I hadn’t had the chance to see his bedroom before, and right now all I had the chance to take in was the dim lamp in the corner and a bed with a plush comforter I knew we were going to mess up in minutes.
I stopped Lewis by the bed and tugged off his shirt. His chest was smooth, gently muscular. I ran my hands over his pecks, rubbing my thumb across one nipple.
His breath was warm on my cheek when he leaned in. His lips traced my jaw and then nibbled at my lip. I almost whimpered. It felt so good to be this close to him.
I unbuttoned my shirt while keeping my lips fused to his. I refused to break contact even for a moment. It felt like I’d been waiting forever for this—to touch him everywhere, to feel his body beneath mine. To fill him full of me until we both shattered.
Lewis seemed to want the same thing. He tossed my shirt aside without even a glance in that direction, and then his hands moved to my pants. His fingers were cold against my abdomen, and I sucked in a breath when they touched me.
I felt his lips curve against mine. “Don’t worry,” he said, undoing the button, “we’ll be warm soon.”
More like hot. I was already beginning to feel the heat from inside. It was like he was setting me on fire from the inside out.
Lewis’s mouth broke away from mine again as he kissed down my torso. His lips landed on my chest first, and my knees nearly buckled when he flicked his tongue against one nipple.
“God, Lewis…I want you so bad.”
He continued down my torso, using his hands to guide down my pants at the same time. When he reached my abdomen, my body tensed in anticipation. I wanted his mouth on me so badly. I wanted everything in this moment. I wanted it slow and fast, hard and soft—all of it.
Lewis grabbed my boxers and pulled them down as well. He gripped my cock as it curved up, hard as a rock and pulsing with need.
My fingers clenched in his hair. I exhaled just before his lips touched the head of my dick.
His lips were warm and soft, moving over the sensitive skin. And when his tongue came out, I hissed in a sharp breath, gritting my teeth so I didn’t come so quickly.
Everything he did—and simply who he was—made this so much more intimate and intense.
His lips parted and he took me into his mouth. The sensation heightened. With his mouth suctioned around me, I couldn’t help but rock my hips against him.
“Fuck. Lewis…”
He hollowed his cheeks, sucking harder. My body jerked, so close to coming inside his mouth.
“Wait,” I breathed, my hands sliding over his shoulders. “I want to be inside of you when I come.”
He looked up at me, eyes blurry and full of desire. It clicked right there. This wasn’t a one-night stand or a random hook up. This was real. This was important. I was so glad I hadn’t left.
Lewis stood and walked to his nightstand. He still wore his jeans, and I walked up behind him to wrap my arms around him and unbutton them.
He angled his head so I could kiss his neck and shoulder and helped lower the jeans so his cock was released. Arms still around him from behind, I ran my hand over his shaft, loving how warm it was. It was wet on the head, evidence of his clear arousal.
He wanted me just as badly as I wanted him.
“I need you inside of me,” he whispered, angling his head back to kiss me.
That was all it took. I couldn’t stop now—I needed to have him. I took the lube and the condom Lewis passed me while he got situated on the bed.
When I was finished getting ready, I looked over at him, and this time it hit me in the heart instead of the head. Lewis was special, and I’d never forget this night.
I crawled onto the bed, leaning down to kiss him.
“I want to see you when you come,” he said.
He was so full of wonder. Like this was his first time and he wanted to experience it all just in case it never happened again.
I ran my hand down his stomach, sweeping his chest, and then brushing his cock. His eyes shut briefly when I moved lower, my finger touching his rim. Nestled between his legs, I couldn’t think of any other place I’d rather be.
I slid one finger in his hole. So tight. It was going to feel so good when I was inside of him, stretching him to fit me.
When he moaned at the feel of it, I added another finger. It was arousing simply watching his face as I pleasured him, moving my fingers in and out.
“I want you,” he whispered.
Removing my fingers, I gave him exactly what he wanted, shifting so my cock was at his opening. And when his eyes opened, locking on mine, I entered him. One inch at a time, so we could both fully experience what it was like to be linked like this.
“Lewis…” I said, reverence in my voice. “You feel so good.”
“So do you.”
I reached down to slide my hand the length of his cock, loving when it twitched against my hand.
“More,” he murmured.
I gave him exactly what he wanted, moving my hand at the same time I moved my hips so I could pleasure him in every way possible.
His breath caught as I hit the right spot, and his hands clenched on the comforter.
“Oh, fuck,” he hissed.
That only made me go faster, wanting to drive him to the brink so we could go over at the same time. So we could share this moment fully.
His body arched on the bed, telling me he was close. When he gripped my arms and squeezed, I pumped into him one more time.
We both exploded at the same instant. I bowed over him, feeling him come against me as our bodies shuddered.
“Dallas,” he breathed.
I shut my eyes. Hearing him say my name like that, on an exhale because he was both sated by me and comfortable with me, made that old feeling come back.
The one of belonging. The one I’d thought I had with Court but knew I hadn’t been close.
“Are you okay?” Lewis asked, touching my shoulder.
I eased out of him and lay by his side, both of us staring up at the ceiling, breathless but relaxed.
“I’m okay,” I told him. I took his hand and brought it to my lips to kiss his fingers. “It’s been a long time since it’s felt that right. Does that make sense?”
“Yes.” His voice was soft next to me. “What does that mean?”
“I don’t know,” I said, unable to help my sigh. I was scared of what that meant. Scared that I might be getting myself in too deep, too fast. But that wasn’t something I needed to think about right now.
So I held his hand and enjoyed the moment.