Chapter 8
Alec's fury was beyond anything he had experienced. Every lash he gave her released his rage. How dare she seek the arms of another man? She fucking belonged to him and only him. Lash after lash he made her answer his questions. "What am I?" "Who do you belong to?" And every single time she would repeat "You’re my master and my god." "I belong to you sir." He could see her struggling to maintain her position. Her legs looked like they were going to give way.
Miranda was about to collapse. He didn't seem like he was anywhere near over with her. Finally after what seemed like twenty lashes they ceased. Still standing in her position so afraid to move Miranda waited for further instructions. She could hear him move and sit on the bed. His breathing was hard and ragged. Miranda wanted to flee, to escape this psychopath.
"Come here," his voice revealed nothing. Slowly turning around on shaky legs Miranda made her way to him. She stood in front of him. He was sitting with his head down. He had removed his shirt. Miranda noticed he was wet from sweat. Without warning he grabbed her and held her tight putting his head on her stomach. "I'll fucking kill you, I'll fucking kill you if you ever fuck anybody else," his hold on her tightened almost painfully. Her back was burning and she was almost out of breath from his hold.
Not knowing what to do she held his head and cradled him in her arms. The stayed like that for a while. Finally releasing her he looked up. Eyes as black as night, he stood up grabbing her by her nape smashing his lips onto hers in a brutal kiss. His tongue forced its way into her mouth licking every inch of her mouth.
Alec could taste her blood and was lost to his lust. He held her up wrapping her legs around his body, moving to the wall where he had her up against while he released his throbbing cock and slammed it into her pussy pushing aside her underpants. It felt like home to be immersed in her tight cunt. She was fucking wet, ready for him, her pussy was welcoming him home. He kept kissing her while he fucked her and slammed into her. She was going to be the death of him.
Being impaled by his cock Miranda couldn't understand her body's reaction to this crazed maniac. He had whipped her senseless not caring about her pain and here she was aroused beyond repair as he fucked her into another orgasm. Miranda knew she wasn't far and felt her body clench around his cock. His penis throbbed and Miranda sensed he was about to spill his seed.
He abruptly pulled out of her and threw her on the bed. He grabbed her feet and pulled her to the edge, he pushed her legs open and noticed her hands automatically were held above her head. He was elated with her body's obedience. He opened her pussy and hissed in a breath, she was fucking beautiful. He bought his head down and licked her between her folds. She was fucking delicious. He licked her clit and heard her moan while thrashing her head from side to side. He knew that she was on the very edge. He put his finger inside her pussy, finger fucking her while with his mouth he teased her clit. Alec felt her tighten around his finger before she let out a scream. He continued to lick and suckle until her body went limp.
Miranda was unable to contemplate what had just happened. Her orgasm was on an epic scale. Trying to bring herself back to reality, suddenly she was pulled up and forced to her knees where he jammed his fucking humongous cock into her mouth. Forcing her to take it as much as she could before he ejaculated into her mouth. Miranda had felt his come squirt to the back of her throat and swallowed it in one hit. Surprised with the not being grossed out Miranda moved her head and wiped her mouth. Sitting down on the floor Miranda drew her knees up and sobbed to her hearts content. Not caring if he watched her disgraceful display. She couldn't stop herself.
Alec hated being in this situation. He watched her cry and his body was fucking reacting to her again. Her pain sent waves of pleasure through him. She was so distraught and who could blame her? He was a fucking monster and she was the only thing that his monster wanted. "Clean yourself up," he ordered. Leaving her he entered the lock code and left the room.
After what seemed like hours Miranda stood up and washed herself clean. She put on cotton a tee-shirt nightie and made her way to the bed. She was done. Her body was a fucking traitor! She couldn't fathom what she allowed him to do to her. She had a choice and the choice was not to enjoy his abuse. Her body ached all over, her mouth felt like it was swollen and her face and back felt like fire.
What was worse is that she actually was upset when she thought she was leaving him. Fucking idiot Miranda! You get yourself away from him at all costs! No way would she live like this. Mind blowing sex or not it wasn't fucking worth her soul. With that thought Miranda fell into another world where pain didn't exist.
Next morning Miranda woke to a growling stomach. She was starved. Having not eaten since yesterday lunch her stomach wanted food! It was ten and her door was still locked. She knew by the red light on the number pad. He's going to starve her to death is that it? Jesus Miranda how are you going to get out of this one?
Alec was still overcome with rage. He thought he dealt with his rage but it didn't seem that way today. After leaving her room last night he went into his room and showered. He was furious with the whole situation. Deciding to grab a scotch he headed to the formal lounge room. Carlos was in there drinking himself. "What the fuck man?" He started on Alec, "you think I'd touch her?"
Alec ran a hand through his hair. He filled himself a drink and sat. "Why was she in your arms? What fucking reason did she have to be in your arms?" He was clearly still worked up.
"I was saying hi to her when she ran into my arms crying. What the fuck did you do to her?"
"Not your fucking concern Carlos! She shouldn't have gone to you for comfort! She should never need to go to any man for comfort! I'll fucking kill her!" Alec took a deep breath. "I'll fucking kill her Carlos."
"Alec you need to stop man. You’re fucking up this girl’s life! She's just a kid! What's gotten into you man?"
"I'm drowning brother! I'm fucking losing control." Alec was lost. For the first time in his life Alec had no strategic plan on his next move. He really needed to reevaluate his life. He was doing fine hiding his urges before Miranda. Always being on top of everything.
However now he couldn't tell up from down. He wouldn't be able to fuck anybody else now. Everything else seemed so wrong, it only felt right when he was with her. Fucking her, hurting her, humiliating her, it didn't matter as long as it was with her.
"Let her go Alec! Let her go before you do something that cannot be undone," that would be nice Alec thought. If he could undo everything and killed fucking Marcus instead of taking him on his offer. Now it was way too far into the game.
"I'm afraid it's been already been done. She's not going anywhere!"
"Alec I'll fucking get the money from that dickhead just let the girl go!"
"ENOUGH! I'll fucking kill her first!"
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Walking out of the bathroom Miranda heard the beep and the door opened. It was Alec he held a tray of food and set it on the coffee table near the lounge. She watched him trying hard to see where his head was at, but unable to read his mood. The food smelt amazing and the scent of caffeine filled her senses. Wanting to attack the food Miranda restrained herself. He was looking at her strangely. "Hungry?" He asked.
She nodded. "All yours" he said indicating to the food.
Opting to sit on the floor opposite him instead of next to him Miranda placed the tray on her lap and ate quietly. The coffee hit the spot. The food was delicious. Pancakes with caramelized banana and butterscotch sauce drizzled over. Yum! She finished the entire plate and even licked her fingers one at a time. Placing the tray down Miranda held her coffee and indulged in its aroma and taste.
The entire time Alec watched Miranda eat her breakfast. She really did enjoy the simple things in life. Sitting opposite him in a tee-shirt that barely covered her ass enjoying her food and licking her fingers was sexy as hell. He noticed her hair was let down. Thick and wavy reaching her mid back. It kept covering one side of her face and she would put it behind her ears, only to have it fall over her face again. She looked different with her silky hair down. She looked angelic!
"Am I going to be locked up again?" She asked surprising him.
"Do you want to be locked up again?" He answered her deliberately avoiding the question.
"Please sir.., just tell me what's going to happen to me. I cannot take much more! Yesterday I thought you were sending me home, today I'm locked up in my room. This unpredictability is killing me. I really don't know what you want or why you want it from me." She was through avoiding the topic. She wanted the truth she wanted to know what her chances were to get away from him. She wanted to deal with it now so she didn't keep wishing she had said something.
He studied her. He wished he could let her go. Really he did. He hated having her around him consuming all of his thoughts. He hated knowing she was near him physically yet so far mentally. Alec was confused. There he said it, I'm so fucking confused!
"I have no answer for you kid," he answered honestly.
"Why can't we be in a normal relationship? Why can't we be together? Why does it have to be like this?" She choked out trying to hold back her tears.
"I'm a sick fuck kid! This is how it has to be."
"You can have any girl in the world who is more than willing to do as you wish. Why me? I just need to understand why me? What have I ever done to you?" Fuck it she let her tears fall.
"I want you," was his answer to that. "I'm a selfish fuck. It's who I am. I want you and that's all there is to it."
"I'll mortgage my house you can have your money. I just really need to get away from you, my soul cannot handle this. I cannot handle this. My heart cannot handle this." Miranda was openly weeping.
Running both his hands through his hair Alec was getting frustrated. "I've warned you about saying this shit about leaving kid!" He knew his anger was surfacing.
"You would keep me here against my will?" Miranda had enough. How much more could he hurt her? He was breaking her heart and to her that was worse than any physical punishment. "Punish me again sir it's worth what I'm going to say, I love you... But I'd rather die a horrible death than spend another minute with you."
Alec's eyes darkened. She was looking to start something. Her words sliced through him tearing at his heart. He knew he deserved her hatred. Really he understood. He created this double edged feeling. She loved him, she hated him, didn't really matter as long as her feelings were about him and only him. Still he couldn't let her get away with that.
"You want to run kid? Run I dare you. Just pray you don't get caught!" He threatened. Then the next words that came out of her mouth put his body in a state of utter shock
"It's been almost three months and I haven't had my period." Miranda blurted out. She was so afraid that she didn't think about it until now. Her breast were tender and her hunger seemed endless.
The look on Alec's face was chilling. He looked at her in disbelief. He went to the bathroom and opened the drawers to see the tampons and pads still in their packets unopened.
He walked out and put his hand on the wall as if to steady himself. "FUCK!" He yelled making her jump. "FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!" He yelled.
"How long have you fucking known for! How fucking long?" He grabbed her by her arm and raised her to her feet. "How fucking long?" He yelled.
"I don't know. It's been sitting at the back of my mind but I didn't think anything of it till now," okay his reaction scared her.
"You would put my child in danger? You would let me hurt you knowing your carrying my child?" What? Miranda felt panicked at his behavior.
"I didn't think! I didn't know, I don't know for sure it, could be anything," she was rambling. What if she really was carrying his child? "What difference does it make? Would you have allowed me to hug Carlos without going into a psychotic fit? Would you have let me disobey you without punishment? Would you let me go? What difference does it make whether or not I'm pregnant?"
"Put some clothes on and be ready in ten." He left the room and put his back against the door. What the fuck? His whole life just turned upside down.
He drove the Mercedes, of course nothing but the best for Alec right? He waited until she clipped her seatbelt before he took off. He was quiet and she had no idea what he was thinking. Regretting wearing shorts because they kept riding up her thighs making her feel a little exposed. Her off the shoulder 'BITE ME' top was loose and showed her belly button. She wore her flip-flops and when he looked at her flip flops he raised an eyebrow. Well what did he expect? Ten minutes wasn't enough time to be dolled up. She was tying her hair in a ponytail while he was driving lost in his own world.
Alec's mind was whirling. Pregnant? Fuck he had hurt her and loved every minute of it. Could he control himself if she was pregnant? What if he's urges arose and he hurt her and the baby? Fuck what was he going to do? Fuck me she's having my kid! Watching her from the corner of his eyes she was putting on the radio. She tried a couple before being happy with one station. It was a rock station. And it was loud.
Miranda was listening to Matchbox Twenty's Bent, she loved music. When the song ended she changed the station. This went on for ten minutes when Alec finally turned the entire radio off. Spoil sport! So Miranda started tapping the window and humming. She watched the scenery outside as they passed by.
"Miranda quit it," he ordered. What was she doing? Gees this guy was stiff! She was nervous as hell and wanted to pass the time.
"Can you tell me where we are going please?" She really was curious.
"Well dressed like that where do you think you can go?" He asked giving her a quick once over.
"Beach?" She thought it was worth a try.
"You should be so lucky kid. I'm taking you to my doctor." Oki doki this was their so called outing. Shit just got real. Miranda really didn't want to know if she was pregnant or not. She was happy to ignore the issue. Being pregnant would just complicate the entire thing. She prayed she wasn't.
"Beach sounds more fun," she gave him a heart stopping smirk that showed her cute dimple.
"Don't be cute. After doctors if you behave we'll have lunch by the beach," she gave him a genuine smile that actually reached her eyes.
Getting out of the car Miranda stretched out. She was glad to be able to stretch. Suddenly a thought occurred to her. She might be able to get help from the doctor. This might be her only chance to escape. She would need to find a way to be alone with him. Okay think Miranda think!
Walking into this prestigious surgery Miranda was astonished that they were able to walk directly into the doctor’s office. The receptionist smiled at Alec. "Hey stranger it's been a while," was how she greeting him. He gave that smile that would melt any girl’s heart. A surge of jealously swept through Miranda.
They entered the room and the drop dead gorgeous doctor greeted Alec with a kiss on his fucking lips. Of course he had a female doctor. "Shelly this is Miranda Branford. Miranda this is Doctor Smith"
"Nice to meet you Miranda. Now what seems to be the problem?"
As Alec explained the circumstances of her period being late Miranda was silently praying that she wasn't pregnant. "Okay Miranda I need you to give me a sample of your urine." She directed Miranda to the toilet. Miranda overheard their conversation.
"It's not like you not to use a condom Alec. Since when have you been so careless?"
"Just happened Shelly. Can we just get on with it?" He seemed to be very annoyed with himself.
Miranda couldn't urinate if her life depended on it. She sat and tried and even turned on the tap to help activate her urges. But to no avail.
"Miranda what's taking so long?" Alec asked at the door. Miranda slowly opens the door and whispered.
"I can't pee." Alec shook his head and gave her an A are you serious look. She shrugged her shoulders and opened her hands. "At least I tried right?"
"Miranda I swear to god your testing my patience," he was really on edge. He wanted to know and she was delaying it.
"K relax I'll try again... Geez Louise!" He actually chuckled to himself when she closed the door. She had this smart ass sense of humor that was a breath of fresh air. Shaking his head he returned to his seat. After ten minutes Miranda finally was able to do her business. She walked out and handed the sample to the doctor.
Doctor Smith put the pregnancy test in the urine sample and removed it capping the end. They had to wait a minute to get the results. "What happened to your lip Miranda?" Fuck!
"I bit my lip accidentally...” Miranda was looking at her hands when she spoke.
"Would you stand up please and remove your top. Let me examine the welts on your back." Miranda almost fell out of her seat. She knew! The fucking doctor knew he had whipped her. Miranda felt her face heat up.
"I'm good thanks Doc."
"Miranda..." Alec warned.
Reluctantly Miranda stood and removed her top. She turned around and closed her eyes. When Doctor Smith touched her lightly Miranda jumped. "You were a bit harsh there Alec," she spoke. "Miranda I'm going to you an ointment and Alec will apply it on your back twice a day so that way we can avoid infection."
Miranda wanted to scream how dare she know that Alec was abusing her and do nothing about it! An ointment! That's how she would help her! "Okay the results should be ready now. You can dress"
Silently Miranda dressed and resumed her seat next to Alec.
As if unaware of his actions Alec grabbed her hand and kissed it, he was eager to know the result.
"Well my dear it seems you are not pregnant." Thank god, Miranda almost screamed. "Are you new to sex?" Okay so here goes the humiliating questions again. Miranda nodded her head.
"Words kid! Use your words." Alec's voice was a little strained. He looked a little pissed. Did he want her to be pregnant?
"Yes Doc I'm new to sex," she replied tartly. Alec gave her a watch it look.
"We'll your body could be adjusting itself, it sometimes happens when a body is in shock. Nothing to stress about. You will get your period, your body needs to accept the changes." The doctor explained.
"K," wow Miranda you sure know how to hold a conversation. You’re dressed like a hillbilly and you’re replying to questions like you are an illiterate.
Alec ran his hand through his head. He stood to leave and thanked 'Shelly' by giving her a fucking kiss on her mouth. Miranda all but stormed out of the office without him. She made her way out of the surgery and was heading to the lifts. Fuck him!
She got in the lifts and pressed for the ground floor. Realizing suddenly that she was alone Miranda's head started screaming for her to escape! Okay she can do this. She is going to run for her life. Looking at her flip flops Miranda didn't know how far they would take her. Think Miranda! Think!
The lift stopped and the doors opened, Miranda's heart was beating so fast. She looked around and noticed a security guard. He was on his Walkie talkie. Fuck! Miranda moved out and leaned against the wall next to the lifts. The second lift opened and Alec walked out.
Alec noticed Miranda standing on the wall and he raised an eyebrow at her. Making his way towards her took her hand and whispered into her ear, “Good choice kid." And when they reached the security guard Alec shook his hand. "Thanks Steve."
"No worries boss I'm always here for you," with that Alec pulled out a hundred dollar bill and placed it in his Steve's hand.
Lucky! Lucky! Miranda was so lucky she hadn't attempted to run. Always follow your instincts, her mother would say. And always follow them she did.
Alec stayed true to his word. They lunched at the beach. Alec was walking into a fancy seafood restaurant when Miranda grabbed his hand. "There's a fish and chips shop here, lets grab some take away and have it on the beach, pleassssssse." He allowed her that… She was ecstatic.
She flopped on the grass near the sand and unwrapped the greasy food. He shook his head and sat beside her. She had her legs crossed and looked elated to be there. She dumped a fish cocktail in tartar sauce and fed him. Alec was once again speechless. This kid was making his heart feel things. Never had anybody hand fed him in his adult years. He watched her eat her chips. One for her one for the sea gulls, she screamed when they flew too close to her. Alec laughed, like really laughed. She gave him a frown, which made him laugh louder.
Alec's laugh was contagious, Miranda found herself laughing too. She screamed again when a sea gull flew and took her chip from her hand. Alec fell backward and was in fits of laughter. She stuck out her tongue at him and crossed her arms like a spoilt brat. Suddenly she was thrown backwards into his arms. She wasn't expecting that.
He wrapped his arms around her but was still laughing. "Glad to entertain you sir." She said when he wouldn't stop chucking.
"Kid your fucking killing me, you can handle a fucking belting yet you’re afraid of a bird getting too close to you?" She looked up at him. His eyes were crystal blue. He seemed so much younger when he laughed. Without giving it a second thought Miranda lifted her head and kissed him.
Alec was stunned with her boldness. He knew it was a spontaneous move, she shyly kissed him. He growled and forced her mouth open. He pushed his tongue into her mouth and ravished her. He felt his cock reach its limits and was constricted by his three quarter shorts. Her kiss was sweet and unrehearsed. He fisted her hair and pulled her back and broke the kiss.
"You want me to fuck you here?" His eyes had turned into black an indication of his lust. "Do you want me to fuck you here Miranda?" He was actually expecting an answer.
"Um... No sir," actually she did want him to fuck her. Here and now, But out in public? Yeah not her thing!
"Get up!" He barked out the order. She packed the food and stood up throwing the trash in the bin.
Miranda was hitting herself for ruining the moment. They were having such a nice time. He opened her door and slammed it after she got in. Moving to the driver’s seat he sat in the car and stared straight ahead.
"I'm sorry," she whispered hoping he would return to his more human side.
"I'm going to say this to you again Miranda! This here between us is not fucking real!" He had turned his whole body looking at her. Miranda's heart was breaking. "There is no you and me, can you understand that?"
"Why? I know you feel something for me." She was praying he would admit he had feelings for her.
"Why? Because I'm lusting over your pain kid, your vulnerability! I'm a sick fuck! I've already told you that. I'm fucking your tears and your hurt. There is nothing else between us. I need your tears to get off kid. You are not in love with me. Nobody can fall in love with a monster!" He was being brutal. She needed to understand the truth and her trying to play the love card wasn't going to work. He needed her to understand that once and for all.