Cav carries me into his house—or rather, what’s going to be our house—as the driver pulls out of the driveway. Was I shocked to hear him say those words again to me? Yes.
So shocked that I couldn’t gather myself enough to say them back. But I will. For the first time in my life, I’m both diving in and holding back. There’s a tiny voice in my head that worries it’s all going to fall apart and Cav will leave me shattered one final time.
Now that I’ve had him like this, I don’t know how I’d recover. He’s worked himself into my life in such a way that I can’t see my future without him. I won’t let that voice win. I have to believe in him. In us.
Cav lowers me to my feet in the bedroom, saying nothing as he unzips the dress and lets it fall to the floor. I’m naked beneath it, and he kneels to unbuckle the straps encircling my ankles. My feet scream with relief when I step out of the shoes, and I’m bare before him.
Wordlessly, he strips. I follow his fingers as he undoes each button, tossing the shirt away before he kicks off the shoes and unzips the slacks. Pushing both the pants and his boxer briefs to his feet, he steps free of them and stands before me naked.
Cav takes my hand and leads me to the bathroom and flips on the shower. Once steam fills the enclosure, he opens the door and I step inside. Cav is moments behind me, and his hands are everywhere.
Seeking. Touching. Worshipping.
He doesn’t miss an inch as he washes me. My hair, my body, everything. Some part of my overactive imagination tells me we’re washing the past away and starting again for the last and final time.
I silence any remaining doubts. There are no more secrets between us, and I’m leaping. I turn in his arms and meet his gaze.
“I love you.”
The words are quiet, but Cav can feel the force behind them. He wraps both arms around me and crushes me against him. Happiness radiates from him, and I know I’ve chosen the perfect moment. A new beginning.
“I fucking love you, baby girl.”
His lips find mine and my body ignites. His tongue teases and his hands are everywhere.
I haven’t forgotten the one extra accessory I’m still wearing, or the heat igniting once more between my legs. I want him. There. And I’m not afraid to ask for it.
“Are you going to fuck my ass like you’ve been promising?” I whisper the words, but they still echo in the tiled shower enclosure.
Cav’s lips curve into a grin. “You know I’m never going to say no to that.”
“Good, because I want it.”
“Then that’s exactly what you’re going to get.” He releases me from his hold and places a hand on the glass. “I’ll be right back.”
Cav pushes the door open, and a whoosh of cold air hits my skin. He’s only gone a moment before he returns with one hand full. A bottle of lube and . . .
“A vibrator?” My eyes find his and the smile firmly fixed on his face.
“Trust me, you’ll love it.”
Excitement ricochets from wall to wall. One thing I can be certain of—sex with Cav will never be boring, and I don’t have any complaints about that.
He presses a button on the vibrator, and I’m already wet and wanting. My screams are going to echo off the walls of this shower in a way neither of us will ever forget.
Cav lowers the toy to my pussy and the vibrations hit my clit instantly. Shifting, I squeeze my legs together instinctively.
“Spread your legs, baby.” He lifts my hand from where it hangs clenched at my side and wraps it around the handle. “You’re going to play with this sweet pussy and help me tease the hell out of you while I get this ass ready for me.”
The combination of the vibrations and his filthy words has me ready for whatever he’s going to do. I want it all. I circle my clit with the toy as Cav watches, his gaze heating with lust.
“Fuck, you’re so beautiful.” He reaches behind me and presses against the base of the plug. “And now you’re all stretched out for my cock. Are you gonna take it like a good girl?”
Nodding, I bump the toy directly against my clit, and shivers of pleasure tear through me.
How is it possible that my orgasm is already building? He’s barely touched me and I’m already dying to come.
Cav buries his hands in my dripping hair and takes my mouth, shifting and angling our lips for deeper access. The vibrator presses harder against me, and I groan into the kiss.
He pulls back, putting an inch between our lips. “Can’t ever get enough of you, Greer.”
“Good. I don’t want you to.”
“It’d be impossible.” He releases his grip on my hair, and his hands skim down the wet skin of my shoulders to cup my breasts. “You’re so fucking perfect. These tits.” He squeezes before pinching my nipples between the thumb and index finger of each hand. He releases them and continues downward, pulling the vibe away so one hand can cup me between my legs. “This gorgeous pussy.” And then finally, his palms trail around my hips to grip both cheeks of my ass. “This heart-stopping ass.”
“Glad you like them.” My words come out on a half laugh.
“You’re so much more than that, but that doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate them like you deserve.” Two fingers reach into the crease and press against the plug. “I think it’s time this comes out.”
With a quick tug, it comes free, and I feel empty. From the look in Cav’s eyes, I know I won’t feel that way for long.
His cock is hard, pressing into my belly. “How do you want me?”
“Any way I can have you.”
The plug clinks against the tile as it lands on the floor. Cav’s hand wraps around mine and the vibe. “We’re going to play first.”
He circles it around my clit, and my legs part instinctively. “Put one hand against the wall and keep this on your clit.”
He lets go and I follow his orders, turning to press my free hand to the wall.
“I loved fucking you in front of that mirror, seeing your face as you came.” The head of his cock nudges against the entrance to my pussy. “But since I can’t see your face now, you’re going to have to let me hear how it feels.”
There’s no pause before he thrusts, burying his cock inside me. I moan, arching my back.
“Keep that toy on your clit, baby. I want to hear you scream when you come on my cock.”
Before he starts to thrust, I hear the pop of the cap of the lube and the thick, cool substance slides down my crack. Cav’s thumb presses against me and penetrates.
Cock, vibe, and finger. I’m not going to last long.
He works me over in alternating strokes until my legs shake and my moans turn to screams of pleasure as my orgasm slams into me. We both pause for only a moment before Cav pulls out and presses his cock against my back entrance.
“You’re gonna come again for me, baby. Fill your pussy with that toy.”
I slip it inside, the vibrations sending shock waves through me in the aftermath of my orgasm. Cav presses into me at the same time, the streaks of dark pleasure twisting together with the burn and stretch as his cock sinks inside.
I don’t think I’ll ever totally adjust to having his cock in my ass. It’s always going to feel too full, and with the vibe inside me, it’s an even tighter fit.
“Fuck yourself with it in opposition to my strokes. Can you do that for me, baby girl?”
I nod, and when he pulls back and fucks into me, I find the rhythm and match it perfectly opposite. I’m moaning, on the verge of a full-body climax. Every inch of my skin seems to shimmer with the intensity of what we’re doing. In and out, vibe and cock. I’ve never felt anything this intense in my life.
I can’t hold back the scream that comes with the orgasm. I drop the vibrator, my body writhing against Cav’s.
“Fuck. I’m coming.” He pulls me close, wrapping both arms around me as he presses his lips to my shoulder to muffle his roar.
Pulse after pulse, I feel his orgasm. We lean against the shower wall, arms braced for support, for long moments. When Cav finally pulls out, I’m limp, barely able to stand on my own. He washes us both again, and lifts me out of the shower before wrapping me with a towel.
“So fucking perfect,” he whispers as he dries me off and carries me to bed. “I love you, Greer.”
“I love you too,” I mumble as I drift off to sleep.