Chapter 54

 

Ava

 

 

SEEING HIM STANDING in the shower, with the water dripping over his hard, muscular body, took my breath away. Then, when I glanced down at his thick, hard cock, I felt my core tighten and flutter with desire.

Damn, it was hard to breathe…

I finished lathering the soap on my body as he stared at me like a hungry wolf.

“You sure you don’t want any help with that?” he asked.

I lowered the soap and began cleaning between my legs, where it was already wet and slick from being so turned on.

“You’re punishing me, aren’t you?” he growled, staring at my hand. “That’s what this is. Fuck, I can’t take it much longer, Ava.”

I dropped the soap and let the water clean the remaining suds from my skin. I hadn’t been trying to punish anyone. I just wanted to see if being in control could help me get over my frigidness. I’d never truly enjoyed sex and hadn’t ever reached an orgasm—even by myself. But, by the way I was responding to Jayce, I felt like it could be different. Better. At that moment, my body was buzzing with so much excitement, I could barely stand.

“I want to take this slow,” I murmured, moving closer to him. “Just, bear with me, okay?”

He nodded.

I pressed my hands against his chest and I felt him tighten under my fingertips. I began moving my palms over the hard ridges of his muscles and leaned up to kiss him.

Jayce’s lips crashed over mine with the urgency of a starving animal finding food. His tongue plunged into my mouth and he growled in the back of his throat as our naked bodies came together. His raging hard-on pressed between us against my stomach, and I could feel it throbbing.

  He tore his mouth away from mine. “Please, let me touch you…”

As much as I wanted to feel his hands on me, I knew it needed to be done my way. I had to be in control. “That’s not what we agreed on,” I said, moving my hand down his chiseled chest and tight abs. I went further, touching the soft nestle of curls just below his penis and he released a hiss.

“Fuck, you’re going to make me come and you haven’t touched my cock yet.”  

Smiling, I cupped his balls. “Does this feel good?”

He stared down at me with a pained look on his face. “Are you trying to be cruel?”

“Sorry. Just a little longer,” I said, wanting to touch him freely before he took over. I could tell by the way his body was coiled that our lovemaking was going to be primal and fast. Part of me ached for steady, hard thrusts. The other part wanted him to go slow.

I gripped his cock and it felt both hard and soft under my palm. I loved how I caused him to growl as my hand moved up and down his shaft. Suddenly, he grabbed my hand, stopping me.

“Ava. Let me touch you. Please. Let me make love to you.”

“You won’t be able to. Nobody can,” I replied with a weak smile.

“Nobody has tried hard enough then,” he said, rubbing his thumb on my wrist. “Now, open up to me. Please, give me a chance.”

I nodded.

Before I could blink, Jayce had his hands around my waist and was kissing me again.