Bottles of expensive nail polish clatter into the sink.

Clumsiness isn’t characteristic for me. Ordinarily, knocking breakable things over would probably draw out a cynical ‘fuck’ loud enough for my best friend and roommate Gemma to ask, “What’s wrong?”

But not this morning. Today, I actually find myself grinning through tired eyes as I pick them up and put them in a cardboard box nearby.

I turn and catch my 5’7” image in the dingy, full-length mirror, striking a couple poses for my own, private amusement. Soon, I’ll be using my slim body, curvy hips, and natural coordination to enthral anyone who watches me. Finally, I’m getting a chance to dance on a real stage in Vegas.

How will I wear my hair? I lift my blonde mane with one hand, arching my back and sticking out my ass in a provocative pose as I try to imagine what style would suit me. If I’m going to finally be living my dream, everything has to be perfect.

A loud knock reverberates through the tiny bathroom, interrupting my daydream. “You okay in there?” Gemma calls through the thin door.

“Uh…I need coffee,” I call out, “I hardly slept at all.” I let my hair fall back around my shoulders.

“We’ve got things to do, places to go, people to meet.”

I roll my eyes, pushing my glasses back up my nose. Somehow, the gray frames always make my eyes look bluer in contrast. I admire myself another few seconds, then bang through the bathroom door into our shared studio apartment.

Gemma crosses her legs where she’s been sitting on the messy apartment floor. “Look, I get you’re tired, but I need some help with this because Rick isn’t going to wait around for us.”

“Hey, sorry,” I say kneeling on the floor in front of her. “It’s just all the excitement, ya know? Ending a job, starting a new one, moving to a better apartment; it’s a bit much all at once.”

“You didn’t have to work last night, you know,” Gemma says for the… fifth time? Sixth time? She managed to make me lose count, which is impressive because I’m good with numbers.

“Of course I did. It was my last day there,” I reply crisply.

Gemma rolls her eyes and throws a handful of panties at me. “Just wait until rehearsal tomorrow afternoon. I hear the new choreographer is tough! A few hours with her, then you’ll really know what tired means.”

My job as a hotel receptionist ended yesterday, and I know Gemma is annoyed that I didn’t help pack most of the apartment. “Drop it, Gemma.”

She does, but only because she was too busy yawning to snap back. “I guess we’re both tired.”

“Ask your porn star boyfriend to wake you up.” I make the words matter-of-fact instead of suggestive, half hoping to provoke Gemma.

“Ex-porn star,” Gemma corrects me, but she doesn’t seem bothered by my comment.

I turn away from my box to get a closer look at her. She’s turning a package of pencils over in her hands, and I’m pretty sure that big, goofy smile on her face isn’t for the brightly-colored writing utensils. The light softens her eyes, letting me almost see the memories parading behind them.

I’m not telepathic, but I don’t need to be to know she’s thinking about Cullen Roberts. Nothing and no one else can put that romantic light in her eyes and that glow in her skin. Lately, Gemma has been floating in the clouds through her own little world.

I know how she feels. I’m right up there with her, thanks to her.

See, for the first time, I’ve been given a break. A break that turned my dreams into daydreams that are about to drift into reality.

Back in high school, I worked hard toward my long-held dream of becoming a showgirl. Hell, I’m still at odds with Daddy Dearest because I couldn’t see past the fluid and sultry movements of pole dancers, even as a young teen. It’s just… what I wanted to do.

I’ve grown up. The responsibility of paying the bills and long hours built a tangle of inescapable requirements around me, and with no path ahead that led closer to a glamorous life onstage, I had to become— well, boring. A girl like any other. A girl with a typical job, a shitty apartment, a few continuing-education credits, and no free time to speak of.

As I stare at an accounting text book and laptop just a few inches from my hand, the urge to laugh bubbles in my chest, but I just shake my head instead.

I signed up for that accounting class to end the long nights working at the hotel and add to a bank account balance that almost always hovers uncomfortably close to zero. Numbers lacked the allure of the stage, but they offered a steady income and more sleep.

I’m excited as a dog greeting a soldier returned from war— internally. That doesn’t mean I can’t still use my brain.

But, I’m a dancer now. I don’t need numbers because I’ve caught the break I’ve searched for all these years, and now I’ll be living my dream at House of Stars, a soon-to-open, high-tech nightclub that’ll empty the streets of Vegas. Gemma’s boyfriend owns it and I’m headed off to dance lessons soon.

“We aren’t getting anything done,” I observe absentmindedly.

Gemma glances around, the euphoria fading from her eyes. “We need to. Rick and the truck are coming in…” Moments of rustling paper and increasingly annoyed sounds fill the silence as we search for Gemma’s phone.

I’m the one who finds it. “Three hours. No more daydreaming from either of us. Who’s going to get the coffee?”

With the aid of caffeine, we more or less manage to finish our task of packing up our apartment before the moving van arrives. A few things still sit piled on the old table and the stained carpet beneath it, but we figure they’ll be tossed into the truck on top of everything else.

I bounce my accounting book in my hands, surveying the two boxes in front of me that still have some space. One is half full of some clothes I never wear. The other now contains my laptop and some outdated electronics. I set the text book on top of the laptop.

A horn screeches from the street below the apartment building. Gemma glances out the single dingy window. “It’s Rick.”

“About time,” I mutter.

We head down the staircase. The weird smell in here always makes me wrinkle my nose, but I’m determined to focus on my bright future. I’m about to leave this place for good, and I want to have lots of good reasons to remember why I’m never coming back.

“Hey, Rick,” Gemma says, reaching for the hand Rick proffers the moment she pushes open the old, rusty door to the building. “Thanks for helping us out!”

Rick releases her hand and shakes mine as well, his grip firm and confident as befits the co-owner of a club that’s going to send ripples of excitement throughout Las Vegas. “Cullen wanted to come too, but he got stuck at the club. It’ll just be me to give our little star a hand.”

I can’t help but remind myself that I need to meet the other co-owners of House of Stars to see if they’re all as built as Cullen and Rick. His simple blue T-shirt does nothing to conceal the muscles beneath, and the way his biceps ripple when he crosses his arms makes me want to nibble my bottom lip.

If he fits the pattern I’ve become far too familiar with over the years, his body is probably all there is to appreciate about him. Doesn’t mean I can’t enjoy that beautiful surface level, though.

“You ladies will ride with me after we’ve loaded your things in the moving van, which should be here… now,” he finishes as a white van with a logo and a name indistinguishable at this distance rolls around the corner. He removes sunglasses to reveal smiling, blue-gray eyes and tucks them into the neck of his T-shirt.

Rick waves to the driver, jerks a thumb toward the door we’re standing at, and motions me and Gemma.

I don’t lead the way, allowing Gemma and Rick to brush past me. Those eyes. Where have I seen those blue-gray eyes before?

The driver of the moving van joins us and we begin to lug boxes and furniture out to the truck. It’s hard work, but my mood grows lighter with every inch of clear space that appears on the floor.

I pause, leaning against the wall next to the window under the pretence of resting. Really, I just want to think for a moment.

Rick’s face doesn’t look familiar. I’m sure I don’t know him from anywhere. But, somehow, I could swear I’ve seen those eyes before.

“Damn,” Gemma says from beside me, doing what I refused to do and catching her bottom lip in her teeth as she joins me at the window.

Below, a line of sweat plasters Rick’s shirt to his shoulder blades as he lifts our dresser into the van. His muscles writhe against the damp fabric like untamed beasts.

“Kinda makes you wonder what’s underneath the shirt. And what’s inside the pants,” she adds with a mischievous grin that changes quickly to suggestive innocence. “Or that’s what I would notice if I was single. And horny. And had killer hips. And had blonde hair. And was named Taylor.”

“I get the point,” I silence her. “I’m not into him. I just….” I shake my head and turn away from the window. “Never mind.”

“Oh come on, Taylor. Men are like life in Vegas. Once you’ve had a taste, you can’t just quit.”

“If he hears you, I’ll have to find a way to pay rent by myself because I’m shoving you out the window,” I mutter sharply. “Just because you’re into older men doesn’t mean everyone else is.”

She shoots me a surprised, hurt look and pushes past me to reach for a box.

“Gemma, stop,” I call after her, catching her arm as guilt spears my heart. “You know I don’t mean that. Anyway, Rick isn’t into me either. He hasn’t looked at my ass once. Mine’s not as sexy as yours, but in these yoga pants?” I shift my hips and place my hands on them, showing off my figure.

Gemma sizes me up and gives me a slight, sideways nod, the smile returning to her face. “He’s got to be crazy not to go for that. Unless he’s not into pussy, you know?”

“Shhh,” I hush her sternly, although we’re both laughing. Footsteps echo on the stairs outside.

Rick walks in and surveys the room, sweat beading on his forehead. “Phew, it’s hot out there. Think we’re about done though. Good thing too, because I’m meeting my cousin in an hour.” He responds to Gemma’s curious look with an explanation. “We’ve just hired him to replace an electrical contractor who quit. We got lucky with him, especially with the renovations being so close to completion.”

Rick is right about the state of our task. There are only four boxes and the table left now; somehow, the single room seems even smaller with nothing in it. Gemma and I each take two boxes while Rick handles the table alone. Rick and the driver deposit these last items into the van while I run back upstairs to lock the apartment and drop our keys through the office window, then Rick leads the way to his Mercedes Benz.

Gemma and I glance at each other and sit down gingerly on the fine seats.

As Rick starts the car, I look up at the bare window of our old apartment and vow to never have to live in a place like that again.

Tonight, I’ll sleep in my own bedroom.

Tomorrow, I’ll dance my ass off, and I’ll be even better than in my daydreams.