CHAPTER 6
Audrey
I move my fingers along his shoulders and down onto his chest. It’s like I’m holding two tectonic plates in my hands.
I’m standing behind him and he’s looking forward. I can see he’s hard as a rock, and I know it’s because of me.
I bring my hands back to his shoulders and massage them. I increase my grip and push down with all my weight. I’m on my tiptoes trying to get more of my bodyweight behind me in order to massage those massive, dense muscles of his. Next to him I’m small and light as a feather, and much shorter which I realize instantly when he stands from his chair and faces me.
My hands are to my sides and he’s looking at me, not touching me, just visually inspecting me from top to bottom.
“Turn around,” he says. “And lift up your shirt.”
I do as I’m told, showing him my ass, which is covered only by my cute little pink and blue panties. I’m regretting I went with something from Target and not Victoria’s Secret, but my fears are relieved when I feel his hands on my waist and his erection press against my back.
I turn to face him and reach for his cock. I’m grabbing it through the fabric, which is doing its best to restrain it, but it’s still huge.
And then it hits me. This is a man. I don’t think he’s going to be satisfied with anything less than taking me…all of me.
How did we get here so fast? I’m conflicted as I want to give him my virginity, and getting bent over this desk sounds like one heck of a way to do it, but I’d much rather it be something special. Unfortunately it’s too late to go back now. I have to finish what I started.
I drop to my knees and tug at his shorts, but before I’ve moved them more than an inch I feel his hands underneath my armpits and he’s lifting me back to my feet.
“Are you okay?” he asks.
“Never better,” I say.
“You could have fooled me, because you look nervous and confused.”
The tables have definitely turned. I was asking the leading questions minutes ago, moving this all forward, and now here he is taking control of the conversation again and moving away from what I can clearly see he wants.
“Is this two steps forward, one step sideways?”
“This is I see a beautiful young woman and I don’t want to see her do anything she’s not ready to do.”
“I can start what I finish.”
He leans back on the desk, his fingertips sliding down my arms.
“This isn’t a job or a task, Audrey. This is two people. If both aren’t one hundred percent committed then there’s no point in continuing.”
“You don’t want me to?” I ask.
Great! I’ve not only made a fool of myself, but now I’m getting rejected. This has gone from bad to way, way, way worse in a hurry.
“Not now. I don’t feel like the timing is right.”
“How can you tell?” I ask, still feeling like crap, but also a little relieved.
“Have you been with a man before?”
The question I was dreading has come. I was hoping I could answer that question differently in the morning, but it’s obvious now that’s not going to happen.
“Not yet,” I say meekly.
“Then you owe it to yourself to make your first time special. There’s only one first time…for everything in life, right?”
“Yeah.”
“Don’t you want to cherish that moment forever?”
For a man so big, he sure can be tender when it counts.
“I guess you’re right.”
“I know I’m right. I’m right about your first time and I’m right about you.”
My brow furrows as I try and decipher his cryptic message. I just don’t get it. “Right about me?”
“Yes. I want to be the man who shares that moment with you. You’re the one I want.”
“Dad?”
I turn look over his shoulder and see Tina standing in the doorway. Oh. My. God.
“Yes, honey,” he says, turning to look over his shoulder.
“What are you two doing in here?”
“We’re just discussing some things. I dropped my glass,” he says pointing to the mess on the floor. “Audrey was downstairs and heard the glass break. It startled here, and now here we are just shooting the breeze.”
Tina walks into the room, around the other side of the desk her father is sitting on and looks at the computer screen.
“Is this the new campaign?”
“Yeah. I was racking my brain trying to come up with a slogan.”
“You’re the one I want will work perfectly for that one.”
“Oh, you caught that?”
“Yeah, I heard you say that and I was like what the, well you know what, and I stuck my head in and saw you two here. I about flipped at first. Could you imagine?” Tina says laughing, before leaning in and giving her dad a kiss on the cheek.
“Oh my gosh, that’s too funny,” she says, as she walks away. “Night guys.”
“Night, sweetheart.”
“One second, Tina. I’m right behind you.”
I take off to join her up the stairs, but stop just before I cross the threshold of his office. I lift my shirt and shake my ass at him. He smiles, burying his head in his hand, shaking his head.
Teasing him is going to make falling asleep difficult for him, and almost experiencing my first time only to miss out is going to make it a difficult night for me too.