Bennett slowly unknots his tie. My heart hammers in my chest. This is really happening. He’s actually going to let me fuck him.

I’ve been thinking about this all week — what it would finally mean if we went through with this. Part of me was sure Bennett would shut it down. After all, that’s what I would do. Isn’t it?

I wet my throat with a swallow of champagne. Bennett takes a step towards Lila and wraps his arms around her, kissing her passionately. Lila responds as she always does when one of us kisses her — she melts against him, sighing softly. It’s hot as hell knowing we both have such an immediate effect on her.

But right now it’s Bennett I can’t take my eyes off of. Lila works her small fingers along the buttons of his shirt, making quick work of them, and then tugging the fabric down off his shoulders. His broad, smooth chest is bare and I ache to run my own hands over it, the way Lila is doing.

Instead I set my glass down on the table next to the ice bucket. I cross the room towards them, standing behind Lila and swooping her hair off her neck so I can plant a line of kisses along her shoulders.

I tug the zipper down on her dress and revel in the sight of her naked back. Her skin is as flawless as silk, as smooth and white as fresh cream, except for a dusting of freckles at the base of her neck.

I run my tongue along her skin as her dress slips from her body. She’s not wearing a bra, so the only scrap of fabric remaining on her body is her black thong. With her heels still on, her ass looks pert and firm. I cup my hands around those full globes, massaging her cheeks until she moans against Bennett’s mouth.

My cock is already stiffening, and I rub it against her ass now. She shimmies back towards me, nuzzling against my dick.

The three of us slowly make our way towards the bed that way. Unable to release our hold on each other, or unwilling. When we reach the bed, I push Lila gently down.

“Take off your panties,” I tell her, my voice rough. “And then spread your legs.”

She does as I command, leaving on the heels. Good girl. She sits back on the bed, leaning against the mountain of pillows. She doesn’t take her eyes off Bennett and me as she slowly spreads her legs, exposing her glistening pussy.

God damn, that’s a sweet sight. I lick my lips, already hungry for her, but I want this for Bennett. I want to loosen him up a little first.

As if he can read my mind, Bennett is already shedding the rest of his clothes. He climbs onto the bed with Lila, kneeling between her legs. He tips her chin up and kisses her first, letting his hands roam across her naked body. I slowly unbutton my shirt while I watch them.

Bennett finally starts kissing his way down her body, suckling at her rosy nipples and tweaking them between his teeth. Lila murmurs her encouragement as he goes, but every once in a while she sneaks a glance at me. I wonder if she’s second-guessing her request from the other day.

Well, it’s too late for second guessing. This is happening.

Finally, Bennett crouches between Lila’s knees and flicks his tongue against her clit. She gasps when he does, and all her attention is now on the man between her thighs. I finish stripping off my clothes while I watch them, and for a minute I just stand there, enjoying the sight of Bennett going down on her while she writhes on the bed. My rock-hard dick is in my hand and I stroke it slowly while they go at it.

But tonight’s not about watching. I make my way over to the small ledge, where I spotted the bottle of lube. Christ, where the hell did Bennett get this? Costco? It’s fucking huge.

I chuckle softly to myself. I can’t say I blame him — if I was in his position, I’d be stocking up too.

Now I take the bottle and climb onto the bed with them. Bennett tenses when he feels my weight shift the bed, but Lila brings his head back down to her pussy. Her legs are shaking and there’s a fine sheen covering her milky white skin. Her breath comes in short adorable pants.

I look down at Bennett. In this position, his ass is pretty exposed, which is exactly what I’d had in mind.

I take a moment. Because once this happens, there’s no going back. Somehow, deep down, I know that. Once Bennett and I cross this line, nothing will ever be the same.

Fuck it. Life is for changing.

I squeeze out a generous dot of lube, and coat my finger with it. I lean against his back, his muscles rippling under my forearms.

“You ready for this?” I growl.

Lila’s eyes widen as she realizes what’s happening. For a second Bennett doesn’t say anything. I can feel him breathing, the way his back rises and falls.

“Fuck yeah, I’m ready,” he finally breathes, before burying himself back in Lila’s pussy.

Good man.

I add an extra dollop of lube to his ass and use my finger to massage it around. I take a deep breath before I finally push against his tight ring. He opens, just enough for me to slip my knuckle in.

“Shit,” I hear Bennett curse under his breath. A soft groan escapes his lips. I push my finger deeper, moving it around as I stretch him.

When I think he’s ready, I add another drop of lube and another finger. I repeat the process, letting him acclimatize to my presence and then stretching him even further. He keeps his attention focused on Lila’s pussy, but every once in a while I feel him stop and just breathe into what I’m doing.

Lila’s whimpers start to reach a fever pitch, and she grabs Bennett’s dark hair and pulls him closer towards her cunt. Bennett laps at her hungrily while she bucks, and I use the moment to start thrusting my fingers in and out of his ass. He’s taking me easier now.

I think he’s ready.

When Lila’s orgasm subsides, she looks up at me, as if for direction.

“Bennett’s going to fuck you now,” I tell her, and she nods. She pulls him up towards her for a kiss, as I grab the lube again.

I coat my dick with it, stroking slowly while I watch them kiss. The room smells thick with sex already.

I grab Lila’s ankles and pull her down the bed a bit, positioning her under Bennett. She automatically reaches for his hips, pulling him to her.

He pushes inside her, into her tight wet channel, and even though I know he must want to thrust against her, he stills, waiting.

Because he knows what’s coming.

I kneel on the bed, between his thighs. I line my cock up against his asshole, pressing against his entrance. His back muscles ripple again as he tenses. I put my palm against his spine, stroking him a few times, trying to calm him.

I’m still nuzzling my dick against him, pressing a little harder each time. Again, I pause, wondering if this is really something we’re ready to go through with.

“Do it, Sam,” Bennett commands.

I bristle at his instruction, but my cock has a mind of its own right now. All I want to do is sink inside his tight ass, to be the first to claim him, to finally hold him under my thumb.

I push my dick against his tight hole and this time I lean into it. I hold the base with one hand, keeping myself steady, and I keep my other hand on his back to steady him.

The moment he yields to me is one I’ll have forever seared into my brain. His tight ring opening for my cock. His body becoming mine. Bennett, Lila and me together, becoming one.

My eyes roll back into my head as I sink completely into him. He’s so fucking tight, tighter than anything I’ve experienced. Even with the lube, it’s a struggle to push all the way in — until I finally push past a certain point. Then it becomes easy, his body almost suctioning me inside.

“Fuck,” I grunt, just as Bennett groans. I keep one hand on his back and put the other on his hips so I can hold him in place as I start to slowly slide out. His ass is like a vise around my cock, squeezing me tighter than a fist.

Bennett gives me a minute to find a rhythm and then he slowly starts moving his hips in time with mine, sinking his cock in and out of Lila’s pussy as I thrust into him. We move together, the three of us.

I can’t see Bennett’s face, but I can see Lila’s, and she looks … awed. That’s the only way I think to describe it. Her lips are parted, her eyes dark, and she twists her nipples between her fingers as she watches me fuck Bennett.

The amount of pleasure coursing through me is almost more than I can bear. This whole thing is so fucking erotic and so … unexpected. A month ago, I never would have imagined being here with Lila, never mind Bennett. Yet somehow they’ve both clawed their way into my life, into my heart.

The thought startles me. No fucking way is Bennett McCardiff getting any piece of my heart. My cock, sure. But that’s where it begins and ends.

I slam into his ass, hard, as if I’m punishing him for the thought that just ran through my mind. I grip his hips and pummel into him, forcing him to take every long, thick, hard inch of me.

He does. His body bends under my touch, but he just grunts, slamming just as hard into Lila. The three of us move frantically now, like we’re trying to grasp something that hovers just out of reach.

Lila is the first to go, her whimpers turning into siren wails. Somehow, even though I’m not touching her, I can almost feel her clench around me as she comes.

I’m determined for Bennett to come next, even though I have to steel myself, willing myself not to explode just yet. My balls are churning, tightening up against my body, ready to lead me over the edge.

I slam into Bennett again. I focus on pushing him over the edge instead of me — maybe it’s an ego thing, but I have to know that this is good for him before I can truly let go.

Lila pulls him into a kiss as he pushes into her cunt once, twice, three times. Again, I can feel the moment it happens, as if he clenches tighter around me as he comes. He groans, his whole body rippling and shuddering under my hands, against my cock.

I’m satisfied that he came, but more relieved that I can finally let go myself now. I thrust into Bennett’s ass again, burying myself up to the hilt, and then I let the climax wash over me. My balls tighten and release, and then I’m unleashing everything I have into his tight cavity. For a second my pulse drops so low that I think I’m going to pass out. My vision goes black, and I concentrate on just riding the wave of pleasure, not caring in that moment if it takes me straight to oblivion.

A few seconds later, I can see again. I slowly draw my cock out. Semen spills out of Bennett’s stretched asshole, and it’s probably the hottest thing I’ve ever seen in my life.

He collapses onto Lila, and she strokes his hair gently. I drop backwards next to Lila, catching my breath as I look up at the hotel room ceiling. My breathing is still ragged, but the hoarse sounds are echoed by Lila and Bennett. I think all of us are still a little stunned right now.

Lila moves her hand along Bennett’s cheek.

“You okay?” She asks softly. I can’t see his face but I see him nod his head. I breathe out in relief. I guess I was more worried than I thought.

Lila touches my hand next.

“And you?”

“Fine,” I say gruffly. Because I am. Fine, that is. Why wouldn’t I be?

“That was intense,” she says, more to herself than anything.

I don’t answer, because she’s right. It was intense. And wrong and insane and filthy fucking hot.

I stroke my fingers along Lila’s cheek. It’s sweet that she’s worrying about us, but I want her to know she doesn’t have to. Bennett and I are both big boys and the last thing I want is for her to be worrying about our feelings.

I lean over to kiss her, running my lips across hers, stroking her tongue with mine. As we kiss, Bennett rolls off her, onto the empty swath of bed beside her. He lies there facing the ceiling, not looking at us. Not looking at me.

I want to reach for him, but I don’t.

This is still too new. Too uncertain. Too totally fucking confusing.

I don’t know what Bennett needs but I know I’m probably not the one to give it to him.