Chapter 8
Jayden
After cutting the engine, we exit my car and meet at the front steps of her house. Not wanting the night to be over I gesture with my arm for her to take a seat.
“Let’s chat.”
“Chat?”
“Yes, chat. Who is Georgie? I want to know everything about you.”
“What do you want to know? I’m pretty boring.”
There’s something I’ve wanted to ask her about for the past few months. It may be taboo or frowned upon as a topic of conversation on our first date, but I need to know how it was.
“Talk to me about the cult. What it was like, how it was.”
She laughs. “That isn’t even close to what I thought you were going to ask me. Where do I begin?” She looks a little nervous and I don’t want her to feel uncomfortable around me. When I throw my arm around her shoulders, she leans into me a little.
“Wherever you want gorgeous.”
“Alright. I grew up polygamist, you must know what that is. Numerous wives. One husband.” She takes a deep breath and I pull her closer. “For the most part, these types of people can be harmless. But in my case, there was a guy that got a big head and branched off starting his own religion of sorts based off of polygamy. The compound they called it. Most of the people in the community never left the land. That was the case for me up until I escaped for a brief few weeks. Oh, and now. Mr. Caldwell was the most current leader after Mr. Sumner died. Every generation or so they have a ceremony when a round of babies are born. A Commitment Circle. You see, the members could only have babies during certain times. Twice a year you had a month to conceive and if you failed you were punished. My parents were lucky enough to have me and Ash filling their quota and duty as they called it. Every couple was expected to produce two children so the compound would never fade out. Gwen was unable to have children. After numerous years of trying to get pregnant, and being punished because she couldn’t, they deemed her infertile and she became an outsider. Between Ash being taken away by Gran and being unable to carry a child, she was treated terribly. I’d almost feel bad for her if she didn’t treat me so terribly.”
“What did she do?” I try to get her to continue on.
“Name calling mostly. She didn’t start getting physical with me until I became a teenager. Most of the time my real mom would step in and protect me, but that just made her do it when she wasn’t around. I remember the fights they used to get into over me and for some reason, my dad always sided with Gwen. I remember the look of devastation on my mother’s face. So anyways, our family was kind of like what you call a black sheep. Because of that punishments were devastating and we got the crap end of the stick numerous times.”
“All that because Ashlyn was taken away from your parents? Why did they care so much?”
“You know Ashlyn was supposed to marry Mr. Caldwell, right?” I nod my head. “That was predetermined at the Commitment Circle. The same one that he was chosen as the future leader of the group. By law, he wasn’t supposed to date or even look at another woman other than Ash. And he waited the entire time. Even when the elders ruled that he could find another wife when they lost hope that Ashlyn would be brought back. No, he was on my parents to try and find her every second of the day. That’s why they pursued her whereabouts so hard. Gwen was constantly telling me I’d never be as special as Ashlyn. That I was worthless to the compound.”
“I really wish you didn’t have to go through all of that baby.”
“I know.” She whispers.
“You don’t seem to hold a lot of resentment towards your mom.”
“Because I don’t.” She sighs. “It kills me that she’s in prison, she doesn’t belong there. Let’s talk more about this some other time.”
“Whatever you want pretty girl.”
We sit there on her stairs for a while before she places her hand on my thigh. It’s an innocent touch, but the dicktater is none too pleased that I haven’t made a move yet. He’s not used to being celibate and he’s letting me know by shoving himself up against the zipper of my pants. Painfully.
I turn her head towards me and place a kiss to the corner of her mouth, then the other before locking them on her lips. Kissing Georgie is a different feeling for me. I can’t get enough. As my tongue slides in her mouth she grips my shirt into her fists trying to pull me closer.
And my dick grows even more when I hear her whimper quietly. He’d happily live balls deep in a warm muff forever and ever if he could. Warmly snug as a bug in a rug right up in the ol’ banana basket. I wouldn’t mind that either, although I’m sure Georgie might have a problem with it. Especially on our first date. But I’m desperate for something.
When she was rubbing me under the table earlier, I almost came in my damn pants like a prepubescent teen. Fuck, I’m so hard right now just thinking about it. The thrill of being in public and adding the fact that I haven’t had any action in weeks is really throwing off my stamina. I think I need to up my masturbation game before I embarrass myself.
I pull her onto my lap and when I feel the warm heat coming off her my self-control almost takes a vacation. If I don’t get a taste of that sweet valley between her thighs, I may die. Keel over and go full on rigor mortis as I sit here. Having her pinned up against my car on the side of the road almost had me embarrassing myself once again. I can’t remember ever feeling so on edge over a girl.
“It’s your call Sunshine.” She pulls back and looks deep in thought. Hopefully thoughts of me touching her, fuck I hope she wants it as bad as I do.
“What do you mean?”
“I’m going to be honest and very blunt. If I come in, I plan on owning you… with my mouth. I’m going to get all up in there and I don’t plan on stopping until you call out my name for a good few hours.”
Her mouth’s moving but no words are escaping. My girls speechless.
“Um… you see. I’ve never… The thing is…”
“Baby, I know you’ve never been with anyone before. Just knowing I’ll be the first to taste your pussy, shit I’m so fucking hard.” I lean back and rub my aching balls. “They hurt, they physically ache babe. But that’s all I want to do. I need you to ride my face.”
“I’m sorry?”
She’s adorable and now it’s time to get this show on the road. I pull her up with me as I stand and lead her to the front door. When she gets out her keys her hands are visibly shaking.
“Georgie?”
But she won’t look at me. I don’t want her to be scared of me or what’s to come. Maybe I laid it on a little thick, but I’m a say it like you mean it guy. Filtering my thoughts has never been a strong suit for me and clearly my whole I need to taste you now speech freaked her the fuck out.
Placing my hands on either side of her face, I lean down and plant a chaste kiss to her lips. “You aren’t ready for this beautiful. So, to finish your first date experience, this is me kissing you goodnight and wishing you sweet dreams.”
“But you said…”
“It doesn’t matter what I said. I can wait and I will. For however long it takes. You know what I realized tonight?”
She shakes her head no.
“You’re worth it. So whether it be a month or a year, the balls in your court baby. I’m at your mercy and for once in my life, I’m set on being with one woman. Don’t tell my brothers though, they’ll never let me live it down.” I laugh. “We’re going at your speed, whatever you choose.”
“Thank you.” She whispers.
I lean forward and plant a sweet kiss on her lips. “Goodnight Sunshine. Have sweet dreams, I know I will.”
And with that I kiss her hand and leave in the direction of my car hoping that I fulfilled every wish she had for a first date. I find myself wanting to make all of her firsts memorable.
This girl. She does something to me and I can’t say I don’t hate it. Even if my dick hates me.