I am spinning like I am caught in the Milky Way. My throat is constricting as I moan Alex’s name boisterously. The pinnacle I reach has me whirling within the galaxies far away from my reality. I don’t want this to end. Ever!
It’s too soon, but a smooth as caramel voice pries me back to Earth.
“Isla, open your eyes for me,” he whispers. “Show me those gorgeous eyes,” he commands. Blinking a few times, reality returns and I am face-to-face with a God who should only attract models and heirs to thrones, not some inconsequential girl who isn’t in control of her life, who is living a lie. But I can’t think about that now. All I want to think about is this sexy man high above me, assailing me, making me cry out his name.
Mighty hands frame my face as he lowers those heavenly lips onto mine, encasing them, giving himself completely to me in that minute. Alex is being true and real with me. This is certainly not a ‘quick take it and leave me night’. This is something passionate, a mind-blowing reality check for me and, I trust, for Alex as well. Nestling my body closer to his, I lay my head on his sculptured shoulder, fitting correctly together once again. When his arm wraps around me, he pulls me against him—chest to chest and hugs me purposefully.
“Alex,” I breathe, “tonight’s been incredible. The best night of my life. I am not ashamed to admit my body’s never felt more sensual and beautiful. Thank you for showing me your place.” I look up to see him still watching me. “Is there something on my face? Why are you looking at me like that?” No one has ever looked at me like this before. Jules’ never probe into my soul as Alex’s eyes have been doing since the time I met him in The Basement. It’s like he can read what is going on in my mind. It would unnerve me if I didn’t believe he was trying to understand me and my peculiar life. I’m unsure how much I want him to learn, though.
“I’m admiring your lips, your eyes, and your stunning face. Sweetness, you are the most beautiful and unique person. I thank the higher powers for bringing us together four nights ago,” Alex says lovingly. The truth in his eyes is evident and I am helpless at what to say or do. Minimal exhaling and inhaling is all I am capable of doing at this time, so I let my hands wander over his chest and buff abs as I worship his body, just as he had done to mine minutes before.
Can I really pursue this relationship? Is it finally my time to live? Questions I can’t answer swirl through my mind at a hundred miles an hour. Shifting so I am resting on my elbow looking into Alex’s clear blue eyes, I have no doubt that this relationship could break me and perhaps Alex, too.
“Alex, I will treasure this night forever. And when I say forever, I will never forget it as long as I live. Where do you see this heading? I can’t…” His large firm finger is placed over my lips.
“Hush now, Isla. There is one promise I can make. I will look after you. Protect you and keep you safe. As long as you’re mine, and. You. Are. Mine. This will happen, Isla.” His profound, calming voice washes over me. It’s a whisper by the end of his speech. This man hungers for me. It’s unbelievable.
Yes…but he’s unaware of the truth, Isla, I think in my head.
My lips fall onto his and we move…reverently…and passionately. My body cuddling into his warm inviting embrace.
“Tell me you know you’re mine.” His power and command pulling me to him.
“It’s something I won’t forget Alex. I come with baggage, lots of baggage. I’m not a good person. My secrets can put you in harm’s way. I’m being selfish staying here with you.” Tears slowly fall down my cheeks. I try wiping them away quickly before Alex spies them, but of course, his eyes are still locked on mine. He bends down to kiss them away.
“For now, I will let it slip, but you don’t ever call yourself horrible or selfish. One day soon you will trust me to share your troubles, but be assured there isn’t anything or anyone that can take me away from you. Now that I have had you completely in my bed, you are mine and I protect what’s mine, Isla. I would move mountains and rivers to ensure you are safe and protected.” His heated look warns me that he is a strong force to be reckoned with.
Safe and protected is a new development for me. Looking after my mother and brother for so long, always being in the forefront of my mind for what seems like forever. Thinking selfishly about my yearnings, here with Alex, confuses me. Knowing this man for four days, I already wish that it will never end. My head is battling with my heart and I just want all he has to give me. I want to be protected. I want to live. I want to be loved. I want someone to look at me as if he aches to devour me every time he lays his sexy blue eyes on me.
A muffled ringtone pulls me out of my trancelike state, realizing Alex’s phone is ringing.
“I must get this. I am sorry, Isla. I am waiting for an important call.”
“That’s fine, but hurry back to me,” I beg as he strides towards his pants.
Bending my knees up, so they are underneath my chin, with the sheet wrapped around me, a calm voice speaks, “Of course I will be there tomorrow evening. I wouldn’t miss this for anything. Yes, but… I must go. Tomorrow then and make sure you wear something radiant. It’s a rare occasion.”
Wait, hold on…what was that all about? Who was that?
Before I can ask a question, Alex strains my arms.
“Isla, come with me.” As he leads me into his bathroom, although bathroom really isn’t the correct name for this palatial, grand expanse of a room, that is furnished with white polished tiles and black marble floor. Complete with a shower and a separate tub, huge enough to fit four or more people in it. Alex turns on the taps, pours some sweet smelling vanilla and citrus soap into the bath and then finds two giant, fluffy black towels from the cupboard next to the vanity. The floor is already warm under my feet and I am a molten mess when Alex runs his hands along my stomach, my ass pressing against his rising cock. He tilts my head to the side with his nose so he can kiss my neck, tightening his grip around my waist, phone call all forgotten.
“Look up, Isla. See how perfectly we fit together.”
Looking up, I am faced with a floor to ceiling high mirror, where a breathtaking soul is gazing at a naked, pale, curvy woman with lust in his eyes. Reaching my head back, I am treated to a hard kiss before he breaks it, lifting me up in one swift movement, and dipping me down into the warm confines of the bathtub.
“Is the temperature all right?”
“It’s faultless. Just like you,” I breathe out.
“I’m joining you,” his deep smooth voice rushes over me.
“Only if you wash my back for me,” I challenge.
“Your back, your front, everywhere is fine by me,” he states as his long, toned legs slide in behind me, with his huge erection positioned so I can feel his length and excitement. He’s everywhere. I can feel his heartbeat pounding against my back. Massaging my shoulders first, leaning in, blowing a calm breath over my neck, Alex mesmerizes me into a hypnotic state. Goosebumps erupting over my already sensitized skin, with my nipples erect and on notice. My back against his front, he reaches around me, encasing every inch of me with his firm arms. He trails svelte kisses down my ear, collarbone, and shoulder. I’m drifting far away from reality and I don’t want to come back. Using the sponge, warm water drips on my sensitive skin, travelling down to my rosy tips and full breasts, swirling it methodically over my mounds, tantalizing my now full and alert pebbles. My heart rate is rapidly increasing with each swish as my pulse races. His manhood prods my back firmer. I embrace that he is affected just as much as I am. My hands try to keep still as Alex lowers the sponge to my stomach, reaching beyond my lower pubic area and in between my thighs. How many ways can I tell him how good his hands and touch feels on my skin?
“Alex…” I could never get enough of this feeling he creates and stirs in the innermost parts of me. My head is light-headed. I’m too warm and dizzy. I’m floating…floating…floating…
“You were told to put your hands on the wall and spread those slinky legs apart so I can see your wet pussy. Dripping for me.”
The suite we’ve been taken to tonight is a high-end establishment. The sixty year old guy with me is a high roller and a large client of the bosses, so he tells me. I’m expected to show this balding male, who is covered in gold chains and slick grey suit, the ‘time of his life’ so he returns to do more business with him.
His shirt isn’t buttoned the entire way up, exposing his feeble chest. No wonder this guy needs entertainment given to him, there’s not a chance in hell he could score a woman on his own. Even with his money.
Playing along, script in place, “Of course, honey. Show me what you’ve got. Let me see how big you are.” Before I place my hands on the wall, I reach into my purse pulling out protection. “Oh…my… I’m going to need the extra large aren’t I, you stud…” Please god, don’t let me puke, only five more minutes then I’m gone.
Covering his small-sized, shriveled up dick, even though it’s hard, I make certain I’m protected from everything except a broken psyche.
Grunting and losing his shit, “Your hands are fuckin’ fantastic, run them along me more.” His hands dig into my waist, grabbing at my breasts harshly, thinking he’s God’s gift to women. What an ass. His repulsive face zeros in on my lips. Quickly I turn so his rough lips land on my cheek. There’s no way anyone gets my lips!
“I’m gonna make you fall at my feet, pound you so you fuckin’ hard you won’t be able to stand tomorrow. You’ll be begging to have me tomorrow. But you can’t. You’ll be longing for my return.” Roughly turning me around, I fall on to the wall, bracing myself. His teeth taste my shoulders while his hands roughly brush through my hair. His dick nearing my entrance.
“Big man, take me.” I say in the sweetest voice possible. I want to be gone… NOW.
His medium stature makes it hard for him to enter me. Pushing my back down with force, I move my hands down the wall and I stick my ass out so he slams into me easier. Hearing his moaning and groaning, one hand yanking my head back while the other pinches my hips to steady his legs, I think of my happy place, the calming ocean water, the feather light breezes mixed with the bright sunlight, cleansing me and my world. A plump frame pushes and pushes into mine; sweaty and hairy, he sticks on my skin as he leans over my back humping me like a dog.
“Yes…whore… I’m going to shoot my load. Fuck. Your cunt is so sweet and tight, holding my cock.” Grotesquely his body shudders into mine, ramming me over and over. My head bangs into the wall. Over and over…
“Isla! Sweetness, wake up, Sweetness. Show me those brilliant violet eyes.”
Fuck…my head is throbbing…shouting…why is someone yelling at me? What have I done this time?
What is happening? Does Alex know? Where’s Alex gone?
Hazily, my eyes start to open and I am positioned in the middle of the huge bed that I had previously made love to Alex on. Pillows are stacked behind my upper torso. A light sheet is covering my body and a glorious wet naked man is gaping at me with his two piercing worried eyes.
“Sweetness, you fainted in the bath. Are you hurt? You need a doctor? I’ll call now.”
“Give me a minute, please, Alex.” My head is aching but apart from that, I’m fine. “It’s okay. I’m fine, only a thumping headache. What happened?”
Looking down at my hand which Alex has a firm hold on, rubbing his thumb over the back of it repetitiously.
“I was washing you and then you passed out cold. I tried to wake you, but you wouldn’t open your eyes, so I brought you out and put you in my bed. I’m calling the doctor.” His beautiful face plastered with concern and care.
“No, no, please stay with me. I’m really OK. Sometimes when I get too hot, I faint. It’s not the first time this has happened. I’m just lucky I had you to find me naked instead of my brother. Which, by the way, did occur once. How embarrassed do you think I felt then?” I laugh gingerly, with a tinge of red no doubt appearing on my cheeks.
“Could I please get a glass of water and some ibuprofen?” Alex is off the bed before I can check out his naked ass and back, returning in two minutes. He must run to the kitchen and back because this place isn’t small.
“Here you go, Sweetness. Drink the whole glass.” Doing as I’m told, I swallow the water and the tablets. I rest my eyes as he quickly dries himself.
The bed dips with Alex’s weight as he slides in next to me.
“I need to be getting home, Alex. I have a big day tomorrow followed by an event that evening.” I can’t hold back my yawn.
“You are not going anywhere. You’re staying with me tonight. No questions.”
There’s no way I would argue with that. Snuggling on his chest, relaxing my body so I fit supremely into his arms, my eyes drift shut.
“Hold me please, Alex? Don’t let me go.”
“Never,” he says and kisses my lips reverently and passionately. Alex’s strong firm grasp against my waist with our bodies this close helps me fall into a restful sleep. Tranquility takes over. I’ve ascended to Heaven, where there is peace, love, and calmness.
This is my idea of Heaven. Alex’s body next to mine, nothing between us…except my life…
Three days to go…