When the doorbell rang, I practically fell over myself to get to the door.

Before I opened it, I tried to regain some composure. I couldn’t let her see me weak.

I cracked my knuckles and pulled the door open, a neutral expression on my face.

My Pet stood in front of Angel, with her hands demurely clasped in front of her body. She couldn’t quite look at me, her eyes trained on the floor and her cheeks blushed a red so deep it could’ve been scarlet.

I couldn’t even look at Angel, even though I owed her as much. I could only stare at Pet and battle with the desire to shake her. Make her tell me all her secrets.

“Thank you, Angel,” I said without looking at her. “You can leave now.”

She didn’t say a word, merely turned around and walked out of there on her fuck-me heels. Not before she gave Pet a gentle nudge in my direction, though.

Pet stumbled into the apartment and I stepped aside so she wouldn’t have to touch me. She was shivering.

I closed the front door and locked it, then walked to the sofa in the living room. She just stood in the middle of the room, looking like a lost little lamb. It was making my cock all kinds of hard.

“Pet,” I called out. My voice was so fucking rough, strained and tired like I’d been up for days. “Come here.”

She looked up at me and her bottom lip trembled. She didn’t move, just wrung her hands in front of her. Her eyes were terrified and it made me scared. I wasn’t scared very often.

“Come on.” My voice was gentler now. Sweet. Caring. Nothing like me, but everything she needed in that moment. “Come sit on my lap, Pet.”

She made a half-hearted attempt to move, but it felt like she was glued to the spot. Her eyes danced over my features and the room felt oppressively hot.

I tilted my head to the side and stared back. I patted my knee and motioned for her to come with my finger. It made her moan out loud.

“I’m not going to ask again,” I said gently.

She dragged herself over to me and practically collapsed on my lap. I pulled her on my knee and ran a hand down her back, making her fucking shudder. She wouldn’t look at me, covering her face with those dainty little hands instead. Fuck, she was making this even harder. All I wanted to do was bend her over my lap and punish her tight ass for making me wait. But, like always, I didn’t have a fucking clue how I was supposed to punish someone so damn broken.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered, and I stroked her back some more. I couldn’t say a word. Made myself shut up. I knew if I did speak, I’d tell her off, tell her how much she fucking meant to me already. And I couldn’t have her knowing that.

“I had to get away,” she said, and I peeled her dress off her shoulders. Her skin erupted in goosebumps under my fingers and it was so hot my fingers shook with the need to bruise her.

“It’s okay,” I lied. “I understand.” I didn’t. “I’m glad you’re back now, Pet.”

“Why didn’t you…” She finally looked up at me, those big blue eyes watering and making me ache for her. “Why didn’t you come find me yourself?”

“You didn’t want to see me,” I told her. “I thought someone with no ties to the situation would be better.”

“Yeah, but… her?” She laughed bitterly, and my hand moved from her back to her hair. I smoothed over her messy waves. She was really heart-stoppingly beautiful like this. So much better than when I got her all dressed up, primped and primed to perfection. This was the real her, and the rawness of it made my balls swell painfully.

“You don’t like her?” I asked her, teasing a little.

“She’s ok.” She shrugged.

“You should give her a chance,” I told her. “She’s a great girl.”

Suddenly, Pet threw her arms around my neck and straddled me. I pretended it didn’t make me want to push her panties aside on the spot, and held her waist instead.

“I hate that you think that,” she muttered against my ear, and my grip tightened. “I want you to only want me, not her.”

“I do only want you,” I said.

“You fucked her,” she whispered.

“Because you weren’t ready for me,” I said. “And neither was I.”

I’d never be fucking ready for her, either, but she didn’t need to know that.

“You need a friend, Pet,” I told her. “I think she’d make a good one. And you know I won’t touch her anymore.”

“How would I know that?” she asked, moving away and staring at me with hurt eyes. “I don’t believe that for a second.”

“No?”

I pulled her dress down in one motion and ripped her bra off. She didn’t make a sound, but her whole body shivered as I ran my hands down her front, between her tits and down to her stomach.

“You should,” I told her roughly. “She’s not you. And all I want is you.”

“Prove it,” she begged, and I groaned.

“Gladly,” I told her. “But you will give her a chance. I want you to have a friend.”

She glared at me and I grinned, my fingers tugging on her nipple. Her eyes rolled back and she arched her back, pushing her little breasts into my face.

“Say you’ll give her a chance,” I told her.

“Fine,” she gritted out, and I squeezed her nipple harder.

“Say the whole thing,” I said.

She glared at me, but not for long. I pulled her nipple towards me and her hips bucked against my lap.

“Please…” she muttered.

“Say it.”

“I’ll give her a chance,” she got out.

“Good girl.” I twisted her nipple between my fingers and she twitched on my lap. It probably hurt. Good. “Tell me what you want me to do to you now.”

“Anything.” This time, she was quick to answer. “Anything you want, please…”

“Tell me what you want,” I repeated. “Right now.”

Her glazed-over eyes focused on mine and she tore at my hair, leaning closer and giggling in my ear.

“I want you to make me cry,” she whispered. “I want you to make my makeup run and show me what happens when I misbehave.”

“How?” I groaned.

Her nails dug into my back and she moaned in my ear. Her whole body was begging to be fucked, writhing on my lap.

“I want you to fuck my ass,” she whispered, so softly I could barely hear her.

It made me really fucking hard.

I practically growled as I pulled her up. My hands went into her hair and she breathed with relief when I dragged her to the bedroom by that pretty blonde mane.

I let her go and she crumpled to the floor in front of the bed. On her knees in a second, hands behind her back in the next. Eyes on me, mouth slightly open.

“Like this?” she asked me.

“No,” I growled. “On your back. On the bed. Right the fuck now.”

“Why?” she asked, and I gave her a single look that made her scramble to her feet and lie down like a good girl. I tore at the rest of her clothes, her panties ruined in seconds. She lay back shaking and I stared at her for so long she started to sob.

“Please,” she begged. “Don’t just look at me, I can’t take it. Do it… do something!”

I took off my clothes as slowly as I could. Blazer, tie, shirt, pants. My boxers last. My cock sprang free and she writhed at the sight of it.

“Master, please,” she whispered, and I shook my head.

“No,” I told her. “None of that shit today.”

I climbed on top of her and she cried harder. Her tears were streaming down those pretty cheeks, and she looked too fucking young to be in that kind of situation. I felt like an old fucking pervert.

My cock pressed against her pussy and she howled. Really fucking howled, like an animal. I could’ve torn her apart in that second, and it took every cell in my body to hold back before I attacked her like a savage.

I pushed inside her so slowly it felt like a punishment, and I fucked her with measured thrusts, slow and steady, making her go crazy. She didn’t even say a word, it was all those primal little sounds she couldn’t hold back anymore. She felt unbelievable like that.

Her red-rimmed eyes found mine and I stared at her as I fucked her. She opened and closed those full lips as I did it, and the sounds leaving her lips made me want to, fuck, I didn’t even know, they made me want to go insane. Let it all go, just for her. Change the rules, change my life, change it all, just so she could fit in the hole inside me.

“F-fuck my ass,” she whispered, and I fucked her even slower.

“No,” I told her. “Not doing that as punishment, never again.”

“Please!” She was so fucking desperate, more tears ran down her cheeks. “Please, you can’t do this to me!”

“Watch me,” I growled into her ear and went even slower. Barely pushing in, just feeling my cock throb inside that tight little pussy, and it was fucking enough.

“I hate you,” she said weakly. Her hands reached up to my chest but she couldn’t even scratch me. She was so weak, completely at my mercy. I could’ve done anything to her in that moment.

“No, you don’t.” I grasped her chin with my fingers and made her look into my eyes. “Tell me how you really feel.”

“I…” She bit back a cry and I stopped moving completely. She squirmed under me, but I pinned her down hard, not letting her move an inch. Just letting her feel my cock inside her, her walls pulsating so needily against my length I could feel her milking me.

“I don’t want to,” she said, and I tightened my grip.

“Say it,” I ordered her. My own voice was shaky. I could barely hold back. It would’ve been fucking embarrassing if it wasn’t so damn hot.

“Will…” Her eyes were so desperate. “Will you say it back?”

I leaned down against her and kissed those desperate lips, pushing my tongue into her mouth and making her arch her back against me. It only made my cock throb more.

“I don’t need to,” I said into her mouth. “You know how I fucking feel.”

She mewled but didn’t say a word. It made me really, really angry.

“No?” I asked her, and she shook her head, her pupils so wide with fear it felt like she’d pass out under me. “Okay.”

I put my hand over her mouth and her eyes rolled back as I started to really fuck her. Not like ever before. I let it all go inside her. I fucked her with everything I had and she bit my fingers with her sharp little teeth.

I could feel her opening her mouth, licking at my skin, her eyes begging me to let her speak as I hit her cervix.

“Jesus,” I groaned, and she whimpered.

The words she got out were muffled but we both knew what she was saying. I clamped my hand down on her mouth harder so she couldn’t get a word out, and she struggled so violently she almost overpowered me because I wasn’t prepared. Her body was thrashing under mine and I had to come so badly I couldn’t let her. My hands left her mouth and gripped her waist, and I fucked her like she meant everything to me, which she did.

The moment my hands were off she screamed it, desperate and covered in her own tears.

“I love you, I love you, I love you!”

Over and over again, so loud, so angry.

I couldn’t take it. I felt her pussy tightening, felt her desperation to get every drop out of me, and I stopped fucking fighting it. I lost, for the first time in my life, and I did it willingly.

I pumped her pussy full of cum and she sobbed with relief, still staring at me, still saying those three words, even though they were barely a whisper anymore, barely a sound.

She took it all.

Until there was nothing left to give.

And then she just lay back and stared at me with those doe eyes, and I couldn’t even fucking move, or take my cock out of her. I lay on top of her, crushing her with my weight, and stared at her because there was nothing else to do anymore.

I’d never say those words to her.

“You don’t have to,” she whispered.

She looked so pale. Completely exhausted. I heard myself trying to catch my breath, my cock still hard inside her. She was so tight it hurt to be inside.

I had to bite my tongue so I wouldn’t say it. Bite it so hard I felt blood in my mouth, and it tasted like metal.

I couldn’t do that to her. I couldn’t ruin her life with those three words.

She arched her back and her eyes closed, while mine kept staring at her desperately.

I was so close to breaking the rules for her. The rules I’d written especially for her, that were there to benefit her. She made me so fucking crazy I would’ve hurt her just to tell her how I really felt.

There was a serene smile on her face as she came down from her high, and her eyes stayed closed.

“You don’t have to say it,” she repeated. “I fucking know.”

I wished like a fucking madman she’d open her eyes and let me say it, but she wouldn’t. And I kept my mouth shut and swallowed the blood, and knew I was going to ruin her life.