I had waited in a car for Cor to carry out royal business so often, there were too many times to count. As his manager, there would be times when he had to meet with officials off the record. I’d spend my time in the car working on press releases or re-organizing his schedule. Now, with my title gone, I felt useless and powerless. The rest of the trip was planned. Until he had information from Sophia about his daughter, I didn’t have another move.

The front steps of the townhouse rose out of my view from the car. I crouched on the seat, looking for Cor, but the porch was empty. My skin prickled. He was already inside the house.

I was desperate to know what was going on. I may have been able to convince him I wanted to sit here patiently, but I was dying to hear the conversation. To see the look on his face when he saw his child. To know Sophia had to say about what she had done.

They had a lot to discuss. I had a feeling she wouldn’t handle the news about having a shifter baby as well as I had. I was wrapped in the throes of passion when Corbin laid it out for me, but still I think I would have taken it the same way. I loved him. I had always loved him. And that wasn’t going to change because sometimes he wanted to run through the woods with fur instead of running shorts.

I was already used to his moody growls and ravenous hunger. I had embraced his sexual appetite. I was ready to be his mate.

I wrung my hands together. It was complete torture waiting to find out about Sophia.

Our lives had always been intertwined. And in my heart, I knew he was the only man I could ever love. I’d always known.

Every time I looked in his eyes, I could see our children. I could see home. For the first time, I knew Cor saw the same thing. It may not have been his dream two years ago, but it was his dream now.

I rested my nervous hands over my flat belly. Was he right? Was it possible I was already pregnant and we didn’t know it? It would still be a few weeks before I could take a test.

I had gone from employee to mother of his child. I didn’t know if I’d ever be able to explain what had happened between us. But maybe that was the magic of us—I didn’t have to. I didn’t have to justify our feelings or our relationship. We knew that it was real and passionate. Tangible and erotic. We loved each other in every way possible.

Now that the king knew, and Wallace, we were free to love without restraint. We had a royal blessing. In my book, the king might as well have married us on the spot. Once he had made up his mind, we would have his full support.

Eden’s visit yesterday proved it. I only knew bits and pieces of the inner workings of their relationship from Cosette, but I knew he loved her more than the crown. And they had an intense connection.

I fished through my clutch, looking for my phone. There was one person I hadn’t talked to about this. And I realized there was something useful I could do while I waited for Cor.

I called Cosette.

“Elena. I can’t believe you’re calling.” Her voice was hushed.

“Hi. Are you free for a few minutes?”

I watched a mother jog by, pushing her baby in a stroller with three wheels.

“I just stepped out of the room so the queen can change for dinner. I have a few minutes. How is the trip going?”

Galona was six hours ahead of us.

“We only landed a little bit ago. It’s just getting started.” I felt nervous talking to Cosette, yet I needed her sanity right now.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t see you off.”

“It’s ok. We left early and I wasn’t going to interrupt your service.” The knots of awkwardness twisted in my gut. My closest friend was still a royal manager and I wasn’t. How were we going to cross this new river I had created?

“The queen mentioned to me you’re in her home state. It sounded like she wanted to go with you.”

“It would have been nice to have some company.” I cringed. The queen wasn’t supposed to be company. I was flailing. “I meant. I just needed to talk to someone.”

“Nothing should be any different. You can call me anytime.”

“You’re sure? You don’t feel strange?”

She laughed. “Of course it’s strange, but you have been in love with him since I’ve known you. I’m not going to stop being your friend because he finally realized he was an idiot for two years.”

I giggled. “Well, when you put it that way.”

“Did something happen?” she asked.

“No.” I sighed. I couldn’t betray Cor’s trust but confiding his secret to someone else. “He’s in the middle of a meeting. I’m outside waiting.”

I couldn’t mention Sophia or the baby.

“Oh. Is it hard? Not being his manager any longer?”

“Yes. It’s natural, you know? I immediately want to do things I’ve always done. And I can’t turn my brain off from thinking like a fixer.”

“How could you? It’s what you’ve known.”

“Exactly.”

“But you don’t have any regrets?”

I shook my head, pressing into my belly. I smiled. “No. I don’t have any. I wouldn’t change a single second of it.” The corners of my eyes stung. The tears were unexpected, but she had tapped into something. I loved him more than anything. And I had a life I’d never dreamed of because I took a wild reckless chance.

“No regrets,” I whispered.

“Then focus on that for today.” I loved Cosette’s practicality. She always steered me back to center. “You have no regrets. How many people can say that about love?”

I grinned. “You’re right. So, so right.”

“Then keep that as your focus.”

“I will. Thanks for listening. I’ll let you get back to the queen. I know you have a lot to do, especially this time of the day. I’ll try to call later and let you know when we plan on returning to Galona.”

“Have fun on your trip. I’m here if you need me.”

“Thank you.”

I hung up and tucked the phone in my purse.

I rested my head on the back of the seat. I felt better after talking to Cosette. It was going to be an unconventional friendship inside the palace, but I hadn’t lost my best friend. We’d figure out how to make this work, just like Cor and I had.

But like the great friend she was, she reminded me I had no regrets.