I look down at the dress I’m wearing, then to my reflection in the mirror. It isn’t anything special, designer, or even brand name. It’s just a hand-me-down dress my mother would wear when she and my father had date nights, which didn’t happen very often.
It was the color of Red Hot candies and fit me like a glove, like it was actually my dress, not my mother's. Growing up poor makes you aware of all the things you do or don’t have. On the rare occasion you do get something new, it’s a miracle if you can contain yourself.
“Ready?” Gabby, one of my two roommates and close friends, pops into the bathroom at the bar we’re at, The Starlight.
We chose this bar out of all the others the city has to offer because as newly graduated college students, the drinks are cheaper and the crowd is friendlier. I don’t know if I’m really ready, but I shrug my shoulders at Gabby and then pull open the door. I’ve spent the last five minutes in here smoothing my hands up and down my dress and feeling unworthy of wearing it.
“You look beautiful, Ava. Now, let’s drink and dance the night away, because even if Marie isn’t with us, we can still have a damn good time.”
I nod, giving myself one more once-over in the mirror, adjusting my silky blonde hair before I walk out of the bathroom.
The bar is dimly lit, and my heels click against the floor loudly. I almost worry they can be heard throughout the bar, but the place is packed, and music vibrates through the speakers as a band readies themselves on the makeshift stage.
“We need two glasses of red wine please,” Gabby orders from the bartender. He gets our drinks together quickly, and I relish in the sweetness of the wine against my tongue. I gulp it down like it’s water, letting it warm my belly. I feel calmer, more relaxed, and even though I’m sad that Marie can’t be here to celebrate with us tonight, I vow to make the best of it. I gesture to the bartender for a refill, and as I turn on my stool to face the stage where the band is, my eyes catch on something, or more like someone.
His face is hidden in the shadows of the bar, and even without getting a good look at him, I can tell he’s hot as fuck. He leans against the bar top, swirling the contents in his glass around and around. I’m mesmerized by his mere presence, something that’s never happened to me before when it comes to a man.
He must sense my eyes on him, because a second later, he looks up from his glass, piercing me with a pair of the stormiest blue eyes I’ve ever seen. The air stills in my lungs, and my belly tightens when I see them narrow.
“Holy fuck, do you see Mr. Serious As Hell over there checking you out?” Gabby leans into my ear and whispers, and I wonder if she realizes I’m staring at him right now, that we are literally eye fucking each other.
He’s looking straight at me, which gives me the chance to really take him in. His hair is dark brown and looks to be shorter on the sides but a little longer on top, the perfect length for running your fingers through…and damn would I do exactly that right now.
I shake the thought away, taking the glass the bartender places in front of me and bringing it to my lips. My movements are jerky and slow as I tip the wine glass back, letting the wine coat the inside of my mouth.
A flush starts to creep up my chest and over my face, my entire body growing warmer with each second we continue to stare at one other. He’s perfect in every way, with an angular jaw that looks as if it’s been carved out of stone, and a strong nose that I can tell has never been broken.
I watch as his lips pull back in a small smirk, showing perfectly straight white teeth.
Fuck, Ava, you are so out of this guy’s league, I say to myself before swiveling back around on the stool, downing the glass of wine the bartender just refilled. Mere minutes ago, I was feeling calm and relaxed, but now I feel flustered, hot, and needy. I want that man, even without knowing his name.
How slutty is that?
“Is he still staring at me? I feel like he is,” I whisper to Gabby who sips on her wine slowly, wiggling her eyebrows, and I don’t know if she’s doing it at me or the hot businessman across the bar.
“Oh he’s definitely staring. He’s practically undressing you with his eyes,” Gabby announces, causing me to hit her in the arm playfully.
“Seriously? He could have any woman in this bar, so why is he staring at me?” I wonder, the question directed more toward myself, not Gabby, but she answers anyway.
“Did you see yourself tonight? You look edible, like lick, nibble, lick, repeat. Come on, girl! You’ve got every guy in here drooling over you.” My cheeks heat further, and I’m sure I look like a tomato by now.
“Stop it, Gabby. You’re embarrassing me.” I draw my bottom lip between my teeth, picturing the fire in the mystery man’s eyes. How can he have me so hot and bothered without even speaking to me? Without me even knowing his name.
I want to smack myself for thinking I could ever actually have a chance with him. Instead, I let Gabby feed me what seems like an endless supply of wine and try to forget about him. Four glasses later and I am more than ready to make some bad decisions.
Gabby and I walk on wobbly legs onto the dance floor. We’re both bubbling over with laughter as the band starts playing some hardcore rock. My head’s woozy, and it takes everything in me not to look at Mr. Serious. Not knowing his name has earned him a nickname instead. I dance until sweat forms against my brow and I have to take a break so I can get myself something to drink.
Sensing Mr. Serious’s eyes on me, I turn in the direction of where I last saw him and freeze, my brows bunching together as I try and figure out where he went. I’m devastated when I realize he’s left, even though I shouldn’t be. He’s just a stranger in a bar…not my soulmate.
“Looking for someone?” There’s a smoothness to his voice, and I don’t even need to turn around to know it’s the man I was looking for.
Mr. Serious.
I turn quickly on my heels, swaying slightly as I take in his form. My eyes trace up over his chiseled torso, one that’s covered by a shirt that’s perfectly tailored. Even wearing clothes, I can tell this man is athletic. He clearly works out a lot, because his body is way too perfect to just be good genes.
One side of his mouth pulls up in a smile, and his blue eyes flicker with heat. I swear there’s a bit of sadness in the look he gives me, but it’s gone too fast for me to be sure.
“No,” I lie, my eyes sliding away from his penetrating gaze. It’s like he can see my every thought, and suddenly I’m glad I drank all that wine. If I hadn’t, I know I’d be running away from him.
My blood stirs as I examine him closer, my body leaning farther into his. He smells of whiskey and cinnamon, his scent tickling my nostrils, and it tempts me forward with each passing second. Mystery Man looks and smells good enough to eat.
He clears his throat, pulling me out of my thoughts. “Are you sure you weren’t looking for someone?” Mystery Man asks, his breath fanning against my face, his knuckles gently caressing my cheek and forcing me to look up at him. I feel a jolt of electricity flow through me at his touch, one that causes my insides to tingle and my thighs to press together.
How am I this attracted to a man I don’t even know?
“Well, I might have been looking for someone...” I answer him shyly, and a full-fledged smile crosses his lips this time. I’m awestruck by the way it transforms his face.
He’s fucking gorgeous. Sex on a stick, and I want him. Goose bumps pepper my skin as he leans into me farther, his lips a millimeter away from mine. He’s so close I can almost taste him, and my eyes are drawn to the dimple on the right side of his mouth.
“I’ve been watching you all night, sweet thing, trying to figure out why the hell I want you so much, why I feel this pull towards you.” My cheeks heat at his words, and I have half a mind to push my lips against his just so he’ll shut up and kiss me already.
“I feel it too,” I admit, my eyes going wide when I realize what I just blurted out.
Way to go, Ava.
Thankfully, he doesn’t comment on my word vomit, though it looks like he’s holding back laughter. “Are you here celebrating something, or just out for drinks?” Curiosity laces his words.
Summoning all my bravery, I press my lips against his instead of answering. When our lips touch, I forget about everything. I don’t think about Marie not being here to celebrate with us, the internship I’m starting on Monday, or the hand-me-down dress I’m wearing. I forget everything.
When his hands caress my skin, pulling me impossibly closer to his body, everything but the two of us fades away. We fit together perfectly in a way I never have with anyone else, and I gasp as his tongue pushes against the seam of my mouth. I open for him, letting him explore, our tongues stroking together as if they’re dancing to their own tune, and somehow I find I’m melting into his touch. A moan I’ve never heard before comes from my throat, and I know I should be mortified, but I can’t bring myself to care. All I can think about is the way his kiss is making me feel.
“Fuck,” he pants, pulling away from me, pressing his forehead against mine like he can’t bring himself to stop touching me.
Oh God. I just kissed a man I don’t even know, and I liked it. I should probably go home now, before something even more insane happens.
“I want to taste you. All over…but especially here.” I feel the tips of his fingers skim against the hem of my dress, and damn, I want that too. So much my pussy clenches at the thought of his tongue pressing roughly against my clit.
“Yes,” I gasp, without thinking of what this will mean. I’ve never had a one-night stand. Hell, I’ve never slept with a man before, but this man, he has me wanting to break all the rules I’ve kept in place.
“Thank fuck. You won’t regret this,” he whispers in my ear, pressing a quick kiss to my lips before guiding me toward the bathrooms. My heart is pounding in my ears as I look over my shoulder, trying to find Gabby in the crowd.
When my eyes lock on hers, I already know what she’s saying.
Do it, girl. Let yourself go.
I just had no idea how big of a mistake doing so would be.