Chapter 5

He didn’t believe her.

Ginny looked at the shock and disbelief on Inspector de Wolfe’s face and knew he questioned her sanity. But she’d known that would be his reaction before she decided to come to him. How could he think anything different? Her story was impossible.

At first she was embarrassed. She shouldn’t have come here. She shouldn’t have revealed something so unbelievable. She shouldn’t have expected him to believe her. And yet…

Before she could allow her embarrassment to overwhelm her, a flash of anger sliced through her. One look at the doubt and disbelief on his face and she realized she’d made a horrendous mistake in thinking she could confide in him.

Ginny rose and hurried toward the door. She wanted to escape his incredulous expression. Somehow it bothered her that he might think less of her. Although why his opinion of her should matter she didn’t know. But it did.

Tears blurred her vision as she reached out to open the door. But before she could turn the knob, his arm stretched past her and held the door closed.

“I don’t think you’ve finished telling me everything,” he said, refusing to move.

“And I don’t intend to.”

“Why?”

She turned to face him. She was forced to suck in a harsh breath. He stood so close to her that she had to lift her gaze in order to look him in the eyes. He stepped back as if he realized how intimidating his nearness was.

“It’s obvious you don’t believe me,” Ginny countered. “But I knew you wouldn’t.” Her shoulders sagged. “I daresay, I wouldn’t believe such a preposterous tale either.”

Every ounce of courage and strength Ginny had mustered before she came to see the inspector rushed from her as swiftly as a crashing wave might wash back out to sea. She suddenly felt as weak as a newborn lamb and her legs buckled beneath her.

Before she could reach out for something to steady herself, his arms wrapped around her and he pulled her close to him.

“Steady, Miss Wattersfield,” he said, leading her to her chair. “There’s nothing to fear. “

“I’m not afraid,” she said after she sat. “I feel foolish. I should have known not to come. I should have known…”

Ginny couldn’t finish her sentence. What she wanted to say was that she should have known he wouldn’t believe her and she would rather keep what had happened to herself than tell him and diminish his opinion of her. But it was too late now.

The inspector pulled his chair closer to her and kept her hands in his. “Is that why you went to the newspaper? To gather information about Lizzy?”

Ginny nodded. “Everything was as I said. I didn’t know about your cousin’s death. I was truly shocked when I realized she’d died.”

“Then you went back to the cemetery.”

Ginny looked up.

“Yes,” he admitted. “I saw you. I was there. I thought perhaps you’d return to the cemetery and you did. Did you hear Lizzy’s voice that day, too?”

Ginny nodded. “I’ve heard her in total three times.”

“Does she always say the same thing?”

“Mostly, yes. She wants me to help find her killer.”

The inspector released her hand and rose from his chair. He walked to the window and stood with his back to her, his hands locked behind his back as he stared out onto the street below. He was somber, unmoving.

There was something dauntingly powerful about him as the light from the window silhouetted him in an ethereal glow. Something remarkably formidable. And Ginny was suddenly unnerved by his commanding presence.

She waited several long minutes, hoping that he would speak. But he didn’t. “You don’t believe me, do you?” Her question came out as an accusation.

“I am trying to,” he answered. “I want to, but…”

The inspector slowly turned. The regret she saw on his face gnawed at a place deep inside her chest. Their gazes locked for several moments before she fully grasped the futility of her visit. It was as if coming here had severed a blossoming relationship. Now that she’d exposed her frailty, she’d ruined any hope of a continued friendship.

A small, sad smile lifted the corners of her mouth. A smile of defeat.

Ginny gathered her cloak around her and stood. “Thank you for your time, Inspector. I realize how foolish I sound to you, but…” Ginny walked to the door. This time the inspector didn’t move to stop her.

She reached for the knob on the door and pulled it open. She took one step into the room beyond the inspector’s office then turned. “Hopefully you will discover who killed your cousin, Inspector. Your cousin sincerely hopes you do, which is why I came to you. Her last words were tell my knight to find the man who killed me.”

Ginny softly closed the door behind her and passed the desk where the inspector’s secretary sat. She was eager to escape into the sunlight and put this humiliating experience behind her.

She knew how foolish she’d been to expect anyone, especially Inspector de Wolfe, to believe she’d heard his cousin’s voice, but how could she ignore Lizzy de Wolfe’s pleas for help? How could she keep Elizabeth de Wolfe’s warnings to herself?

Ginny replayed her words in her mind and couldn’t help but doubt her own sanity. Even though she didn’t doubt what she’d heard, she realized she could never tell anyone ever again of her experience. Nor could she return to the cemetery where Elizabeth de Wolfe was buried. She was determined to never hear her voice again. That was the only hope she had that she’d be able to forget this nightmare.

Ginny walked steadily ahead until she reached the outside door. She hadn’t yet opened the door when the inspector’s booming voice reached her.

“Stop, Miss Wattersfield!”

Ginny turned.

“What did you say as you left? The last words you heard Lizzy say?”

Ginny shook her head. “It no longer matters, Inspector. I don’t intend to bother you any further with my preposterous story.”

“Tell me! Tell me the last words the voice said to you!”

The harsh insistence of his words gained her attention. The inspector’s angry steps as he ate the distance that separated them startled her.

His arms reached out when he was near enough to her and he grasped her by the shoulders. “What did the voice say?” he repeated.

“She said tell my knight to find my killer.”

“She used the words my knight?”

“Y… Yes,” Ginny stammered.

The inspector dropped his hands from her shoulders and took a step back from her. The whispered words that fell from his lips thundered in her ears as she watched the man’s countenance turn ashen.

“Oh, my God!”

. . .

Will stared at Ginny Wattersfield. He dared to use her most informal, most intimate name, for that is how he thought of her. He’d frightened her, although he’d had no intention of it. It was just that she’d said the last words he expected her to say. She’d told him that the voice he didn’t believe it was possible for her to hear had told her to tell Lizzy’s knight to find her killer. And he was that knight. Had always been Lizzy’s knight. She’d called him that from their earliest childhood.

“Please,” Will said, looking from Ginny Wattersfield’s pale face to Randolph’s alert stance. “Please, come back. I need to speak with you.”

She hesitated—not that he blamed her—but finally walked toward him. When she reached his office door, Will stepped back to allow her room to enter. Without turning to his secretary he summoned him. “Randolph, I want you to hear this, too.”

When Ginny and Randolph were in the room, he led her to a chair. “Please, sit down, Miss Wattersfield.”

Will stepped to his desk, but he was too agitated to sit. He turned to Randolph. “Miss Wattersfield has some important information concerning my cousin’s death.”

Randolph’s eyebrows lifted.

“This might be difficult for you to accept,” he said to his secretary, then stopped with a slight grin on his face. “No, this will be difficult for you to accept, but please, hear her out with an open mind.”

Randolph’s eyebrows rose higher.

“Miss Wattersfield has been in contact with my cousin.”

“In contact?”

“Yes. Lizzy has spoken to Miss Wattersfield from the grave.”

Randolph’s disbelieving gaze passed from Will to Miss Wattersfield, then back to Will.

“I have to admit,” Will said, keeping his gaze locked with that of his secretary. “I was more than skeptical at first, and still am, although several remarks Miss Wattersfield made are causing me to revise my opinion. Especially the last words she claims Lizzy said to her.”

Will turned to Ginny. “Tell Mr. Randolph the last words Lizzy spoke to you.”

“She told me to tell her knight to find her killer.”

“I’m not sure how this can be important,” Randolph said.

“Then let me explain.”

Will walked to the other side of the room and stood next to the window. “My cousin Lizzy and I were always close. I’m not sure why, other than she was the youngest of her four sisters and was born several years after them. For some reason, she looked up to me. She always referred to me as her… her knight.”

Virginia Wattersfield’s eyes opened wide. “Oh,” she sighed.

“There was a logical reason for calling me that. Far back in our ancestry there was a fierce knight—or so the story goes—who fought for more than one king of England. His name was William de Wolfe. I was named after that knight, and Lizzy enjoyed teasing me about it.”

Will braced his outstretched hand against the side of the window as he stared out into the waning sunlight. “You can see, then, why your statement surprised me so. Lizzy was the only person who called me her knight. The only one of my relatives who thought I was special because I’d been named after a knight.”

Will dropped his arm to his side and turned to face her. “You’re sure the voice told you to tell her knight to find her killer?”

Miss Wattersfield nodded. “Yes.”

“This wasn’t all Lizzy told Miss Wattersfield,” Will told Randolph. “She also told her that her killer wasn’t what he seemed.”

“And you think it’s possible for your cousin to talk to Miss Wattersfield from beyond the grave?” Randolph asked.

Will saw the disbelief on Randolph’s face. “I know how impossible it seems.”

“Do you, Inspector?”

“Yes, Randolph. I do. But what will it hurt to follow the leads Miss Wattersfield gives me? We have been unable to come up with any more leads to help us find Lizzy’s killer.”

“And the reason you’re telling me all of this?” Randolph asked.

Will couldn’t stop a smile from lifting the corners of his mouth. “Perhaps because one of us has to have a level head where this is concerned.”

“Then you can count on me, sir.”

“Thank you, Randolph. I’ll count on you to keep your feet anchored solidly on the ground.”

Will slowly walked back to his desk. He needed to think this through. He needed to decide the best way to handle this. He thought for several moments.

She’d been watching him and when he lifted his head, his gaze locked with hers. “Would you accompany me to the cemetery, Miss Wattersfield?”

“Now?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

Will released a heavy sigh. “In my line of work, it is essential that I rely on facts. It’s how I prove the guilt or innocence of a suspect. And you have presented a hypothesis that has nothing to do with anything connected to reality. In fact, what you’ve told me demands that I believe in something that is factually impossible.” Will stood. “But whenever presented with new clues, the first place to start is at the scene where those clues originated. And that is at Lizzy’s grave.” He stepped around the corner of the desk. “Will you accompany me?”

Will was relieved when Ginny Wattersfield nodded, then stood. With a determined step forward, he retrieved his hat and held out his hand to escort her from the room.

“This will take some time,” Will told Randolph as they left the office.

“Very good, Inspector,” Randolph answered. “Best of luck, sir?”

Will gave a sharp nod. “I believe I may have need of it.”

. . .

Ginny looped her arm through the inspector’s and walked with him down the street toward St. Dunstan’s cemetery. Neither of them spoke as they crossed one street, then another and another. The inspector was deep in thought, and Ginny felt it best to give him time to come to terms with what she knew he considered an impossible situation. He hadn’t had as much time to accustom himself to the idea that his cousin could speak to them from the grave.

The impossibility of what she’d told him was evident by the tension of his arm beneath her fingers. His muscled hardness indicated how difficult it was to believe her story. The speed with which he walked exemplified his agitation. She was having a difficult time keeping up with his rapid pace.

“Might we slow down a bit, Inspector?” Ginny asked when she began to feel out of breath.

He slowed immediately. “I beg your pardon, Miss Wattersfield.” He almost came to a halt, then continued at a much slower pace. “My mind was adrift.”

“That’s understandable. I’ve given you a lot to take in. And much of it impossible to digest.”

“Is that how you felt when you first heard the voice?”

“It was different for me. I thought I might be suffering from the same mental illness from which my mother suffered. I still do at times.”

“We’ll find out soon enough,” the inspector said. “We’re nearly there.”

They walked in companionable silence for several moments, then he turned his head and looked at her. “Do you mind if I call you Ginny?” he asked. “Or Virginia if you’d rather. Miss Wattersfield seems so formal.”

“And long,” she said smiling at him. “Please, call me Ginny.”

“Thank you,” he answered. “How have you managed after hearing a voice from someone who has been dead for two years?” he asked.

“I’m not sure I have. That’s why I finally came to see you. Because I had no place else to turn. I haven’t been able to sleep, nor have I been able to eat. Nights are the worst, though. Every time I close my eyes to sleep, her voice calls to me. Your cousin refuses to leave me alone.”

“Do you think you’ll be able to hear her with me there?” he asked.

They were nearing the cemetery, and Ginny’s heart raced with each step they took toward the gate. “I don’t know. I hope so.” Ginny suddenly felt ill at ease, and when they entered St. Dunstan’s graveyard she clutched the inspector’s arm tighter. She didn’t know what she feared more: that he would hear his cousin’s voice. Or that he wouldn’t.

Once inside the gate they sidestepped a pile of brush the church’s handyman had been clearing.

“Hello, Ralphy,” Ginny greeted. It was a boyish name for a man who was already partially bald. But he preferred the name, and it suited him. “You’re awfully busy today.”

The sweet smile on his open face spread even wider as he greeted her. “Miss Ginny. You watch you feet now.” He thrust his rake in front of her and dragged a small pile of twigs off the path and out of her way.

“What a gentleman you are, Ralphy Weston,” she grinned. Her compliment made the man’s round cheeks turn the deepest shade of red as they passed him by.

It didn’t take them long to reach Elizabeth’s grave. When they did, Ginny released the inspector’s arm and knelt near the headstone. “I’m here, Elizabeth. And I’ve brought your knight with me.”

It wasn’t dark yet, but neither was it the middle of the day. The sun was lowering and there was a dusky hue to the cloudy sky. “We’re going to find your killer, Elizabeth,” Ginny whispered. “But you have to help us. We don’t know where to begin.”

Ginny waited, but there was no response from beyond the grave.

Ginny clutched her hands in her lap. She’d prepared herself for this possibility. She’d been fearful that she wouldn’t hear Elizabeth’s voice when she most needed to. And that was exactly what was happening.

She repeated her plea for Elizabeth to speak to her. Then repeated it again and again. But each time she was only met with silence.

Every emotion she’d held at bay suddenly overwhelmed her. She knew what it must seem like for the inspector. Knew that she must appear a deranged woman—just like her mother.

Ginny wrapped her arms around her middle and crumpled in on herself. She hadn’t asked for this to happen to her. She hadn’t wanted this impossible demand to be placed on her shoulders. She suddenly felt as if she wasn’t strong enough to handle the pressure that weighed so heavily upon her.

Before she could stop them, huge wracking sobs overtook her. She clasped her hands to her mouth to stop any sound from escaping, but her shoulders shook and she knew it was impossible for the inspector not to realize that she was falling apart.

As if he knew how desperately she needed him, his hands clasped her arms and he lifted her to her feet. Ginny felt herself being turned and brought against him. His arms wrapped around her and he gathered her close to him.

Ginny clung to him as if her life depended upon his strength. And in a way, it did. She’d felt so alone and helpless. She needed his courage to face what lay ahead for her. If not for the boldness he showed, she had no doubt she would have crumpled to the ground and perhaps never risen to face another day.

When she finally recovered enough to lift her head, she found him watching her. His eyes lowered to hers and Ginny felt a connection to him that weakened her knees. He understood her. He grasped the depth of the unexplainable experience that tormented her. And even though he couldn’t understand it himself, he didn’t doubt her.

He didn’t doubt her.

His hand cupped her cheek and his thumb brushed against her lower lip. “Let me take you home,” he whispered.

His voice wrapped around her like a caress. The touch of his flesh against her caused wave after trembling wave to course through her veins. The pull she felt toward him was more powerful than any appeal she’d ever experienced, as if he opened new corridors of thought, and mind, and emotion. And want.

Without breaking contact, he lowered his head and pressed his lips to hers. The kiss they shared was chaste. There was nothing desperate in the exchange, only the gentle melding of two souls in need of alliance.

Ginny lifted her hands and let them rest on the inspector’s lapel. She wanted him to know how grateful she was for the compassion he showed her.

Their kiss was brief, only long enough to prove to her that he could be relied upon to help her through the emotional turmoil she would have to suffer. He lifted his mouth from hers and turned her in his arms. Without words, he wrapped his arm around her shoulder and together they walked away from his cousin’s grave.

They’d taken only a few steps when she heard it.

“Please, find my killer,” the voice said.

Ginny pulled out of the inspector’s arms and turned in the direction of the voice. “Where?” Ginny called out. “How? You have to tell us where to look!”

“Where!” she demanded even louder.

After a brief silence, the voice replied, “On bended knees.”