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Live a Little! by Nancy Warren (7)

7

“JAKE. I’M SCARED of heights,” she hissed frantically.

The receiving area was completely fenced in, the gate heavily padlocked. But he led her away from the gate, to a shadowy corner. As they got closer, the fence appeared to grow higher. It had to be eight feet at least. “After you,” he said.

Where was her bravado now? Nothing in those empowerment books had mentioned climbing eight-foot fences in tight jeans. “I can’t climb up there. I just told you, I’m scared of heights.”

“How else do you plan to get out of here?”

“I was going to spend the night.”

He gestured impatiently with his thumb. “Up.”

She raised her foot, then had a thought. “It’s not an electric fence, is it?”

“Not at the moment. Up.” His hands cupped her butt and lifted her, not exactly gently, off the ground, so she had no choice but to find what foothold she could in the fencing and start climbing.

She’d never been any good at this stuff as a kid, and age hadn’t increased her agility or her courage. The cold metal fencing dug into the fleshy parts of her fingers, scraped her knees and barely gave purchase to her sneakers.. She’d have given up and taken her chances hiding on the property till morning, but Jake didn’t offer her a choice. He was right behind her, urging her on—close enough that she’d fall on him if she slipped.

“Don’t look down. Just keep climbing. You’re doing great.”

As she hoisted herself almost to the top, she glanced down and forgot to be scared at how high up she was perched. Jake was looking at her butt.

“What are you doing?” she whispered furiously.

“Enjoying the view.”

“You’ll be enjoying it for a while. I’m stuck.” And she was. The barbed wire stared her in the face and she had no idea how to get over it.

She heard a muttered curse, then scuffling below her. Jake handed his black leather jacket up to her. “Put that over the barbed wire. Try not to rip it.”

She hated letting go even with one hand. But it was the only way she was going to get down. Luckily, it was dark enough that she couldn’t see the ground all that clearly. Refusing to even think about that, she gingerly took the jacket, still warm from his body, and laid it over the spiky wire. “Now what?”

“Climb up, get one leg over, find a foothold and pull the other leg over. Don’t think about it. And don’t look down.”

Her teeth were starting to chatter. She gulped and got one leg over. And froze.

“You can do it.” His voice was so calm and reasonable, some of the rigid fear seeped out. He clung like some kind of superhero to the wire fence, urging her on.

Keeping her eyes on him, she muttered a prayer and scrambled over the top. Then she half climbed, half slid to the ground as fast as possible. She hit the dirt with a thud. Once she knew she was on solid ground again she thought she was going to throw up. She bent forward, hugging her aching arms and gasping.

A dark shape plopped down at her side.

“You’re okay. Hang on,” he said, and put his jacket around her shoulders. “Let’s get you home.”

“DON’T YOU EVER, EVER do anything so stupid again!” Jake raged. “You could have blown the whole operation. Destroyed months of work. You could have been killed.”

“So could you,” she reminded him. Now that they were safe and the night’s adventure over, she had time to savor her first night as a kick-ass investigator. She’d searched for drugs, evaded guards, climbed a sky-high fence. And that didn’t even include the sex. No wonder she was high from her evening’s adventures.

And Jake with his yelling wasn’t going to spoil her mood.

She drank hot tea seriously doctored with rum while Jake stalked up and down. It was four in the morning, but sleep was out of the question.

In fact, the more he ranted, the more she started to feel her own anger bubble, until she snapped, “What’s the point in me working there if you won’t let me do anything but reconcile invoices?”

“You’re supposed to study the books, find discrepancies in the accounting. You

“The books are clean, Jake. I’ve told you that. There has to be another set somewhere. But I don’t know where. If we found drugs we could

We don’t search for drugs.” His face burned a deep red as he stomped forward and brought it mere inches from her own. Only stubborn pride stopped her from jerking backward. “I search for drugs. You stay in the office and keep your nose clean.” Only the sound of true worry in his tone stopped her from blasting off at him.

Her attention also snagged on something else that bothered her. What was wrong with this picture? Something niggled in the back of her brain, something that had hovered at the edge of her consciousness for weeks. Suddenly it hit her. He always talked in the singular, and she’d never seen any other FBI personnel in his vicinity. Something was very odd here.

Watching him intently, she said, “I thought the FBI always worked in teams.”

“What are you talking about?”

“You. You said ‘I search for drugs, I do this job.’ On TV agents always work in pairs, or teams.”

His complexion deepened a shade and he glanced away. “Don’t believe everything you see on TV.”

She might be an amateur, but she wasn’t stupid. She could tell he was hiding something. “So, you work all by yourself?”

He was out of her face in a heartbeat, taking a sudden interest in a spot on his thumb. “That’s classified.”

She let a second or two tick by. “Maybe I should phone the FBI and ask to speak to your boss. She could tell me.”

“He,” Jake answered automatically, then his head shot up. “Don’t you even think about calling.”

“Why not?”

“Because it’s none of your business.”

“I’m a taxpayer. Of course it’s my business.”

He grimaced. “Let it go, Cyn.”

She shook her head. “Not a chance.”

There was a long silence. “Who are you going to talk to at four in the morning?”

“I’ll leave a message.” She rose and retrieved her phone, then said, “If you won’t give me a phone number, I’m sure Google will help.” She shot a glance at Jake under her lashes to make certain she had his attention.

He glared at her.

“Let’s see, FBI customer service.”

He made a sound like a man goaded to the end of his sanity. “I’m on holiday.”

“What?”

She’d never seen Jake Wheeler lose control in the slightest—well, except in bed, which was not something she wanted to think about at the moment. Right now, he looked like a man losing control of a situation he thought he’d had nailed. He paced, dragging a hand through his hair till it stood out in charcoal tufts. “Sort of a holiday.”

Holiday means playing golf, fishing, scuba diving. Lazing in a hammock composing your memoirs. Holiday does not mean working on a case. I don’t believe you.” She went back to her smart phone.

He walked slowly over and sank down beside her. “Okay, it’s not a holiday, exactly. I’m on stress leave.”

“Stress leave?” Oh, man, could she pick ‘em. First Walter, the tightwad with no sex drive; now Jake, who had a sex overdrive, but was either a rogue agent or a lunatic. She dropped her head into her hands. “Why me?” she moaned to no one in particular.

He rested a hand, warm and heavy, on her ankle, where it lay beside him on the couch. Even as mad as she was, that connection reminded her that whatever kind of nutcase he was, at least he was a great lover. And she trusted him.

It shocked her as the thought occurred, but it was true. She did trust him. Enough to abandon a long-term job and throw her future into jeopardy, although she was beginning to wonder how much jeopardy there really was. Maybe he’d hallucinated the whole smuggling thing. Maybe she wasn’t the only one with a rich fantasy life.

Still, even if he was crazy, he’d made the past few weeks more fun and exciting than any she’d ever known. She still tingled when she thought about the awful, terrifying climb up and over that fence. She tingled even more when she remembered the blazing heat that had consumed them both as they made love in the warehouse, not fifty feet from armed guards. In fact, she was getting warm all over again just thinking about it.

She turned to gaze into his smoky-blue eyes and felt even hotter. They’d been in danger tonight. They could have been caught. She was as nutty as he was, she knew, but the very thought of danger had her wanting to strip that sexy FBI agent naked and have her way with him. If he even was an agent. She’d heard of men who became so fixated with wanting to be law heroes that they impersonated firefighters, cops and, presumably FBI agents. “Are you actually with the FBI?” she asked gently.

“I guess I’d better explain,” he said in a voice that sounded like he’d rather chew broken glass.

“All right.” She didn’t really want talk, not when she was feeling like this, but she could see he wanted to tell her something, and since he wasn’t normally a big communicator, she decided she’d better listen.

“One of our agents was killed,” he said at last, his words dousing her heat like a jug of ice water.

“Killed?”

“He’d crewed on to a fishing boat we suspected was smuggling cocaine.” Jake drew in a deep breath and let it out slowly, while she stared at him. “Hank and I started out together at Quantico. He was a good guy.”

“What happened?”

He jerked to his feet and stalked across the room. “They found him tangled in a fishing net, drowned. Looked like an accident.”

Anger and disbelief were written all over his face. “You don’t think it was an accident.”

“He wasn’t that stupid or that careless. He was murdered.”

A chill skittered across her chest. “What’s Oceanic got to do with your friend?”

“Maybe nothing.” He shrugged. “Accidents happen, even to guys in my line of work. But when I checked his apartment, I knew it was no accident.”

“The place had been trashed?” She pictured how it would look: clothes strewn, belongings broken, the dead man’s home desecrated.

“No. It was neat.”

“Neat?” Oh, God. He really was a lunatic. Her love life was going to land her on one of those talk shows. Women who lust after psychos. That, or the comedy network.

He walked across the room and straightened the Picasso print she’d hung on the claret-colored walls. She loved the vibrant drama of the skewed lines and the woman’s lopsided features, but she didn’t think Jake even noticed what was in the frame he’d mechanically straightened. “Too neat. Hank was a slob. But his place was clean. So clean the back of my neck prickled.”

She was experiencing the same feeling on her own neck. “Maybe he had a neatnik girlfriend?”

Jake nudged the right side of the print slightly. “I double-checked. He was single. No girlfriends, no cleaning service.”

“I still don’t see how

“I went back through his things one more time. That’s when I found the Oceanic business card.”

This whole clandestine operation was being waged over a lone business card? “I have a purse full of Oceanic business cards. So what?”

He abandoned the picture and resumed pacing. “You work there. But why would Hank have one? I found it in the lining of his duffel bag. And the bag was all neat and tidy, too.” He shot that statement at her as though she’d argued with him. “Socks rolled, everything in his wallet in perfect order. I’m telling you, somebody went through his stuff. But they missed the card because they didn’t want to arouse suspicion by tearing the duffel bag to bits like I did.”

Her stomach felt strange, as if she’d eaten a carton of jumping beans. “Was anything written on the card?”

He shook his head. “He was a professional—he wouldn’t carry anything that couldn’t be explained away if he was caught. There could be a million reasons he’d have that card in his bag. Most of them innocent.”

“But you don’t think it was innocent?”

“I don’t know.” And she heard how much he hated the not knowing. “That business card is the only clue we’ve got. Officially, Hank’s death is being treated as an accident. We had some leads into a drug operation, but they’ve all dried up. My boss agrees with you that one business card isn’t grounds for an investigation into Oceanic.” Jake turned to her, his face grim. “Officially, I don’t have any support on this.”

“And unofficially?”

He gave a wry grin. “We all want these guys, Cyn. If I can find hard evidence, Oceanic won’t know what hit them.”

“That’s where I come in.” She felt in her bones that he was telling the truth; he was an agent, and there was a possibility she was the key to unlocking the entire drug-ring conspiracy. One man had already been killed. This wasn’t a game. It was dangerous work. Incredibly dangerous. And Jake had chosen her to help him. Even though it was the middle of the night, she’d never felt more awake. Or more alive.

“Look, I think we should talk about that.” He turned to gaze at her, two lines of worry etched between his brows.

She jumped up, knowing now that he was all alone in this investigation. He might not want to admit it, but he needed her. “Don’t fire me, Jake. I’m the only team you’ve got—and I’m on your side.” She was, too. They were a great team, both professionally and personally; he just hadn’t figured it out yet.

He rubbed a hand over his face, and the pain he tried to hide almost broke her heart. “I was the one who recruited Hank for this job. I got him killed. I don’t want the same thing to happen to you.”

“No. You didn’t get him killed. He made his own choices, just like I did. And nothing’s going to happen to me. I won’t snoop anymore. I promise.” She went to him, reached out a hand to touch his arm.

He pulled away. “It’s late. Get some sleep. I’ll call you tomorrow.” He started walking toward the door.

“Don’t go.” Her heart ached for the grief she felt emanating from him. Grief he wouldn’t, or couldn’t, share. Even though he halted, he didn’t come back to her. “I’m sorry about your friend,” she said softly, going to him once more. She wrapped her arms around his torso.

He remained stiff and rigid in her arms. “I have to go.”

“No, you don’t.” She cupped his cheek with her palm, rubbing the abrasive, shadowy stubble; his jaw was like iron, but as her thumb passed below it she felt a pulse jump in his neck.

He needed her, and damn it, she needed him. That knowledge gave her the courage to rise on tiptoe and feather her lips over his. It felt like kissing a stone statue. “Stay with me tonight,” she whispered against his rigid lips.

“No.”

“Yes,” she said softly, and ran her tongue along his lower lip. It trembled. The stone beginning to crack. Tenderness washed over her as she felt his need for comfort breaking through the rigid control. How had she ever let this man frighten her? He was strong and noble, fighting for what was good in the world.

“Stop it!”

There was no bloody way Jake was going to let her do this to him. The fact that they’d found nothing suspicious tonight only added to the fury that had churned within him from the moment he heard about Hank. If he didn’t find some hard evidence soon, Hank’s death would stay unsolved, his killers free. Miss Fun and Games wasn’t turning this into Raunch scenario number fifty-three.

“I can’t be some friggin’ magazine fantasy for you tonight. I’ll hurt you.” He grabbed her shoulders, knowing he should push her away, but loving the feel of her warm flesh in his hands.

“No, you won’t.”

He stared down at her. Her big green eyes were so wide and trusting. Her cheeks were flushed and her breathing rapid—she was still high on the adrenaline reaction. But she didn’t know what he was capable of—that as much as he’d like to give her what she wanted, he might hurt her in the mood he was in.

There was some powerful stuff sizzling in the atmosphere between them: anger, lust, guilt, need. He should go home and grab a cold shower while he still could. He made a move to pull away, but even as he tried to sever the warm connection, he found he couldn’t.

He made a sound between a growl and an oath, and yanked her, not away from him, but toward him.

His lips slammed down on hers like prison doors, trapping her in the angry passion that consumed him. He ravaged her mouth with need rather than tenderness, nipping at her lips, invading her mouth with his tongue, plundering her sweetness. Doing his best to warn her off, he grabbed her hips and ground himself against her so she could feel the strength of his arousal.

And if she wanted to call a halt she’d better do it fast.

Instead of pulling away from him, she seemed to match his mood, holding him tight and rubbing herself intimately against his erection.

Now that he’d let himself go, he literally ached for her. “I need you,” he admitted on a groan.

“Yes.”

He didn’t bother with any more talk, just picked her up bodily and carried her into the bedroom, where he tossed her on the bed, then went to work unbuckling his belt. Once more he warned her, “I can’t be a gentleman tonight.”

“I know.” The emotions running in him were explosive, and he needed to bury himself in her soft heat as much as he needed to drag in the next ragged breath.

He watched her, his innocent vixen, as her trembling fingers reached for the buttons of her blouse.

“Forget it. Get your pants off.”

He thought she might refuse, tell him to go to hell. Instead she whimpered, deep in her throat. Her eyes held his gaze as she hiked up her hips and pulled off her jeans and underwear in a jerky way that should have been awkward, but instead looked bone-meltingly sexy.

His black denims flew across the room and then he was on top of her. “You make me crazy,” he muttered, grabbing her knees and pushing them up against her chest so her blouse caught between then, the silk warm from her body. Then he plunged into her and couldn’t think anymore. He could only feel.

It was like diving into molten honey. Slick, hot and tight. He thrust savagely into her, as though he could drive his demons out where they’d perish in her sweetness.

He kissed her, a deep, devastating kiss that left him longing for more. He couldn’t get close enough, thrust deep enough.

Beneath him, her body was going crazy, rocking up against him to take him even deeper, getting hotter and slicker by the second.

She offered up everything she had. Giving him comfort in her body, kissing his hurts better every time their mouths met, stroking, touching him everywhere as they pushed each other higher.

She cried out, her body arching against him, her head thrashing on the pillow, and he was gone, swirling into the black current that sucked him into its depths.

And something amazing happened. As his release flowed into her body, as he stared down at her heaving chest, still clothed because he’d been in too much of a hurry to undress her, he felt some of his anger dissipate. Gently, he kissed her lips in gratitude, and a feeling of tenderness washed through him. She seemed so fragile, but she wasn’t. She was strong and gutsy and incredibly generous.

He wanted to say “thank you” as he collapsed at her side, damp and breathing raggedly. He wanted to tell her…but before he could finish the thought or form words, he was asleep.