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Circle of Ashes (Wish Quartet Book 2) by Elise Kova, Lynn Larsh (34)

Snow’s Choice

AS JO SAT, staring at nothing, Takako’s measured steps blazed a trail for the rest of them. Samson and Eslar left together. At the edge of Jo’s hearing, she could make out softly spoken words between them, diminishing like a trembling note until nothing more could be heard.

A palm on her shoulder startled her back to reality. Wayne hovered, looking down with heartbreaking sadness. He opened his mouth, but only a sigh escaped. What more was there to say? What could be said?

They were all waiting for the verdict of their fate.

He left as well, head bowed, exposing the nape of his neck for the guillotine of Snow’s decision that hung invisible over them all. Jo looked at the chairs, ears buzzing. Her eyes drifted toward the Door and the instinct to run in the opposite direction, go as far as she could anywhere else in the world, had her standing. She fantasized over the idea of opening the Door for the last time, finding the pin code that would lead to their freedom.

Her hand pressed against the cool steel, dropping to the pin pad. It hovered, quivering like a hummingbird in suspension.

With an animalistic noise of anger she punched her hand right into the steel. The skin over her knuckles split instantly and her bones vibrated into her jaw. Jo hovered, panting, leaving crimson streaks as she slumped away.

It was useless. There was nowhere she could run. She existed nowhere else. She and everyone else in the Society were chained to their mission. Perhaps it would be better to take the out of death.

Jo shook her head violently and turned away from the door.

No.

She might dream of escape. She might be the sort to nest under covers until frustration and pain subsided. She might let anger get the better of logic at times. But she would not run in that way—never in that way.

Alone, Jo made her solemn march towards the Four-Way. Snow. She had to tell him before his thoughts got too far. She had to make sure that his decision, whatever it was, was not influenced in any way by them, whatever they were. If she was chosen or spared, it had to be because of more than their affections.

Voices slowed her steps halfway between the stairs and recreation rooms: Nico’s honeyed tones and Snow’s icy words. Jo slowed to a stop. Vaguely, she remembered Nico leaving the briefing room while muttering about the painting, though it seemed like a far-away dream now.

Jo didn’t know why she crept; she had nothing to hide from these men. She had no anger for Nico, and whatever frustrations she held toward Snow for his secrets would keep. There would be a time and place to fight for answers. But the eve of an impossible decision was neither.

Undetected, Jo shifted along the wall, leaning a few feet from the door, close enough to hear the quiet words within.

“It must be someone,” Nico said tiredly. She could envision the man she’d watched work the night before, eyes grown distant and sad by the weight of the world. “Let it be me.”

“Your magic—“

“Is far more limited than the rest of them.”

Jo would disagree with Nico here, but she kept her mouth shut for the sake of listening to the rest of the conversation. Expectedly, Snow spoke for her. “Your magic. . . is critical. Changing the hearts and minds of people is something not easily accomplished.”

“And is useless if it doesn’t work every time.” Jo’s heart ached at the sorrow in his words. The man’s guilt was apparent. “I’m tired, Snow. I’ve been at this a long time, surely you understand.”

Silence.

“I didn’t quite understand until I had her here. She sat there, in that stool, just as my Julia had.” Jo’s heart clenched, unprepared for Nico’s mention of her. It felt wrong somehow, listening to his words while knowing full well he was unaware of her audience. Still, she stayed, transfixed and curious. “My muse is gone, and her legacy is beginning to wane. Every time I return to her place of rest, I see it a little more weathered, her expression a little further worn away. With it, my inspiration, my will. . . and my magic itself.”

Jo leaned back, looking up at the ceiling. To love someone so much that your very essence, your magic, was tied to them. She glanced back toward the door, imagining Snow within. Would she, they, someday be so entwined? For all it sounded thrilling, it was also a terrifying notion, and one that seemed almost impossible to envision.

“Your magic is lessened?” Snow asked, his voice bringing her back to the present. It was Nico’s, however, that kept her there.

“I have no other explanation for my failure. It was as if everything I had painted cracked under the weight of the Prime Minister’s will.”

“Lack of time?” Snow suggested, seemingly reaching. The iciness of his voice had lifted some, as if the warmth of Nico’s words had melted it.

Another silence left Jo wondering what body cues Nico was offering. A nod? A shrug? She inched closer to the door. If she couldn’t see them, she didn’t want to miss a single word.

“You’re sure?” Snow asked, finally, and Jo’s pulse picked up.

“I am,” Nico said with conviction. “I owe it to them, for my failure.”

“The failure belongs to the team, not one individual.” Snow’s egalitarianism should’ve been heartwarming, but Jo just found her heart in knots. The failure was the team’s, but one person must bear the consequences alone. Surely some cruel god was sitting and cackling at their fate. How else were they meant to explain such undeserved tragedy?

Nico laughed softly. “Accept this, will you? As a professional favor, if nothing else. We’ve had a good run.”

“We have.” A genuine sorrow, the ache of it seemingly splintering his composure, finally leached into Snow’s words. Jo felt a similar ache blooming across her chest, spiraling like sticky tendrils down into her heart.

“There is someone waiting for me in heaven, you know.” Nico’s claim was honest and pure, a belief there that Jo had neither expected, nor could even begin to understand. In any other situation, Jo was certain it would have been comforting. “I have been away from her for far too long. . . and while she may not recognize me, I will have much to tell her. Surely, you must know how I feel.” There was an agonizingly long silence. “I knew you would.”

What had she missed? What non-verbal exchange had just happened? Jo’s heart could still somehow flutter, even among knots.

“Very well.” As if she could block out the condemnation of Snow’s words, Jo pressed her eyes closed, desperately biting back a sob. If she thought she felt guilty listening in on this conversation before, it was infinitesimal to how deeply she regretted it now. She did not want to hear what could be Nico’s final moments; it didn’t seem fair. “It shall be you.”

“I have one request,” Nico added hastily.

“Yes?”

“I have a time I want it to be done.”

Another delay, long enough for Snow to comprehend something Jo could not, judging from his tone. “Of course.”

Despite herself, tears broke through Jo’s emotional dam and streamed down her face. It wasn’t fair. None of it was. She wanted to take action, she wanted to do something. But what could be done at a moment like this? She knew too little of magic to hack a solution for the very fabric of reality that surrounded the Society. If anyone did, it was Snow. And something in Jo assured her that if there was a way for him to redesign their fate, he would. He’d said it himself: he didn’t have the power to do so. The pain in his voice proved the truth of it.

Which meant he was a prisoner, just like the rest of them. A chess piece in a greater game. A powerful piece, certainly, but a piece nonetheless. Jo turned her head toward the black door adjacent to Snow’s.

There was one other person seemingly as old as the Society itself and with a magic as terrifying as Snow’s.

Even as her eyes blurred with fresh tears, Jo stared the door down as if willing it to give up its occupant’s secrets. Pan, their executioner. If there was one person who would see their circumstance as a game, it would be her.

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