Christy couldn’t believe she had just invited him over to her house. She knew what would happen, and she wanted it. She felt a connection with him, something that they shared deeply.
No words were said as they walked into her apartment. He swept her up in his arms and kissed her. Finally, she thought as she melted into his arms.
They made love to each other, it was full of passion. Something she knew she never had experienced before passed between them. As their bodies became one in the act. He made sure that she was satisfied before he even considered his own satisfaction.
“Wow that was mind blowing.” He stated as he rolled to her side. He grabbed her and pulled her into his chest.
“Yeah, that was amazing.” She admitted breathlessly.
Christy almost told him about the baby, but couldn’t. She didn’t want to ruin his dreams of an NFL career. She couldn’t stifle him, or stop him. She knew how much he loved football, had seen it in his eyes all night long.
When he talked about the game, the passion about the game could be heard in his voice as well.
Soon she heard his breathing slow, he was sleeping. She let sleep take her over as well.
During the night they woke up a few times and made love again and again. Each time was more amazing than the time before. Christy didn’t know why he made her body purr so much, but he did.
He nudged her awake in the morning once again. He was lightly caressing her nipples. Her body was soon on fire from his touch.
She mounted him and slowly made love to him. Neither of them had thought of a condom. They were simply too into one another. It wasn’t until after that he said, “I forgot to put a condom on that time.”
Christy almost told him, it is okay, I’m pregnant. But how in the world could she even explain that to him. Then toss in the fact that she had been impregnated from his seed, no she didn’t want to say that. Instead she said, “I won’t hold you to anything even if I did get pregnant.”
She felt him tense up for a second. But he didn’t say anything to her. She knew that she could never tell him about the donor center, and that she already had his baby in her.
They got up and she made them pancakes for breakfast.
“Man these are really amazing, what is your secret?” He asked as he ate his eighth pancake.
“They are just homemade pancakes with a bit of vanilla, and butter milk.” She laughed as she watched him dispatch a huge plate of the pancakes.
“No they are amazing little works of art!” He said pushing another big bite into his mouth.
“Thanks, I’m glad you like them so much.” She smiled and blushed.
He smiled at her, “You know you’re really an amazing woman. Any guy who ever got you would be the luckiest man in the world.”
“I don’t know they don’t seem to think they are lucky. At least the couple I’ve tried to date.”
“Well they were stupid. If I dated you, I would always make sure you knew how much I loved you. You would never doubt it; it would be all about you.” He said the look in his eyes serious.
“Well you can’t have that, football is your passion. You’re meant to be a star.” She stated.
He made a noise, almost like a sigh and a groan. “I know football is my passion. I do need to focus on that.” He added softly at the end of his statement.
Christy wanted to cry, she wanted to keep him close. But she knew that she had to push him away too. It was what was best for him.
“Yes you should really focus on that. I mean this is your last session to shine, right? So you have to make it your best.” She said.
Derrick looked at her, “Who says I can’t have more than just football?”
“I guess in the long run that is your choice to make.” She stated.
He looked over at her; she could see the turmoil in his eyes. She knew he was battling something inside, but wasn’t quite sure what he was thinking. Christy wanted to ask, but also didn’t want to invade into his privacy.
“I should be going soon, we have practice at 2, and I need to do a few things first.” Derrick stood up.
“I can drive you if you want.” She said.
“No it’s okay, I live close by anyway. The walk will give me a good workout.”
She didn’t ask if she would see him again, she didn’t want to know. She hoped she would, but if she asked, he might feel obligated. Instead she wanted him to focus on football; it was a selfless act on her part. She was already pregnant. She had a family on the way, let him live his dreams, she thought.
She waved as he walked away. He didn’t say anything about seeing her later, just thanked her for a wonderful time yesterday. Christy almost felt dirty, she had never slept with a man that quickly before.