to the idea of her living here. I can make things damned inconvenient for her, but that’s about it. And I don’t want anyone getting any bright ideas about having her physically harassed,” he said, giving both Monica and Noelle a hard look, just in case the thought had occurred to either of them. It wasn’t likely, but he didn’t intend to take the chance. “If we can get rid of her my way, fine, but I won’t have her hurt.” He didn’t question this odd protectiveness on behalf of a Devlin. Faith had had enough pain and fear in her life, he thought, remembering the terrified girl caught in the glare of a semicircle of headlights.
“As if we’d do anything like that,” Monica said, insulted.
“I didn’t think you would, but I didn’t want to leave the matter open to question.”
Delfina brought in the first course, a creamy cucumber soup, and by mutual consent the subject was dropped, to Gray’s amusement. There wasn’t anything going on in the house that Oriane and Delfina didn’t know almost as soon as it happened, but Noelle and Monica both adhered to the old stricture against personal conversation in front of the servants. He doubted that anyone who worked for them considered him or herself a “servant,” especially Delfina. She had worked there for as long as he could remember, and had whacked his hands with a wooden spoon whenever she’d caught him trying to sneak one of the petit fours she baked for Noelle’s luncheons.
Monica began telling Alex about an interesting documentary she’d seen on television. Gray glanced at Noelle to make a comment, and stilled when he saw the tears gliding silently down her cheeks. She was calmly eating her soup, the spoon dipping and lifting in graceful rhythm, and all the while she was crying.
Alex joined Gray in the study after dinner, and they discussed business for half an hour before Gray said wryly, “Monica and I had decided not to tell Mother about Faith.”
Alex grimaced. “I figured as much. I know it isn’t my place to butt in—” Gray snorted, bringing a quick grin to Alex’s face before he resumed. “But she can’t keep hiding from the world forever.”
“Can’t she? She’s been giving it a damn good try for the past twelve years.”
“If she won’t go to the world, I’ve decided to bring the world to her. Maybe she’ll see that, if she can’t escape it, she might as well join it.”
“Good luck,” Gray said, and meant it.
Alex gave him a curious look. “Are you really going to make Faith leave?”
Gray leaned back in his chair and propped his feet on the desk, lounging like a sleepy panther, relaxed but still dangerous. “I’m damn sure going to try, but I told Mother the truth. Legally, there isn’t a lot I can do.”
“Why not leave the girl alone?” Alex asked, and sighed. “I’d say she’s had a rough enough life as it is, without folks deliberately trying to make trouble for her.”
“Have you seen her?”
“No, why?”
“She looks enough like Renee to be her twin,” Gray said. “Just being a Devlin is bad enough, but looking the way she does . . .” He shook his head. “She’s going to stir up a lot of memories, and not just in my family. Renee Devlin got around.”
“I still say give her a chance,” Alex argued. “If she’s trying to make something of herself, it would be a shame to stand in her way.”
Gray shook his head. “I have to think of Mother and Monica. They’re more important to me than a little piece of white trash trying to make good.”
Alex regarded him with disappointment. Gray was a hard man and a dangerous enemy, but he’d always been fair. Guy’s disappearance had thrust him headlong into a situation wherein responsibility for the family’s financial, as well as emotional, well-being had been dumped on his young shoulders. Gray had been a cheerful, happy-go-lucky hellraiser until then, but overnight he had changed into a much harder, more ruthless man. His sense of humor still bordered on the bawdy and outrageous, when he indulged in humor, but for the most part he was far more serious. Gray was a man who knew the extent of his power, and didn’t shrink from using it. If Guy had been respected in the financial community, Gray was regarded with the awe and caution one would afford a marauder.
“You’re too protective,” Alex finally said. “Noelle and Monica won’t collapse if Faith Devlin lives in Prescott. They won’t like it, but they’ll learn to live with it.”
Gray shrugged. Maybe—hell, probably—he was too protective, but Alex wasn’t the one who had watched Monica nearly bleed to death, or seen how total Noelle’s emotional collapse had been. By the time Alex had become involved in cajoling Noelle out of her room, at least she’d been talking again, and feeding herself.
“I give up,” Alex said, shaking his head. “You’ll do whatever you want, anyway. But think about it, and maybe cut the girl some slack.”
Later that night, sitting alone in the study with his feet still propped on the desk in his usual position, while he read a financial report on some stocks he’d bought, Gray found it difficult to concentrate. It wasn’t the Scotch; he had poured himself a drink when he had begun doing paperwork, over two hours before, and most of the liquor was still in the glass. The fact was, he couldn’t get the problem of Faith Devlin out of his mind. Noelle’s silent tears had reached him in a way nothing she could have said would have. If Faith didn’t deserve to be hurt again, neither did his mother or sister. They had been innocent victims too, and Monica had almost died. He couldn’t forget that, and he couldn’t see them upset without trying to do something about it.
And it was a fact that if Faith Hardy stayed in Prescott, Noelle and Monica would be even more hurt and upset than they were now.
Gray stared broodingly at the level of Scotch in the glass. Maybe if he drank it, he could forget how warm and vital Faith had felt under his hands, how that sweet, spicy scent of hers had gone straight to his head and made him dizzy with lust. Maybe if he drank the whole goddamn bottle, he could forget about the urge to plunge his hands into the fire of her hair to see if it burned him, or the hunger to taste the wide, full bloom of her lips. He thought of her skin, so fine-grained and translucent that he marked her with the lightest touch; her breasts, high and round, the peaks of her nipples discernible even beneath her bra. She had it, the same indefinable quality Renee had possessed, an effortless sensuality that drew men to her like a lodestone. Faith wasn’t as blatant about it as Renee had been; she had toned it down with better clothes, but the quality had merely been refined, not diluted. What Faith Hardy looked like was a classy lady who loved a long, hard ride in bed, and damn if he didn’t want to give it to her.
If she didn’t leave, it was likely that the residents of Prescott were going to be shocked out of their small-town minds, and Noelle ten times more upset than she was now, by the spectacle of another Rouillard man having a hot and heavy affair with a Devlin woman.