Chapter Ten
EMILY
My heart was still recovering from Aiden’s unexpected warm embrace as I buckled my seatbelt. Sure there was a server coming, but his tight grip and deep breaths told me it was about more than preventing spilled lasagna on my dress. I couldn’t resist leaning into his hard chest, my hormones were going crazy just thinking about what he could do to my body.
As he pulled out of the restaurant parking lot, bright lights flashed as paparazzi snapped pictures into the car.
“Don’t worry. The windows are reflective, they won’t be able to sell any of the pictures,” he noted while turning onto the main street. I remained mute, having no response to such an unusual admission. I wasn’t used to strangers chasing me around for pictures, let alone finding a way to avoid them.
“Do you think I’d make a good partner for you?” Aiden asked unexpectedly.
“Umm, I think you’re the only person that can answer that Aiden,” I lied. I could answer it without thinking; of course, he would make a good partner! But that was just my unwillingness to let go of my fairy tale, and I really didn’t want to push my desires on him.
“I feel something between us, Emily, and I know you feel it too” he glanced over at me before returning his attention to the road and adding, “but I wonder if it’s enough. Can we have more than incredible sex?” I felt the blood rushing to my face as the memories of our intimate time together swept over me.
“I don’t think I have enough experience to answer that,” I sassed.
“Well yeah… You don’t,” he chuckled as he quickly looked my way before making a U-turn.
“Do you even think you can be in a monogamous relationship?” I passively shared my relationship expectations. As much as I didn’t care to be a single mom, I didn’t want to get into a relationship I wasn’t comfortable with just to avoid it.
“I won’t lie, the thought scares me,” he again glanced my way and this time I held his gaze until it returned to the road.
“I don’t want you to force anything. Of course, I had my fairy tale, but I know that vision isn’t realistic for this scenario,” I started, feeling like there was more to say, but unsure of the words to describe my thoughts.
I wanted to tell Aiden how much I longed for us to try, but the more I thought about it, the more I questioned if it was the right thing to do. All night it seemed like he was struggling with something and I didn’t want him to be with me out of pity or obligation. He was right, there was something between us, and I was happy he shared that he feels it too, but I wondered if it was enough just as he did.
“Do you think I could be your fairy tale?” His frown made me laugh as if he didn’t know he was every woman’s fairy tale.
“Aiden, you’re seriously going to sit there and act like you haven’t had women all over the world fall for that smile?” I teased, and he instantly grinned like a guilty child.
“I do not deny that, but I’m asking about you,” his smile faded as he glanced at me once more.
“I mean, it’s hard not to fall for you when you take me to a romantic restaurant and flash that charming smile around,” I deflected as he neared my condo building.
Aiden smiled without prying further, which I appreciated. I didn’t want to be forced to admit how badly I wanted him to be apart of this pregnancy because I still questioned if that was just my fear of going on this journey alone. We rode the rest of the way in silence. I imagined Aiden must’ve been as deep in thought as I was. He pulled his sports car to the curb of my condo building before turning to face me.
His jaw was clenched as he bit his bottom lip, which was so sexy. I could tell he was contemplating something so I watched him in silence, wondering what was going through his mind. Preparing myself for the inevitable dose of rejection, humiliation, or both, I began looking out of the window, readying myself for a brief exit.
“Will you come to my game?” He asked after a pregnant pause, unconsciously prompting my body to swiftly shift towards him. I was completely shocked. Of all of the things he could say, this was not what I was expecting.
“Really? You’d want that?” I gaped without shame.
“Yeah,” he beamed, seemingly amused by my shock. “I’ll arrange everything, you just have to say you’ll come.”
“Well, you don’t have to arrange anything. I’ve been taking taxis lately, but I do have a car,” I revealed, blushing from his invitation.
“That’s the thing,” he squinted before continuing, “the game is in Denver,” he explained with a frown that begged me to tell him it was okay.
“Oh, I see… When is it?” I worried. I’d already missed several days when I thought I had the flu and after my recent visit to Dr. Lindsey, I knew I’d be taking an extended break soon, so I didn’t want to miss too much more work.
“It’s Tuesday… I know you have work, but it’s my first game back… Please?” Aiden’s request melted my heart. His dark eyes pleaded with me, and his shadow of a smirk sealed the deal.
“Okay, I’ll come,” I acquiesced, instantly excited for the trip.
“Good. Come on, I’ll walk you up.” He opened his car door before I could tell him it wasn’t necessary. Just as I unbuckled my seatbelt, he opened my car door before extending his hand to help me out.
“Oh, I almost forgot!” He exclaimed while reaching into the back seat after helping me out of the car. He reemerged with a beautiful bouquet of white roses. Extending the flowers towards me, he flashed his rare nervous smile that I was beginning to believe was reserved for me. I knew I made Aiden feel something, and I doubted his confidence faded with many others.
“Thank you! They’re beautiful,” I marveled. I knew that Aiden was trying, and his effort meant a lot to me. He was letting down his ‘bad boy’ barriers and at least attempting to let me in.
The security guard gasped as we walked through the lobby of my condo before asking if Aiden could sign an autograph for him. Without removing his hand from my lower back, or slowing his stride, Aiden promised to stop on his way out, as if walking me to my apartment was of the most importance. When I tried to tell him I didn’t mind, he only winked at me, and we continued towards the elevator. Just as we reached my apartment door, Aiden turned to me puzzled.
“Why did you lie?” He accused and my heart sunk into my stomach. My mind raced trying to think what I could have possibly lied about.
“I’ve never lied to you,” I protested as I tried to replay everything I’d ever said to him.
“You told me you lived close to me so you would walk home,” he repeated my sentiments from our last meeting when I rushed out of his fancy penthouse apartment.
“I didn’t want to cry in front of you,” I whispered.
Aiden abruptly hugged me, tightly wrapping his arms around me before whispering into my hair, “I’m sorry I made you cry, Emily. I really am.”
“It’s not your fault. I’m just pregnant,” I giggled, trying to lighten the mood.
“Yes, it was. I just don’t say things the right way,” he insisted before releasing me and looking into my eyes, silently asking for forgiveness.
“Well, you’re taking me to my first hockey game, so all is forgiven,” I pointed out.
“Your first?” He grinned.
“Yep. You seem to have an affinity for my firsts, Aiden,” I joked, and his eyebrows quickly shot up before a hearty laugh escaped him. It was a throaty laugh like I’d not yet heard from him. Knowing that I could genuinely amuse him made me proud and I beamed as he tried to gather himself.
“That I do, Miss. Morgan that I do,” he repeated before adding, “I’ll text you all the details for the game, okay?”
“Okay.” I agreed, already counting down the days until I would see him again.
“But call me if you need anything between now and Tuesday, okay?” He sternly requested.
“I will,” I promised.
We said our goodbyes before a quick hug and a peck on the cheek. As soon as I closed the door, I leaned against the metal frame, desperate to catch my breath. Every meeting with Aiden left me feeling like I’d just run a marathon. I was on an emotional rollercoaster with him, but it was so exhilarating I never wanted to get off.
The next couple of days passed in a blur. Work was going much better since I’d accepted my limitations. After cutting back on my private lessons I found myself less exhausted, and my meeting with Aiden seemed to relieve my anxiety about my going through my pregnancy alone. Knowing that he planned to play a role in our child’s life, though it may not be my ideal role, made my future much less scary.
Before I knew it, the day had finally come. Aiden texted me very vague details about my travel arrangements, so I was a bit nervous when his driver John arrived to pick me up in the Mercedes-Benz Maybach I’d rode in after ambushing Aiden at the arena. I’d told Mariah all about it, and we’d speculated what I could expect, but nothing prepared me for what Aiden had in mind.
I was confused when the driver passed the highway ramp leading to the airport, instead of taking the next exit, which resulted in what looked like an empty lot. After turning the first corner, I noticed a handful of luxury cars in a small covered parking garage. The car slowed as a security guard approached the driver window. I watched as John flashed an ID to the guard before turning another corner.
My mouth dropped as the pristine white jet came into view. ‘BECKETT’ was embossed in bold blue letters above the small windows lining the aircraft.
“Ready, Miss. Morgan?” John asked as he held my car door open.
“Ye-Yes,” I stuttered while taking his hand and stepping out of the car.
The driver led me to the narrow staircase leading up to the jet as he handed my small suitcase to the waiting attendant.
“We’re so happy to welcome you aboard, Miss. Morgan. I’m Roger, and I’ll be serving you today. Please follow me,” he requested before heading up the stairs.
I sat in one of only twelve seats on the jet, which looked much smaller inside than it had from the car. The leather seats were so soft I kept running my fingertips across the plush fabric. Roger regularly checked on me to make sure I was comfortable, and when I suddenly began experiencing a bout of motion sickness, he quickly retrieved a glass of ginger ale to soothe my upset stomach.
I’d flown many times in my life, but no experience compared to flying in a private jet. Knowing that Aiden had arranged for me to travel in such luxury made me feel really special, but I tried to remind myself that he was filthy rich, so it probably wasn’t as big of a deal for him.
An hour into the flight Roger informed me of my schedule, which included going directly to Aiden’s hockey game once the plane landed. Noticing the shock on my face, he asked if I would like my luggage to change clothes before landing. I thanked him for the concession before following him towards the back of the plane. When Roger opened the door to reveal a bedroom I was beside myself. There was a full-size bed as well as a private bathroom. Roger instructed me to call out if I needed anything and then he left me to be ready myself.
After a smooth flight, I was taken directly to the arena to see Aiden play. My nerves were at an all-time high as I settled into my seat, which was only five rows from the rink. Looking around, there were mainly women and children in my section, and it seemed they were all eyeing me suspiciously.
“Don’t mine them,” said the gorgeous blonde to my left. She was struggling to hold a wiggling baby girl that looked like a perfect baby doll. “They’re just curious about who you’re here for.”
“Oh, I’m Emily,” I smiled, hoping to avoid her questioning. I wasn’t sure if Aiden would want me telling anyone about us, or our bundle of confusion.
“I know, Aiden said to me. I’m Amy, Jeff’s wife, he and Aiden are really close, so when he said you were coming to the game I made sure you were next to me,” she winked and rubbed her shoulder against mine as the baby girl finally settled into her lap.
“Oh, thanks,” I nudged her back before whispering, “but why do they care who I’m here to see?”
“This is the WAGs section – you know, ‘wives and girlfriends.' And it’s not unusual for one player to have a wife and a girlfriend at the same game.” She smirked as she turned back towards the rink.
I was really taken aback by that. All of Mariah’s previous conversations about how hockey players were bad boys began replaying in my mind. Then I thought of how Aiden admitted that monogamy scared him. The entire time I thought of us possibly having a future together I never even considered that he would be unfaithful.
“Oh, don’t worry,” she patted my knee as if she could read my thoughts, “Aiden usually doesn’t have anyone here. Actually, I think you’re the first woman I’ve ever known him to invite to a game.” She raised her right eyebrow while looking over to me.
The game was well on its way, and I was more than grateful for Amy. She introduced me to her small son George, who helped her explain everything about hockey after learning it was my first game. We were having a very good time after ordering nachos and hotdogs when Aiden slammed a player on the opposing team into the flexible wall surrounding the rink. The crowd went crazy, while Aiden skated away grinning. His handsome face took over the jumbotron screen as the women in the arena screamed at the top of their lungs.
Amy looked over at me with a smile that said, ‘and he’s all yours,' but it didn’t totally quiet the insecurity that crept up my throat. Besides, Aiden wasn’t all mine. In fact, he hadn’t even said much to me since our date. He asked how I was doing when he sent over the details for the flight, but he didn’t mention anything about our future. I began to wonder if me being at the game was proof that he wanted to be together when I felt a tug at the hem of my dress.
“Hi,” I smiled, looking down into blue eyes too big for such a little girl.
“Say, ‘I’m Victoria,'” Amy teased to the baby girl who was obviously too young for words.
I picked her up, standing her on my lap so that we were face to face. Her giggle made me brighten, as everything I did seemed to amuse her. After bouncing Victoria up and down for a few minutes, I sat her on my lap, and she instantly snuggled against my belly.
“It’s a boy, huh?” Amy asked.
“Oh, I don’t know. Why?” I answered after a pause. I didn’t think she knew I was pregnant, so I was caught off guard by her question.
“You know they say if a baby girl is drawn to you while you’re pregnant, you’re carrying a little boy!” She answered excitedly, as if it were common sense, though I’d never heard of it.
“I think I want a girl now,” I realized as I held Victoria close to me. She was so sweet and a spitting image of Amy. Although I’d never thought about a preference before, I knew a daughter would be a dream come true.
“Yeah, after our son I really wanted a girl. There were too many boys. Victoria balances us out,” she smiled while looking towards George, who was now standing in the front row, excitedly watching his father.
Thankfully Amy walked me through the regular routine for the WAGs. After the game had ended, we moved to a waiting lounge as the men showered before speaking to reporters. Amy introduced me to a handful of other women while we waited. I noticed the shock on all of their faces when she revealed I was a guest of Aiden’s.
Just as the nerves left me and I began to relax with the large group of women, I suddenly felt my heart rate increase. I instinctually rubbed my belly, willing myself to calm down, unsure of the cause of my anxiety. Then I heard his throaty laugh.
After spinning around, I saw him. Aiden was dressed in a navy blue suit, with the top buttons of his white button down shirt undone. His hair was still wet from a shower, and his eyes seemed to sparkle when he spotted me. He grinned before motioning his head for me to come with him. I could feel my face reddening under his gaze.
“I’ll see you tonight,” Amy said as she lifted Victoria, who’d been asleep in my lap since the third period.
I hugged her before grabbing my purse and heading towards Aiden, wondering what else he had in store for me.