Chapter Ten
Stephanie
It’s was only my second night with the twins, but I couldn’t help but love every second of it. There was this newfound freedom and sexual exploration that filled the air, and it was something so unfamiliar to me, yet it felt so completely right. In the moment and in the height of pleasure, I was taken to new worlds, and places I’d never even dreamt about.
Both Hawk and Rider we’re spoiling me like I had never been spoiled before, and I didn’t know if I ever wanted to come down from the high they’d given me. Not only were they pampering me, but I was finding myself growing more and more attached to them and the passion and attention they’d been giving me. The connection between all three of us was growing up to the sky like a blossoming sunflower in the sunshine, and I wanted to dig my roots in deeper and deeper.
I’d been lying on the couch in the living room all evening, pouting over the fact that tomorrow would be the start to another school week. Per our agreement and the extra money they’ve graciously poured out to me; I’m supposed to stay with them through the rest of this week too, even if I have to go back to class, which they understand and are cool with since they have to work during the day anyways. The plan is to return to each other in the afternoon for winding down time, which I know we all three will need after a long day of work, and school.
I smiled at nothing in particular. I just couldn’t wipe the smile from my face no matter how hard I tried. I loved the freedom they gave me to explore not only my own body in ways I never knew that could have pleasure, but also their bodies. I was obsessed with the way they talked to me and touched me. They possessed my body like men who knew what they were doing, and there was a moment that passed by where I wasn’t thinking about the dirty things they could and would do to me.
The foreplay was so intense I nearly lost my mind. Still, all of this was not just about the sex for me. They treated me with so much respect, something that you wouldn’t expect out of two guys who were more or less looking for a girl to show them a good time all the while it being paid for. I felt like Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman.
Just this morning I was lying in bed, too lazy to get up because I knew it was Sunday and my Cinderella time was going to come to an end on Monday when I went back to school, at least for part of the day. I had so much fun with them on Friday night and all of Saturday that I never wanted to leave the bed. I was spread out on the sheets with my hair tussled and a mess on the pillows. I was playing on my phone when out of nowhere Rider appeared in the room carrying a silver tray with an amazing spread of food that he presented to me, with a smile.
“Oh Lord, this isn’t all for me is it?” I felt genuinely surprised that they had gone through the trouble of getting my breakfast. On Friday night after we had sex in the middle of the night I had not been sure what to expect when I woke up still sandwiched in between the two of them. However, they seemed to have, taken a genuine interest in me. They took me to brunch that morning and let me order mimosa after mimosa. Later that afternoon we had gone to the movies, and then out to dinner. After that, we came home and climbed right back into bed together.
Once Sunday morning had come, they were not going to let their winning streak with me come to any type of an end anytime soon and I realized that now.
“Oh yes, you better believe this is for you. We’ve got to replenish you.” Rider looked proud of himself as I sat up, propping myself up on some pillows in order to take the tray from him.
I looked at what he had put on the tray for me. There was an array of delicious looking breakfast items those including, two pancakes with some butter and syrup drizzled over them, running down the sides, along with scrambled eggs, and a cup full of mixed berries. My gaze lifted from the tray and up to Rider’s rugged, but handsome face.
. “Pancakes and eggs are my absolute favorite, how did you know?” I winked at him, remembering that I had told him some time on Saturday night that I loved breakfast food.
“Oh, a little bird told me, now go on and eat it before you get spanked for misbehaving,” Rider joked though I knew he wasn’t joking. The man had wanted to take me over his knees since the moment he had met me.
With his words lingering at the back of my mind, I shoved a fork full of egg and pancake into my mouth at the same time. “Oh fuck,” I moaned with a mouth full of food. I swallowed the bite I had taken as he pressed a kiss to my lips. The kiss sent shivers down my spine in the way that only he could.
“How did you learn to cook so well?” I questioned, wanting to get to know Rider better.
“It’s a past time of mine. My mom and I used to cook in the kitchen together. She taught me a lot of recipes, most of which are family recipes.” He looked at me shyly, as if I cared that he cooked or something. Hell, the fact that he did made my heart melt into a pile of mush. No one ever cooked me breakfast, or any meal for that matter.
I was worried right then and there that I might be falling too hard for them. I didn’t want to get into things to deeply because I had no idea whether they felt the same way as I did but I was sure, these gestures and breakfast in bed weren’t their end motives. Still was all of this too good to be true?
Were they just playing a part, acting as if they had taken on a role that they knew would eventually come to an end? I had no idea what to think or whether there was a smoke screen beyond all of this positive attention I was getting from them.
And if I was being honest, I wasn’t even sure if I could leave after our week was over. There was a part of me that didn’t want to take off the ball gown, still, the unknown was terrifying and I couldn’t help but think that my carriage would eventually turn back into a pumpkin. I was so cynical when it came to finding true love or finding love at first sight. There were not always happy endings in life and I had had my fair share of ups and downs. I never even thought for a minute that there could be a prince charming, let alone two of them that would come along and rescue me like knights in shining armor.
I didn’t believe in that kind of stuff. My parents had gotten divorced when I was twelve, and my opinion was never asked. I never felt like anyone really loved me. I knew my dad cared about me, but I always felt like I was holding out a palm expecting him to put his money in it. I thought more that love was a made up thing and that you had to give and take to get somewhere in life. The Wright brothers were making me rethink my belief system and it scared the fuck out of me.
My mind drifted back to the present, as I shoved away all the negative thoughts. I still had the rest of the evening with them and I wanted to enjoy it instead of worrying about shit that I couldn’t control. Back on the couch Hawk interrupted my daze of TV watching. I had been in the zone of looking at these people cry and scream their way through their own happy ending and I couldn’t help but think that only three days ago I was in a very different state of mind and situation than I was now.
I had been crying and yelling at my Dad, down on my luck, and backed into a corner. I was desperate and on the brink of losing hope when Zoey swooped in like the angel she was and projected an idea to me that could change my life forever. Now here I was, on this posh couch in this fabulous condo, with more money than I could count and best of all was that it was going to be more than enough to pay my tuition off, plus I had the company of two hot guys who so far acted as if they wanted to give me the world. I didn’t want to pinch myself because I was afraid I would wake up because I was seriously thinking this was all too good to be true.
“Hey, Princess, want to meet us out on the balcony?” I looked up at Hawk, and gazed into his deep green eyes. He still wore that devilish grin that always made me think that he had something clever up his sleeve.
“You guys always want to keep me on my toes don’t you?” I placed my hand in his and let him help me off the couch, where he guided me to the balcony.
It was dusk, and the sun had already set, but there were still brilliant hues of purple, orange, and pink in the sky. I loved the remnants of a good sunset, sometimes more than the actual sunset itself. It reminded me of the feeling of purity and peace. The end of the day had come but there was always tomorrow, and something to look forward to, which would eventually turn into today again.
I looked down and saw Rider placing food on their outdoor table. When I came out he whistled as if I were the sexiest girl on earth, even though I was only wearing a green tank top and black yoga pants.
“What is all this?” I questioned completely surprised, even though secretly I was beginning to expect this kind of stuff and behavior from the twins.
“This is a delicious steak dinner made for a delicious woman.” Rider moved over to me and licked my finger, placing it in his mouth for a second. He sucked on it, setting the erotic mood for the entire night. Once he released me he held out my arm and kissed me all the way from my fingertips and up to my shoulder.
I looked down at the table and it had an elaborate spread to it. There was a white tablecloth draped over it, and there were two candlesticks glowing with light directly in the center. There was fancy china with bottles of red wine already opened, just waiting for me to suck dry. My mouth was watering as I caught the smell of the T-Bone steak Rider had just placed on my plate, along with a baked potato completely covered and saturated with sour cream. There was asparagus wrapped in bacon to finish off the dish and give it a little pop of green color.
My mouth was watering as I started at the plate set before me. I wanted to devour this food now, and I was not the type of girl who was shy eating in front of a guy she liked, or into pretended she wasn’t hungry. I knew how to pack some food away, and all it took was a little exercise to work it off.
Once they had finished bringing everything to the table, Rider poured each of us a healthy sized glass of wine. I listened as it went glug, glug into the bottom of the glass as it was poured. When he handed the glass to me, I swirled it around and breathed it in, pretending I was fancy in order to impress them. I was no wine connoisseur, but I could pretend just to be silly. It worked because both of them laughed and told me I was adorable.
I loved to hear them tell her me I was exactly what they wanted. I never wanted them to stop showering me with compliments. I took a bite of the steak and the flavors exploded against my tongue. “Mmm, this is so good, and it’s medium rare too.” I loved me some medium rare steak.
“That’s my girl.” Hawk raised his glass in the air and the three of us clinked cheers to a fun and fabulous weekend together. I felt a pang in my chest one that had me thinking I may want to stay with them forever. I knew I had to voice my opinions, and fears to them, because honestly when you were in a relationship like this it was best to keep everything open. Plus I was raised to speak my mind, and normally had no problem doing so. I had to learn a thing or two about building confidence in front of these two.
I thought about my family as I chewed my steak and swallowed. I had so many people that I loved and cared about, and who I knew loved and cared about me as well. I didn’t think I could just fall off the face of the Earth and never talk to them again, but then again I couldn’t exactly come clean and tell them what I was doing, better yet who.
Besides if Zoey knew I was getting paid to have sex with two guys I barely knew, especially a part of a threesome I knew she would almost always count it as prostitution, and I was one hundred and fifty percent certain that none of my other friends or family would approve of what I was doing here.
But on the other hand, it was my life, and I was allowed to live it as I pleased. I was not getting handouts from daddy; I was earning my own way. Therefore he would not be able to loom that threat over my head as far as guilt was concerned. He couldn’t control me anymore. Maybe I was supplementing that safety by being with men who could control me. I didn’t mind it though because I got to have as many orgasms as I wanted. In fact, I had lost count as to how many I had enjoyed over the weekend. I knew it was more in this weekend than I had ever had in my life before this though.
I took a deep breath and decided to come out with the things that were plaguing me... I needed to rip off the band-aid and get it all out in the open air. They would either reject me or they would shower me with love and affection. At the very least I would go home with the cash. Though I wasn’t even sure about the cash anymore. I really loved the company Rider and Hawk gave me, and I knew I would love to hang out with them or have sex with them even without the prize of cash being held over my head. I was so nervous that I knew that they would catch onto something not being quite right anyway, so I knew it was now or never that I told them my feelings.
“I need to tell you guys something.” I put down my fork and wiped my mouth with my napkin. Two sets of piercing green eyes met mine. “I’m having a really great time here, and I don’t know if I want to leave once the week is over. I don’t want to scare you guys away, and I apologize in advance if you think that’s what I’m trying to do.” I looked up at them shyly. My heart was thumping wildly against my ribcage. What would their reactions be? I felt exposed now that I had laid my feeling bare to them.
To my surprise, both Rider and Hawk were smiling at me. Hawk was chewing so Rider spoke for him. “You can stay as long as you want, Princess, no strings attached. You can come and go as you please. You can be our girl.” He winked at me, and a shutter of pleasure slammed into me, and down my spine.
“You're not kidding, are you?” I felt like the entire world had been flipped upside down. I had two of the most amazing men before me, wanting me to stay with them. Wanting me to be theirs. “You have no idea how much this means to me,” I trailed off here because for one I didn’t want to scare them off and for two, I didn’t want to say too much and make myself sound desperate. I was beyond thrilled that they extended the offer and invitation to be with them for longer than just the one week, but I knew we would need to figure out the rest of the logistics of how I could carry on with the two of them being my boyfriends. That is if they wanted to be…