HERE’S A TEASER FROM THE FOLLOW UP TO
BREAKING HIM.
BREAKING HER
“If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?”
~William Shakespeare
PRESENT
SCARLETT
I was drunk. Good and stinking drunk.
We were at the crew hotel in Seattle (not my favorite town) on a layover, and we were trolling the lobby bar.
Okay, I was trolling the bar. My girls were just there for moral support.
No wait, that wasn’t all. We were supposed to be celebrating. Something great had happened, I had to remind myself.
I’d just landed my first starring role in a feature film.
Yes, that was it. We were celebrating.
Also . . .
I was planning to make up for the fact that I’d just spent way too much time being a pathetic, lovesick fool, moping in my room, hiding in my bed.
Hating myself. Wanting to disappear.
I’d barely scraped myself together enough to make it to the fateful audition that had landed me the part that might change my life.
Even when I’d gotten the news (that I was finally, at last, going to star in a movie!) I’d barely felt even a stirring of happiness.
The last round with Dante still had its hold on me. I’d let him do his worst and the wounds he’d inflicted were just not healing.
But I’d vowed tonight that I was done with that.
I was on the hunt for a stand-in punching bag. I had decided about three drinks ago that I’d feel much better about myself if I put at least one man between me and my last memory of Dante.
I was looking around, a pout on my face. “No cute boys,” I told the girls.
Demi agreed.
“I’m not sad,” Leona said, studying me. “I don’t think I want you to find a cute boy when you’re in this shape.”
They were sitting in a booth and I was standing next to it. I was not in a sitting mood. I was in a sway to the music and get some male attention mood. I just wished there were some males around worth being noticed by.
I’d already shot down two that just weren’t cute enough. More specifically: Reject Number One wasn’t tall enough and Reject Number Two looked too wholesome.
I didn’t like wholesome, never had. I craved sinister categorically.
“Don’t speak too soon,” Farrah said, eyes aimed at the door. “I’ll let you have him if you want him, but damn, I sure don’t want to.”
I turned to see. And smiled.
It was my lucky day.
Either he was actually looking for me or it was a hell of a coincidence, but Dante’s half-brother, Bastian, had just walked in the door.
He was standing there scanning the room and it didn’t take him long to zero in on me.
He grinned.
I tilted my head and grinned back, then pointed my chin at the bar, heading there with a bouncing little strut.
He beat me to it, and watched me approach, his eyes all over me.
I was glad I’d turned myself out well.
My minuscule nude dress was basically man catnip. It hit all the right buttons—deep cleavage that left very little of my abundant breasts to the imagination, short skirt that showed off my sky-high legs, and the whole thing was fitted to show off my tiny waist and hourglass figure, the color giving the illusion that I was close to naked.
Pink platform stilettos and sexy bedroom hair didn’t hurt my situation, and my makeup had been on point before I’d gotten sloppy drunk. Who could say now? Who could care?
Not me. My lipstick was probably smeared, my mascara bleeding down my face, but I felt sexy as hell either way.
“Hello, stranger,” I said when I got in earshot of Bastian. “You look good enough to eat.”
And he did. Three-piece suit, dark, messy hair, five o’clock shadow, a handsome as hell Durant face, and a devilish smile.
Yeah, he’d do.
“Look who’s talking,” he retorted, eyes on my catnip dress. “My God, woman, you are trouble, aren’t you?”
I went to hug him, because drunk, and breathed into his ear. “You have no idea.”
“Unfortunately, I don’t.” He sounded truly regretful about that as he put his hands on my hips and set me back just the slightest bit. “I’m sure you’ve guessed, but I came here to talk to you.”
“How did you know I’d be here?” I asked him, cocking my head to the side.
His mouth twisted ruefully, and when he did that, he reminded me so much of Dante that I wanted to smash something over his head. And cry. And run away. And kiss him.
“Facebook. You and your friends love to share your locations, and, you know, I live here.”
I scrunched my nose up. “Facebook stalking me, are you?”
He was unapologetic. “Yes. It’s a helpful tool. Actually, I was going to fly down to see you soon, but this worked out much better. Well, it did if you’re up for a serious talk that I’d like you to remember in the morning.”
“I’m not up for a serious anything,” I told him and, because drunk, I pressed my mouth to his.
He made a little noise in this throat, a hungry one, and I licked his lips, brushing my breasts against him.
He set me away, but he was breathing hard.
“You taste good,” I told him.
He smiled but not like he was happy. “Do I taste like revenge?”
“Exactly like that. It’s delicious.”
“Trust me, you beautiful, edible, dangerous creature, I would love to take you up on that, but it’s a line we can’t cross.”
“There’s no line I won’t cross,” I said, meaning it. I was feeling self-destructive to a desperate, limitless degree. “God, do you know what he did to me after we left Gram’s house?”
“I heard a bit about it,” Bastian said solemnly.
That surprised me. “What did you hear? And from who?”
He sighed. “From Dante. I’m sure you won’t be surprised to hear that he’s in rough shape.”
That bit of unfair bullshit only made me more determined. I moved closer and he let me. I rubbed up against him, my full, glossy lips in kissing distance of his again, teasing him. “Let’s make it rougher for him, huh?”
“Jesus,” he said, and it reminded me so much of Dante that I wrenched away.
I leaned against the bar, flagging down the busy bartender.
He didn’t make me wait, in fact stopped what he was doing and came to do my bidding with a smile.
I’d been flirting with him all night, but he wasn’t my type. He was tall but his shoulders weren’t broad enough. Still, the right smile got me some amazing service.
“Hey, Scarlett,” he said, his tone when he said my name making it sound like we were old friends or new lovers. “Another scotch for you?”
“You’re the best, Benny,” I told him, leaning forward, shamelessly teasing him. “Can you make it two?”
He nodded, eyes on my cleavage. “Anything you want, gorgeous.”
“Wow,” Bastian whistled when Benny moved away to get our drinks. “If I was Dante, I would lock you up.”
“Well, that’s not what he did,” I said, and it was an effort to keep my voice steady. “He threw me away. Again.”
“Oh, Scarlett,” Bastian sighed, a world of sad sympathy in his voice that made me turn to study him. “I have a few things to ask you and so much to tell you. I’m not sure just how drunk you are, but I’m pretty positive that what I have to say will sober you up.”
That was an understatement. What he had to tell me didn’t just sober me up.
It changed everything.
*****
“She burned too bright for this world.”
~Emily Brontë
PAST
DANTE
I’d always had a soft spot for her. Since I could remember, her flashing eyes and stubborn face were dear to me.
Even before she’d decided we were friends, before our fateful bonding moment outside of the vice principal’s office when she first realized I was in her corner, I’d admired her.
Admired that she never backed down. Admired that, with the way she was treated by nearly everyone around her, she never bent, not one iota, let alone came near to breaking.
Her strength galvanized me, made me see the world in a different way.
I had it so easy. My mother was awful, my father dismal, but my life was pampered and I could escape any time I wanted, which was often, and go visit my Gram, who lived a short walk away and made up for both of my piece of shit parents and then some.
I had an anger problem and a bad attitude. This I knew. But it was Scarlett who inspired me to give those things purpose.
The first time I tried to help, she didn’t even notice me.
We were in the cafeteria at school. I was in line to get lunch, stealing glances at her.
She was by herself. She always was. She was less interested in talking to other kids than any kid I’d ever seen besides myself. Once, I’d even taken a seat across from her to eat, and she’d still barely said two words to me.
Her thick, brown hair was endearingly messy. She had the perfect face of a doll, but it was always set into hard lines, an incongruous, arresting look but one that I couldn’t stop staring at. And I stared a lot. I enjoyed watching her. She wasn’t like anybody else, didn’t react to things in the same way. I got a kick out of expecting the unexpected from her.
What made other girls cry made her throw a punch. What made boys whine made her snarl like an angry tiger.
Every inch of her tiny frame read: This girl is tough and she does not plan to deal with your shit. Do not mess with her.
So why was everyone always messing with her?
They loved to tease her about the trashcan stuff, and I thought that was about the most messed up thing ever. It set my teeth on edge. What an awful thing to tease someone about.
No part of me understood, but then, I’d never felt like someone who fit in, either.
They were serving cheese zombies and tomato soup for lunch, one of my favorites, and I waited in line just watching her and not particularly paying attention to anything else.
I couldn’t help but overhear the boys in front of me, though. There were two of them and they were snickering. It was the type of laugh where you knew there was something bad behind it. Something mean, and so I focused on them, listening as they revealed themselves to be just the kind of little shits I had no patience for.
“I swear to God, Jason,” one said to the other, “I have five dollars in my backpack and if you do it, it’s all yours.”
Jason laughed harder. “I’ll get into trouble.”
“It’s five bucks! Just say you tripped and spilled it. Hell, some tomato soup on her head might make her smell better.”
They both went into loud peals of laughter. I thought they sounded like nasty little hyenas.
I felt sick. I didn’t even have to hear any more, I knew what they were planning and to who, but I did hear more, I listened and collected my food, then quietly followed them.
I set down my tray on the first table I passed.
Jason’s giggling friend sat down at the next one and waved him on.
With an evil grin, Jason approached Scarlett from behind, still holding his tray.
With quick furious steps I caught up to him, grabbed his tray, stepped on his foot, and sent my elbow hard into his chin all at once.
He went down with a gratifying cry.
Very calmly, I took his tomato soup and poured it right into his dismayed face.
“Is it funny now, you little shit?” I spat at him right before a teacher started dragging me away.
I glanced at Scarlett as I went.
She’d turned at the commotion, looking bored with only a touch of interest in her big, dark eyes as she looked at me, but no comprehension on her face that I’d just saved her from a headful of soup.
Still, that didn’t deter me too much.
Her plight ate at me. I’d lie in bed, hands clenched into fists, and stew about it.
I was a lonely, solemn boy, more sensitive than I’d ever admit, and I couldn’t stand what was happening to her. The casual cruelties. The constant unfairness. The unending injustice of it.
Anytime something was really bothering me, I took it to my Gram.
“It’s not right,” I told my glamorous, doting grandmother. “It’s wrong, the way she’s being treated. The kids are monsters, and the teachers don’t care until it’s gotten so bad that Scarlett gets herself into trouble. It’s every day, Gram. Every day she has to put up with these little shits picking on her.”
She was studying my face in a way that I liked, the way she always did when I was reminding her of grandpa. She didn’t even reprimand me for cursing, that’s how intently she was listening to me.
“You’ve gotta help her, Gram. It’s bad enough the way they talk, but she’s got no one at home taking care of her. She needs clothes. Soap. Someone to wash her hair and brush her teeth, or ya know, teach her how to do it.”
She touched a hand to my hair, purest love pouring out of her eyes. “Yes, yes, of course she does, Dante, my sweet, sweet boy. We will work on all of that.”
“They’re awful at school. They won’t let up on her. Maybe if you talk to her about . . . taking a bath or somethin’, it’d make it easier on her.”
“I will. I absolutely will, you darling boy. I’m ashamed that you even had to point it out, but you leave it to me, okay?”
I nodded. I had absolute faith that Gram would do anything she promised, so I was done worrying about that part of it.
“Thank you,” I told her. “But . . . what should I do? How do you think I can help her?”
“How about just being her friend? Friends can make life a lot better.”
I flushed and looked down, embarrassed to tell her that the girl I was so worried about would barely say two words to me. “I’ll try,” I muttered.
“And Dante?”
“Yes?”
“You’re strong. And brave. I have faith in you. I know you will find a way to help her. If you see she needs defending, defend her. Do what you think is right and you won’t have any regrets.”
A few weeks later, I pounded a guy that I heard making a joke about her, and I got my first smile out of her, a conspiratorial grin that let me know she had a newfound faith in me.
I loved that smile.
From that day forward it was my job to protect her. Her feelings. Her body.
Her freedom.