Chapter Six

 

When we arrived at Rick’s there were two bored-looking guys sitting in a dark-blue sedan outside his gates. The gates swung open and I noticed the color begin to return to his knuckles as we crunched up the gravel.

As soon as we stepped into the house and he’d done his ritual with the alarm system, he gathered me into his arms.

“I’m so sorry, so fucking sorry about this, Dana,” he whispered into my hair. “I never meant for this to happen.”

“It’s not your fault.”

He pulled back just far enough to look down into my face. “Yeah it is. I was stubborn, refusing to let her crazy effect my life. I was determined to carry on as normal, working, playing…dating. Okay, some extra security lined up but I just accepted that as part of my job and being a public figure.” His eyes were tortured with the weight of regret and responsibility.

“Rick, shh,” I said, the tip of my index finger resting on his lower lip and over his soul patch. “You had every right to carry on as normal. As you said to me last week, if you didn’t she’d be winning.”

“But she’s not going to be content until she has won and now she’s threatened I’m real mad, like fucking seething mad.” He released me and stepped away, his fists clenched and his spine straight as a steel rod. “I just want to go ’round and fucking punch her, but I can’t because she a goddamn woman. What kind of man would that make me?”

“The police will pick her up.” I wrung my hands and shifted my feet. “Then it will all be over.” Fury was blazing from him and his anger infiltrated the hallway as if it were another physical presence. He was so damn big and I didn’t want to get in the way if he was about to lose it.

His hands stretched open and he leaned forward and placed them flat on the wall. Hung his head down and became utterly still. “Shit,” he muttered after several long seconds. “What if she had hurt you today? I’d never have forgiven myself.”

I stepped up to him and placed a hand between his sharply angled shoulder blades. “But she didn’t, I’m fine.” I ran my palm down to the small of his back. A thrill wound through me as I remembered doing the same thing the night before when his taut skin had been laced with sweat from our exertions. “I’m fine, she didn’t hurt me, just scared me, and I’ve been scared before. I’ll be okay.”

He released the wall and straightened, forcing me to lift my hand from his back. “That’s just it,” he said, gently pinching my chin between his index finger and thumb. “I don’t want you to be scared, harassed or worried even for a millisecond because of me. I just wanna make you feel good.”

I smiled. “Like you did last night?”

“Yeah, like I did last night.”

With relief I saw a shift in his expression as memories of last night moved through his mind.

I wound my arms around his waist and squeezed up against him. “Do you have to go back for practice?” I asked softly.

He frowned. “And leave you alone? Hell, no.” He pulled me tighter. “Luckily I wasn’t on the ice when you called. I was in a meeting with Fergal and just about to head to the locker room and get changed, otherwise it would have taken me even longer to get to you.”

“So that means,” I twitched my eyebrows, “we can enjoy celebrating the rest of your birthday together, here, now.”

“Some fucking birthday. We’re under house arrest.”

I pouted. “What did you say to me last night about turning negatives into positives?”

One side of his mouth twitched and his eyes brightened. “So you were listening.”

“Of course, now come on, let’s grab a coffee, then you can have your present.” His lips touched mine.

“Mmm, I like the sound of that.”

There were doughnuts in the fridge so I set them on a plate. Rick sipped coffee and made a call to Fergal as I munched a Krispy Kreme.

He finally set aside his cell, just as the intercom system buzzed.

“Hopefully that’ll be your stuff,” he said, pacing from the room.

I heard his voice in the hallway then the front door opened and shut. He was back within two minutes, just as I was licking frosting from my fingers. He popped half a doughnut into his mouth and, chewing, touched the crease of my lip with his thumb. A tremble of desire went through me. Just the simple act of him removing sugar from my mouth was enough to create a spark of lust.

What is it about this guy? He’s a goddamn walking aphrodisiac.

“You want to head upstairs?” I asked, trying to keep the desperate need out of my voice. “For your present?”

He swallowed and shook his head. “Not upstairs.” His eyelids were heavy as he dropped his gaze down my body.

I nodded at the marble over his right shoulder. “I’m not fancying that much,” I said. “Cold and hard.”

“Not what I was thinking, either,” he said in a deep, rumbling tone, setting his half-eaten doughnut on the counter.

I raised my eyebrows. “The spa?”

“Mmm, might keep that in mind for later.” He grinned wickedly, his dimples digging into his cheeks.

I tipped my head. “So what were you thinking, Captain?”

He linked his fingers with mine and lifted my knuckles to his lips. He hesitated, then, “I want you to dance for me, Dana.”

Dance!

My heart rate trebled and, phew, it had been thudding pretty fast anyway. “I…I don’t know, Rick, it’s been a long time. So long…too long.”

He swept his tongue over his lips. “The girls were sweet yesterday but the thought of you, my own private dancer performing, is one hell of a turn-on.” His voice lowered. “I can get hard for you then make love to you afterward, and that, wild thing, is one hell of a fantasy.” His lips brushed my knuckles again. “Which you could realize…on my birthday.”

My mouth went dry and my stomach churned. I shook my head. “It’s not who I am anymore. I left that part of my life behind. I told you, I’m a new person now.”

“But why leave such amazing skills behind? It doesn’t make sense.” He widened his eyes challengingly.

“I don’t think they’re amazing skills. Dancing around a pole?”

He chuckled. “I think ninety percent of the male population would consider it a very good skill indeed.”

“And the other ten?”

“Gay.” He shrugged nonchalantly.

I untangled my hand from his and walked to the window, stared out at the gravel driveway and the neat lawn. It was a scorching day. The sun burned down onto the palm trees lining his grounds and sent shimmers of heat rising from the roof of his car.

Dance for Rick? At the pole?

If I was honest, I had no doubts that I could still do it. I was supple and fit thanks to regular trips to the gym. But let old Dana resurface and do her thing with Rick watching? Was that a sensible idea?

He stepped in close behind me, his voice quiet by my ear. “If you don’t want to, that’s fine.” He wound his arms around me and the hard tendons of his forearms brushed the lower curve of my breasts.

I leaned in to him. It was amazing how quickly our bodies had become so comfortable together.

“I just thought,” he said, “since the pole is there, and it’s just you and me…and it’s not like I haven’t seen your hot little body naked already, it might be kind of fun.”

Turning within his arms, I looked up into his handsome face. His brow was creased with concern though his eyes still brimmed with hope.

“I’m not sure,” I said quietly.

His lips touched mine. “Forget it, wild thing. I don’t want you to do something you’re not okay with. If you don’t want to do it then I don’t want to either. Let’s go upstairs.”

I tightened my hands around his biceps. “No,” I said, “I’ll do it.”

His nostrils flared slightly as he smoothed his hands into the curve of my back and tugged me close. “Are you sure?”

Aware of his erection prodding my stomach, I hardened my determination and prayed I wouldn’t regret letting bad Dana surface. “Yes,” I said. “But give me half an hour to change and warm up.”

He released me and his fists balled at his side. “Half an hour,” he said in a strained voice.

“Yes.”

He walked from the room.

“Where are you going?” I called after him.

“To the gym and then for a damn cold shower. I’m gonna need all the stamina I can muster for this.”

 

 

Alone in the cinema room, I fiddled with the complicated stereo system and opted for Norah Jones. Her soft, wistful voice trickled through the ruby lighting of the room and soothed my nerves.

Stepping up onto the stage, I curved my hands around the cool metal of the pole and sucked in a deep breath. It had been a long time since the chill of smooth steel had seeped into my palms.

Gently swaying my hips to the melancholy tune, I tossed my hair over my shoulders and glanced down at my new white underwear, which fortunately had been in the delivered suitcase. The bra was balcony style and pushed my breasts upward. The slightly spilling flesh shivered softly as I moved. The panties were thong and had pretty lace detail over the hips. Teamed with high silver stilettoes, the look was virginal and naughty all at the same time. I liked it. It felt right. I hoped Rick would like it, too.

Reaching one hand above my head, I locked my elbow straight, pushed off and swung one-eighty in a spiral, landing on my heels. Easy. I hooked the back of both my legs around the pole and completed a high three-sixty with one arm flung out behind me. It was like flying, gliding through the air.

I took a fast step, jumped and reached higher still. Winding my limbs around the metal, I arched my back, dropped my head, kept on spinning until I wanted to stop. Around and around I went. It was freeing, liberating, and soon my love of dancing took over. It had been ballet to begin with at an after-school program, then more modern street styles, cheerleading for a while. I had been good at that, fearless at throwing myself into the acrobatics. I guessed all of that added up to being a pretty good pole dancer, not that I had any certificates for it. But dancing was a part of me, a part of my soul. It was something else I’d been denying myself for too long.

Suddenly white light from the hallway poured into the darkened room.

I stopped.

Rick stepped in.

The door shut with a resounding bang.

My stomach was full of butterflies, but I wasn’t sure if they were the result of desire or anticipation—the anticipation of showcasing my moves, strutting my stuff.

He strode into the room, right to the front and folded down into the center chair, his eyes never once leaving mine, his body as tense as a primed bull.

“Do you know the rules?” I asked, leaning back against the pole with one knee bent and my heel resting on the metal.

“Remind me.”

I licked my lips, slowly, from one corner to the other. “No touching, just watching.”

He nodded and swallowed, his Adam’s apple bobbing low. I couldn’t help but wonder just what I was about to unleash. His face was dark and shadowed, his knees apart, and his fingers were digging into the arms of the chair so hard the plush material had dented inward.

It was too late to change my mind.

I didn’t want to change my mind.

Rolling my hips, I walked around the pole, trailing my fingers on the cool surface as though caressing it. When I had my back to him I squatted low, folding my legs beneath me with the pole hard against my spine. Slowly I smoothed back up, reached high and flung myself into a three-sixty, one leg out straight, the other around the pole. When I landed, I gripped and stepped around it, rolling my hips to the music with each exaggerated step and locking my gaze with his, gauging what he thought of my first move.

His breath hitched, his lips tightened into a straight line.

I pivoted, turned my back to him and gave him a good view of my thonged butt as I rotated my hips. The pace of the music picked up and I lunged into a series of complex spins, twisting and flexing, my arms and legs clinging to the pole, my back arched, my hair flowing. I’d been worried that memories from the clubs would fill my mind but it wasn’t like that. It was just me and Rick and my love of dancing.

I went for a single-handed fly, both legs spread around the pole in a side split and only one hand clinging on. Flashing the gusset of my thong, I swung around twice, three times, head tilted, the speed floating my hair behind me.

Coming to a graceful halt, I strutted provocatively to the edge of the stage and reached for the front clasp of my bra. Slowly I unhooked it. It shimmied down my arms and with a flourish I tossed it at him. The white material landed on his lap and he fisted it, never once taking his eyes from my exposed breasts.

I began to dance again, enjoying myself now, showing off. My breasts were soft and free as I moved, the air on my nipples made them spike and when they touched the pole the coolness darted through my flesh with extra intensity.

Jumping high, I grasped tight and leaned right back, my spine curved and my hair, I guessed, skimming the floor. Upside down, I studied his darkening expression. His jaw was set, his eyes flared with hunger. My panties dampened and my pussy clenched. He looked so dangerous, so primitive, a huge pile of barely harnessed lust watching me, waiting to take me.

I shivered even though I was hot from exertion.

Stretching my legs apart again, I performed a strength-hungry windmill maneuver and landed facing him, gripping the pole above my head. I pulled in a breath. My cleavage held beads of sweat, my breaths were rapid.

Trapping his gaze with mine, I squatted down once more, this time facing him with my knees together as my butt hit my heels. I tipped one side of my mouth into a smile— I knew he was going to enjoy this next bit. Placing one hand over my cheekbone, I lightly brushed my fingertips over my parted lips, tugging them slightly, then dropped them to the hollow of my throat. His gaze followed my fingers as though hypnotized. I moved lower, circled and tweaked my left nipple, pulled it to a hard point with my thumb and index finger then repeated the process with the right.

He shifted on his seat, his mouth twitched.

I skimmed my hand over my belly to the waistband of my panties. Stretching my knees wide, I exposed the thin, damp gusset of my thong. “Is this what you’re waiting for?” I asked, tucking my finger into the material between my pussy and the juncture of my thigh but being careful not to expose myself.

“Hell, yeah,” he all but growled.

“Are you sure?”

“Show me…now.”

I hesitated, just to tease him, just to prolong his agony. Then I tugged the gusset of my panties to reveal my pussy. I was sure he’d be able to see my desire for him glistening on my soft folds, and that he’d be able to smell the scent of my arousal.

He swiped his tongue over his bottom lip and his gaze heated me to boiling point. “You’re so damn beautiful,” he said in a low, thick voice. “So fucking beautiful.”

I juddered in a breath, my clit was throbbing as if his gaze were a real caress brushing over my pussy. After holding the pose for a full ten seconds, I slid my gusset back into position and snaked my spine back up the pole so I was standing again.

It was time to move our game up a level. Stepping down from the stage, I stood before him as he death-gripped the arms of the chair.

“Are you enjoying your birthday present?” I asked, raising my eyebrows.

“Hell, yeah,” he said. “But it’s getting kinda painful.”

I glanced at his groin. There was a definite space issue going on in his jeans.

“So you won’t want any more of this then.” I smiled and threaded my arms behind my neck, lifted my long mane of hair above my head and rolled my hips like a belly dancer, spinning until I’d turned my back on him.

I bent over double, exposing the cleft of my ass and the thong settled deep within it. The pose was so naughty that blood rushed to my cheeks as I stroked my hands down my shins and shifted my butt left to right, mischievously tempting him because he wasn’t allowed to touch me.

Suddenly big hands curled around my hips and yanked me backward.

“Hey,” I said, quickly slipping from his grasp. “The rules, remember?”

“Fuck the rules.” He got to his feet and tried to grab me again.

I shook my head and stepped out of reach. “Oh no, rules are there for a reason.” I tilted my chin. “Sit down.”

His nostrils flared and his jaw clenched. His chest expanded as he dragged in a breath. But after a moment of indecision, he settled into the plush chair once again. Every muscle in his body primed for action.

“That’s it,” I said soothingly, dropping to my knees in front of him. I rested my hands on his thighs and eased his legs apart, glanced at his groin again.

“I’m going to have zip marks imprinted on my dick forever,” he groaned.

“Sounds painful.”

“It’s fucking killing me.”

I smiled. “Sweet way to die, though.”

“You reckon?” He shifted on the seat.

I shuffled in between his long, broad thighs and brushed my knuckles over his straining shaft.

He hissed in a breath.

“You want me to help out with your problem?”

“Feel free, any time,” he said in a strangled voice.

Reaching for his fly, I released it. Tugged at the zipper and drew it downward though it needed yanking a little, it was so stretched by the bulging erection beneath. This caused it to jerk, eliciting yet another groan from Rick as he dropped his head back on the chair.

“Lift,” I instructed.

He did as I’d asked and I dragged his jeans so they were at his thighs. I pulled in the scent of hot, aroused male and gazed at his thick cock tenting his navy boxers. There was a round drip of moisture near the waistband.

I curled my palm around his shaft, feeling him through the soft material. His body tensed and I snatched in a breath as my pussy trembled. He was so damn big.

Lifting back the waistband, I revealed his darkened head and wide slit, pulled the elastic lower and released the shaft. Corded with bulging veins, it bobbed toward me from his tangle of jet-black pubic hair.

Thrilled to be this up close and personal with such a fabulous cock, I dipped the tip of my finger into his slit, spreading the glistening drip of pre-cum over the head.

“Ah, baby,” he whispered. “The smallest touch from you makes me wanna come.”

Good.

I curled my hands around his shaft and slid to the base. Gripping as near to the root as possible, I squeezed, tight, until I could feel his powerful pulse against my palm.

“Ah, fuck.” He groaned and gripped my shoulders. “Didn’t you hear what I just said?”

I looked up at him. “Hands back on the chair,” I ordered.

A muscle flexed in his jaw. I didn’t think he was going to obey but after a moment he death-gripped the chair-arms once more. “Be really fucking careful,” he warned.

Careful, no, careful is for wimps.

I dropped my head and stuck out my tongue, swiped up a new drop of pre-cum balanced in his slit and pressed it to my palate. Finally, I fed my hunger for him. His flavor was divine, masculine and spicy. He was the most delicious man I’d ever tasted. There was sweetness to it, an honest sweetness that I didn’t think I’d ever get enough of.

Consumed with a sudden impatience, I opened my mouth around the chunky width of his glans and sucked him in. Then, sliding down fast, much faster than I knew he’d expect, I took him until his head hit my throat.

“Ah, Jesus fucking Christ,” he hissed, his hips jerking and his hands threading into my hair. “Ah, Dana, good God, what are you doing to me?”

His tortured pleasure shot sparks of lust to my clit, my breasts and everywhere in between. I allowed his hands to stay in my hair, wanting him touching me, wanting to feel his hands on me. Reaching down, I cupped his balls and rolled their roundness within the loose sac of soft skin they were encased in.

His legs tensed around me and a deeply expelled breath breezed over my naked back. I bobbed up, let him almost slip from my mouth while my other hand rubbed at his shaft, then I dipped back down, deeper this time, the corners of my mouth stretching almost painfully.

“Ah, ah,” he panted as I drew in air through my nose and curved my tongue around his shaft.

I set up a quick tempo of drawing him in then almost releasing him. I didn’t know who this was more of a treat for, him or me. I was having a great time. Delicious darts of pleasure were shooting to my clit, the beginning of my own climb to climax.

Pausing in my swift movements, I held the base of his cock, laved around his glans with the tip of my tongue, scooped into his slit then tickled his sensitive frenulum.

“Wild thing, you’re fucking torturing me,” he groaned, curling his hand around the nape of my neck.

I played for a few minutes more, holding the base of his cock firm and rolling and teasing my way around his head. Then as more pre-cum dribbled from him I opened up and took him right to the very back of my throat again.

“Ah, jeez,” he groaned.

I began to pump at the base in long, gliding movements, working him up to my mouth then pulling curled fingers down as I treated his head to licks with the flat of my tongue. I repeated this process over and over, absorbing the tiny trembles shivering through his body as I took him in deep then teased him shallow.

Suddenly the pressure on the back of my neck increased and his cock hardened to granite. “Be really fucking careful or you’re gonna get it,” he warned in a choked voice.

I wanted it, I wanted it all so I upped the pace, intensified the grip of my fingers and my mouth.

He jerked his hips upward and his cock rammed into the back of my throat and lodged there. He groaned loud and abandoned. I beat down my gag reflex, dragged in thin slivers of air through my nose and sucked…hard. Really hard.

He cried out a string of curses that ended in, “Holy shit.” The grip on my neck increased as his cock pulsed in my mouth and a shot of rich semen flooded my tongue. His legs tensed around me so tight I feared for my ribs. I was trapped, impaled upon him. I was loving every single one of his reactions to me.

“Oh my God,” he groaned as more salty liquid spilled from his convulsing shaft. He trembled around me and I swallowed fast, drank him up. Sucking mercilessly, I drained every last drop of pleasure from him. My pussy was contracting, throbbing around nothing. I could orgasm just from doing this to him, I was so near, I was so close.

Eventually he stilled and I let him slip from my mouth and glanced up. His head was tipped back, his mouth parted in a slack, sated way and his eyes were shut. Touching my lips to the coarse hair running to his navel, I began to slowly kiss my way up his bricked abs, shoving at his T-shirt as I went and delighting in the flavors and textures of his skin. When I reached his nipples his chest was still rising and falling rapidly. I swirled my tongue around the dark beads and they hardened and rolled.

“Lose this,” I said, my hands still in his T-shirt and my mouth now on his neck.

He opened his eyes and with one swift movement peeled it over his head and discarded it onto the floor.

Finally coming face level, I rested my body against his and smiled at his glazed expression. Wiry chest hair tickled my breasts and his softening cock lodged at my belly. I fed him a hot, open-mouthed kiss, exploring and delving deep into his mouth. He gave back as good as he got, his tongue eager, his rough-textured hands tracing the outlines of my body.

“It’s never, ever felt that intense,” he said, pulling back slightly. “That was awesome, Dana.”

I smiled and kissed his jawline right around to his ear. “Happy birthday,” I murmured.

He pushed slightly at my hips. “Get back up on the stage.”

I raised my eyebrows, surprised. I thought it would get carnal down here, on the chair.

“Stage,” he said again.

My legs were weak from being folded but I managed to stand and sashay back up the steps. When I reached the pole, I turned and leaned back against it.

He stood behind me, naked, fully aroused again and with such a look of primitive need on his face that a tremble went up my spine.

“Turn around,” he ordered.

I did as he asked, turned to face the pole, my heart thudding and my stomach clenching. He lodged in behind me, his body heat radiating onto my back and his lips resting at my temple. He pushed me forward and the cool steel touched my cheek, my sternum and my mound. I had no idea what he had in store for me. I didn’t think my imagination would stretch to what Rick “Ramrod” Lewis had in mind.

“Hands up,” he said as he cupped the backs of my arms, urging them above my head. “Hold on, wild thing, you’re going to need to.”