I know we agreed to take time apart, but I had to let you know I miss you already. It’s only been six hours. How screwed up is that?

Think of me when you dream.

-Nate

Your laugh is my favorite thing about you.

-Nate

For the record, your dick and your ass are tied for second place.

-Nate

You looked smokin’ hot in my t-shirt this morning.

-Nate

I was thinking about you last night. It wasn’t even in a pervy way either (I’ll save that story for another note).

It was that time your parents were out of town and we had the whole house to ourselves. It was the first time that had happened since we’d started sneaking around together.

I was thinking of the joy on your face, the weight that was lifted off your shoulders, the happiness that shined out of you. Man, I miss those simpler times.

But just know, I’m here for the tough ones too. Hell, I’ll hold on even tighter through those.

I miss you.

-Nate

I finally started watching The Office.

There goes the weekend.

-Nate

No, seriously—I’ve been watching for sixteen hours straight. Netflix probably thinks I’m a robot or some shit.

-Nate

You had a piece of cheese stuck to your chin all throughout dinner tonight. You’re welcome for not telling you sooner.

-Nate

Remember the other day when I said I might be a robot? I just had an ad pop up on my Facebook for .

What in the actual fuck?

-Nate

I heard you that night.

You were alone in OUR room and you thought everyone else was asleep.

I wasn’t.

I had gone downstairs to grab a bottle of water and I heard your moans, your cries for release. So, I stood there and listened…with my dick in my hand, pumping along to your harsh breaths.

I knocked my head against the door and I was scared you heard me, so I ran back to my room and finished under the blankets.

It wasn’t nearly as satisfying as having your mouth wrapped around me.

-Nate

I’m here for you.

Always.

-Nate

You make me a better person.

-Nate

Sometimes when I get overwhelmed with life, I think of you.

You’re my calm.

-Nate

Did you seriously wear my shirt again? You do realize that the moment the thought of you in my shirt flits through my head, I’m hard, right? It’ll be your fault if I’m caught with a boner in class.

-Nate

You take my breath away…which I find very rude because I’m asthmatic.

-Nate

I was lying in bed last night and all I could think about was how much I love you, how lucky I am to know you.

When you walked into that classroom in sixth grade with your braces and too-big glasses, I had no idea you were going to change my world, no clue you’d end up being my whole heart.

But you did, and you are.

And I love it so goddamn much.

-Nate

P.S. You’re sitting at the kitchen table as I write this. Stop biting your lip.

Meet me in the tree house tonight.

I can’t take this any longer.

-Blake