Blackmail sounds so harsh
past
I’m thirty-three years old.
I’m successful beyond belief career-wise. I’m vice president of a tech company that’s increased its profits tenfold the past several years—all thanks to my direction and leadership. My reputation in the industry precedes me. I’ve constructed it with precision, an intricate master plan at work: money, titles, power.
I am fearless.
But more than that—I am feared.
My grandmother would be so proud.
The money is rolling in. My salary is exorbitant, though I always lobby for my next raise. I stash it all away in bank accounts and investments that Seamus doesn’t, and will never, know about. My day is coming, and when it does he’ll be sorry he was stupid enough to sign the prenup I insisted on all those years ago, stating that all of my future earnings would remain with me should there ever come a time we should split. Let him keep his measly forty grand a year. That shit’s gone the minute it goes into his account anyway, spent on utilities and food and insurance and his meager car payment and whatever the kids need. The thing about Seamus is, he’ll probably be okay when he’s living hand to mouth someday. Money doesn’t mean anything to him. He’s all about the kids, and helping people. Fool.
Despite my successes, I’m at a stalemate.
I’m still with Seamus. Still with the kids. The façade intact.
I’m so fucking tired of the façade.
I thought the façade would sustain me. A good husband, two point five kids, and a white picket fence looks good. It’s the layer that society expects and grants you merit points based upon. Merit points, even fictitious ones, offset my ruthlessness. Even if people think I’m a bitch, they’ll say, “Oh, but her husband and children are lovely, she can’t be that bad.” It balances me out. And it worked until my eyes were opened to bigger and better. My destiny, it’s the façade on steroids. Remove goodness and insert excess. Excess, what a magnificent word.
I need my destiny.
It’s long overdue.
Kira just turned four.
Loren still hasn’t met her. Acknowledged her.
I fly to Seattle a few times a month. We have sex like rabbits, and then I come home. Empty. Even while I’m with him, I’m empty, because I know I’ll just be cast out when it’s done. I don’t want to be cast out. I deserve to be there with him. The motherfucking queen to his king.
I used to think I loved Loren, the man, and I think to some degree I did, but what I love most is the idea of Loren, the things that make up Loren. I love his estate. I love his money. I love his power. I love his business prowess. I love his cold, calculating confidence. I love his winner-take-all attitude. He’s basically me with a penis. And who wouldn’t love that. Put us together. Combine our assets. It’s the wet dream of wet dreams, a fucking financial fantasy.
And it’s time to take it because it’s clear that Loren isn’t going to buy the cow when he gets the milk free.
It’s late, after eleven in the evening. This trip was last minute. Instead of going home from the office, I went to the airport and hopped a flight to Seattle. I’m in a taxi on my way to his estate to show him just how much this bitch’s milk is going to cost him.
The Louis Vuitton bag hanging from my shoulder contains the ticket to my future, my destiny. I’m tired of waiting. I need action. I’m bored with the lack of upward mobility. The documents housed in the files inside have been painstakingly crafted over the past few years, just in case I needed a firm hand to make him see things my way.
As the driver turns onto his street, I dial his cell phone from mine.
He answers on the third ring, “Miranda?”
“Open the gate. I’m here,” I tell him. He loves it when I give commands. He does the same to me. It’s a sparked, charged, battle of wills; a twisted mating ritual.
“You’re here?” he questions, though he doesn’t sound surprised. It’s Friday night, this happens often.
“Right out front,” I say as the driver pulls up to the gate.
“I’m just leaving a business dinner that ran late.” Business dinner means sex with a high-priced escort. I hired a private investigator to follow him. I know what he likes: dark hair, big tits, and kink. I have photographs. Unbeknownst to him, he also has a proclivity for underage girls. Though they look mid-twenties, a lot of them are under eighteen. He’s been a very, very naughty boy.
“Take your time,” I say with a smile.
“I’ll call the housekeeper and have her let you in. Make yourself comfortable while you wait.” Make yourself comfortable means get naked.
“Like I said, take your time,” I repeat.
The gate retracts moments after I end the call, and his housekeeper greets me by name at the front door when I’m dropped off.
After she takes my coat, she says, “Mr. Buckingham will arrive shortly. He asked that you wait for him wherever you like.” She nods politely and walks away.
“I will,” I say to her retreating figure as I watch her ass sashay in her short skirt. When I move in I’m firing her and replacing her with someone older and less attractive. Someone whose ass sashaying is past its prime.
I walk directly to his office and close the double doors behind me. Everything about this room excites me. The overall masculinity is overwhelming and makes my lady parts tingle. The rich wood, the leather, the dark colors, and the faint scent of cigar are a pheromone.
After pouring a snifter of his finest cognac, I remove all of the paperwork and photographs from my bag and spread them out in a showy presentation on his desk. I’ve been busy creating a scandal; the massive desk is covered. After that I strip down to my lace bra and thong, leaving on my stilettos, and take a seat in his oversized, leather desk chair, patiently sipping my drink. I ponder masturbating because this high I’m riding has me uncomfortably at the edge of release, but I wait because I want him to relieve the ache before I crush him. Fuck him before I fuck him, if you will.
When he finally opens the door, he smiles approvingly at my lack of clothing. “You’re my favorite houseguest, you know that?” He’s removing his clothing, letting each article fall piece by piece as he walks toward me. His naked form is something I’ve always admired. He goes to the gym and runs obsessively; his body looks good if he were half his age.
I stand and remove my thong and bra. I do it slowly, a striptease to wind him up.
He’s watching me with rapt attention as I lie down on his desk atop my masterpiece.
“My favorite,” he whispers as he mounts the end of the long desk prowling toward me on his hands and knees.
When his hands land on either side of my waist, I halt his advance, “Stop right there.”
He does.
“You’ve kept me waiting,” I purr.
He glances down and smiles. I know he smiles for his whores exactly like that, it’s not special anymore.
“Me first.”
His smile widens as he looks up and licks his lips. “You first?” he questions teasingly.
“Now,” I command.
His descent is slow, keeping his eyes locked on mine. It’s part of the buildup with him. The slow pace, the control, he gets off on it. And I can’t deny that I do too.
His mouth devours me. Lips, teeth, tongue—the way they work together is blissful. He throws in a few fingers, and I’m on fire. My hands grip his hair tightly holding him in place while my hips choose to increase the pressure and pace as needed. I’m giving him orders, talking absolute filth and loving it. He’s groaning into me, intoxicated with the act he’s engaged in. “Miranda, I need inside. Now,” he begs.
He begged. The scenario I’ve built up here just keeps getting better.
“Me first,” I remind him.
And that’s when it happens, the most exquisite orgasm I’ve ever experienced. The combination of the trap I’ve set, his submission, and his talented fucking mouth created a trifecta that will never be replicated. I ride it out long and hard, screaming, “Fuck you!” repeatedly, which only serves to turn him on more.
The moment I still and open my eyes, he sits back on his heels and takes in the view.
I smile. “You like what you see?” I ask.
His eyes are dark. His chest is heaving. His dick is pleading. “Very much,” he says.
I wink. “You haven’t seen anything yet.” He grins greedily as he watches me climb off the desk and sit in his chair. “I rather like this chair,” I say, stroking the leather arm with my fingertips. “It makes me feel powerful.”
He’s stalking every inch of me with his eyes while he steps down off the desk and stands in front of me. “Down on your knees.” The way he says it would normally leave no room for negotiation.
“Not tonight, Mr. Buckingham.” I lean back in the chair, cross my legs, and steeple my fingers. “Why don’t you get down on yours?” I add with a smile sent straight from hell and gesture to the scattered array of evidence on his desk.
“What’s that?” he says pointing to the papers.
“Oh, those? Those are your balls, my dear,” I say sweetly as I bat my eyelashes. “I’ve got you by the balls. And you know I’m never gentle. This may hurt a bit.”
His face grows red with anger before his eyes begin reading the words, flitting from one paper to the next. Then his head is shaking side to side, it’s supposed to be defiant, but I know terror when I see it. As the color starts to drain from his face like sands through an hourglass, I can’t help make the analogy…his time just ran out. He’s still shaking his head in denial when he looks at me. “What is all of this? What do you want?”
I tilt my head. “I want us.” That’s as simple as I can make it.
His face blanches. “No, I don’t think you do.” He points to the papers and stutters, “This…this isn’t love.”
I roll my eyes. “Who said anything about love?” The irony of us having this discussion naked with the scent of arousal still floating in the air around us isn’t lost on me.
He blinks several times. “Isn’t that why people generally get married?” He’s stunned. “Are you blackmailing me?”
I tap my pointer fingertip against my lips as I think over my answer. “Blackmail sounds so harsh. Let’s call it relationship negotiations.”
He walks to his pile of clothes and yanks on his dress pants before shrugging on his shirt. He stares at me for a moment; it’s disbelief, and then disgust. “Put some goddamn clothes on.”
I look down at my breasts. “You didn’t seem to mind me naked a few minutes ago when your mouth was between my thighs.”
He runs his hands through his hair in frustration before he pulls a handful of it and shouts, “A few minutes ago you weren’t a fucking psycho!”
I frown. “That’s no way to talk to your fiancée.”
His eyes lock with mine, and the fear is plain and transparent.
I begin gathering up the papers and putting them in a neat stack. “I’m filing for divorce as soon as I get home. Seamus will be served Monday. I’ll be moving in here the day the divorce is finalized. I’m going to hold off for the sake of appearance, we don’t need people talking.”
He huffs out a stunned laugh. “Well, aren’t you thoughtful? We certainly can’t have people talking. That’s the least of our problems, Miranda. You’re certifiable, and that’s the one I’m focused on at the moment.”
I wave him off. “This is all for the best. You just don’t see it yet. We’re good together.”
He scrubs his hands over his face repeatedly. “How in the hell did I get myself into this mess?”
“Hmm, let’s see…insider trading, money laundering—”
He cuts me off, “I didn’t do any of that. You obviously did, though, and forged my signature.”
I laugh. “I didn’t forge anything. You should know better than anyone that you shouldn’t sign anything you haven’t read over closely. That kind of oversight could lead to incarceration for the rest of your life. We wouldn’t want that, now would we?”
He’s shaking his head again. “My business dealings are clean. I’ve never done anything illegal.”
I cluck my tongue and raise my eyebrows. “I beg to differ. Your dick would probably back me up, too. Last time I checked, paying for sex in the state of Washington was still a no-no. I know this is a progressive state, but...” I trail off and then add in a mocking tone, “Especially the underage ones, pretty sure that’s still frowned upon.”
“The agency guaranteed me they were all over twenty-one.”
I smirk. “When did you get so naïve, Loren? People lie.”
He pinches the bridge of his nose and blows out a breath, but I see by the set of his shoulders it does nothing to calm him. “They sure as hell do. What do you want? My money? I’ll pay you. Name your price.”
I shake my head. “I told you. We’re getting married. That’s what I want.”
He looks completely bewildered, but I can see the gears turning, he’s weighing his options. He knows his neck is in a noose. “Fine. But you’re fired. I’ll pay you a severance package. I don’t want you anywhere near my business. Are we clear?”
My heart shudders initially, but then I realize I can go anywhere and get a job after I move to Seattle. “Fine.”
“There will be a prenup.”
I nod, I don’t know how my ultimatums turned into negotiations, but if I’m honest I’m a bit surprised this is all going so well, so I’m participating in them. “Fine.”
“And I saw the paternity results in your pile of exploitation. I need your word that no one ever finds out Kira is mine. I don’t want children. Her father is raising her as far as I’m concerned. Your husband can have her. She’s better off with him.” He huffs. “They’re all better off with him. I hope you know that. You shouldn’t be a mother.”
I’m not a mother, I think, they’re my façade. “Okay.” I’m agreeing today. Little does he know I’m just giving him time to adjust to the idea of marriage before I move the kids in with us. I don’t want them here, but for appearance’s sake it’s necessary. I still need to be surrounded by sheep. And no one loves women who abandon their sheep. I also need Loren to bond with Kira. Eventually, he’ll soften to her and claim her and then he’ll thank me for giving that gift. That’s how I’ll redeem myself in his eyes, by giving him the one thing he didn’t know he wanted. I’ll get to Loren’s heart through Kira. Who knew sheep would make such ideal pawns?