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Lose You Not: (A Havenwood Falls Novel) by Kristie Cook (20)

Chapter 20

Xandru

Michaela fell still in my arms as we watched the Eye of Valerian soar through the air, glinting in the firelight as it arched upward.

I couldn’t believe my eyes. I couldn’t believe Tase had actually done that. I was surprised he’d shown up in the first place, but to hand over the one thing that could save his own life? Especially to save a Petran? Was this even my brother?

Magda jumped to her feet, and her arm flew up, her hand open to catch it, a wicked gleam in her eyes.

But then the timepiece suddenly changed direction, and Addie plucked it out of the air.

“I don’t think so.” She closed her hand around the artifact.

Immediately, the thirst for human blood that had been burning in my throat diminished for the first time since Tase had walked in with that thing.

“Addie,” Michaela gasped.

“Trust me,” she murmured quietly.

Magda screamed and lunged at Addie with the blade. Addie swiped her hand out, and Magda flew backwards as the knife clattered to the floor. The woman landed in a crouch, her eyes wide as she looked around, assessing her situation. Flicking her wrist, another blade appeared. But not by magic. It slipped out of the sleeve of her cloak. Holding it in one hand, she swept it back and forth at us, as she slowly backed up, until her ass pressed into the wall. I released Michaela from my hold, and we moved forward as a group, closing her in, watching for any sudden gestures that could be a spell.

“Wait!” She threw her other hand up in a “stop” gesture. We all froze. But no spell came. “You still need me. You don’t know how to use it.”

“I’ll figure it out,” Addie snarled.

“You don’t have time,” Magda insisted. “His exposure has made him worse. But I can help with that, too.”

“How?” Tase growled.

Her gaze bounced between him and me. “Disperse it.”

“What?” Addie demanded, her tone edged with disbelief.

Magda nodded frantically. “Tase can barely control the curse anymore, but if you disperse it, he’ll be better able to. It’ll buy you time.”

“I have an idea,” Addie said. “Why don’t you just break the curse yourself? If you know so much about it.”

Magda froze. Caught.

“You don’t know, do you?” Tase asked.

“You claim to be from the mages who created the curse, but you can’t break it?” Addie moved closer.

“I . . . I can figure out how. I have their books. I will help you.” Magda’s heart pounded. The tart smell of fear poured off of her. “Just don’t kill me.” Her wild eyes flew to me, her words coming fast. “If we don’t remove the curse from your brother, he will die. You can take it. You can help him. If your brothers and sisters take it, too, spread it out, you’ll all survive even longer. And then we’ll have time to work on the Eye of Valerian together.”

“No,” Tase and Michaela said at the same time.

“No,” I agreed. “Not our brothers and sisters. But I’ll do it.”

Magda bobbed her head in a violent nod. “Good, good. It will work.”

Addie glared, eyes narrowed. “No, it won’t.”

“Yes, it will,” Magda argued. “I have the books. I have the spells. I’ll share them with you.”

Addie cocked her head. “And you think you can remove the spell from Tase and give it to Xandru?”

“It’s worth a try, is it not?” the older woman asked.

“Yes.” I couldn’t believe I agreed with her, but we had to at least try.

“The fuck it is,” Tase said. He jabbed a finger at me. “You’re not doing this.”

I squared my shoulders and lifted my chin. “My choice, not yours.”

Michaela spun on me, shaking her head. For the first time in a week, she looked at me with something other than hatred.

“You can’t do this,” she whispered.

“I have to.” I brushed my thumb over the soft skin of her cheek. “He has a kid, Kales. His son deserves the chance to have a dad. I have . . . nothing.”

“You have me.” She blinked rapidly, tears pooling in her eyes. “What about us?”

I managed a small smile, but I really wanted to sweep her into my arms, bury my face in her neck, and cling to her forever. “We’ll figure it out. You heard her. This will buy us all time. But I have to at least try. For my brother. For both of our families. For all of us.”

She stared at me in silence, a million unsaid things flickering in her eyes.

“He’s here, Kales. He came through. That means something. Now it’s my turn to come through for him.”

“You’re always coming through for him,” she muttered.

“And I always will. For all of you. That’s what family does. Right?”

She pressed her lips together as a tear rolled down her cheek. I caught it with my thumb and brushed it away. Her chin trembled as she finally nodded, and then she threw herself at me. I caught her in my arms and pulled her into me, relieved to finally be holding her again. Her body shuddered against me as she fought to suppress a sob.

“Michaela, come here.” Addie held out her hand. “It’ll be okay. I promise.”

Michaela hesitated before stepping out of my embrace, and I reluctantly let her go. She moved over to Addie, who laid her arm over Michaela’s shoulders, giving her a squeeze. Addie leaned her head against Michaela’s, and her lips moved, but if she spoke actual words, I couldn’t hear them. She grasped Michaela’s hand for a brief moment, and Michaela’s eyes tightened. Then she dipped her chin before they both straightened.

“Let’s see what you can do,” Addie said to Magda, her tone challenging.

The other witch blinked, then nodded. She lifted both hands up, one palm facing me and the other facing Tase.

The knife wobbled and rattled on the floor, then rose into the air.

Her mouth curled up in a devious smile.

“I will end all of you,” Magda threatened. “But not today. And not because I give a flying fuck about any of you. I will do it for the Collector. Everything else is Magda’s story. Not mine.”

Then everything happened in a second.

The blade flew through the air right at me.

I lifted my hand, and the knife stopped.

At the same time, Michaela flicked two fingers.

The knife rotated, pointing back at its thrower.

Magda shrieked and jerked forward as though to run, but couldn’t.

Addie chanted softly with her hands splayed out in front of her, paralyzing Magda.

You end today,” Michaela said as the blade plunged into Magda’s heart.

The woman exploded.

Literally.

Black smoke suddenly filled the room, blinding us. Wet, gooey gunk rained down, splatting on my head, my shoulders, the floor. A most horrific, yet familiar, odor brought me to my knees, gagging. The sound of vomit hitting the floor came from Tase’s direction.

“Fuck,” he choked out.

“Gross,” Addie gasped.

The smoke began to clear.

I blinked and stared through it as I rose to my feet.

Magda was gone.

A pile of pink plasma-like substance was left where she’d been.

“Skinwalker,” Michaela gasped, her voice muffled behind the glove she held to her face as she lifted from a crouch.

“Where the fuck did she go?” Tase demanded. He blurred around the room, looking for her.

“Who did she become?” Addie said. “That’s the better question.”

“Why the hell did you do that?” I shouted at her and Michaela. “She was our hope! And now we don’t even know what the fuck she looks like!”

Addie snorted and gestured at the mess around us. “Open your eyes, Xandru. She wasn’t a witch. I could barely sense any power in her diluted blood. Her little bit of magic couldn’t do anything more than save her own ass with a parlor trick.”

“She was bullshitting us,” Michaela said, flicking a piece of Magda’s old skin off of her.

Addie held up the Eye of Valerian, and Tase, Michaela, and I all groaned. Fire erupted in my throat again, but I couldn’t tear my eyes away from the pocket watch.

It was a beautiful piece, the silver lid’s intricate design embellished with slivers of moonstone.

It was an ugly piece, its darkness calling to me.

“This is our key to breaking Tase’s curse,” Addie declared. With her other hand, she held up a metal skull, about the size of my fist. One eye socket was closed off, covered with clock gears of various colors and sizes. The other was open, empty. I vaguely remembered noticing it at Dad’s old shack a few weeks ago, when I’d been overcome with bloodlust. Addie had been inspecting it earlier when we’d gone there, looking for Tase. I didn’t know she’d pocketed it. Now, she opened the skull’s jaw, snapped the Eye of Valerian into the inside of the empty eye socket, and shut the jaw. “And this is the cage we keep it in until we figure it out.”

She dropped the whole thing into her coat pocket.

The dark whispers in my head silenced. The burn in my throat vanished. Both Tase and Michaela moaned with relief. And Tase’s bright green eyes faded as more gray bled into them.

A murmur came from the center of the room.

“Gabe!” Michaela shrieked, blurring for her stirring brother.

“Kaekae?” he whispered. “Where are we?”

She fell to her knees beside him and gathered his thin body into her arms, rocking him while she cried tears of relief. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah.” He wriggled to free himself. “But you smell disgusting.”

She threw her head back and laughed. “Oh, my god, you’re okay!”

“We all smell disgusting,” Tase said. “Can we get the fuck out of here?”

Michaela stood and faced him. “Thank you.”

He shrugged. “I didn’t really do anything.”

“But you were willing. You stepped up, Tase, and I appreciate it.”

“We’re family, Michaela. Like it or not. If the time ever comes, I know you’d do the same for me and mine.” He jerked his head in Addie’s direction. “Smarty pants over there is the real hero, though. She was one step ahead of all of us.”

Addie scowled at him. “Fuck off, Tase.”

He opened his mouth, but must have realized saying anything was pointless. He had a lot of groveling to do if he ever wanted to be on her good side again.

“Well, you were one step ahead,” Michaela said to her. “How did you know?”

“The real Magda had real magic.” Addie shrugged. “I don’t know what that thing was, but it wasn’t her. It took me a while to figure it out, but I knew something wasn’t right, so I called her bluff. See, the Luna Coven’s spell on Tase ensures that it stays with him. That was the deal when we first cast it, remember? There’s no way it can be dispersed unless one of us does it. But I wanted to see if she’d even try.”

Tase rolled his head toward me. “And your dumb ass volunteered as tribute.”

My turn to shrug. “It’s what we do.”

“What about the rest, though?” Michaela asked Addie. “How’d you know about the Eye and that skull cage thing?”

Addie gave her a pointed look. “That I’ll tell you later.”

“So, back to what Tase said first,” Gabe said weakly. “Can we get the eff out of here? You guys stink, and I want to go home.”

* * *

That evening, I rapped on Michaela’s door, then fisted my hands in front of my mouth and blew on them as I waited for her to answer. After we’d returned through another portal this morning, she’d only had four words for me before shutting the door in my face.

She opened the door now, dressed in leggings and a long-sleeved, oversized T-shirt that I knew she wore as pajamas, her hair piled in a messy bun on top of her head. Her mouth fell open. “You came.”

I offered her a smile. “You said, ‘We need to talk.’ So I’m here to talk.”

“I know. I didn’t think

“If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s not to ignore you when you say we need to talk.”

She returned my smile and motioned me inside. “Is that all you’ve learned?”

I peeled my coat off and hung it on the coatrack before turning to face her. “Not even close.”

Her smile remained as she walked by me, her arm brushing against mine. She curled up sideways on the couch and pulled a thick purple sherpa blanket onto her lap, then patted the cushion in front of her before using the remote to turn the TV off.

“I’ve learned a lot, too,” she said as I sat down next to her, angling my body to face hers.

“You have?” I asked.

She gazed at her lap, her fingers picking nervously at the blanket. “I learned that you will do whatever is necessary to protect those you care about. Even if it means lying and keeping secrets from others you love.”

I swallowed. “Kales

She looked up at me. “It’s okay, Xandru. I understand. I didn’t like being the one you lied to, but I get why you did.” She blinked and looked away for a moment. “When you were willing to take Tase’s place and accept that deadly curse into your body for him, for his kid . . . it hit me. You’d do anything for your family. Even die for them. And . . . to be honest . . . I both love and hate that about you.”

“I’d do the same for you and your family.”

“I know that now. I didn’t believe it before, but I was wrecked with Gabe. He was all I could think about. But when you came with us to the mine, I knew. You could’ve insisted on finding Tase and then sent him off in the opposite direction to save himself. You could’ve left Addie and me alone to fend for Gabe ourselves.”

“You two did it all anyway,” I pointed out with a chuckle.

She snickered. “Yeah, we did. But you came. And that’s what matters. Like Tase, you showed up when I needed you most.”

“I was trying before then, too. I was doing everything I could think of on my end to fix things. To help you. Kales, I want to always show up when you need me most.”

“Until you’re needed by your family.”

“No. Not anymore.” Gnawing on my bottom lip, I mentally pulled together the right words to convince her. I tapped into the conversation Tase and I had today. “Look. In his own fucked-up way, Tase thought he was doing the right thing for everyone. He wants to break the curse so he can try to be a dad someday. And he thought if he could use the Eye of Valerian to do it, he’d also figure out how to use it to help Gabe, too. That’s why he disappeared for so long—he was trying to figure it out, all the way up to the last minute. He thought if he turned it over, we’d never have a chance to fix everything. But he ran out of time.”

“That’s what he says . . .”

“But I believe him. You know why? Because the Eye’s darkness had a hold on him, was digging into him, but he fought it. He overcame it to show up in that mine. And there’s only one way to overcome darkness.”

Michaela nodded, understanding. “Light. Love.”

“Exactly. Tase just has a really weird way of showing it.”

“And he always will. He’ll always be doing something stupid that you’ll have to bail him out of.”

“Probably,” I agreed. “But it will never again be against you or your family. He knows that from this point forward, you come first in my life. From now on, you and Gabe and Aurelia are part of our family. He made that vow, and in front of all of our siblings, so they know, too. And they’ll follow Tase’s lead. Even Adrian and Alina.”

She tilted her head. “So no more tug-of-war between our families with us in the middle?”

“If there ever is, I will let go of them before I let go of you. That was the vow I made to them.” I took her hand into mine and held it to my lips. “So, yes, I will always be there when you need me most.”

Smiling, she cupped her hand against my jaw. “I need you to trust me, too, though. Because we still don’t have that part right. If you’d told me about Tase having a son and everything else, we could have been working together all along instead of apart.”

“It wasn’t my secret to tell, and it would have put you in a bad situation with Addie.”

Her thumb stroked my cheek. “I get it. Like I said, I know where you were coming from. But there’s one thing I feel like I know about my parents and their secret to staying married for over two hundred years. And probably yours, too. They confided in each other, and they kept each other’s secrets. They trusted each other. What they shared in private stayed that way, no matter who else it might affect. I think that’s what husband and wife must do.”

I lifted a brow. “Husband and wife, huh?”

She smiled shyly and lifted her shoulder in a slight shrug, her hand on my face brushing against my short beard. “Maybe someday?”

I turned my head enough to plant my lips into her palm. “Definitely someday.”

She leaned forward, rocking up on her knees so our faces were inches apart, and brushed her lips against mine as her hands slipped behind my head. “I missed you.”

“You have no fucking idea.” I went in for a longer kiss, and the need to taste her, to please her, to claim her as mine again took over.

“Xandru,” she murmured against my lips, “I need you most right now.”

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