Chapter Twenty-Four
Fenton
It could not have been something I said. We hardly said anything. After Kya and I made it back safely to the hotel suite, there were hardly any words exchanged. Kisses, cries of pleasure, and climaxes – those were exchanged. I circled the punching bag and reset my feet before attacking with a quick combination. I did not understand women.
One minute, we were laughing over omelets, the next, I had her on a stool in the kitchen, and then everything changed. All I had done was left to shower and Kya changed her mind. The next time I saw her, she was distant, angry, and tried to keep a door between us. How did a woman go from having nothing, not even a scrap of clothing, between our skin to slamming the bathroom door in my face?
I hit hard, then spun and kicked. The bag shuddered, and I reset to do it all over again – anything to drown out the small voice in the back of my head. Something was telling me that Kya felt what I had. One hint of me loving her and Kya Allen had run. It could not be true. I was not falling for her. I was not about to fall for any woman, much less a buttoned-up one like her.
"So, where's my cut?" Kev asked. He appeared well behind the punching bag and out of range. "I hear you did quite well at the fight last night and if my calculations are right, you owe me quite a bit of cash."
"What fight? I didn't have anything scheduled last night," I said.
"Well, nothing that explains the cuts on your knuckles and that huge bruise over your ribs," my coach said.
"Come on, Aldous, you know Vegas can be a rough town. And, us fighters are known to blow off steam," I said.
He caught the bag and held it. "You're damn lucky you didn't get injured or caught."
"He did get caught, I caught him," Kev said. "And, as your manager, I've got to say you should sign with that Kya Allen. Any woman ballsy enough to break into a bare knuckle fight just to keep an eye out for you is worth signing some endorsement deal for."
"You were there?" I asked Kev.
"Of course, and I would have stepped in to shield you from Darius Johnson if our Country Club Princess had not taken care of him first," Kev said. "Seriously, she is shattering that good girl reputation of hers left, right, and center."
"Yeah, she's no saint," I said.
"Oooh, do tell," Kev followed me toward the locker room.
"No way in hell." I tore my gloves off and rinsed off in the shower. I had thought like Kev that maybe Kya was more than her reputation let on. The last 24 hours with her had made me hope. Then again, maybe all she wanted was what most women wanted from me – a wild night with an infamous bad boy. It was easy with me because they assumed I did not feel a thing. I wished I had not felt anything with Kya.
I dressed quickly and slipped out of the gym before Aldous or Kev could corner me again. I needed to see Kya. I wanted to look her in those green eyes and see what she had to say. Was it something I said or did? Or had she just used me like all the other women had? She had said it was nothing to do with business, but I was a fool if I thought that made it mean something.
The cab dropped me off in front of the Tropicana, and I was relieved the paparazzi were busy with some reality television star and her tiny Chihuahua. I was almost to the front doors when I caught sight of Dana Maria in a heated argument with a concierge.
"You can't kick me out and you know it," she said. "You don't have any proof and I could sue you for sexual harassment."
"What is going on?" I asked.
"Sorry, Mr. Morris, she claims to know you. The Tropicana does not allow solicitations and I hope she has not been bothering you," the concierge said.
"Bothering me? It looks like you're bothering the lady. What is this? How dare you accuse her of prostitution." My fingers curled into fists.
"No, Fenton, don't bother. It happens all the time," Dana Maria said. "Just because I choose not to change into plain clothes to go to work."
"Exactly. Take your work elsewhere," the concierge said.
"She's a dancer." I stepped between Dana Maria and the uniformed man. "And, you are going to apologize to the lady."
"I'm sorry, Mr. Morris, I know we cater to our celebrity guests, but I cannot allow her to be here."
"Allow her to be here? She is staying with me. She's my sister!" My knuckles clipped his cheekbone before I knew I had released the punch.
The concierge fell to the ground and glowered up at Dana Maria. "You're lucky he's lying for you."
My sister put a sharp heel in his chest and leaned down to flash her driver's license in his face. "See what it says there? Or does my brother need to correct your vision?"
The concierge turned pale. "I'm sorry, Ms. Morris. It was a simple misunderstanding. Please, let me get the door for you and your brother." He scurried to his feet and held open the door.
I urged Dana Maria through to the lobby before the crowd of reporters could catch up with us. In order to amend his mistake, the concierge stopped the flood of cameras and called security to help. I was relieved as we slipped through the crowd at check-in and made our way across the lobby to the hotel elevators.
Then, I saw Kya. She was sitting at a small restaurant table set with gleaming silverware. She caught my eye, and I saw a flash of emerald green anger before she blinked and blew me off. I could not move. I knew I needed to get Dana Maria away from the photographers, but I stared at Kya. She was angry with me. The thought gave me hope. If she was mad, then she cared and that was what rooted me to the spot.
"Is that her?" my sister asked. "I did meet her. She answered the door at your suite."
"Did she say anything to you? Was she rude?" I asked.
Dana Maria stuck out a hip and planted a hand on it. "Let me ask you a question, little brother. Did you tell her I was coming over?"
"No," I said. "We got distracted." I tried to catch Kya's eyes again. She had to remember how good it felt to be together. It could not just be me. She had to feel the same.
"Jesus, Fen, did you sleep with her?"
"Why? How could you tell?"
My sister punched me in the shoulder, hard. "So, you can't stop talking about the girl, you sleep with her, and then you invite me to come over, but you don't tell her anything about me. Think about it, little brother. Think about how it all looked from her perspective."
Dana Maria gestured to her blaze orange dress and tall platform pumps. She was anything but subtle, and I admired her for being straightforward about herself and what she did. Then, it dawned on me. Kya opened the door to see my sister who had come over straight from work.
My sister punched me again. "Too slow, Fen. You slept with her and then invited a stripper over. No wonder she's trying to kill you with those green glances."
I rubbed my shoulder and shrugged. "People shouldn't judge you based on what you're wearing. They don't know you. They don't know how we grew up."
"Do you know how she grew up? I've heard you call her Country Club Princess. Where's that come from? The clothes she wears. Sounds to me like you're just as judgmental as that concierge out there," Dana Maria said.
"It’s not the same and you know it," I said. "She dresses that way to make business deals. If anything, she uses it to cover up who she really is. You don't do that."
"I don't hide much," my sister said. She stared down a trio of young men who gaped at her. "Though, we both know you do exactly the same thing as your prim Ms. Allen. You wear your reputation like a bulletproof vest."
I tugged my sister into an alcove of potted palm trees. "You of all people should understand that. I was done being a burden to you. I needed to be on my own. And, to do that you've got to be tough."
"You are tough, Fen," she said. "But you're also being tough on her. Why are you giving her such a rough time?"
"I'm not," I said. My sister clicked an impossibly tall heel. "I'm not doing it on purpose."
"I think you are. I think you're pushing her every bit you can in the hopes that she'll turn and run. Then, you won't have to worry about keeping her out. You won't have to worry about her making a place in your life. That way it won't hurt when she's not there anymore."
"And, what's wrong with that?" I asked. "I'm not ready to share my life with anyone."
"Come on. When are you going to stop preparing and start living?" she asked. "Making sure everything is perfect first is making you miss out and it’s no guarantee that it all won't go to hell."
I shook my head. "I've got nothing to offer her. She doesn't really want me. It’s just fun for her to get out of her comfort zone, you know, go crazy in Vegas like every other tourist."
"So, you're not crazy in love with her?"
"No. It would be crazy if I was even near to feeling anything for Kya Allen," I said.
"Good." Dana Maria peeked over my shoulder. "Because she looks pretty cozy with that handsome man."
I brushed aside a palm branch and looked at Kya. The hair on the back of my neck stood up when I saw the man she was with was the same man from the nightclub the first time we met. The man had a catalog quality that matched his short, cropped hair and square jaw. I hated him. Then, I wanted to kill him.
The man's hand trailed down Kya's bare shoulder and curled around her hand. While I crushed the palm branch in my clenched fist, he lifted Kya's hand and brushed a kiss across the backs of her fingers. His other hand was between them, under the table and in a haze of red, I imagined what else he was touching.
"Yeah, you're not crazy for her at all," Dana Maria said. She wrenched my hand free from the palm tree and pulled me towards the elevators. "Let's get you upstairs before you do something you'll regret."
"You mean like going over there and asking her exactly what she thinks she's doing?"
"Hey, you want to make a fool out of yourself, go right ahead," she said.
My shoulders slumped and I let my sister lead me across the lobby. She dragged me toward the elevators, as my steps got heavier. Even if there had been a misunderstanding about who my sister was, Kya had moved on with lightning speed. And the worst part was she had found someone perfect for her.
The doors shut and the handsome man's face beamed at us from an event poster. I swore. Kya had moved on to the number one pick for the big golf tournament. She wasn’t interested in a mixed martial arts fighter from a low rent background. She had her sights a lot higher than me.