~Duane~
Jessica James tonguing my ear, stroking my thigh, her knuckles brushing against my hard-on, all while I navigated back mountain roads.
It was a gauntlet.
While I drove, in between kisses she’d managed to pull off my shirt, unbuckle my belt, undo the button and the zipper of my jeans. She was single-mindedly focused on removing my clothes, but had yet to remove a single article of her own—an oversight requiring immediate rectification.
The only sound in the car was our breathing, the roar of the engine, and her soft moans of please and hurry.
But despite my earlier allusions to rounding the bases and her sexy little sounds and touches, the drive gave me the time I needed to gain perspective. I’d made up my mind a long time ago. Our first time wasn’t going to be in a car.
I’d always figured, in the unlikely event Jessica agreed to my courtship, we would wait. I’d decided, likely after we’d confessed our undying love and devotion to each other and were engaged, we’d go on vacation together for an anniversary. It would be someplace I could romance her. Or maybe we would wait until we were married. That had always been my assumption.
My expectations hadn’t factored in her life goals and ambitions.
We weren’t going to have any anniversaries, romantic vacations, or a wedding night. We only had now. Regardless, despite her eagerness to consummate our abridged relationship, I couldn’t completely shake off my years of frustrated hopes. It wouldn’t be what I’d wanted, but I was damn determined to make it meaningful and memorable. Even if she didn’t care about the where and how, I did.
No.
Nothing would be rushed or hurried. I would take my time, several times. We would have all night, not a quickie in my Road Runner.
Now if she would just stop dipping her fingers into my boxers, I’d be able to form a coherent thought.
I pulled into Hawk’s Field. It was closer to The Canyon than it was to Green Valley. I didn’t have the luxury of a forty-five minute drive back into town. And I wasn’t surprised to see we weren’t the only car on the lot. But the field was massive, with several offshoots and dirt roads, plenty of space and cover for privacy.
As soon as I had the car in park and the lights off, I grabbed her hands and pulled them away from my body. I needed to think, and feeling her stiff nipples through her soft dress wasn’t helping my state of mind.
“What—what are you doing?” she asked, sounding breathless.
I didn’t answer. I made the mistake of releasing one of her hands so I could slide mine under her dress and she brought it down to my groin, stroking me through my boxers.
“Take off your pants,” she ordered, her nails clawing at my jeans and redirecting the blood flow from my brain.
Again, I had to grab her wrist. “Jess—”
“I want you,” she pleaded, biting my neck.
“Take off your dress.”
“I’ll take off my underwear. I thought I could just hike up my dress and climb on your lap,” she said in a panting whisper.
The image her words conjured elicited an involuntary groan from the back of my throat, but I managed to say, “No fucking way, and we’re not debating this. Take off your dress.” I fingered one of the buttons at her back.
She freed one of her hands again and seemed to be trying to touch every inch of my bare skin on her way south. Her dress was already hiked up to her upper thighs because she was climbing onto my lap, rubbing herself on my leg. Basically, I was losing my mind.
“Duane, please. I need you. Please just let me—”
“I need your skin.” I released her wrist and slid my hands from her knees to her hips, hiking the material up higher, revealing a scrap of white lace. But I didn’t stop, I kept pushing the dress up, needing the weight of her bare breasts in my hands; not exactly sure what we were doing, where this was leading, and hoping I had enough sense once she was naked to rein myself in.
“Wait, Duane, wait.”
The dress bunched up and became bulky. For the first time since we entered the car, her hands moved away from my body voluntarily as she tried to withdraw them from her sleeves. I attempted to take advantage of the moment by unclasping her bra, but underneath the sweater material of her dress was a slip of some sort, and it was tight around her ribs and chest, restricting both our movements.
Not helping matters, she’d tried taking an arm out of her sleeve and her elbow was now caught between her body and the dress, immobilizing the hand. Her other arm was up and at an awkward angle, hitting the roof of the car.
I tried pushing the dress higher, but that just complicated matters, bunching it beneath her ribs.
I looked at her, and her face was red. I could tell by the set of her jaw she was frustrated. Jess was basically trapped in the material, straddling my hips, and flailing her torso from side to side as she tried to get free.
Then she started to cuss. She looked like an enraged kitten.
I couldn’t help it. I laughed.
I gripped her hips, brought my forehead to her stomach just under the bunched fabric, and laughed against her bare skin.
“Duane Winston, are you laughing at me?” she growled, huffing a bit as she struggled with the dress.
“Yes. I am laughing at you.” I couldn’t stop laughing. I felt tears gather in my eyes. She looked so ridiculous and adorable, trapped in her dress. And I was relieved. Because the moment of brevity had a sobering effect.
I heard her laugh a bit too, but it sounded irritated. “Well, if you could trouble yourself to stop laughing long enough, maybe you could help me out of this straightjacket. I’d really appreciate it.”
I leaned back against the bench and studied her. “What can I do?”
“First of all, wipe that grin off your face.”
I tried, I did. But instead I laughed again.
“Oh good Lord!” She paired her exclamation with an eye roll.
“Fine.” I held my hands up, showing my surrender. “Fine. There are buttons?”
“Yes, but, I don’t think we’ll be able to unfasten them with me in this position. Can you pull the dress back down?”
I nodded, concentrating on helping her untangle herself even as I mourned the loss of her skin. I pulled the slip down first, then the bulkier sweater fabric next. Her elbow was still caught, so I reached around her and tried to unbutton a few inches at the center of her back. She held my shoulder for balance with her free hand as I worked.
Pretty soon I realized I was going to need to see the buttons. They were round and small and slippery, and I couldn’t get a good grip.
“Jess, you’re going to need to get off my lap and turn around. I can’t work these through the loops like this.”
She huffed, released a long, frustrated growl and shouted, “This is unbelievable!”
I pressed my lips together. I wasn’t going to laugh again, though I sorely wanted to. She was so angry and the cramped space of the car meant every time she twisted the elbow caught inside her dress nearly knocked me in the nose, forehead, or chin.
I had to help her off my lap and felt her eyes on me as I set her bottom on the seat to my side.
“I can’t believe you’re laughing. You’re still laughing.”
“I’m not,” I lied.
“You are!”
“It’s just,” I turned her around so I could see the row of buttons running down her back; I swear there were a hundred of them. “Why would you wear this? Who helped you button up?”
“No one. I used a mirror.”
“You must be crazy flexible.”
“I am.”
I stopped laughing.
“Hush, let me concentrate.”
I reached for the buttons again, but now she was laughing. And when she laughed she shook. But her laugh was also pure magic. I let my forehead fall to her shoulder, my hands dropping to her waist, and just listened to the sound while I breathed her in.
My earlier conviction surfaced again: our first time wasn’t going to be in a car. No. I wanted to be with her, make her laugh, make her crazy, take my time, take her time. Even if she didn’t care about the where and how, I did.
As her laughter receded, I withdrew and gathered a fortifying breath, zipping my zipper and searching for my shirt.
She glanced over her shoulder and I noticed she’d freed her elbow from where it had been trapped in her dress, pushing it back through the sleeve. A smile lingered on her lips, but her eyebrows drew together with a question.
“What are you doing?”
“Take off your boots,” I ordered gruffly, recovering my shirt and pulling it over my head.
She only hesitated for a second before I heard the zipper of her boots release and I glanced at her legs. Beneath the boots she’d been wearing long pink and black striped socks that reached almost to her knees. I dug my fingers into my thighs to keep from touching her legs, or rolling the socks down her sculpted calves.
“Duane?”
I lifted my eyes to hers, she was waiting for me to give direction.
“Take your panties off, Jessica.”
She hesitated, then asked, “What about the dress?”
I shook my head. “Just the panties.”
Her wide brown eyes studied my face for a beat and then she was lifting up her hips. I closed my eyes so I didn’t have to see her shimmy out of her underwear, but I imagined her sweet center exposed and I nearly reached for her. When she finished, I felt her hesitate next to me.
I opened my eyes, found her staring at me. Her cheeks were flushed. As I suspected, she was again waiting for me to give direction. The fact she was so willing and trusting strengthened my resolve.
“Climb on my lap.” My voice was softer this time.
She immediately did so, and reached for my fly at the same time.
I stilled her hands. “No. Leave it be.”
“But—”
“Shhhh…” I slipped my fingers beneath her skirt, savoring the skin of her legs. Her hands came to my shoulders for balance, and her eyes grew hazy as I brushed the back of my knuckles up her inner thighs.
“Duane,” she pleaded, both choking on and swallowing my name.
Lights from a passing car in the distance dimly illuminated the interior and I saw the Road Runner’s windows were completely fogged.
I stroked her with the tip of my middle finger and her thighs clenched, her eyes closed, and she stutter-sighed. Moving one hand around to her ass, because she had an amazing ass, I held her in place and touched her again, parting her, entering her once then teasing her with control and precision.
Watching Jessica was a revelation. Yeah, I was sporting angry wood at this point and my dick envied my hand, but how she responded to me, how she moved and sighed and pleaded, wound itself around my chest, filled my lungs. I experienced something akin to wonder.
She’d been right. It didn’t take long. When she gripped my wrist as she panted and rocked on my lap, her mindlessness at my hands made me want to give voice to my possessive and claiming thoughts.
Your body is mine.
This is mine.
You are mine.
I didn’t, though. Even as I felt her glorious body clench around my fingers and watched her come apart in beautiful waves, I swallowed the words.
Because she was mine.
But with an expiration date.