“TRAVIS?” I SPOKE through the Bluetooth of my car.
“Excellent job, Victoria. Are you all right?”
A tight-lipped smile graced my lips. Was it the sound of his concern or hearing him use my first name? “Thank you. Well, my ass hurts like hell, but if it’s one of the last things that motherfucker ever does, it’s worth it.”
“Tell me that he didn’t touch you with those gloves.”
“He didn’t. Please tell me he hadn’t touched the bed with the gloves.”
“He hadn’t,” Travis confirmed. “I watched him like a hawk. He put the gloves on after he was undressed. After you left, he jacked off. The gloves were off, but one can only hope…”
“Jeez,” I said, scrunching my nose and fighting the mental image. “I thought seeing him in his boxers, shoes, and socks was bad. You’re going to need to scrub your eyeballs after watching the pencil dick get off.”
Travis laughed. “I’ve seen worse. I just kept thinking, that’s it, buddy, rub that shit in.”
“Now all we can do is wait. If it works like Val said, it should happen fast.”
“Where are you going?” Travis asked. “I don’t like you being out alone. This isn’t done.”
I blinked my eyes, working to stay focused on the traffic in front of me. “I’m headed back to the hospital. The boys should be there soon. I want to check on my mother.”
“I should clean this place up, but now that Craven left, I think I’ll leave it and meet you at the hospital.”
I agreed, “Fucking leave it and light a match on your way out. I’m done with that hellhole.”
“Oh, not so fast, I seem to remember a contract…”
If I hadn’t heard the hint of sarcasm in his voice, I would’ve crashed the damn car. “No fucking way!” I interrupted. “That will only see the light of day if Pencil-Dick lives to argue the contract he can’t find.”
“Victoria,” Travis’ tone was back to business. “I’ll see you at Memorial.”
“Yes,” I said, as I nodded and hit the END CALL button on my steering wheel. Seconds later, my cell phone rang. The screen on the dashboard flashed: BRODY PHILLIPS. I hit the CALL button.
“Hello, Brody.”
“Jesus, Vik, I can’t think about anything else. Are you all right? What happened?”
I bit my bottom lip. I couldn’t let him know… know what I was, what I’d done again…
I worked to lighten my tone. “He didn’t show.”
“What?” Brody asked, obviously confused.
“Parker didn’t show. He told me to be there at two. I was. I waited until a few minutes ago. I don’t know what this all means with the whole contract thing. I don’t know what happened.”
“So he didn’t touch you?”
“Brody,” I said, slowing my words. “Parker didn’t show up to the warehouse. I didn’t see him. He didn’t touch me.”
“Oh, thank God!” he exclaimed. “But now, now you’ve got that fucking contract with Travis.”
“Don’t worry about it. Nothing will happen with that.”
“Don’t worry about it? I’m fucking beside myself. I haven’t slept. I need you. I need to see that you’re all right.”
I thought about my ass. There was no way I could see Brody, not the way he wanted to see me, not for a day or two. “I’m fine. I’m on my way to the hospital to see my mom. Hey?” I had an idea. “You could come to the hospital. I mean, she’s been accused of driving while intoxicated. She needs an attorney. Come by to start representing her.”
“Vik, her blood alcohol level was almost four times—”
“I didn’t say you’d win, but maybe you can help her. Brody, I know it doesn’t make sense, but I don’t think she did this.”
“You think someone poured the booze down her throat and put her in a car?” He didn’t try to hide his sarcasm.
I sat taller. “I do.”
“Vik, I’m not a miracle worker.”
“Fine,” my words were clipped. “If you don’t want to represent her, I’ll call Parker.”
“No fucking way. I’ll do it. I’ll see you there.”
I grinned. He was so easy to sway. “And when you do, you’ll see that I’m fine.”
“Oh, you’re fine all right. But a few glimpses of you at the hospital won’t do it for me. I spent half the night worried sick and the other half thinking about fucking rabbits. I need you alone.”
A laugh escaped my throat. How could I be laughing after what I’d just done? Maybe it was because as I eliminated these assholes one by one, my dream of a normal life in the mountains seemed suddenly obtainable.
“See you at the hospital,” I said as I ended the call.
ARRIVING BEFORE MY brothers, Val met me in the hallway outside of our mother’s room. “She’s waking up,” my sister said.
I nodded, knowing that by the look on my sister’s face, there was more.
“She isn’t speaking coherently, which isn’t unusual. However, it’s what she is saying that has me concerned.”
“Why? If it isn’t coherent?”
Val leaned closer. “She keeps saying no and begging someone to stop. Then she starts to cry. Vik, I asked them to give her a tranquilizer. They did. In a minute or two she won’t be talking at all. I didn’t want Marcus and Lyle to see her like that.”
“Isn’t it good that she’s talking?”
“It is,” Val agreed. “I just kept thinking about what you said. Maybe she didn’t do this herself. Who would? Who would do this to our mother?”
I straightened my neck and inhaled. Looking each way down the hall, I saw no one except the nurses at the large circular station, too far down to hear. “I don’t know, Val. I really don’t. And I know I’ve never been a Marilyn cheerleader. Hell, I’ve been the exact opposite—Stewart could have attested to that—but I don’t think she’d suddenly throw away almost twenty years of sobriety. She was too proud of what she’d accomplished.”
Val nodded as we both turned down the hall toward the sound of our brothers’ voices. She squeezed my hand and whispered. “Let me go back in and make sure she’s calm. I’ll come out and get you.”
I nodded as she disappeared behind the door and Marcus and Lyle flanked my sides. Plastering on my signature smile, I turned and wrapped my arms around each of their shoulders. They were both so tall that I had to reach up. My little brothers were men. “Hi, I’m glad I made it here for your visit. Val said…”
It wasn’t long after the boys and I were allowed in Mom’s room that Travis knocked and entered. “Mrs. Harrington, I wanted to let you know that I’m right outside.”
“Thank you, Travis.” It surprised me how the tension eased from my shoulders at the sound of his voice. Nothing had happened since I’d left the warehouse to raise my suspicions; nevertheless, with Parker’s promise of friends and the whole Albini-Durante world all happening outside of my bubble, having Travis near eased some of my anxiety. It wasn’t until later, after the boys had left, that my phone rang.
“Hello?”
“Mrs. Harrington, this is Trish from Craven and Knowles.”
I looked at my watch: nearly six. Questions came faster than answers. Where had the day gone? Why hadn’t I heard from Brody? And what had they done to get this stupid woman to work past five? The only answer that came to me was the one to my last question: perhaps she was too busy under someone’s desk to realize the time. Suppressing the smile from my voice, I answered, “Yes, Trish.”
“Ma’am, I’m sorry to bother you. Mr. Craven would like you to come to the office right away.”
I glanced at my sleeping mother. “Trish, I’m currently in the hospital with my mother. This is not a good time. Mr. Craven will need to wait.”
“Ma’am, he said it’s urgent. He said it’s about your husband’s will.”
Fucking asshole! My shoulders once again went rigid as my spine grew taller. What the fuck was his deal? After exhaling, I conceded, “Fine, tell Mr. Craven I’m on my way.”
“Yes, Mrs. Harrington. And…”
I waited; finally, making no attempt to hide the irritation in my voice, I asked, “And what, Trish?”
“I don’t think Mr. Craven is feeling well. If you could hurry—please.”
I couldn’t have suppressed the smile if I’d wanted. “Perhaps he’d like to reschedule.”
“No, I asked him and he said this was urgent.”
“I’m on my way.”
Gathering my things, Travis and I started down the long corridor toward the elevator. We were almost there when I noticed two men standing to the side of the hallway talking. As soon as the younger one turned, I felt the rush of déjà vu. He was someone who I knew, or had known. My mind searched as I unsuccessfully tried to look away. When he turned, our eyes met. Immediately, I knew that I was seeing my brother. The ramification made my stomach twist. I no longer saw the handsome young man I’d dated. There was so much more.
“Victoria?” Wesley’s voice echoed through the hallway, deeper than I remembered. As I scanned him up and down, I assessed that he too had indeed matured from a boy to a man. His dark hair was now tamed and trimmed, and his shoulders were broader. He’d grown up well, and even more handsome than I remembered. I had the sensation of looking at Marcus and Lyle as I’ve seen them over the years. There was nothing remotely sexual about my feelings toward this man. The fact that I’d ever had those types of feelings made me slightly nauseous.
Travis and I both stopped walking at the sound of my name. As I kept my expression in check, I innocently replied, “Yes?”
“You’re Victoria Harrington?”
“I am.” I allowed my eyes to widen. “Wesley? Wesley Albini?” Through my peripheral vision, Travis grew inches taller and suddenly broader. Without a word he’d made his presence known.
“When my uncle asked me to…” Wesley shook his head. “…I’ve been out of the country, and I didn’t realize.”
My head tilted to the side. “Niccolo is your uncle?”
“Yes, he asked me to watch you.” Wesley nodded toward Travis and extended his hand. The two men silently shook, until Wesley turned back to me. “I can see you’re in good hands. We didn’t mean to insinuate otherwise. It’s just that when my uncle asks, there’s usually a good reason.”
“I’ve learned it never hurts to have an extra layer of protection. Please tell your uncle I said thank you, and I hope this won’t be necessary for long.”
The taller man beside Wesley turned. He was older and very looked very distinguished. His fine black hair had a hint of gray. The family resemblance to Niccolo was undeniable. My heartbeat quickened as I looked into my father’s eyes for the first time. You were never supposed to be born. My mother’s words rang through my head. Extending his hand, my father said, “Mrs. Harrington, it is a pleasure.”
I gave him my hand and replied, “I’m sorry? Have we met?”
He bowed slightly, with my hand still in his, and kissed the top. “Mrs. Harrington, it is I who should apologize. Your husband was very important to our family. I was wrong not to have introduced myself to his lovely wife before his sad passing.” Releasing my hand, he continued to speak, sincerity emanating from each well-planned word. “I’m sorry for your loss. I was at your husband’s funeral when I saw you for the first time. You were with your family.” His dark eyes softened. “It wasn’t until I saw your mother…” He shook his head. “…I didn’t want to intrude.” Squaring his shoulders he said, “Mrs. Harrington, I am Carlisle Albini.” He glanced toward Wesley and lightened his tone. “It sounds as though you know my son.”
I looked back to Wesley. “We did, sir. Years ago.”
Playfully, Carlisle pushed against Wesley’s shoulder. “Before she was married? And you let her go? What’s wrong with you?”
Crimson graced Wesley’s cheeks.
Carlisle looked back to me. “Perhaps one day you’ll forgive my son. We all make choices when we’re young that we regret with time.”
“I’m afraid, sir, it wasn’t that serious. Wesley and I were friends.”
“Pity,” Carlisle said. “A beautiful woman like you would be an asset to our family.”
My chin rose indignantly. He knew. I knew he knew. However, his words didn’t feel like a threat, more like a show of support.
Before I could respond, Wesley said, “Victoria, please forgive my father. He seems to think the family name is dead. I’ve told him that twenty-eight isn’t that old, but he married my mother young.”
Finding my voice, I smiled. “Please, Mr. Albini, since I’m only twenty-eight, I hope you don’t consider that age too old. As you know, I’m now a widow.”
He nodded and looked down. When our eyes met, the spark I’d seen only moments ago had extinguished. “Niccolo tells me that your husband’s passing will not affect our business? I wanted to discuss it with you myself.”
“Your brother is correct. I have no plans to make any rash changes. I’d be glad to discuss it further; however, I’m on my way to a meeting.”
Both Wesley and Carlisle nodded. “Another time. Good day, Mrs. Harrington.” Carlisle reached out and gently seized my arm. Quietly, he whispered, “Your husband’s passing opened a few doors that were better left closed. Please know that your allegiance to our family is appreciated. I’m sorry about your mother. I believe that was meant for me. The two of us…” he nodded toward Wesley. “…were also friends a long time ago. Rest assured, those doors I mentioned will soon be closed and you have nothing to fear.”
“Thank you, Mr. Albini.”
“Carlisle,” he corrected.
I nodded as I swallowed the lump forming in my throat. “Carlisle.”
Reaching into the breast pocket of his silk suit coat, he handed me a card. “Mrs. Harrington, this is my personal number, one I rarely share. If you need anything, call.”
I wrapped my fingers around the business card and did my best to remain stoic as I asked. “That lack of fear you mentioned? I’m new to all of this, but does it include my family?”
Carlisle and Wesley nodded in unison.
“Thank you, Carlisle… Wesley.” I nodded to each of them. “I hope that call isn’t necessary.”
“From now on, Mrs. Harrington, the Albinis will be there for you, as if you were part of this family. Mistakes have been made, but rest assured, we do not abandon family.”
I smiled. I’d already said thank you a thousand times. As I watched Carlisle and Wesley walk away I thought I heard Speak Softly Love playing in the background. Shaking my head I decided it was a definite improvement over Fatal Lullaby. When I didn’t move, Travis touched the small of my back directing me toward the elevators. A moment later, I felt his hand tense. When I looked up, my eyes met the aquamarine I’d been waiting to see.
I turned toward Travis. “Give me a minute. I know Parker’s waiting, but I asked Brody to be here for my mother.”
Though I was speaking, Travis’ narrowed gaze never left Brody.
“Yes, Mrs. Harrington,” came from his clenched jaws.
Asshole! What the fuck was his problem? That damn contract wasn’t real. Travis had no right to judge whom I saw or didn’t see. I could be with whomever I wanted. I didn’t say that, standing in the hospital corridor, but I made a mental note to mention it once we were in the car. In the meantime, I bit my tongue, shook my head at Travis’ evident disapproval, and walked toward Brody. When I neared, I smiled up at his beautiful eyes; however, the closer I came, the more obvious it was that my pleasure at seeing him wasn’t reciprocated.
“Brody? What’s the matter? Where have you been?”
Seizing my hand, he pulled me down the hall. The first small room we came to was occupied by an older couple. Silently, we moved down the hallway until we came to a family bathroom.
“What the fuck?” I murmured as he pushed me inside with him and secured the lock. Scanning the tile bathroom I wrinkled my nose and said, “This is gross. What are you doing?”
“Vik, a better damn question is what are you doing?”
I opened my palm and read Carlisle Albini in scrolled lettering. Shrugging, I tucked the card inside of my purse. “I’m on my way to your office.”
Brody paced the incredibly small space. “My office? Craven and Knowles, why?”
“Parker called… well, Trish called. She said he wants to see me. It’s urgent.”
Brody moved toward me. His hands palmed the wall on either side of my face, creating a cage with his strong arms. Pushing his body closer, he pressed me backward. When my sore ass hit the wall, a moan escaped my lips.”
“What’s the matter, baby?”
I reached up and caressed his cheek. His soft stubble felt familiar under my fingertips. His warm skin and fresh scent filled my senses, easing my aches and pains. He was my normal, my promise for a real life. “Nothing, Brody,” I sighed. “I just don’t know what has you all uptight?”
“Vik, you were talking to the Albinis. Do you even know who they are?”
I shook my head, allowing my fingers to graze his warm neck. “I didn’t. I didn’t know anything about them until the other day. They’ve been very nice.”
Brody pounded the concrete wall near my head. “Nice! Vik, those people are not fucking nice. They’re dangerous. You shouldn’t be talking to them. You don’t understand. Why wasn’t Travis dealing with them?”
Indignantly I stood taller. “I don’t need Travis or you or Parker or anyone else to do my business. Stewart left it all to me. I can do it.”
“Stewart? The ass-wipe who treated you like a fucking commodity? Well, God knows we don’t want to disappoint him.”
“Brody.” Again I reached for his cheek. “Brody, you’re upset. I’ve never seen you like this.”
“You fucking told me you didn’t see Parker.”
“I didn’t,” I lied. “I’m guessing that’s why he wants me to come to his office.”
Brody’s eyes closed as he exhaled. Releasing the wall, he ran his hands through his strawberry blonde hair and paced in a small circle. His actions reminded me of watching a caged animal. When he looked back in my direction, his anger was gone. I saw the love and adoration I didn’t deserve but longed to have. It was the look I envisioned on that big-assed blanket near our lake surrounded by mountains.
“Baby.” He captured my cheeks and covered my mouth with his. The temperature of the small bathroom rose as his tongue danced with mine. When our kiss ended, he looked deeply into my gray eyes and said, “You don’t know how fucking worried I’ve been. I didn’t sleep last night. I’m like a crazy man. All I kept thinking about was you with Parker or Travis or anyone else.”
“I’ve never been with Travis. I know that for certain.”
“How do you know?”
“I just do.”
“But now… now you’re talking to the Albinis. Fucking Vik! You’re jumping out of the proverbial frying pan into the goddamned fire.”
I shook my head. “No, I’m not. I can’t tell you all of it, but I trust them. I do.”
“Jesus, you don’t know them. You trust them and you don’t know them. And you wanted Travis Daniels’ name on a goddamned contract instead of mine. You don’t trust me.”
“I do. I trust you. The contract with Travis isn’t enforceable. I told you that. He works for me. Nothing is going to come of it. I’m going to go see Parker.” I wrapped my arms around Brody’s tight abs and pressed myself against his chest. Freshly cleaned sheets came to mind as I inhaled. “Brody, this is almost done. When it is, can we find that lake?” I tucked my head under his chin and listened to his erratic heart. Even through his shirt I felt his warmth, such a stark contrast to how Stewart had been, especially toward the end. Stewart had been cold, always so cold.
Brody kissed the top of my head. “Yeah, Vik, just you and me and some fucking rabbits.”
I grinned. “I think that means there’ll be a lot of rabbits.”
He squeezed me tight.
I looked around. “Brody, although this may be cleaner, I have to say, it’s more disgusting than that damn motel. How about we get together tomorrow?” I hoped my ass would be better by then. As long as I didn’t bruise, the welts would be gone.
“Sure, Vikki, tomorrow.” Again, he cupped my cheeks. “No more deals with the devil. You did that once. Let Parker handle the business. You just sit back and enjoy your freedom.”
Closing my eyes, I nodded. My only concern was that my time in the warehouse was done. “I don’t care about the business,” I said, “but I promised the Albinis—”
His finger came to my lips. “Baby, I’m a fucking attorney. Don’t tell me anything you promised those lowlifes. Just promise me that you’ll concentrate on that big-assed blanket.”
My insides twisted in the most pleasant of ways at the promise. “I will. Now, I need to find out what Parker wants.”
Brody leaned in, giving me one more parting kiss that left my lips burning with thoughts of a future. I righted my skirt and blouse and unlocked the door. Just as I was about to open it, Brody offered with a grin, “By the way, Mrs. Harrington, I’ll represent your mother.”
“This was an interesting consultation appointment, counselor.”
“Wait until you get my bill.”
When we stepped into the hallway, Brody walked in the other direction, toward my mother’s room, and Travis’ dark gaze scanned me from head to toe. Walking back to the elevator, he leaned nearer and inhaled. As he stood straight, he whispered, “Well, at least you don’t fucking reek.”
Asshole! “You work for me.”
“I’m painfully aware.” He shook his head. “Painfully aware.”