Chapter Fifteen

Fiona

I finished work late on Tuesday, well after the sun had set. I hopped into my car to make the short drive home. Although the thought of going back to my empty house sent a pulse of sadness through me. Another two days had passed since I’d last seen or heard from Shane. At this point, I was sure I’d run him off for good.

I knew that Drew was right, and I shouldn’t get hung up on him. He had lied to me, and then had the gall to throw his privileged life in my face. But I couldn’t help wondering what could have been.

I snorted. Nothing. That’s what. His life was in Houston. Mystic and me? We were simply a holiday destination.

When I got home after work, I saw a familiar head of chestnut hair stuck out from above my porch railing, and my heart lurched of its own accord. I ordered it to stop.

Shane rose when he heard me walking up the stone pathway to my house, a massive bouquet of flowers in his muscular arms and a small smile on his lips.

Apparently, he’d been waiting for me, although I had no idea for how long. It was a surprise but I wasn’t sure how I felt about seeing him.

“Fiona! Hi.” His deep voice still had the power to do things to me, but I refused to let it. “Look, about the other morning… I can explain.”

“Sure you can,” I muttered under my breath.

With more lies. I pushed past him.

“Please, just give me five minutes. I don’t know what exactly happened, but I’m flying back to Houston in the morning, and I need to make things right with you before I go.” He moved toward me, his gaze as intense as ever.

I turned my back on him, my hand shaking as I tried to get my damn key into the lock. I felt, rather than heard, his approach. He came up right behind me, exactly as he had the other night. The night when it had led to spectacular, mind-blowing sex.

No! He’s a liar. Don’t go there.

My body wouldn’t listen to my brain. The memories of what he could do to it were too fresh to ignore. Chills ran up and down my spine and settled between my legs.

As if Zeus himself had willed it to be so, the air between Shane and I crackled and thickened with tension, as if there was a lightning bolt connecting his chest to my back.

“Come on, Fiona. Please. Just look at me. You don’t have to say a single word. Just let me explain.” He was on the verge of pleading, although I was sure he would never admit it.

I spun on my heel, fuming. “Fine. You want me to look at you? Here. I’m looking at you. Now go get on that plane to Houston, and never, ever come back.”

With that, I threw open my door, stepped inside, and locked the door behind me with a definitive click. I was breathing heavily, and I sank to my haunches against the door. It was like I could feel him on the other side of it.

“Okay, if that’s what you want, Fiona, I’m leaving.” He sighed, a dull thud following it. I was pretty sure he’d let his head fall against the door.

Not a minute later, I heard him turn, followed by the sound of his heavy footfalls making their way to his truck. The engine roared to life and the truck spun away. I hadn’t even gathered the strength to stand up yet.

My mind was racing at a million miles an hour. The edges of my vision blurred. Hot tears sprang to my eyes, threatening to spill over. I shouldn’t have felt like this. I was the one who had sent him away. I was the one who wouldn’t listen to him, who told him to leave and never come back.

And I couldn’t help but wonder if I’d made a huge mistake. Had I just saved myself from future heartbreak or had I just ruined the rest of my life with one snappy outburst? It was way too early to be thinking along those lines but there had been something there with Shane. Something raw and honest and real, despite the lies.

I drew my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them, lowering my head to rest on my forearms.

I had to calm my breathing. I had to get a hold of myself. Hell, at the very least, I needed to get some lights on. I was sitting in complete and total darkness.

I was just about to remedy the one thing that I had within my control when headlights shone through the front windows and lit up my entire open-plan area.

A door slammed shut and hurried footsteps jogged toward my house, followed shortly by pounding on the door. “Fiona, are you still there?”

I froze. That was Shane’s voice. I could never mistake it for someone else’s. I wanted to reply, to tell him that I was there, that I was listening, but my voice was trapped in my throat. I was too overwhelmed to form a single reply, so I simply let my head fall back against the door.

Whether he heard it and took it as a sign, or whether he could feel me through the door the same way I could feel him, I would never know. He started talking anyway, as if he knew that I was listening.

“Look, I would much rather say this to you while looking into your eyes, but since you’ve taken that option off the table, here goes nothing.” He heaved a deep sigh.

I could picture him running his hands through his hair, his eyes falling closed as he gathered his thoughts. It sent a shiver right through my body.

“I don’t know what went wrong the other morning, but I know that I said something that struck a nerve. I truly apologize for that. I know what people say about assumptions, but I’m going to go ahead and make one anyway. That year, the one that I went to Disneyland with my Mom, was the year that you moved to Mystic. The year that your dad lost everything. I really put my foot in it there.”

God, how did he know me that well after only a few weeks? My arms uncurled from my legs and fell to my sides as I listened intently.

“There’s something else you need to know. Something that I haven’t been honest with you about.” He sighed, and a deep exasperated moan followed it. “Shit. No, it’s actually something that I lied to you about. I have heard of Perkins Enterprises. I’ve more than heard of it. I am Perkins Enterprises.”

I exhaled on a heavy sigh, turning toward the door, even though it was still locked. I listened closely, letting him pour his heart out.

“I didn’t know what to say that night after you told me what my father had done to your family. I was ashamed and embarrassed and not ready to tell you yet. I’m sorry, Fiona. You should know that I’ve been investigating those procurement processes for years. I’m not asking you to forgive me. I just couldn’t leave Mystic without telling you the truth.”

Relief flooded through my veins that he was finally coming clean. It was very little and very late, but it meant something nonetheless. It meant everything.

“Fiona, are you still there? You don’t have to say anything. I just want to know that you heard me.” His voice was soft, vulnerable in way that I had never heard it before.

That hint of vulnerability carried me to my feet and made me unlock the door. I stepped back. The ball was back in his court.

The door opened slowly. Shane came into view, wearing an apologetic, hopeful grin that I couldn’t resist.

The full effect of him, having not seen him for days, was fucking devastating. His eyes were deep emerald pools that shone with sincerity and made my heart beat wildly in my chest. I remembered those same eyes darkening in lust, turning almost into embers in the seconds before he came.

A rush of desire swept through me at the exact same time that Shane dropped the bouquet of flowers he was still holding and drew me toward him, wrapping his arms around me in the best embrace I’d ever experienced.

As if we were magnetized to each other, his lips came down on mine, and his hands went to my ass, just as I jumped against him, wrapping my arms around his neck and winding my legs around his back.

Shane nibbled on my bottom lip, then crushed his lips to mine, drinking from them like he was stuck in the Sahara Desert and I was the only oasis.

I shifted to allow him better access to my mouth, and my belly button brushed against the iron rod that was his erection. He hissed at the contact. I moaned at both the friction between us and his reaction to it.

Without breaking the kiss or letting go of me, he walked us to my bedroom with fast, sure strides. Within seconds, we were on my bed, breathing heavily and tearing at each other’s clothes. I couldn’t get close enough to him fast enough.

I was desperate to feel his skin against mine, and I moaned loudly when I finally got my wish. Shane peppered my neck with light kisses, whispering something about how sorry he was and how much it meant to him that I had forgiven him for lying.

As rushed as we were, he was also tender. Almost like he was seeking redemption with his touches. His mouth drifted lower, nuzzling at the undersides of my breasts and causing my nipples to form hardened little peaks, seeking his attention.

I writhed underneath his feather-light touches, crying out when he finally dipped his head to suck my aching peak into his hot, wet mouth.

“Fuck,” he groaned. “The sounds you make.”

He continued teasing my nipples until I was a panting, whimpering puddle of need.

I squirmed underneath him. “Please, Shane.”

“‘Please, Shane’ what?” He smirked knowingly, lifting his head from my chest. The emerald of his eyes had turned into the color of the deep ocean, shimmering in the moonlight, and I could feel him as hard as the wood that my bed frame was made of against my thigh.

It was obvious that he wanted exactly what I wanted, as much as I wanted it. Exactly when I wanted it, which was immediately.

“You want my mouth on you, baby? You want to come?” His voice was hoarse and thick.

I shook my head, bucking my hips against his. “You. Only you. Now.”

My quiet plea seemed to break the last vestiges of self-control that he had been trying to hang on to. In a flash, his hands darted for his jeans, and he sheathed himself with protection. It was a fucking erotic sight to see, a man like him this passionate and this hard just for me.

I nearly spontaneously combusted just from watching him. I would have, if he hadn’t been so fast about it. He positioned himself at my entrance, and his broad head nudged at me. Taunting me.

“Shane,” I pleaded with him again.

“I’ve got you, baby. I’m right there with you.” He claimed my lips with his as he pushed forward, kissing me deeply as he stretched me wide open for him.

I was possessed by him. Claimed by him. I’d never felt the way I felt when he moved inside of me. Even though it was only my second time with him, he played my body like an instrument that had been especially designed for him.

His thrusts were slow and sweet at first, then grew faster, harder, without the need for me to say anything. He kept a steady rhythm with his hips and hit me in all the spots that made me scream from the intense pleasure he was building up at my very core.

I came with a shout, long and hard, as wave after wave of pleasure grabbed on to me and swept me along for the ride.

Shane followed me over the edge almost immediately. His body tensed and froze as he pumped into me one last time.