Chapter Seven
Milan tried not to stare, but it was no use. The man was stunning and the way his thick, long cock constricted against his dark gray boxer briefs made her pussy scream, ‘Lord have mercy!’
It had been a while; she felt compelled to tell him so. For days, she daydreamed about fucking him, and now, the dream was coming to fruition. Their mutual sexual attraction stood at its breaking point. She had to have him.
“I haven’t had sex in about a year,” she admitted, feeling like a fool once it rolled off her tongue, but she needed to warn the man to take it easy and not judge her rustiness too harshly. She thought of herself as a good lover, but everything takes practice and she’d been out of the loop.
“Oh…okay. It’s not an issue, baby.” His head down, he kept one hand on each knee, his legs crisscrossed, as if about to do meditation.
“Well, I just thought that would be something you’d like to know.”
“Okay…well, now I know.” He shot her a dark, lopsided smile—all knowing. The shit made her tingle. How could a man appear so caring, yet so dangerous at the same time?
“I want the same things that you do.” He caressed her knee ever so slowly with his index finger. “Right now, at this moment, I am addressing my needs and desires. Desires change; needs don’t, however. What I need in my life is a committed, monogamous relationship with someone who is a giver and receiver.”
She had never, in her twenty-seven years on the planet, heard a man say such things before a romp in the hay. Julian was blowing her fucking mind. It was like a slow torture, the way he spoke so leisurely. His touch, caring yet devastating and heated with desire. She drifted her gaze down to his dick again; the damn thing pushed like a snake against the fibers of his underwear. A line of downy, dark pubic hair started from his navel until it disappeared behind the material. If he had what she surmised, she was in for a real treat…
“I see a beautiful woman before me,” he continued. “Her skin is the color of a prairie sunset, or even more accurate, a flower pot…the old fashioned kind that is baked out in the sun.”
She grinned and looked down into her lap.
“I desire to touch her, to be deeply inside of her. I need to be with her. You see, all of the things you and I wrestle about—the astrology, numerology, reflexology, all those ‘ologies’, aside—there is one component that we agree on…and that’s love.”
“Yes, I concur completely.” She sighed as he continued to trace her flesh, slowly trailing his finger up her inner thigh.
“Love is simple, it’s not complicated. Case in point…” He cleared his throat. “The very first time I saw you walk into my shop, I looked at you and thought, ‘Wow, she’s really attractive.’ From physical attraction grows soul attraction. I found myself attracted to who you were.” He pointed at her heart.
“Because you were sharing with me, and they were things I could understand, agree with and relate to. They were personal things, words you hadn’t expressed, for whatever reason, quite that way, with anyone else. I was given those lyrics from your heart, as if they were a gift. And, they were a present, from you to me. You were wounded, we all are, but you were surviving, and that’s…that’s powerful.” He looked deeply into her eyes, pulling her into his web of mysteries, making every cell in her body jump. “Your suffering drew me to you. Your overcoming of such conditions is what makes me fall in love with you. From the top of your onyx-colored hair, to your cappuccino-colored eyes…” He traced the short bridge of her nose. “Down to your cute little nose, past your cupid’s bow, to those sweet, plump, naturally rose-colored lips, you are magnificent.”
She searched for the honesty in his eyes, for an inkling that she was possibly being misled. She knew the artist in him compelled him to say such beautiful things. He was a creator after all. His baby blues gleamed bright with sincere alertness, taunting her as she tried to talk herself out of the truth. The present was real, tangible. Her cheeks—her entire body—grew warm with the pleasure of his words, with the heat of his intense stare upon her partially covered temple.
She uncrossed her legs and brought her knee up to her chin, cradling it close like a favorite baby doll.
“Now, sit back.” His voice grew more serious, dripping with base like a damn subwoofer. That vocal energy that had lulled her into an easy trance was now gone as he sat back in his natural form, done with the lullabies. “Now, I want you to monitor your breathing. I want you to breath in and out, slowly…slowly… that’s good.”
She focused on him as he reached over to the side and picked up the pink crystal. As she sat there breathing, controlling her exhales and inhales, he took the tip of the large, pencil shaped gem and tapped it gently on her collar bone. It felt cool and smooth to the touch. He ran the thing slowly down her neck, back up and over one of her breasts, then back down until he’d reached her hips.
“I want you to fall into a memory, something pleasant. Something that makes you feel like you could almost float away. It could be the first time you went to the beach, the first time you fell in love; anything that is a pleasant memory, that brings you great joy will do.”
She searched her mind for such an account, but was left temporarily distracted by the man’s thick, dark lashes that masked his shimmering blue eyes as his face hovered above hers. The faint scent of cinnamon surrounded her. His skin glistened with what she assumed was oil, yet he didn’t feel slick to the touch. His face appeared practically flawless…
Damn, he is so fuckin’ sexy…
“Are you focusing?” He seized her out of her ornery deliberations, brought her back to the here and now.
“No…but I am now.”
He continued to trace the crystal up and down her body, and it never seemed to warm to match her body heat. Instead, it kept her mindful of its cool presence as he continued on the path, detailing her body as if she were a sculpture. So lulled into a pleasant trance, she fell into the recesses of her mind and plucked a memory like the petal of a golden rose, and brought it to her nostril for a hearty sniff…
She was sitting on her father’s lap in their living room. The television was on—the ‘Cosby Show.’ She was no more than six. While Dad hummed to her, Mom was cooking dinner. The smell of the food took her on a trip, for it was her favorite: spaghetti and meatballs. Mom had a special way of making it, and she always looked forward it…
The oddest thing occurred at that moment in time. It was as if she could really smell it. Suddenly, the scent of fresh herbs…pungent oregano and fragrant parsley got so powerful around her that she could almost taste them; even the garlic bread baking inside of the old oven.
The sounds grew louder, the sensations sharper. The television…Dad’s humming…the clicking and clacking of spoons inside of pots. Her bouncing lightly on Dad’s knee…
Milan gasped when Julian touched a feather across her shoulders. He went back and forth, but it was hard for her to keep her damn eyes open.
“It’s getting good to you now,” he whispered. “Your muscles are so relaxed…keep on.”
And she did; she played the memory out until her heart was overwhelmed with the shit.
I miss them!
Her soul screamed! But…through the misery, she was happy! Dad and Mama are together again, now.
She wandered back into the wondrous memory as this man continued to administer his gentle touch all over her damn body—the crystal again, his fingers, his mouth…
The plaid chair her father was plopped on, his tawny skin covered in slight facial hair sprinkled with gray…
Yes, she could see it. The man loved her, adored her!
Dad was just a man’s man but that particular day, he picked her up from the ground, gave her a hearty kiss and a hug and took her over to the chair, as if she were his favorite person in the whole damn world. All the while, Mom sang her own song in the background while cooking…
Julian broke her out of her remembrances once again when she felt the softness of something brush against her skin. The touch of the feather jarred her as he traced it down her bra, and before she knew it, he’d plucked one breast out of the satin cup, and then the other. He didn’t massage them though; no, his fingers didn’t even graze her nipples. Instead, he leaned in close and slowly blew warm air against them, all the while tracing her with that damn feather, teasing her to the point of no return. It was the oddest of combinations, but somehow, incredibly erotic.
“Keep resting…keep your eyes closed,” he murmured.
He paused and got up; soon, she could smell sage burning. A familiar aroma as she’d bought sage incense once. He was back at her side, now running his fingers through her hair, but in no ordinary way. No, he dug his fingertips into her scalp, applying slight pressure as he moved them around, as if trying to increase the blood flow.
“Damn that feels good…” How could a head rub be so therapeutic and so erotic at the same time?
“Let me talk to you, about the moon…” he said, continuing his massage. “The moon holds the keys to our memories. It unlocks historical personal references of elation and condemnation. It is our personal healer. Tonight, there is a full moon. That brings out a person’s true nature, their animalistic side. The things that give us the most satisfaction oftentimes are tied to experiences in our early childhood.”
Can he read my thoughts?! Of course not… I was just thinking about my childhood; how can he be so in tune with me?
“We try to mimic those emotions, those feelings, by chasing the moon… We go to other vices to duplicate the first time we fell in love, kissed, the first time we got a wonderful birthday gift. The moon stores all of those treasures and it stores the bad stuff, too. The time we fell off our bike. The time one of our parents, in a fit of rage, told us off or embarrassed us in front of our secret elementary school crush. Tattoos, Milan, are addictive because they are a form of healing. Tattoos are tied to the moon. The people that gravitate towards them want to be in pain, in order to receive maximum pleasure. It’s called purging, kind of like sweating a cold out. I lived in constant pain to remind myself that I was alive, and had so much to live for…”
He’s killing me…
She felt his fucking rock hard dick brush against her pelvis as he continued to lazily draw with the feather and his hands across her damn body.
“We must not leave the Earth without ever experiencing loving someone, and someone loving us back. If we are open to our moon, it will ensure that we have that, at least once. I believe that you called my shop not just for a tattoo, but for healing. Your moon drew you to that. My moon made sure I heard you calling. I liked the sound of your voice on the other end. I said to myself…” He continued to trace her skin, making her flesh goose bump to his touch and throaty, sensual words. “She sounds sexy as hell…”
Milan tossed her head back and laughed, arching her back, which gave him access to run that damn feather down her throat. He pressed his fingertips into the pit of her stomach, bringing forth a moan from somewhere deep within. Her pussy pulsated as he continued to touch and speak.
“Then, when I saw you that first time, well…you made my fucking dick hard.”
She swallowed, clutching a bit of the thick black fabric on the bed.
He leaned in closer then, to speak into her ear. Tossing the feather aside, he ran his hands up and down her stomach, careful to not disturb her love zone.
“…And then when I spoke to you, and saw you crying, you made my heart soft…” She heard his breathing increase as his lips hovered by her face.
“And then, when I gave you your tattoo, and we talked all night…you made my brain happy…because, you’re smart…opinionated, and not afraid to show it. Mmmmm…” His deep, husky moan stirred her groin like a spoon in a pot. He kept his hand over her panties, venturing down, rubbing her ever so subtly over the material.
“Uhhh…” She pushed into him, ached for his touch.
I can’t take much more of this!
Her horniness at a fever pitch, she lifted her ass off the sheets. He gently shoved her back down by placing his hand on her shoulder, but his fingers kept moving, roving over her again and again until she’d saturated her damn underwear.
He clasped his hands together behind her, and dug them into the hollow of her lower back. Taking one of her nipples into his mouth, he drew on it, brought it forth. His tongue rotated around the damn thing all while his lips clasped around it.
Oh my God he’s got skills!
The mixed pain and pleasure made her pussy lips soften and coat in honey elixir, but damn him! He wouldn’t touch her clit, would do nothing more than orally massage her breasts—and it was driving her insane. He pressed a bit harder into the pit of her lower back, causing her to utter groans of discomfort, but the sensations he gave her with his tongue added fuel to the fire, and she knew that somehow, if he stopped pressing into her, his sensual touch would lose its effect.
“Uhhhh!” She tossed about, losing herself.
“That’s it, Milan…that’s it. Just let go…relax. I’m pressing into your back, and it may hurt a little, to help your body release the pain and tension you’ve stored in it. You keep your grief in your back, neck and shoulders, even more so than your gut I’ve noticed and it rests here when you relax. It doesn’t go away; it just makes you believe that it has, so you can get through your day. But I’m here to tell you that tonight, I’m going to make it vanish for good…”
He pressed a bit harder.
“Oh God!”
“Tell me when you can’t take it anymore…”
“I can’t take it anymore, now! That…really hurts!” Her eyes rolled in the back of her head and before she knew it, he plunged his hand into her panties, keeping her down with the weight of his body, forcing her into the plump, black pillow and sheets, their erotic canvas shimmering with candlelight.
“Ohhh!” She arched her back when he pressed his lips to her jawbone, and his shoulder pinned her down nice and hard. His fingers were doing things, moving fast and quick as if they’d been trained in aerobics. His long fingers sprawled, then drew closer together until he cornered her clit between two knuckles and grinded them gently against her bud. “Mmmm! Oh God!”
After removing the pressure from her back, he moved both hands across her bare pussy, sending her into sensations she never knew possible. One hand held her flower wide open while the other danced in her valley, taking her there.
“Mmmm!” She gripped his arm, her fingers digging into it with no mercy. “I think…”
“You’re going to climax…let it happen…let it happen…Shhhh….” He cooed in her ear. “Just relax…”
He kept on and on until she was practically curled in a fetal position, her hands bear-hugged around his neck as his lean, muscular arms continued to strum her like a guitar.
“Ahhhh! Ahhhh!” She arched into him, her eyes feeling wide as she took in the ceiling, noticing the damned thing seemed to practically sparkle now. “Ahhhh… Oh God…” Her pelvis bumped and vibrated against him; he kept her steady in his strong grip as the pleasure exploded within, in a billion euphoric pieces.
“Goooood, baby….” He whispered in her ear, then gently layered kisses up and down her cheek. “Perfect…”
Panting, she found it difficult to catch her breath. He continued to gently kiss her, relaxing her just so. She finally settled and gradually ran the back of her hand over her forehead.
“Oh boy…that…that was intense.”
Cradling her, he looked down at her, a soft smile on his face. She smiled back.
“So, you think that would be enough?” She raised an eyebrow. “No, I need your dick, Julian.”
This caused him to laugh so hard, he rolled over and almost fell out the bed. She followed suit, caught in the moment.
“It looks like I’m a little too relaxed…just saying any ol’ thing.”
“No, no,” he said, composing himself. “That’s good. I believe in complete honestly, especially about things like this. You need to speak up when you want something from me.” He leaned over and gently kissed her lips, then lay back down.
“It was really good. I don’t think I’ve ever had an orgasm like that before…whatever the hell you did…”
He ran a hand along his cock, then he pulled his underwear partially down.
“Julian, stop playing.” She was going to hit him, and hit him hard, if he didn’t get this show on the road.
He cracked up laughing even louder this time, his hand landing lazily against his tight abs.
“Oh shit… You are so funny. I love it.”
Unable to take it anymore, she rolled over on top of him and tugged at the damn things. His cock seemed to swell against her groin; her wet panties bunched as she grinded against him and kissed him longingly. Burying his hand in the back of her hair, he kissed her just as diligently in return, and grinded against her, his pelvis working her to the bone.
A white boy with rhythm…it gets no better…
“Take ’em off…” he instructed between intense kisses.
She did as told, snatching his drawers down to his damn ankles. He kicked them away, but she didn’t notice where they’d landed because her eyes were too busy sizing this motherfucker up! Her mouth salivated at the sight before her. The long, thick member, veiny, and a couple shades darker than the rest of his body called her pussy by name. Equally amazing was the size of his balls, and though he had his share of pubic hair, he’d trimmed the black strands neatly. As she assessed him, mesmerized, he suddenly rose and cupped her dripping wet pussy with the cradle of his palm, then snatched the wet underwear off, causing it to fly across the room. He buried his head in between her breasts, then kissed them, his affections soft and warming…and then, he paused.
“Hold up…”
“Mmmmm,” she moaned and sat up, confused.
“All right, hold on a sec.” He grunted as he reached toward his nightstand, pulled out the top drawer, and removed a box of unopened Magnums. He tore the damned thing open with his teeth, like a ravenous beast impeded by a thin barrier from his main course. Grabbing the base of his cock, he slid the thing on in a perfect, swift motion. His dick looked so thick and juicy, it seemed the extra large condom would not suffice. That alone turned up her internal heat impossibly hotter and higher.
It’s always the tall, slender mothafuckers that are packin’…
“Mmmmm…nice dick.” Unable to resist, she reached down and touched it, making it bob back and forth.
“He told me to tell you ‘thank you.’”
They both burst out laughing and before she knew it, she was rolling around like a ball down a slope when he grabbed her and turned her on her back. He smiled down at her, looking like a naughty little boy that got a one-day pass to get a little pussy, and before she could say a short prayer, he slid the thick head inside of her, making her scoot toward the headboard at the unbelievably tight introduction.
“Dammmmmn….” He moaned low and throaty, clinging close to her, wrapping his body around hers so that she could barely breathe. His warm breaths coated her as his hands found their place against her hips. He took slow, shallow thrusts with only an inch or two at a time, opening her up. He threw his head back in abandon. “Fuck! You feel so damn good! Shit!” Those sweet, flowery words he’d given her moments before were now replaced with the sexual utterances of a man wanting to give in to his primal desires.
Despite the monster between his legs, he was as gentle and loving as one could possibly be. “So tight…baby…” He groaned and slowly closed his eyes, disappearing within himself as he continued to push in and out of her, ever so careful. Then, he went a bit deeper…
Shit!
“Ahhhh! Ah…” She pushed on his pelvis, trying to slow his already snail-like pace.
Damn, he is huge…
“Does it hurt?” He paused, concern etched in his eyes.
“It’s just been a while…” She smiled sadly, pissed at how the situation was going down. In her mind, she had butterflies and lilies all over the place, a fairy dripping pretty, pink sparkling dust all over them, and the sun rose and set on their bobbing asses. Towards the end, they were supposed to be hanging from the chandeliers, singing songs of utter enchantment with vibrant melodies and then eating breakfast in bed, by candlelight… turkey bacon for her and tofu for him.
“I’ll take it a little slower…” He lovingly kissed her forehead and continued on until he was invested in a rhythm, pumping with due diligence and fortitude. “Is it getting better?” he asked with a school-boy grin, right before layering her chin and neck with sweet pecks.
She realized it didn’t matter if it had been a year or one hour since her last sexual encounter. Julian’s cock was enormous, and it would take some getting used to, but damn did he know how to work it…
“Yes, it…it feels good now…real good…ohhh…” She held him a bit tighter, wrapped her thighs snugly around his narrow waist as he dove that big dick in and out of her, leaving her inked from the inside out. “Oh shit…” she gasped, barely able to keep afloat. The goodness turned into greatness, twisting her every way but loose. Relief was coming, in a way she never dreamed possible. She whined and braced herself, about to explode! The feeling crept from her stomach, inched its swarthy way down to her pussy petals, and hit the buzzer as he bumped lightly with each forward motion into her swollen love. Then, he sealed her fate when he rose on his arms, intensity showing in his eyes, love all across his damn face. He winked at her then, and she warmed with an internal squeal of delight as he marched within, faster and faster. Wrapping one hand across his ass cheek, she felt the damned thing compressing and the dimples on the side of his hip collapsing with each hard propel within her.
“Uhhhhh! Uhhh, shit!” He bit into his bottom lip and drew closer to her, keeping himself only slightly raised as he looked between their bodies, no doubt watching his own dick disappear and show again while he fucked her like he meant it. He ran his tongue along her earlobe, and hummed. The oddest thing, yet so befitting.
What song is that?
Then, she realized, it was no song at all. The vibration flowed through her temple and his thumb made tiny wet outlines across her clit as he kept pumping within her.
This sneaky, strange bastard!
“Ahhhh, ah!” She hugged him tighter.
“Release it…let it go!” he encouraged, as if feeling her astonishment that she was about to cum again. He slicked his thumb faster across her sensitive nub and dominated her entire form with his words, the pressure from his hard, strong body, his hand dedicated to her pleasure and his dick pushing her wide open, plunging deeper and farther than the depths of Hell. “Uhhhhh!” He grunted, his face reddened as a vein in the middle of his forehead and the side of his neck bulged. His eyes hooded, he gripped her thigh, heartily propelling inside her with no apologies. “Uhhhh, baby! Cum for me, baby…cum for me!”
…And she did as he asked.
“Ahhhh! Ahhhhhhh!” As if having an out of body experience merged with a spiritual awakening, she virtually climbed off the bed and hung from that archetypal chandelier she’d yearned for. So what that it happened all in her mind, she loved it all the same. Loved how he clung to her, keeping her tight in his grip, and ensured her hips stayed home to meet his continued demanding thrusts. He increased his pace, no doubt losing control of himself. Even a man like Julian had his limits with patience, and from the look in his eyes, his time was up…
“Ahhhh….Oh God…” Milan sighed as she fell back against the bed, suddenly aware that she was covered in sweat and hotter than a stolen car on a one hundred degree day. Her body had conked out, and now, all she could do was stare up at the man, who was pounding deep inside of her, making her feel every damn inch of his rock, hard arduous nature.
“Uhhhhh!!! Almost there!” he cried.
“Do it, let me see it!” she urged, suddenly filled with renewed life.
“Where do you want it?!” he screamed, fighting against the clock and his demanding cock.
“Cum on my stomach…”
Julian suddenly pulled out of her and ripped the condom off, causing a popping noise. Grasping one of her breasts, he stared into her eyes and pumped his dick a few, hard and fast strokes, forcing his copious, creamy load to shoot onto her tummy. “Uhhhh! Uhhhh! Mmmm!” he groaned, jerking his dick hard and rigorously, covering her in his liquid appreciation. “Uhhhh….shit!” He sat up on his knees for a spell, his eyes closed, his heavily tattooed chest heaving, and breathed hard and heavy. Ropey strands of sweat flowed down the man’s face like shower water in slow motion as his body glistened and contorted, making those damned tattoos dance as if they had legs, rhythm and reason…
He was…so beautifully made.
Milan looked up at him, her eyes struggling to focus as bits of blurriness took over her vision. During moments of clarity, she gained her appreciation of such a masculine, stunning display. Even if he had not had one illustration on his toned, fit, body, he still would be a walking piece of art that she wanted to study, savor and devour with her mind, body, and now, her tattooed soul. Julian’s temple shook against her, as if having an aftershock. He swallowed hard, let out a fractured breath. She was afraid to blink, afraid she’d miss one glimmer of magnificence. She stared at his dick, now only half erect, trembling at the sight of its splendor, and surveyed the mess he made on her. Dare she admit it, the sight of it turned her the hell on. Following her eyes, he glanced down at her, now reminded of his dick painting… Shades of white…
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